A/N: Okay I am sooo sorry I was out of town and I didn't have internet so here it is …..Chapter 8.

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Chapter 8

EPOV:

My love, my reason for living was driving away from me and I deserved it. I can't believe that I fell for Dalis' whole "feeder" theory.

Flashback:

"Come on Edward, it's not the same as drinking human blood," Dalis persuaded. I was so thirsty and human blood did sound good. I also didn't have enough of my elixir. "All right, let's do it," I can't believe that I'm actually doing this. "This is Jane," Dalis introduced. "Hi," she said in a tone that was supposed to be alluring. "Now, all you have to do is puncture the wrist and you just suck away," he explained. I was hesitant but when that warm red liquid filled my mouth I was in heaven. Jane said something, but I didn't pay any importance to that. What was important was when I heard Bella asking what I was doing. She ran off and not only that, she took my car. I started to run after her, not knowing where she was going.



The sun was coming up, but I had a long sleeved jacket on with a hat. I lost sight of Bella, but not scent. There were so many voices in my head. So many unimportant thoughts, I wonder if the stove is off where is that car how can I convince him that I'm taller, stupid, unimportant thoughts. My cell phone buzzed and I internally groaned. "What do you-" I was cut off by a screaming pixie. "EDWARD HOW COULD YOU?!" "Alice, I was confused and I'm sorry, I'm following her now." "She'll be at the Marriott hotel room fourteen, fourteenth story." "Thanks," I hung up and ran at human pace to the Marriott hotel.

BPOV:

I drove to the front of the Marriott hotel and walked in. "Hello, I would like a room," I said in my most dazzling voice. The man at the desk was a small old man so this might not be so bad. "Yes, name?" "Karla Johansen," I don't know why I used a fake name but better safe than sorry. "Here is the key you're on the fourteenth story, room fourteen," he handed me the key and I jogged away to my room. My room was wonderful and breathtaking. It had a chandelier and all of the decorations were gold and light brown. I loved it now the real question was how am I going to pay for it? I guess that I can worry about that later on. There was a knock on the door, but I had a pretty good idea who it was. "Edward, I don't want to see you," I hissed. "Please Bella let me explain what happened," he pleaded. "Fine," I sighed. He tried to dazzle me with his crooked smile but it wasn't working. "Go ahead, explain." "Bella, it was stupid of me, but I was so thirsty and Dalis tempted me with the woman's blood." His face was honest, but I still didn't totally forgive him. "Edward, I will go back to the house," his face was getting hopeful, "but I still don't forgive you," his face fell at this. "So how are we gonna pay for this?" Edward asked. "We don't let's just walk out, I used a fake name." The drive back home was so awkward. I couldn't even look at him so I looked out the window. The view wasn't that great since my day was horrible. "Bella, can I tell you something?" I just nodded still looking out the window. "Well, I can uh- how do I say this? I can read minds, except yours." At this I whipped my head around and looked at him incredulously. "You can read… minds?" "Yes but like I said, except yours." "I heard about vampires getting powers, but wow. Is there anything else I should know about?" "Alice can see into the future, and Jasper can manipulate feelings," he explained. "This is a lot to process and I still don't forgive you," I mumbled. I didn't realize how tired I was, but I needed sleep or I was gonna faint. "Bella, it was a mistake. Why can't you see that?" his eyes actually looked sad, but I'm not stupid and I can't fall for that. "Edward, I'm going to my room alone," I announced as I opened the car door. I was still pretty pissed and I don't think he should be near me now.

When I opened the door, two tiny arms squeezed me in a vise hug. "Bella, I'm so happy you came back!" she squealed. "Alice can't breathe," I gasped. "Oh sorry," she giggled as she finally let me go. "I know that you know everything now, so any questions?" "Just one, why didn't you say anything to me if you could see into the future?" "Well I was in the mall and that's when I got the vision and I couldn't get 

home in time," she actually sounded guilty. "Alice I'm sorry, it's not your fault," I assured. Alice left and I didn't know what to do now. I settled with lying on my bed and listening to my iPod. The song 'Your Guardian Angel' came up first. 'Of course,' was all I could think.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever


I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I was startled by a knock at the door and noticed I was crying. I quickly dried my tears and answered the door. "Bella please, I know that you must hate my guts, but I love you," Edward begged he had so much passion in his eyes. "How do I know that you won't just go around and do it again?" I accused. "That's fair," he stated then, he bent down and held my face between my hands and gave me the most passionate kiss we have ever shared. "I love the feel of your warm lips against my cold ones," he breathed. "Edward I- I want to marry you," this was the last thing anybody would've ever heard me say. "What, I mean, yes Bella I want to be with you," he was so nervous. "But I'm a vampire and you're, you know," I did know, but I honestly didn't care. "I don't care I love you, Edward I want you to change me." He had so many emotions on his face, anger, sadness, shock, and I think I saw a hint of happiness. "We'll talk about it later," I gave him that. Just then I was attacked by such a strong force that I was flung to the bed. "We have to go to the mall!" Alice shrieked. "Alice, can I have five minutes with my fiancée?" I noticed Edward cringe at this word. "Okay," she pouted and left the room. "You know she's coming back in exactly five minutes," Edward teased. I snuggled close to him on the bed and just let it all sink in. Then I felt a horrible pain in my head. I screamed in agony and ran around the room. Edward was so scared. Everybody was in my room wanting to know what the problem was. Then Edward spoke, but I didn't know what he was saying. My eyes glazed over as I lost all control in my body. I reached for my daggers and flung them at Edward. He dodged it, barely. "I have to leave," I was straining my voice. I heard protests, but I was already jumping out the window and running through the cover of trees. I stopped at the tree and was sobbing uncontrollably. "What's happening to me?" I cried.

A/N: Okay I'm too tired to write a long a/n so R&R please. Oh yea don't own The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.