I would like to have a shout out to all the people who have sent me wonderful reviews, and have put me and my story to their favorites. I might go into the dedications but, I know that ya'll would want to read this next chapter, so I'm just going to say that ya'll reviews are making me want to become a better writer, and make this story a whole lot better. Now I don't know why I wanted to do an Esme chapter, but I though it would be pretty cool, this isn't may favorite chapter either, but hey everybody's got an opinion … so enjoy.

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Forever Mine

Chapter 12: unexplainable

Esme's pov.

I saw my granddaughter fly upstairs teary eyed. It hurt me to see her like this. She wants to be normal so bad; and not playing sports like a regular teenage girl must break her heart. I saw Jacob get up and want go after her. I am glad Jacob found somebody he can love, and be loved back, and I'm glad my granddaughter found a young man that truly loves her. (Even though he imprinted on her young.)

"Let her be by herself for a while Jacob." I said. He continued to look upstairs, then sighed and walked out the door.

"You still want to get her that car?" Emmett said jokingly. Even though she's not acting like she normally does, Carlisle and I still believe that she needs a vehicle. Nessie is a senior early, and she has worked hard to get there. Also she has had a rapid growth spurt, and is still fast growing little girl, her moods are going to be worse than a human girl sometimes.

"I can't believe she said that." Rosalie said, with shock on her face.

"Me neither, but we still got to love her." I said. I looked over to Bella, whose face was face was full of shock that her daughter said that. Then she looked at Rose and growled.

"Rose, I appreciate you correcting Nessie, but she is my daughter. I will correct to that extinct like you did. I am her mother! I will raise her the way I think is best!" Bella said her voice stern.

"Oh really? Well, who do you think she's closer to? Honestly I'm more of a mother than you are." Rose snapped. Both were face to face now, growling at each other. We were all trying to prevent a fight. I hope Nessie's not hearing this. She would be heartbroken if to find out any of her family is fighting over her. After a couple more minutes Edward and Emmett was able to get both girl outside and apologizing.

"I know this was already asked, but are you really getting her a car?" Jasper asked. Isn't that what grandparents are for, spoiling their grandchildren. Nessie is not our granddaughter by blood, but we love her like she is. And trust me we have spoiled her.

"Yes, I think we should, even though she is acting different. She grows fast, so her moods are going to change very quickly." Carlisle said. I knew he was worried about her as much as we all were. She has always controlled her strength, speed, and even her control over blood around humans. That's why she was able to do sports, and other school activities. It doesn't seem right that Nessie would slip. What's weird is that Nessie accepted who she was, and that she's not normal. All this started when; Bella, Edward, and Nessie went to visit Zafrina in the Amazons. They ran into Nahuel; and him and Nessie formed a great bond, but she still understood that she wasn't normal. Now it's like a 360 degrees turn.

"What are we going to do? How are we going to keep her safe? She's got school, and her friends. How can we keep that from her?" Alice said. That was another reason. This scent… These vampires aren't nomads passing through. Either they are curious about our lifestyle, and how we hunt. Or their interested in our Nessie.

Thinking of them hurting Nessie scared me. Even though she is half vampire; she can still get injured if its bad enough and her strength wouldn't last long without training. She's way stronger than a human, but against a full vampire? Or what if it's a newborn? She's inherited Edward's speed, but what if that isn't enough. What if she gets severely injured and nobody's there to help her. Or worse…killed! I don't want to even think about that.

"Sweetheart, calm down. Is something wrong?" my husband asked. I looked around; it was just only me and him.

"I'm worried about Nessie." I said. Carlisle what I meant what I said that.

"I am too." he replied. Even though she's not our granddaughter by blood, we still love and spoil her like she was.

"What are we going to do? She's acting so different." I said.

"Give her all our love, and take it day by day. I guess that's all we can do when our granddaughter is part vampire part human, that's stubborn and determined as they can come." Carlisle said laughing at the last part. He was right. Our Nessie is stubborn and determined, but we all still love her dearly.

"True, but Carlisle what do these vampires want with our Nessie?" I asked.

"Their probably curious about her, or how our lifestyle is." he said, but after eighty-nine years of being together I knew the sound of his voice that he didn't sound convinced either.

"If their so curious about hybrids, then why don't they go and see Nahuel and his sisters." I said. I know that doesn't sound normally like me, but when it comes to my family I'll do anything to protect them.

"She's a powerful little girl. We just found out she had another gift, or another side to it. They might just be curious about her kind." he answered. I know that might be not possible, but he knew what to say to calm me down.

"How do you always know what to say?" I asked. I already knew the answer; but after eighty-nine years together, I like to hear what he says.

"Years of practice." Carlisle said smiling at me. Every time I look at him, I fall in love again. Going back to that sixteen year old girl, who broke he leg falling out of a tree. Seeing a handsome man that she never forgot about. I get to spend forever with him.

Even though the most horrible stuff would try to rip this family apart, we always pull together stronger. We have had thing that were almost successful, but we've learned to come together like a real family should. I knew that something or someone was trying to tear this apart. I just don't know what.

Bella and Rosalie have formed a wonderful bond; when Bella was pregnant with Nessie, and rarely had a fight until now. The same with Nessie. She's never been disrespectful to any of us. Now it seems like she wants to rip our heads off. Like she doesn't trust us anymore.

"Carlisle, what are we going to do about the Volturi?" I asked.

"Prove to them, that she is still harmless to the vampire world, and hasn't broken the law." he said. We stayed silent for a while, listening to our granddaughter sleep. Then all of a sudden her breathing stopped, and Nessie let out a blood-curling scream. Carlisle and I dashed upstairs, as I heard Bella and Edward running toward the house.

We got to her room in a matter of seconds. It looked like she was thrashing at something, and her face had pain all over it.

"Esme. Call Bella and Edward. Jacob too." Carlisle ordered. Picking up Nessie and brought her to his office.

I followed him while I dialed the numbers. I looked at Carlisle who was trying to wake her up.

"Esme! What is it? Me and Edward hear Ness screaming. Is she-" Bella started, but I cut her off.

"It's Nessie. She's having a nightmare, and it looks like she's also having trouble breathing." I said.

"We're close to the house." Bella said sounding upset that her daughters in trouble. After that I hung up. I was fixing to call Jacob, then screams gotten worse. She wasn't even breathing. We couldn't even wake her up.

"I called Bella. Their on their way." I said walking into my husband's office.

"Good, hopefully Jacob can hear us and-" Carlisle said, but was cut off by Nessie's screaming. We were trying to wake her up.

"Stop! Please! Stop!" Nessie screamed.

"Nessie, sweetie wake up. It's just a bad dream" I said. Then all of a sudden her hands flashed to her neck, like somebody was chocking her. Now she was struggling to breathe. Now everybody was in the room, as Carlisle went into full doctor mode.

"No! Stop! You win, just don't hurt them! Leave them alone!" My granddaughter screamed. Wait? Who are them?

"This ones worse. Her thoughts aren't right? It feels like an allusion. I - Nessie don't do this." Edward said answering my thoughts, but something happen. Only my eldest son could only hear.

"Edward! What!" Rosalie shouted, but everybody was focused on one thing… what was going on with our Nessie.

"Emmett, why don't we take Rose and Alice downstairs." Jasper said. They all four reluctantly left. I looked at Bella, who was frozen. It looked like she was having trouble purchasing everything that was going on. Can't blame her. Her daughters in trouble, and there's nothing she can do. Just feeling helpless. I heard Nessie's breathing pick up, and we all let out a sigh of relief; but then her screaming picked up, and was than before. All of a sudden the unthinkable happen… her heart stopped!

"What's wrong? Leah said- No! Oh please no. She's not… she can't be!" Jacob rushed in, and instantly fell besides Nessie.

"That's impossible. I can still hear her thoughts, but she's not…" Edward said. This doesn't seem right thought. This feels like a dream all together, not reality. I could see the pain in my son's eyes that his daughter was…

"Edward, Bella, do you want me to do this." Carlisle said. Meaning, being changed into a full vampire. If it's even impossible.

"Please, Nessie. Don't do this. I can't live without you Jacob said, taking her hand.

"Wait how this can be possible. She's projecting her thoughts?" he continued

"Wait. This isn't right. She's not dead. Somebody must have a talent to make an allusion or something. I don't understand this. Jacob say something. She hears you." Edward said as him and Carlisle stood back.

"Nessie? Please hear me, and come back to me. I love you! Please baby, don't leave me." Jacob said. His jaw clenched. He put his head down on her hand, and squeezed his eyes shut as a few tears reluctantly escaped.

"Edward? What's she thinking?" My daughter-in-law said. Everybody was quiet. We heard Nessie breathe now, as we let out a sigh of relief.

"She's fine." Edward responded. Now all we have to do is wait for her to wake up.

Minutes seemed like hours while we waited. Then we all Nessie's beautiful chocolate brown eyes flutter open. We all crowded around her.

"Nessie, how are you feeling?" Carlisle asked worriedly

"What's going on, and I feel fine. Just a little sleepy I just want to know why: you, Momma, Daddy, Jake, and Grandma are here." My beautiful granddaughter said groggily, still stuck between consciousness and not. She was trying to sit up, but started to get dizzy.

"Easy now, don't overdue it." Carlisle said, gently helping her back down.

"How did I get in here? What's going on?" Nessie asked.

"We will explain later, but all of us need to go down to the living room. Yes including you also Jacob." Edward said Jacob got up and followed behind us reluctantly.

"Edward?" Bella asked as we got downstairs.

I found the same vampire scent we've been after. Jasper, Alice, Rosie, and I were going to follow them; and see what they wanted, but the scent led to the house. Let's just say they were closer than they should have been. We then followed them back to the Canadian border, and then the scent disappeared. We stayed there and listened, to see if they would come back. All of a sudden we heard something about how Nessie was to dangerous, and how the Volturi must be idiots to let her live. They also said that she must be destroyed." Emmett said interrupting Edward.

"What did they look like?" I asked.

"They look close to what; Alec, Jane, Felix and Demetri" Rosalie said.

"So their more than just curious." Jacob said his voice filled with anger.

"I'm afraid so." Jasper said.

I'm not leaving her." Jacob said, standing up.

"What about her going to school?" Rosalie said. She's right, people might get suspicious if she drops out right in the beginning of the school year, and that would break Nessie's heart.

"Edward Bella, I would like to keep Nessie home for a day or two, just to monitor her." My husband said.

"Do you think she'll be fine by her birthday?" Alice asked. Nessie's birthday id Friday and Alice was hoping to do a big one.

"Yes, I think she will be. Somehow this has to be connected to her nightmares." Carlisle said.

"How can that be possible though? She practically died! I say we go out and kill them, and not come back till we do. Just to make sure their dead!" Emmett said his face full of anger.

"No, that would cause more harm than good. Especially to Nessie; and how would you fell if Ness woke up and didn't have a single person there on her birthday" Edward said, his voice getting louder and louder with each words.

"She's my niece!" I'm not going to let some vampires get away with wanting to kill my niece!" Emmett shouted. Something was going to have to be done. I knew Nessie was hearing this.

"She's my daughter! And if she knew about this… I don't want her to look over her shoulder every five minutes! I want her to live a happy, normal, carefree, life. Not this! Believe me, I want to go out there; and hunt them down, and watch them burn, but we can't. Who would be there for Ness, while we go chasing down vampires who are very hard to catch? If they weren't we would of already had them by now if they weren't! Nessie can not know… not now anyway. Not when it's so close to her birthday!" Edward shouted. I heard footsteps come down the stairs slowly.

"Boys." I said in a stern motherly voice. Normally that works, but both ignored me still screaming at each other.

Nessie was at the bottom of the staircase, her eyes watery, full of tears. I felt bad for her. Her family falling apart before her, and there was nothing we could do about it. Both Edward and Emmett stopped their arguing, and looked at her.

'Stop it, will you both! LET ME GUESS; THESE NOMADS, VAMPIRES OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL THEM, WANT TO KILL ME. OH AND LET ME ALSO GUESS. NOBOADY WAS PLANNING ON TELLING ME! IF YOU NEED TO KNOW, SOMETIMES I JUST HATE MYSELF! FOR TEARING THIS FAMILY APART, AND- AND I DON'T EVVEN NOW THE WHOLE STORY, AND SECRETS THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE KEPT FROM ME! SOMETIMES I WISH THE VOLTURI THOUGHT I WAS A DANGER, AND DESTROYED ME! THIS FAMILY USE TO BE SO STRONG, NOW ITS ALL FALLING APART! AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF ME!" My granddaughter said through tears. She was fixing to go back upstairs, but Jacob grabbed her wrist and led her to the center of the room. I knew that it was time to explain everything. I just couldn't forget everything that's happen just recently. It was just… unexplainable.

Hey everybody how'd you like it. It might sound confusing in the beginning, or just the whole chapter, but I feel like it was needed. I had writers block when the time I wrote this chapter. Like a week before I typed it I read it and wasn't satisfied with the original version, so I had to rewrite it. I'm still not happy with it. I think I did better on my other chapters I have typed and that are now in my writing journal. But like I said before I felt that it was needed. So review please. Or read. I honestly understand if you feel the same way I do. don't be afraid of telling me what you really think of this chapter, if its good super if its not I understand. If you didn't like it I promise I have a lot better chapters on the way. And maybe if you keep reading you might understand what it means, because on a certain chapt. That will explain it all… I hope (JK). But I'm not releasing details. I might let a couple out in the future but I'm not sure… yet. So you see that lil button down there… all you have to do is click it. I hope that's a good explanation though. I'm sorry I didn't give you a better chapter, but I promise I will. If you don't understand all you have to do is ask… oh and before I forget questions are still welcomed. So again review. BYE

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