Mine Alone
By: Shana Anders
A/N: Hey guys! Wazzup!! Teehee…. I'm soooo happy today….. For some reason I don't know.
Anyway, I remember telling everyone before that I'm going through some backtracks…. Sooooooo…………. I'm making a side story. Ok, let's make this the ultra serious side story. On how….. Sasuke lost his first.
Yes. This is about how Sasuke lost his first. If you remember, on chapter 5, Sasuke told Sakura and Naruto he isn't a virgin anymore. Remember? Ok, I'll copy-paste it here… Hang on, let me get my file….
Later, at the Hokage tower…
Sakura sat down stiffly, face flushed, ignoring Naruto's loud voice.
"I told you, I don't know what happened." Sasuke said calmly, ignoring his stingy red cheeks Sakura hit that morning.
I'm guilty anyway…. Why would I tell her I carried her to my room last night?
"It's not that something happened between us anyway."
"Hey!" Sakura yelled, looking horrified. "I'm still a virgin!"
"Well I'm not."
Yeah I kno----"
Naruto and Sakura gawked at Sasuke. Sasuke raised an eyebrow.
"What?"
"You're not!" They both yelled.
Sasuke stared at them, then frowned. Why…. On earth did I say that?
"Since when?" Sakura asked curiously.
"Well… that was when I was sixteen and----why are you asking!" Sasuke yelled, quite out of character.
"Enough of the yelling, I did not call you here for that!"
Aaaaaaaaaaaaand the rest is history. If you wanna read the rest, you could go back to chapter 5.
Anyway, let's skip now, skippy skippy…. So, I'll make a side story on his first. I repeat. This is a side story and it is veeeeeeeery serious.
Note: Standard Disclaimer Applied.
Chapter 10.5: Uchiha's Memory: My first
Orochimaru's lair, 3 years back.
Sasuke sighed, looking up at the dark sky from his bedroom's small window.
If I call this bedroom… He smirked at his own thought.
Just right now, that moment, he turned sixteen. And just like his past birthdays since he left Konoha, its just as good as an ordinary day.
Out of nowhere, what-if imaginations are all flashing into his mind.
Happy Birthday, Sasuke-kun!!! That would be Sakura, smiling widely at him, holding a gift wrapped in blue.
Annoying… he would reply back, but would still accept her gift anyway.
Oi teme! Happy Birthday, Datte bayo!!! And there goes Naruto, yelling at them, as loud as ever, holding a gift.
Ramen, I suppose. He frowned at the thought. How is he surviving with ramen? Maybe his whole body is made of ramen now, and there are no more blood running on his veins but the ramen soup. And there are no more internal organs but noodles….
Happy Birthday Sasuke. Here. They are newly released. That would be none other than their perverted sensei, Kakashi, holding an orange book that is exactly a carbon copy of what he's holding in his hands.
Pervert…. Sasuke growled, thinking of refusing to accept his gift. But then…
You need to rebuild your clan, you know. Kakashi would say as an explanation, raising his eyebrows suggestively.
Yeah, maybe I'll get it. I need to rebuild my clan after all.
He snapped out of his reverie and sighed.
But this is reality we are talking about here.
He finally turned away from the window and walked out.
I have my goals. I need to accomplish them. I don't need any distractions.
But still…
As soon as he stepped out to his favorite spot in the forest to train, he glanced at the Sakura tree on his right. His features softened at this.
How ironic it seems…. That in this dark place you're still there, standing.
Just like her, in my darkest moments. She never left my side not even once.
She always give light to everyone.
Especially to me.
Sighing he closed his eyes.
I may not see her again if this keeps up. I need to focus on my goals.
"Sharingan!!!"
0ooooo0oooooo0
"Look at him, Kabuto, he's growing up."
Kabuto stared at Orochimaru sitting on his favorite chair (AN: That's the throne-like chair thingy he's always sitting at on the series.) looking at Sasuke do some training from the window. Kabuto looked at Sasuke and nodded.
"Hai, Orochimaru-sama."
"But it seems… He's disturbed."
"How is it so?" Kabuto asked.
Orochimaru tore his gaze away from Sasuke and turned to Kabuto, resting his head against his knuckles. (AN: I'm having a hard time describing here… Just imagine the stance he's always at when he's sitting on the series.) "He's longing for something. Come to think of it, he was still a kid when he came here."
Kabuto remained still, thinking then, "You don't mean---"
"Aa." Orochimaru grinned maliciously, looking back at Sasuke. "I told you he's growing up."
"It seems so."
"Maybe we locked him up too long he remained inexperienced on it."
"What do you plan on doing then, Orochimaru-sama?"
"Let's give him a gift."
0ooooo0ooooo0
"What?"
"Today is your birthday, right?" Kabuto asked Sasuke a little while later.
Sasuke remained impassive as ever, tearing his gaze away from the aquarium-like jutsu-casted prison filled with women. "What does it has to do with this?"
"Orochimaru-sama wants you to select a woman to be your toy. This is his gift. Now you can choose. Don't worry; I'm sure they would all be more than willing to do what you wish to make them do."
"I'm not interested." Sasuke turned around, and began to walk away. "Tell him that."
Kabuto remained, staring at his disappearing figure. "Sometimes it makes me think if he does like women."
On the other hand, there goes Sasuke, walking out to go back to his favorite spot.
That perverted devil…. Everything he does is ridiculous.
0ooooo0ooooo0
Orochimaru laughed, after hearing Sasuke's pissed off reply from Kabuto. "Interesting, this is really interesting."
"Do you think he likes something else?" Kabuto asked, rather weirdly.
"Oh, maybe you are suggesting he's gay?"
"Maybe." Kabuto sighed, imagining Sasuke as a cross-dresser. "Or maybe he has someone else on his mind. Maybe we could get her for him."
"Or maybe," Orochimaru grinned. "We could make her for him. Do you have an idea on who it might be?"
"Maybe." Kabuto grinned. He digged something from his pocket and gave a picture to Orochimaru. "He has this on his things."
"Wow, I never thought you could be so nosy on things like this." Orochimaru looked at the picture and smiled. "Ok then, get me the best woman to satisfy our growing kid."
0ooooo0ooooo0
Sasuke lied back down on his room and sighed, resting his head on his hands, staring blankly at the ceiling.
Sometimes it makes me wonder… If this is what my parents want. I wonder what would they say if they see me like this.
Sasuke-kun…
"Sakura?" Sasuke sat up abruptly, and began to look around. Then, he paused.
I must be homesick.
Home?
Do I have it?
His thoughts went back to Naruto.
To Kakashi.
To Sakura.
Then he smiled.
Maybe…. Maybe I do.
So now I claim to ran away from home huh…?
He fell back down on the bed.
"Home…"
Silence reigned for a while. Then….
He sat back down, this time with a kunai in hand, holding it up against a woman sitting across him.
"Who are---" His thoughts died back down with what he saw. "Sakura…"
There before him sat a girl with pink locks.
"Sasuke-sama."
He stared for a while and sighed, lowering his kunai, and turned away. "Your pretension is not working, woman. You could let go of the pink hair thing now."
"I cant, I'm sorry." Sasuke looked at her again and saw her head bowed down. That's when he noticed that she's wearing a kimono. He frowned.
Is it me or she's wearing nothing inside? That pervert…
"Sasuke-sama. May I ask how did you know that I am not the lady you just called Sakura?"
Sasuke remained silent. He could simply say that's none of your business so get the hell outta here before I stuck Chidori on your goddamn body, slut.But, maybe because he's homesick, he felt defenseless at the moment. He sighed. "Your eyes."
"My eyes?"
"They are brown. Her eyes are green. You're too pale for her skin tone. She always have this certain smile that's hers alone. And your dye is darker. Her hair is light pink---just like her name... Sakura. And she never called me Sasuke-sama. She calls me Sasuke-kun. And----" He pointed at her clothes. "She never likes wearing suggestive clothings. That would be something Ino would wear." (A/N: er… gomenasai, Ino fans…. I did not say Ino would wear nothing underneath a Kimono. I'm merely implying that Ino is far more suggestive than Sakura. Gomene!)
The girl giggled at his pointedness. "Kabuto-sama told me to give you this as his personal gift."
Sasuke opened at it to reveal…. He frowned.
"I said I'm not interested. You could leave." Sasuke closed his eyes and looked away. He felt the bed shift. He opened his eyes and looked up, just to be surprised to see the girl removed her kimono, leaving nothing on.
"Sasuke-sama. You need me at times like this."
Sasuke stared at her face for a while, and sighed. "Take your clothes and leave. I'm not after this."
"Your feelings. That's what you are thinking of."
Sasuke looked up, angrily. "I don't need them."
"Yes you may not." She began to approach him. "But you feel them. That's why I can't change this hair. Kabuto-sama said I'm the one closest to what Sakura looked like. And I want to look like her, so you won't feel like betraying her. "
"I'm not betraying----" Sasuke's words died down when her lips fell upon his. He felt her grab his hands and guided it to roam freely on her naked body.
"Sasuke-sama. It would be an honor to help you get over your loneliness." Slowly, he lied him down the bed and settled on top of him. "So please. I promise not to intrude on your feelings. So you will not feel like betraying her." With that, she kissed him once more, determined to do her "task".
Sasuke slowly closed his eyes.
I might use that teme's gift afterall….
He wrapped his arms around her and shifted, so that he's on top of her.
"There would be no feelings. And I never liked being dominated over. Especially not on things like this."
The girl looked at her and giggled once more. "But it seems like this is your first time."
Sasuke's eyes narrowed. "You'll see how this first time works." And he kissed her.
Sakura….
0ooooo0ooooo0
"Sasuke-kun?" Slowly, Sakura opened the door to check if Sasuke's awake, just to see him still sleeping peacefully. Softly, she smiled, and approached him.
"You seem very tired." She said softly, remembering what happened the night before. She giggled at the memory.
Memory, the night before
"Oi, Sakura."
Sakura looked up and frowned. "I'm cooking dinner. Fine, you don't have to tell me." She stood up and began to walk to the kitchen when---
"Dinner's ready."
She looked at Sasuke, who is not looking at her. "I had it prepared."
"You don't know how to prepare any food aside from onigiri… Don't tell me---- did you prepare Ramen?"
Sasuke sighed. "Just get in there and look at it before you complain."
TING!
Sakura frowned, and walked to the dining room, just to be surprised to see the food she saw.
(A/N: There are good foods. Wonderful foods. I don't know all Japanese foods except for pork tonkatsu and beef misono and sushis…. So pardon me, I cannot name them.)
She turned to Sasuke and glanced at his hands, which are all bruised up.
"I asked Hinata to help me prepare them."
"What's this all about?"
"I know you're upset on what I did about pretending to be Sai's cat. So I'm making this… as… as…. An equivalent trade."
Sakura raised her eyebrows. "Equivalent trade?"
Sasuke nodded. "Im requesting you to forget what I did in exchange of this good deed I made."
Sakura frowned. "Good deed huh. Seems like bribe to me." Then, she smiled.
Equivalent trade, huh…. Weird.
Sasuke-kun always have weird ways of apologizing. But at least he's trying very hard to do it.
"Come."
Sasuke looked at her uncertainly. Is she still mad? Her strength is crazy. If I get a direct hit, I'm done for.
"I'm healing your hands." Sakura smiled.
Sasuke sighed, and gave her his hands.
End of flashback…
Sakura approached him, and began to fix his blanket.
He's very peaceful.
He ran out of energy because of cooking? Sasuke-kun sure is weird.
It doesn't matter. I honestly think he's sweet.
"….ku….ra….."
"Huh?" Sakura stopped, staring at Sasuke.
"Ra…. Ku… ra…."
Sakura's eyebrows furrowed, leaning a little closer to Sasuke. "What's he saying?"
"Sa….kura…."
"Is he calling----whoa!!!!!"
Before she could even think, Sasuke's hand jerked, and grabbed her by the waist, dragging her to him. Sakura's face turned crimson red.
"Sa----Sasuke-kun, what are you doing?! Let---go…." She turned to him, just to see he's still sleeping. She smiled.
"You're still sleeping?" Sakura smiled softly. "Are you dreaming of me?" She rested her head against his chest.
Staying like this for a while doesn't seem bad. Besides, I don't think he'll let me go any moment.
Somewhere inside an avenger's dream, a pink haired girl with emerald eyes remained on his arms, sleeping with a smile on both their faces after a wonderful night they shared. Just like what he thought and experienced that night of his birthday in Orochimaru's lair.
But this time, it was her.
Sakura…. Arigato.
TBC
A/N: Eeeeekiiiiiieeee/!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is it lime-y??? I think so since its about Sasuke's first but….. Aaargh. Its part of the story, and I tried my best to let it look artistic, so…. I hope I did ok. Its my first time writing such scene too, so…. Aaargh. What do you think? Is it disgusting? Now im worried.
And about Kabuto's gift there, if you are wondering…. Its… um…. Let's say…. Er…. Protection. They tend to be perverts.
And just as I told you. Its my first time to write such scene, so I hope you understand that I cant write them in details. I'm inexperienced on all sides, whether in reality or in writing. So…. Gomene.
Never mind, this isn't the time to talk about that. Anyway…. Aherm…
I'm done! Sooooo……. Hope you had fun reading…. I'll be back on the normal story next chapter! Sooooo, til next week! Ja!!
Love lots,
Shana-chan