NOTE: This is one of two endings that I had in mind for this story. I will be posting the second ending tomorrow.
Lexa's Pov:
I can't believe what happened…. Jay jumped off the bridge, then Lincoln jumped in to save her. For 10 minutes Lincoln did CPR to get her breathing. I watched him furiously trying as I clutch my girlfriend in my arms thinking 'I will stay by her side no matter what.'.
I feel my surroundings blur and my ears ring so loud that I barely hear Mrs. Griffin call 911.
"911 hello, please hurry, I'm at the old bridge, my daughter jumped off, she isn't breathing...I think she is dead." Abby said.
Bellamy's Pov:
As Lincoln pulls my future sister in law from the water, I start to sob in John's arms as he holds me. I know it isn't the manly or big brotherly thing to do but I just can't believe that she jumped. I know my baby sister needs me but she is in Ray's arms. I watch both of them cry as Jay doesn't breath. I am so focused on my sister and the still body of Jay I don't hear Abby say "911 hello, please hurry, I'm at the old bridge, my daughter jumped off, she isn't breathing...I think she is dead."
Nyko's Pov:
I can't image what Abby is going through right now. As I look from my nephew to the single? not single?...mother call 911 while trying not to be hysterical, I become speechless. My star player is not breathing and I feel like I let down Jake. I promised myself that nothing was going to happen to his family...and now his daughter isn't breathing. If she dies then that championship game is for her and Jake.
Aurora's Pov:
I look up at the bridge as I hear sirens. Silently I pray...to anyone who is listening…'Please don't take this sweet child away. She holds half of my daughter's heart. Without Jay Griffin life will be very dull.' The paramedics come down and put Jay on the stretcher as they try to restart her heart.
*2 months later*
No one's Pov:
Clarke stands in front of a grave, while sobbing she puts yellow roses on the grave.
"I don't understand how or why it happened." she says to the grave. "When the paramedics put her on the stretcher they restarted her heart, but she still needed to be on oxygen and she was still unconscious." Clarke sat down. "When we were allowed in her room, Lincoln came with us because Jay finally woke up, he wanted to see how she was doing...then the unspeakable happened. She asked him if he was her boyfriend... we all tried to tell her that she is...was a lesbian but she didn't believe us not even when we showed her pictures of her with Raven and the first time Octavia kissed her and Raven goodbye...on that horrible day." Clarke looked at the grave that said Jacob Griffin-loving father, husband, brother, friend and coach. "I just don't understand dad….now her and Lincoln are together, me and Lexa don't understand it, neither does Ray and O who have barely talked. I know they feel incomplete… and utterly confused on how a player like Lincoln has their girlfriend, and I honestly think that Lincoln is falling in love with her. But the thing is this is the happiest I have seen her since you died, even though it is fake. Mom has been in rehab since that night so Mr. Kane has been taking care of us….he is nice but he will never be you dad."
Clarke looked at her hands, more specifically the paintbrush tattoo that Jay made her, Lexa, Raven, Octavia, Bellamy, John, and Luna get months before she jumped.
"She isn't the same sister that I once knew, she still plays lacrosse they won the championship, they celebrated at Mr. Wood's house, and Jay was wrapped up in Lincoln's arms with his football letterman jacket on. Even Evie and Carlos know she is different, they spend most of their time with Raven, Kate or me. I wish you were here to fix it." Clarke said. "You would know what to do."
As she stood up, Clarke could have sworn that she felt a hand on her cheek, and she could smell, lacrosse cleaning spray and car oil. She ignored it and headed home. She heard a moan as she walked to her room.
'Ugh! Lincoln must be here.' she thought as she opened Raven's room and got hissed at by Radio.
When Raven isn't home Radio turns into her guard dog...guard kitten? Clarke thinks that the kitten is rather mean and evil, but Raven and Octavia will say otherwise. Clarke leaves the room and heads down stairs, she turns on Beat Bobby Flay. As the chiefs start cooking frog legs Jay and Lincoln come down as they hear the T.V turn on.
"Aww those poor little frogs now without legs…now there are so many out there in wheelchairs or on little crutches these chefs are assholes…" Jay says very seriously and very sadly, so sad that she looks like she is going to cry.
Clarke and Lincoln look like she lost her mind...thought Jay has….having amnesia and all...but that is not the point.
'Does she not realize that the frogs are dead when they get the legs, I mean even Lincoln knows and he isn't very bright in the way of cooking.' Clarke thinks.
"What?" she asked as we stared at her.
"Nothing babe." Lincoln smiled at her with full love in his eyes. "Your just adorable." he kissed her temple.
Clarke had to hold back a gag at Lincoln kissing her sister.
*3 months later-mother's day*
Raven's Pov:
The Griffin's, the Blake's, the Wood's, the Pine's and the Water's are at the Griffin's celebrating our mothers with a free party as Abby has finally gotten out of rehab. Octavia and I started our relationship up again but we both feel incomplete without Jay. I currently have my arms wrapped around Octavia when Jay comes out of the house happily pulling a terrified? Lincoln Pine. As I looked at my girlfr...Ex- girlfriend? I see that she looks bigger like a pregnant woman.
"Hey baby?" I whispered to Octavia.
"Yeah Ray?" she whispered back.
"Does Jay look bigger to you?" I asked.
"Like she might be pregnant?" she asked.
But before I could answer Jay got everyone's attention.
"Can I have everyone's attention please." Jay said while tapping a glass with a butter knife.
"What's up JD?" Lexa said on the porch swing with Clarke cuddled in to her.
"Well as it is mother's day I thought it would be fitting to tell y'all that…" she looked at Lincoln who became as pale as a ghost if that is possible. "I'm PREGNANT!" she yelled excitedly.
"Jay you are only 19 and your still in school." Abby said. "You are to young to have a child."
I noticed the scared football player behind Jay nodding in agreement with Abby.
"I'm keeping my baby mom." Jay said.
"She...She is pregnant." I said as my whole body filled with dread.
"I'm not saying that we are going to give up the baby, I would never get rid of my grandbaby, I...it's already family." Abby said looking at the Wood's and Pine's before she looked sadly at me and Octavia.
"I agree with Abby, that baby will be loved and cherished and I will fight anyone who would dare try and take our grandchild away from us." the usually stoic Indra said as she went to hug Lincoln and Jay.
"Have you been going to the doctors for check ups?" Becca asked, hugging her nephew.
"Yes, I have a appointment next week to get the gender."
After a few moment's Abby yelled. "I'm having a grandbaby!" Everyone went to go hug Jay and Lincoln as O and I stayed back. Once Jay hugged everyone else she noticed that we didn't go over there to congratulate her.
'How do you congratulate your girlfriend (if you could even call her that anymore) that she is having someone else's child instead of having children with O or I. I know that lesbians can't have each other's children without help from guys sperm and/or adopting. But it is still awkward for O and I to hail out congratulations when we don't mean it.' I thought.
Jay now stands in front of us her right hand on her stomach.
"Why didn't you two go over there?" she asked. "I thought my best friends would at least have been happy for me." she asked sadly.
'best friends? just best friends?' I thought. 'that hurts.'
I felt Octavia tense, I knew she thought the same as me.
"We...we are." Octavia lied.
We are both pissed off that we cant be with her, but Clarke and Bellamy has told us multiple time to be "understanding". Yeah it is so fucking easy to be understanding when a half of your heart is gone, and all is there is a black hole waiting to be filled.
Jay sighed. "I know that is a lie O…" she looked at her stomach. "But I am not that girl in those pictures kissing you...I don't like girls. Who ever that girl is...who she was is not the me now...please stop trying to make me be her. This is me." she said rubbing her stomach, then she pointed to Lincoln. "He is me. I love him. I had hoped you two would have figured out that I don't and won't ever love you as anything other then my best friends."
I felt my eyes swell with tears as I try to hold them back.
"If you will excuse us, we have some homework to finish." I said slightly rude but it was the only way not to cry.
I moved us away from Jay and towards my room. Once we were in the protection of a closed door we broke down crying, while we held each other.
*20 week doctor appointment.*
Lincoln's Pov:
I am currently standing in a small, tiny room waiting for the technician to get here for the ultrasound. Jay is on the bed in a hospital gown, while our mothers are talking about what gender they want. They want it to be a girl, while Jay wants it to be a boy, and all I keep thinking is there goes my college football career and her lacrosse career. There goes my life. I DON'T WANT THIS CHILD! I mean I love Jay, but I am not ready for a kid, I am young, I'm supposed to make stupid decisions in college, not in high school. In two weeks we graduate, two weeks she walks in the blue and white gown 4 months fucking pregnant!
"Linc baby what gender do you want?" Jay asked.
"Neither." I said.
I looked up and saw that Jay was about to cry.
"What?" she asked.
"Did I say that out loud?" I asked knowing I was in deep shit.
"Yeah you did. Do you not want this baby?"
"No I don't. I want to be able to go to University of Oregon and play football there, but now that you are pregnant there goes that choice." I said mad at the situation.
Her emotions switched fast, one second she looked like she was going to cry now...she looks like she wants to beat me with the chair next to her.
"Fine if you feel that way then you can leave, go to U of O, leave your girlfriend and your child."
Then she started to cry.
'Oh for fucks sake.' I thought.
"Jay Babe I'm sorry." I said stepping closer to her.
"No go." she said as turns her head away from me.
"I'm sorry." I kissed her temple. "I love you."
I pulled away expecting her to say it back but she just turned her head more. I said bye to my mom and Mrs. Griffin before I headed out the door I looked back toward Jay.
Jay's Pov:
Once Lincoln left I let out a breath I had no idea I was holding. Mom and Mrs. Pine was looking at me confused and concerned.
"His cologne was making me want to up chuck." I told them.
They nodded in understanding. A few moments after Lincoln left the technician came in and went through the standard procedure. Then finally she started the ultrasound. She pointed out the feet, arms, head, and his pesquetter. I am having a boy! I'm so happy.
"Do you have a name in mind for a boy?" mom asked.
"Yeah." I nodded rubbing the gel off my stomach. "Jacob, after dad." I told them.
Mom started to cry then she hugged me.
*two weeks later- graduating.*
No one's Pov:
It was a sad day, but a happy one, if that is even possible. It was sad especially for the Griffins and Raven, because Jake wasn't there to see them graduate, even though he was watching from heaven, but they didn't know that. But it was happy because they would be finally graduating and will be done with school at least for a little while. After graduation the Griffin's, the Blake's, the Wood's, the Pine's and the Water's are at the Griffin's celebrating along with their many more guests.
*5 months later*
Jay's Pov:
There are 5 days until christmas, and as much as I wanted little Jake to be born on christmas, he decided to be born now. At 6 in the morning on the 20th of december. Lincoln is passed out in a chair because he fainted. Octavia and Raven are holding my hands as I squeeze them very tightly. As I give the last push for Jake to be born, I get these flashes, of me and Raven cuddling and kissing, then of Octavia kissing us goodbye. Then I see the fight that happened a year ago, me jumping, Lincoln jumping in to save me. And dad and grandpa telling me it isn't time to join the dead.
"OH FUCK!" I yelled as I felt pain from giving birth and from remembering the last year.
The doctor gives me my baby boy, my little Jake, I see that he has my blonde hair, but Lincoln's dark skin and brown eyes.
'He is beautiful, so perfect.' I thought. Then I looked at my girlfriends. 'My girlfriends, my beautiful and amazing girlfriends who I love so much.'
As I watch my son drink formula, I glance at Octavia and Raven who are smiling at the new addition to our family, "I love you two so much." I said aloud. They looked at me shocked at me saying I loved them not Lincoln. "I hope you can forgive me for this past year." I said.
They smiled at me then they kissed me. "We love you too, and we do forgive you, it wasn't your fault, though I am glad you remember who you are now." Raven said touching the small amount of hair on Jake's head.
I smiled as a thought came into my head. "Who am I? Who are you?" I said looking at them.
They glared at me. "That is not funny Jay." Octavia said.
"It was a little funny." Lincoln said, now awake. "I guess this means we are done?" he questioned.
"He is still your son Lincoln, nothing can stop you from seeing him and helping us raise him." I said.
He nodded. "Who's last name do you want him to have?" he asked looking at our son as tears swelled in the same brown eyes Jake has.
"If it is okay with you I want his name to be Jacob Lincoln Reyes-Blake." I looked at everyone in the room, watching slowly as my girlfriends figured out what I was saying.
Lincoln smiled at us. "I love it."
"Are you asking us to marry you Jay?" Raven asked.
"Yes I am Ray." I smiled at them as Lincoln picked up our son. "So will you marry me?"
"Yes, I will it is a no brainer." Octavia said kissing me. "Ray?"
"Yes I would be happy to."
"But?"
"No but, I would be stupid not to." Raven smiled then she kissed me and Octavia.