And the moment you all been waiting for...

Chapter 12 Pain

I heard him stretch loudly and stand to his feet, marching the short distance to where I laid on the ground. He grabbed my arm lifting me to my feet, snarled in a demonic tone.

"Why?"

I didn't answer. I tried to speak but no sound came out.

"Why?" He asked again. "Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why the FUCK did you do it!?" He yelled, tightening his grip on my arm with each word, his voice grew in it intensity. A sharp yelped slither out of my lips.

"Ow Sebastian, your hurting me. I'm sorry, okay, what else do you want me to say?" I winced and managed to push him off me, my breathing was ridged. Switching on the light, my eyes watched him stagger to his feet.

"Sebastian your under the influence of alcohol. I'm not arguing with you like this." I protested and then flinched as I watched him stare at me through his messy raven locks. A lone pink eye pierced through the darkness of hair that acted like a veil, his body was hunched over and breathed heavily.

"Why did you do it?" He asked again standing at full height.

"I told why. Damn it! Are you going to stand there and act like you're the fricken victim!? You told him to do it!" I barked, banging my fist against the wall.

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me! You told him you miscreant bastard!" I gritted my teeth. He made me so mad. Clenching my hands into a fists, my nails burrowed deep into my skin.

"You impudent child!" He hissed, narrowing the space the between us. I backed away with every step he took forward until the wall prevented me from doing so. I cursed under my breath. "Nobody put a gun to your head and forced you to fuck him you dirty little whore-"

"SHUT UP! I'm not a whore so don't you dare call me that!" I snapped interrupting him. "You act like it was a giant betrayal! As if I deliberately went ahead screwed him to purposely hurt you. I was doing for my own selfish desires. I've been with a total of what, three people, and you, psh, like eight million? I was tempted and I succumbed to my desire. I haven't had nearly as much experience as you." I said panting after that mouth full, fearing his response.

"You did enjoy it, you fucking slut? You liar, how many other people have you slept with, huh?"

"NO ONE! Damn it Sebastian! You're not listening!" My body trembled with anger, not fear. This wasn't right, it wasn't supposed to be like this.

"LIAR!" He shouted, punching me in the stomach. I made a soundless scream as my stomach kissed my spine, falling victim to the coughing. I clutched my abdomen in pain. He stood over me waiting, my body fold into a lump, a wicked grin dancing across his face.

"I'm the fucking liar, it suddenly reeks of hypocrites in here, you demonic swine! You set me up to fail, you knew I wouldn't be able to deny him! You wanted me to fail so you could get your sick twisted pleasure from abusing me you sadistic psychopath!" My voice cracked as I screamed at him before going into a coughing fit. He darkly chuckled, I knew he would. The fear that radiated off my body fuelled him. I cried out as I felt my body being lifted by my hair, being forced to face his crooked smile.

"Oh really? Is that so?" He asked his words laced with venom, his smile became wider, bearing his glistening white fangs. I felt smaller in comparison to this monster.

"If I'm such a monster, why do you stay with me?" He asked, leaning in barely pressing my cheek against his. His hot alcoholic breath felt like tiny little daggers penetrating my skin. My body tingled. I shivered, feeling tears welling up in my eyes.

"B-because.. at the end of the day, y-you're a warm bed to… s-sleep in." I stuttered hot tears burnt as they travelled down my face.

"Oh really, is that what you think of me? Well at the end of the day, your just a tight hole to fuck." He spat, releasing me, allowing my body to fall to the floor. His words stung, my chest seemed to hurt more than my body. Was that really all that he saw me as? Free sex? I was so mad that I wanted to get back at him. I refused to allow him to have the last word so I said something, something I regretted.

"You're like him!" I yelled as I heard him turning on his heel and walking away.

"Like who?" He asked, stopping at my comment that suddenly pecked his interest.

"Lawrence. You're like Lawrence. How would your mother feel to see that you grown up to be just like him? The person you hate the most, he abused you on the outside but I found a way to hurt you on the inside!" I insulted, laughing. I knew my words stung. Right then and there, something snapped inside that man. I felt a barrage of stomps on my back as he cursed my name repeatedly. I struggled to escape but the endless down pour of ruthless stomps refused to cease. They stopped and I heard him panting loudly. I coughed, wincing in pain.
"Sebastian… can we agree on this? That I enjoyed being fucked by your best friend as much as you enjoyed your daddy shoving his fat cock up your ass, okay?" I laughed. I knew I shouldn't of said that but I wanted to hurt him as much as I was hurt right now.

I suddenly felt my body being lifted up. He forced me to stand on my feet. My body was harshly bashed against the wall, he slammed his forearm under my chin and my throat pinning and choking me at the same time. After that, all I could see was an ominous hand reaching for my right eye, and after that my vision went white. I heard the rippling of flesh from inside my head and simultaneously nerve cords being ripped out of my face. An ear piercing scream erupted from my lungs. My face burned like no pain I have ever felt before. My hot blood painted his hands and also ran down my face and found its way in my mouth. I felt as though I was drowning in my own blood. I fell to his feet and started crying out in pure, stomach curling agony. I covered my eye that seem to have a never ended waterfall of rushing oxygenated blood pouring out of it. He scoffed and I heard the jingling of car keys, he booted me in the face muttering "little shit" before leaving. I laid there in my blood. I don't remember much. Soon after that, I passed out.

I grunted and groaned as I woke slowly. A searing pain shot through my right eye. I clutched it in pain and immediately remember what happened. Dried blood stuck to my hair and face. I stumbled to my feet and winced with every movement. I staggered to the door leaving it unlocked. I wandered weakly, just trying to get as far from that house as possible. Everything hurt but I forced myself to ignore the pain and continued walking. I think I walked for hours until I came around the house that I recognized. I knocked on the door three times I heard chatter and laughing from inside the home. The door flung out and I was literally blinded by the light. I was so weak that my legs collapsed under me and I fell forward.

"Oh my god Ciel!"

Was all remembered hearing before I blacked out again.

…..

I slowly awoke again, at first it was indistinct chatter and blurred moving orbs, then I realized that I was in a bathroom. I heard warm running water. My body swayed in its sitting up position, a groan seeped out of my throat.

"Ciel? Hey? Hey, can you hear me?" A familiar voice called, snapping their fingers by my ears.

"A-Auto?" I mumbled, looking in the direction of the voice to see him, he had a concerned look on his face.

"Who did this to you?" He asked. His voice was raspy. I felt a warm clothes dab away at the side of my face, I turned my head to see who it was. His mother softly smiled as I glanced at her then back at Auto.

"I don't remember…" I murmured trailing off.

"Ciel… don't… don't you lie to me. I'm your friend, remember? You can tell me anything, please….. who did this to you?" He was choking on sobs as he asked me again, it pained me to lie to this human.

"I can't tell you." I said. It wasn't a lie this time.

"WHY NOT!" He yelled, grabbing my shoulder, turning my limp body around, forcing me to face him.

"Auto please calm down." His mother said, placing a hand on his shoulder.

"Why…. Why won't you tell me? Why are you protecting the monster who did this, why Ciel!? I don't understand why…" He cried, tears mixed with mucus, dribbling down his face. A little part of me died inside as I watched this human waste his tears on me.

"Honey, the paramedics are here." I man's voice called, more than likely Auto's father. Auto and his mother helped me to my feet and helped me move to the front door where I was met by the paramedics. From that point on, it got fairly hazy. I knew they were taking me to the hospital. That hospital. I'm fairly sure Auto rode in the ambulance with me, but I kinda forget what happened after that.

Sebastian's Pov

I drove off not far, just far enough, falling asleep at the wheel, veering off to the side. I felt my body becoming less drunk. I groaned, resting my tired head on the wheel, looking at my hand stained with blood. His blood.

"What have I done?" My voice trembled, I quickly drove back home, through my hazy vision, staggering into the home to find him gone. He was gone, there was nothing but his blood staining the walls and floor and the smell of salt tears. It slowly sunk in to my mind of what I had done. He didn't deserve that. I set him up….I set him up to fail. I clenched my fist, bashing it against the wall.

"I'M NOT!"

"I'M NOT!"

"I'M NOT!"

"I'M NOT!"

"I'M Not!"

"I'm not him…" My anger turned into sadness, it took all this time to realize that I grew up to be just like him. That is when I did something I have not done in centuries.

I got on my knees, and I prayed.

Short I know but I hope you enjoyed it and so you know the drama doesn't stop here you have no idea!

S.R