Chapter 12
I had so many decisions to make and none of then came without consequences. I was thinking about all the decisions when I heard Nate talking 'you know I'm worried, Mitchie has been acting weird lately' he said and I closed my eyes I had barely got of the bloody stage!
'Nate maybe she has secrets' I heard Caitlyn say 'you know she is entitled to have those' Caitlyn reasoned and then their voices faded away. I walked to my cabin and sat on the bed and began to sing. Whoever thought before camp rock I had refused to sing and now it was how I washed away my problems.
Focus on my face.
Let everything else fade away.
Slowly breathe.
There's only you and me.
And hold this moment softly in your arms.
My bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-baby.
My bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-baby.
Now I'm staring in the fire.
Flickers just like my insides.
And I know you're right behind me.
In everything I do.
So I'll hold this moment forever in my heart.
My bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-baby.
My bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-baby.
And I'll hold this moment forever in my heart.
I finished and sighed, I had the trouble of indecision and I had to go to dance class. I walked out my cabin with a sullen expression plastered on my lifeless face. I still couldn't believe that even after final jam we had to go to last class and then find out the results after! It was a waste of time in my opinion how were we meant to concentrate?
'nice to know that you're joining us' Shane said curtly and I think he was preparing for our separation but it still hurt, he visibly regretted it and tensed as he saw me wince and go to the back of the class without another word.
'now no more ballet or break dancing' Shane said and I groaned loudly and then shut up because the girls where snickering spitefully and the boys seemed to be following my example, groaning like a heard of hungry, heavy cows. 'oy! Settle down! We're going to incorporate some gym into our dancing' he said raising an eyebrow at me, oh no he wouldn't 'now if she's gracious enough-' Shane began but I interrupted him 'oh no! I am not doing anything' I said gracefully sitting crossed-legged on the wooden floor. Folding my arms in a defensive way.
'well to bad' Shane said irritated, 'don't think I won't pressure point you' I threatened 'oh I don't doubt you will, but I would hope you wouldn't' he said and I glared sceptically at him, he was never this calm.
Fine two can play at that game. 'ah but you see if you had said that about two years ago then I wouldn't do what you wouldn't want me to but now, well lets just say times have changed and it seems that you have a multiple personality disorder' I said with a smirk as the boys tried not to laugh and the girls gave me disgusted glares and whispered comforting phrases to Shane who looked as if he was going to explode from irritation.
'you would have done what you wanted, you never used to care about what other people would say or do, for gods sake I bet you still have no girls for friends!' he hadn't realized what a sensitive spot he had hit until I was hurtling across the room at him. A few punches here and few jabs there. I had him pinned on the ground with his hands behind his back. I crouched beside him.
'now what were you saying?' I said and he groaned 'forgot our old fights' he said and I sensed my face softened involuntarily to my extreme hatred. I jabbed the side of his neck and he started shaking 'he isn't paralyzed is he?' I heard Barron asked and Sander looked to shocked to answer 'only momentarily if I do nothing else, but I could bring him out of it, if he shows at least a single human trait' I said and they nodded still looking pale as the stepped back a step.
'Mitchie' I heard Brown say and I turned to see a very-not angry but-disappointed face. And that was worse than anger.
'what?' I said tight lipped and angry as Shane finally stopped shaking on the floor. 'I never thought you had it in you to do something like this' he said and I smirked darkly 'I've done worse trust me, a murder here a stabbing there' I said and he raised an eyebrow 'how come you aren't showing any sign of lying?' he said, it was very obvious when lied.I was like a open book
'maybe that's because I'm not' brown was shocked momentarily and then cleared his throat and loosed his collar nervously. 'eh well, still Mitchie, that was bad behaviour' he said and I exploded 'AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT? ZAP ME INTO OBLIVION? FINE BY ME! I HAVE NO LIFE LEFT! NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING!'
I stormed out of there punching a wall, cracking its paint and my knuckles. I knew they were bleeding but I didn't care. I screamed and kicked a tree causing it to fall. 'WHAT 'AV YOU GOT FOR ME GOD? SOME LIGHTNING MAYBE?' I taunted unwisely. I threw my hand in the hair and a shot of purple light escalated from my finger tips to the uppermost branch of the nearest pine tree. 'shit' I whispered as it caught fire.
Ok so maybe I started a little fire…OK! A big fire! So what? Its not like- 'ahhh! It caught the cabin!' ok so maybe It was a small, insignificant- 'someone call the fire brigade!' -humongously bad problem!
'BROWN!' I screamed extremely high pitched and whiny. I heard heavy foot falls and Brown appeared from the clearing 'what-is-it-Mitchie-?' He asked out of breath. I pointed guiltily at the tree's 'you know you can call 999 without my permission' he said and I shook my head, it wasn't that I didn't know if I was allowed to call the bloody fire brigade it more of aok so what number do you call when your are shooting sparks form your finger?
'um I started it' I said and his eyes widened 'ok it wasn't my fault!' I held my hands up in defence but I wasn't about to stop I was on a role 'I just go angry and random purple sparky things shot from my fingers! Its not like I said fire! and fire sprouted from my tips!' I said in my defence extremely short of breath and tired looking.
'Mitchie? Are you sure you had no guidance or wand?' he whispered to me and I raised and eyebrow 'no! where would I get a stick of wood like anywhere near here?' I said and he looked around 'we are in a wood…' I rolled my eyes 'but 'm sure that if you pull a branch off its not going to be a wand…BUT that's besides the point! The point is that, I didn't start this intentionally' by this time firemen were rushing around us and I was totally oblivious.
After the lack of response I decided Brown was in his "Own little world" And left him to it. 'stupid life, stupid Shane, stupid witchity wizardy crap…' I ranted aimlessly. I didn't want to run into anyone and I didn't but I did practice my kickboxing. KICK! 'stupid life' PUNCH! KICK! 'Stupid Shane' KICK-KICK! PUNCH! 'stupid, idiotic, retarded me!' I screamed and stopped, panting after my outburst.
'Anger Management much' sneered an impossibly venomous voice.
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