Bella POV

I followed Rose into her room and we managed to sit there in a very awkward silence for what seemed like forever.

"What do you want Rosalie?" I asked annoyed. She was the one who asked me in here, shouldn't she know what she wants to talk about? Rosalie paused for a moment before speaking.

"I think you should leave," Rosalie stated.

"God damn. Are you kidding?" I asked. I mean, I knew she didn't like me but this is definitely new.

"No. Bella you have so much ahead of you. Do not waste it here."

"This is so not the right time for this conversation," I said getting very pissed.

"No, this is the perfect time for this conversation. The death of your father should show you what a huge mistake you choosing this lifestyle really is."

I looked at Rosalie incredulous. I couldn't believe that she was really saying this to me. I wanted to hit her so badly right now, but of course she was made of marble and I'd just end up breaking my hand. I looked down at my lap to try and hide my tears. Doesn't she realize that I don't have anything but Edward?

"My father is dead," I started very slowly looking back at her.

"My mother has practically disowned me," I said my voice trembling and raising in volume. I saw Rosalie looking at me as if I was going mental, which I probably kind of was.

"My house is GONE!" I yelled standing, "Do you know what I would have without Edward? Do you? NOTHING!" I was screaming at Rosalie and she hardly seemed phased. I needed to get this through her head, "I HAVE NOTHING!" I screamed at her again. Rosalie stood up to look at me, her eyes pleading.

"Bella you're human, you can get more. You have your entire life,"

"NO," I interrupted her, "Do you know how this feels? It's fucking debilitating, that's how it fucking feels. I have only lasted this long because of Edward and without him…" I stopped. Rosalie looked at me, telling me to go on. I can tell that she was really trying to understand what was going on.

"Without him, I might as well be dead." I whispered. "He's my everything. This entire situation hurts so badly. Sometimes I find it hard to breathe when the weight of it all comes crashing down in me, but you know what keeps it from completely crushing me?" I asked Rosalie. She shook her head no.

"Knowing that even though I've lost my house, my mother, and my father, I've still got Edward. Nothing can compare to the feeling of loosing him." I looked at Rosalie and it looked like she'd be crying right now if she could.

"Bella, I'm so sorry, but you have to understand my side. I'm really trying to comprehend you wanting to be like this. You've been given a choice to remain human and you are choosing wrong." Even though I could see Rosalie truly trying to understand me what she was saying was just pissing me off more.

"Fuck Rosalie. I don't want to be a vampire just for the hell of it. I just want to be with Edward. And don't tell me that I can just go on with my life without him because if I don't get changed soon, I'm dead anyway. I've got the Volturi on my ass, remember," I spat at her. I didn't really blame her for that she was just pissing me off.

"Bella," Rosalie started.

"Don't. I can't deal with you right now." I said. When I walked out I bumped into a hard and very large wall. I looked up and saw that it was none other than my current savior, Emmett, as well as the rest of the family standing behind him.

"I take you all heard everything," I said, sounding bored.

"Bella I'm so sorry for what Rosalie said to you," Emmett said.

"Don't worry about it. I'm not worried about it. I wasn't exactly nice at the end anyway."

"Do you really blame her for the thing with the Volturi?" Esme asked me.

"No. I was just pissed." I said. Everyone fell silent and Emmett went in to talk to Rosalie, "I'm tired. I'm going to bed," I said dismissively. I didn't feel like talking about anything that just happened. I was in no mood for it and my tongue was feeling especially sharp today. I started to for the stairs when I turned around and saw Edward just watching me.

"Are you coming or are you just gonna stand there?" I asked him. Edward's eyes widened and he hurried to up the stairs to scoop me in his arms and hurry me up to our room.