This chapter, I'm sorry, is the last entry of Ciel's Diary. I had so much fun making this. This was very entertaining to watch all of you have meltdowns at the sadness and hurt of this story. Ciel's Diary might come back in the near future, for now, check my other stories "Addicted to You" and of course "Mariposes" (butterflies in Spanish). Love you guys, love my fans and readers! Enjoy :)

Entry Twelve

Master and butler walked down the hallways of the mansion, almost hand in hand with each other. The two walked at the same pace then all of a sudden, Sebastian stopped. His arms wrapped around Ciel's body and swept the master off his feet into Sebastian's arms, carrying his young master to the secret place for his eighteenth birthday. Ciel looked up at his butler with confusion.

"Sebastian, where are we going?" Ciel asked as they went to a large painting that Ciel had never ventured to. Sebastian felt the painting with his fingertips then pressed on a corner of the painting. It turned right before Ciel's eyes. Sebastian walked inside the dark hallway, candles on the damp walls just barley lit the hallway for the two males. The butler made a left turn at a stop to either left or right. Ciel wanted to go right but there were no candles down that way. Ciel's blue eyes kept on straight to a large area up a head. He squinted his eyes at the brightness of it all.

"Welcome Ciel," Sebastian whispered, putting the master down on his own two feet. Ciel wobbled at first, surprised by the gesture.

"To where? Why is there a big bed in the corner with candles everywhere?" He noticed red satin curtains hanging on the walls of the room.

"Shhh Master," Sebastian said softly. "Happy birthday." He took Ciel's hand to the bed and the two sat down. Ciel laid on his back, relaxing for a moment. He waited for Sebastian to give his feet a massage so he closed his eyes. He sighed with happiness. The bed was soft as silk. He felt something hovering him so he opened his eyes to see what lied ahead of him.

"S-Sebastian!" He stuttered. Sebastian had loosened his tie so his white shirt underneath gave off a wide V-neck. His black butler's jacket was hanging on a chair across the room. Ciel peered down the widened white shirt for a sneak peek. There were muscles, abs, and just outlining of his whole body. Ciel felt his cheeks grow with the color of red. He also discovered a silver chain around his butler's neck.

"Ciel?" Sebastian's voice was in a soft and gentle whisper. His lips pressed against his master's cheek, holding Ciel close to him. His hands gripping on the back of Ciel's shirt, and only held Ciel tighter. The young master felt his head go into Sebastian's neck naturally.

"Yes Sebastian?" he whispered back.

"I…I cannot lose you…" He pulled his master away, tilted his head up, and their lips connected slowly and softly. Ciel's blue eyes widened with surprise and fear. Sebastian's eyes had softened then slowly closed. It became more usual routine for Ciel, so he, too, joined the kiss from Sebastian. The two felt their lips start to dance on one another's, feeling their hands move on their bodies. Each letting off a pleasure gasp from their lips when a hand moved up a chest or down.

"Please Master…" Sebastian's lips were now caressing down Ciel's neck, his undershirt and pants now on. Sebastian's white shirt was halfway unbuttoned already with pants unzipped.

"Sebastian…" Ciel moaned. His cheeks grew more with blush. He felt Sebastian's lips carry down his chest, feeling his master's small abs with his mouth. "You're embarrassing me…"

"How?" Their voices were in whispers and gentle. Each one gave the other a small shiver up the spine.

"Your abs compared to mine…" Ciel slowly stated. Sebastian gave off a grin with satisfaction.

"Have nothing to fear or to be embarrassed about young master." Sebastian's right hand with his pointed and thumb were now underneath Ciel's chin, then slowly, Sebastian kissed his young master again. When they pulled away, Sebastian reassured his master, "I'll be gentle."

This was it…

He finally touched me in ways I would never have dreamed of. His lips so rough yet gentle with mine. His hands searched my body for something but only found my hands that were always searching for his. We each created a special bond that night. We never did anything more than feel each other's muscles and chest and kissing down the chest. He knew I wasn't ready for him yet. I love my butler, Sebastian. He knows it as well. That was the most amazing night I have ever had. Sebastian, I love you. Thank you for the wonderful birthday present.

Ciel Phantomhive

Note this, never forget there will be a Christmas special up hopefully soon, by December 2nd or 3rd of 2013. Love ya guys! Hoped you liked the ending! :)