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This chapter contains mild profanity don't read if it offends you!

Chapter 12

Upstairs

Dean was meticulously brushing his teeth while desperately trying not to get lost in his own reflection. He gargles to finish but continues to stare only this time with a frown on his face tracing the freshly formed scars that now litter his torso. He is so distracted that Sam is able to sneak up on him; he lays a gentle kiss to the side of Dean's neck feeling the steady pulse that beats just beneath the surface. Sam leaves his head in the crook of Dean's neck while simultaneously snaking his arms around to grab his hands. Sam whispers

"They are beautiful"

"Oh yeah how do you figure that?"

"Because they are a part of you", A small grin graces Dean's face

"You can let go now"

"And if I don't?" Dean's small grin turns into one that would rival the Cheshire cat's

"Well then I will just have to do… THIS!" He rips his hands free and proceeds to lift Sam up and set him on the counter so they are face to face. Silent staring gives way to passionate exploration

Dean mumbles something like 'hang on' before lifting Sam up into a sort of backwards-piggyback ride. Dean likes it because he gets to carry Sammy by his gorgeous ass and he doesn't have to break their lip lock. Once in their room Dean places Sam on the bed before he carefully straddles him, with a devious grin he begins to unbuckle his belt and encourages Sammy to do the same. Sneaking kisses in between the removal of clothing and gathering of all the necessary items such as lube, which thankfully didn't take long because both were at their breaking point. Sam was poised and with Dean's skilled fingers, the prep was quick. However, nothing compared to the pleasure that followed. Dean hit the spot and all Sam can see is stars and immediately releases, becoming a pile of jelly afterwards. It took Dean a bit longer he was being extra careful but he got there soon after and convinced his pile of jelly that a nap would be a good thing they both crawl under the covers becoming one big lump of bliss. Unfortunately it won't last it never does some Demon or monster or something always comes along and fucks it up. Dean pulls his half asleep Sammy closer and plants a kiss then whispers

"I love you"

To which the sleeping Sam mumbles something similar

"I will find a way to keep you safe, No matter what"

Dean pulls up the covers and gets settled next to his Sammy. His mind is racing; thinks sleep is impossible but the hell if he was going to let Sam out of his sight. To his amazement he dosed off for several hours. He awoke with a start and therefore unintentionally woke Sam.

"Dean what is it what's wrong?"

"Its nothing go back to sleep just a nightmare"

"Dean your soaked in sweat, what was it about"

"Nothing don't worry about it its not important go back to sleep"

"Ok but only if your joining me"

"I will be right back"

"K"

Dean enters the bathroom switches on the light and grabs hold of the sink. He turns on the water and splashes some on his face. He looks in the mirror finding that he is pale and why shouldn't he be, that so-called dream was the worst thing he could ever imagine.

Meanwhile down Stairs

"What's all that ruckus, what is going on up there?" Bobby begins to ascend the stairs when John stops him

"Are you really sure you really want to know? Because personally I would rather it be a mystery, not a memory" Bobby eventually sees the light and thanks John for stopping him.

After several minutes of silence apart from the noise coming from upstairs Bobby asks

"Want a Beer?"

"I would love one thanks"

"Well that means we have to go to town, because we promised Sam that if he couldn't drink then we wouldn't either"

"Well I guess it'll have to be our little secret then huh?"

"I'm driving!"

"Ok but let's hurry so they wont get suspicious"

"John, I highly doubt they are concerned with anything but each other and if history is any indication we have plenty of time."

"Uhhh yeah…heh"

"There's nothing wrong with it per se, so your boys have a healthy I'll be it loud sex life, big whoop I say good for them! It just sucks for us but I am willing to suck it up for them to be happy and I hope you are to, now lets get the hell out of here!"

"Right behind ya!"

Tbc…

I am aware that we are not supposed to leave authors notes but I wanted to let you all know why I haven't updated in awhile I have been diagnosed with cancer and am currently going through chemo. I ask that you please be patient with me I am planning to update soon but that depends on my health as to how soon. I wish you all well and I will do my best to keep writing through this

As always constructive criticism is welcomed flames will be ignored thank you for reading and please review!! I will update as soon as I am able