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I saw Jacob Black, laying there. He felt horrible. I just knew it. He didn't move though. He just cried and cried and cried. Not louder than me though. I was still screaming and crying. Everything still hurt, and nobody could stop the pain.

Carlisle rushed over to Jacob. "Jacob! You must tell me if your species is poisonous! It may help if I knew. It could help Bella." He said. Jacob looked up with tears streaming down his face.

He sighed. In a shaky voice, he answered "Yes. It's not like she's turning into a werewolf or anything, but the poison in our claws can last a while." Carlisle was obviously writing this down, but I didn't dare move my head to look. "Is there anyway to stop it?" He asked.

Jacob thought it over. "Well…in the legends of vampires…if a vampire has healing abilities…it can stop the venom and rid the victim of the scars." He said. "Do any of your vampires have healing abilities?" Carlisle sighed. "Not that I know of." He responded.

"YOU FLEA BITTEN MUTT!!! YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME WHILE I DIDN"T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON!!! I HATE YOU JACOB BLACK!!! I HATE YOU!!! DAMN YOU TO LOWEST PIT OF BURNING HELL!!!" I screamed. Jacob's tears began to flow again as traced the claw marks on my face.

"Bella…You can't possibly hate me more than I hate myself right now. DO you know I've tried to commit suicide 87 times in the past week you've been out? I hurt you because of what I am. Sam was right to tell me to stay away from you. You are better off with that blo- Edward. Bella, I don't blame you for wanting me dead, because I want myself dead, too." He whispered. "I don't want to have to think about what I've done to you, Bells."

The morphine kicked in again about an hour later. I was able to calm down a bit. I wasn't thrashing and screaming and crying like I had been. "Edward…" I whispered. Edward smiled at me. He was happy I wasn't in pain now. "Do you need anything, Bella?" He asked me. I shook my head. It no longer hurt as much to move, but it still hurt. "Where's the mutt?" I asked.

Edward clenched his teeth together. "He's in Carlisle's office researching methods to cure victims of werewolf poison." I sighed. "Edward, if you want to snap his neck, I won't stop you." I said.

"It'll hurt you later. You'll forgive him, just like always." He said. "No I won't, Edward. I will NEVER forgive Jacob Black for this. I'll always have a reminder…" I said as Edward touched his cool fingers to the right side of my face. It didn't hurt at all when he touched my face.

Esme walked into my room and sat next to me. "How are you, Bella?" She asked. I smiled weakly. "Better." I said. "I wish I could do something…anything." Suddenly, Carlisle and Jacob came running out of the room with a beaker. "WE DID IT!!! WE DID IT!!!" They screamed. Suddenly, Jacob went tripping over his huge feet and dropped the beaker. It spilled all over Esme.

Carlisle ran over to Esme. "Are you ok, Esme?" He asked. Esme started glowing blue. "I feel fine." She said.

Then, she walked over to me and put her hands to the right side of my face. We sat there for maybe a sixteenth of a second before my face felt fine. I could open both eyes and both sides of my mouth moved. "Esme!" We screamed in unison.

"Did…Did I do that?" She asked. I jumped out of the hospital bed and hugged her. "Yes, Esme! Yes! You have healing abilities now! Oh, you did it!" I screamed.

Jacob smiled slightly said 'bye' and ran out. "Well…ok then. So does this mean I can leave, Carlisle?" Carlisle smiled. "Back to the Cullen's house with you, then."

I screamed with delight as I jumped into Edward's awaiting arms. We kissed the whole way there.

When we got to the Cullen's house, there was a note addressed to me from…from the mutt. It read:

Bella,

I can't believe you haven't killed me yet. I expected Edward to do it, but you looked ready enough. I'll never forgive myself for this. I think it's best if I'm not around for a while. I need to learn to control my temper. If you want to talk to me or anything, just go find another werewolf. I love you.

Love,

Jacob Black

I sat the note down. So Jacob felt bad. Wow. I didn't really care. He tried to steal me from Edward and it put Edward in pain. I'd always hate him. Nothing had changed since yesterday. I would always have deep feelings of hatred towards Jacob Black.

"Have you forgiven him yet?" Edward asked. I laughed. "As if! Edward, he kissed me and held my hand, then when I told him I wanted you, he nearly killed me. It's not likely I'll forgive him." Edward smiled.

"Holding grudges is not one of your many talents, love." He said. I shrugged. It was true. But I hated Jacob enough to stay away from him for quite a while. "There's no way you can pin this on yourself." Edward said with his hands n my shoulders.

"Yes there is. I lead him on. I didn't know what I was doing at the time, but I do now." I turned away from Edward.

"Is the baby ok?" He asked. I nodded. He was trying to get me off subject, but it wasn't working. I started crying again.

Then I promised myself one thing: This would be the last time I'd ever shed a tear for Jacob Black.

________________________________________________________________________Ok, so there it is! I know that the promise Bella makes to herself in the end is from Eclipse, and so if the part where Edward says 'Holding grudges is not one of your many talents, love.' But I thought they fit into the story quite nicely. But the rights go over to Stephenie Meyer, the genius behind Twilight. I hope you guys liked it! The voting is still open! Do you want it to be a boy or a girl? What do you want them to name it? Please add the answers to there questions in your reviews. Thanks! XOXO

~Jacquie~