I'm so sorry you have to wait for my uppdates so long T_T So much I have to do.. but enjoy this chapter!
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(UPDATED BECAUSE EPIC FAIL BY ME, JUST UPLOADED HALF OF IT)
Eddward was pleased to be safe and sound on earth. But his relief soon became irritation. Eddy had been awful quite around them during the travel. And when the Ed's and Kevin chaired a cab Eddy conversed with the taxi driver about his money. It was always money nowadays and as soon as they got eye contact he looked away. The annoyance, grew, and grew…
Eddward relaxed when he was at home with mother and father. They had a delicious dinner and it was lovely to catch up with them. After the meal Eddward decided to go up and unpack his suitcase. His legs was jelly and as soon as he was done unpacking he laid down on his bed and tried to gain energy. Nostalgia crept around his body while looking around on his old belongings. His parents had not touched anything. Even his withe board held his old equations intact. Something on the nightstand caught his attention and Eddward readjusted himself on the bed so he could look at it with the slightest effort. He picked up the little piece of colored paper of interest. It was a photo of himself laughing, you could see another person's arm around the neat shoulders. It was obvious who that green hood belonged to, and it was obvious why you just could see his arm. Eddward could not recall tearing the photo in to two pieces, but the act was done nonetheless. It must have been after their breakup and a biting sensation of sadness hit him. He had never been so careless about his belongings before. Something inside of him was determined to find that piece. Obviously what had been broken could once again be repaired. He sat and looked at it during a long time just traced his finger around the teared white edge.
"Double D, me and Ed was just about to take a walk around the dump, for old time's sake"
Double D jerked and dropped the photo. "Eddy is difficult to knock for once?"
"Well I did, and your mum said you were here?", Eddy raised an eyebrow and eyed his friend. "Are you coming or what?"
"Well, Eddy I would love to but me and Kevin…"
"Oh I see, don't sweat it", Eddy mumbled and shoved his hand in his pockets.
"Eddy, come here", Eddward sighed and patted on the bed. "I think we need to have a conversation"
"What now?", Eddy stood his ground and didn't move an inch, he screamed tension and unsettlement.
"To be blunt, you seems edgy and I wonder what it is?", Eddward sighed and began to pick on a thread in his sweater. "It began during our conversation that pizza evening and it now it has worsen"
"It's nothing!", Eddy snarled and the he saw the teared picture on the floor, without hesitation he walked to it and picked it up. "And you still think it's a good idea to try again with Kevin?"
Eddy threw the picture at him, it just flied halfway before it landed at one of Eddward's shoes. The bubble of understanding and patience burst and irritation filled its hole. Right after he and Kevin got together Eddy had been constantly commenting about why it was a reckless idea. He had been nothing more than disdainful, Eddward was tired of it.
"Can you for just one second stop being so condescending?", Eddward yelled and rose up from the bed. "We have talked about this over and over, and you know what, I think you are envious"
Eddys eyes narrowed and his smile faded. "No I'm not"
Just a defense act. Eddward was about to break the high walls and finally get into the core. He had promised not to, but he could not stand it any further. He rose up from the bed and pointed his finger into his friend chest. Eddy backed away, probably because he had not seen Eddward this angry for a very long time, maybe it was intimidating?
"Yes you are, I don't know why, but I know you are. You have the same expression and acting the same way when you know someone have higher income than you do, so stop. What, may I ask, did you want to tell me during that evening? I'm tired of games."
Eddy just gazed down on the floor, he laughed an unfunny laugh, surely uncomfortable with the situation. But soon, Eddward saw how he softened his expression and his whole being looked defeated. Hunched shoulders and arms lose at his sides. He wasn't a young business man anylonger, he looked like a little sad boy.
"You know me to well Double D", he whispered. "Yeah you're right,, kind of. Or I don't know but after your breakup, we became closer than ever and I don't know, maybe I have… grown feeling for you"
The last sentence was hard to hear but Eddward understood the concept of what Eddy wanted to say. Eddward sighed and shook his head. He backed up against the bed and sat down again. He could not understand how this could have happened? He buried his head into his hands and tried not to quiver.
"Eddy I was a mess, you was, and are, an amazing friend but those feeling you desire, I just can't… don't make our friendship complicated, please?"
"It seems I already have", murmured Eddy. "Forget the walk, and I find my way out…"
"Eddy please, don't go, we have to discuss this!" Eddward had no energy to stop him but at least he could use his pitched voice. "I want to solve this…"
"I'm not an equation you can fix, or repair sockhead!". Eddy nearly yelled and it was sort of scary to see him tearing up like this.
"Eddy… I beg you, can we talk?"
"Not about this, just forget it"
Eddy leaved the room, stomping footsteps echoed down the stairs and the door slammed shut. The windows shattered because of the blow and Eddy leaved a heavy silence behind. Confounded Eddward stared at his door a couple of minutes, the scene was on repeat in his head. What had just happened? Eddward pulled his legs tight against his chest and tried to straighten his sheets with one hand. A confused sadness tugged in him, not a sadness that wanted to be relieved with tears, no. This was another sadness, a sadness you felt when you knew that your friend was hurt but you can't do anything about it. Because Eddward was fine right now and rather pleased with his situation, it was Eddy who struggled and needed help.
Suddenly a smooth nock on the door made Eddward trail back from his thoughts. During a couple of seconds he hoped it was Eddy who came back and wanted to sort this out. But just by the pulling and closing of the door he knew how it was, Kevin. While Eddward heard Kevin walking up the stairs two steps at the time he quickly scoped up the picture and hid it behind his digital clock. Kevin didn't need to see broken memories right now. The door flung open and his delightful jock crossed his arms and leaned against the doorframe with a sly smile.
"Hi there Sock head ready to see Krampus with me?", he laughed.
"Yeah…", Eddward tried to stay focused but it was difficult What did Eddy tell Ed right now? Would they ever be the triforce again?
"Hey what have happened?", Kevin's voice sounded concerned and the matrasses leaned a little forward when another being pushed it down.
"Eddy, he just…", Eddward needed to talk to someone and Kevin was a good listener at times.
Like now. He just sat there and his eyebrows nearly flew up to the hairline when he heard what Eddy just had proclaimed. Eddward didn't judge, the whole idea was absurd and just talking about it felt like talking about a dream you just woke up from and knew every specific detail.
"Oh, I see…", Kevin said after the sad story had been told. "It must be hard…"
"I feel sorry for him"; Eddward sighed but it felt better now after he had let his feelings out.
"Yeah I do to", Kevin scratched his head and shook his head. "I mean, who doesn't want a cute, smart and perfect boyfriend? I understand his jealousy"
Eddward was not prepared when Kevin more or less threw himself against him. The jock landed on top of the shy nerd and the petit straight sheets became wrinkled yet again. Kevin hugged him tight and nibbled his ear. Their bodies felt like one single unite with an equal hard working heart whose duty at the moment seemed to be escaping the ribcage. Just like that, Eddward did not remembered what had been destressing him just seconds ago. The smell of Kevin was toxic, a mix of axe and peppermint chocolate and the warmth from his body was addicting.
"We was about Krampus?", Eddward exhaled in right into Kevin's ear which made him laugh.
"Well if you want to… otherwise I know other things that seems more interesting at the moment", Kevin smiled and kissed Eddward on the lips, forced his mouth open and tongues intertwined.
Eddward grabbed a fistful of Kevins sweater and pulled him closer. He had missed this, he had missed them, so much. Their kisses got more and more intense and more and more eager. Hands exploring under clothes, touching sensitive skin.
A sudden, "Eddward is everting alright up there? I heard a loud noise"
Like a spell Eddward pulled himself together and pushed Kevin a side who toppled down next to him on the bed. It seemed they had knocked his bedtable lamp down in the floor. How come they had not heard this.
"Nothing, mother, Kevin lust lost his coordination and my lamp hit the floor", Eddward said and kept his voice from cracking. He tried to elbow Kevin who still caressed his lower back,
"Yeah Sorry Mrs Vincent", Kevin said and laughed when Eddward tried to hit him from behind.
Without any effort at al Kevin grabbed Eddward by his wrists and hugged him tight and rolled around so he was on top again. His breath felt hot while tickling him on the neck and Eddward had a hard time to control himself.
"Well, where were we?", Kevin whispered slow with a deeper tone than usual, his sensual tone.
"Movie, unquestionably movie", Eddward said and patted Kevin on the chest and squirmed out from his grip. "Until my parent's fell sleep, then I think I want to continue what we started"
"So do I", Kevin smirked and placed his hands behind his head and made himself comfortable in the bed.
Eddward eyed his good looking and steamy boyfriend before he decided to fetch his laptop. It would be hard to concentrate on the movie that was a fact.
