She was beautiful. No, more than beautiful... magnificent. No thats still not good enough, I could not find the right words to describe how she looked when I finally made my way into her private room.
The head leech gave me a bit of trouble when I entered the hospital and asked to see her. If you could call it trouble, all he did was advise me that I shouldn't go and see her because it would be too difficult to leave. I knew that already, but, I didn't even consider not going, I had to see her.
I slowly made my way over to the chair next to her bed but did not sit down; then I wouldn't be able to see her face. After staring at her for not nearly long enough I raised my right hand and moved it towards her soft fragile cheek and brushed it with my palm.
My Bella.
Stuck in this endless dream I was beginning to wonder if I even wanted to wake up or if I just wanted it to go dark and not know anything. Then I remembered Jacob and how I couldn't possibly not know about him it would hurt too much to never wake up and not see his smile everyday. God why can't I just WAKE UP!
Then something changed. The profile of me stopped repeating itself and I was just laid down with my eyes closed. However, as I tried to open them I couldn't find them, I knew where they were but I couldn't get them to move.
I could sense there was someone else with me where ever I was. They were only a few metres away; probably close enough to touch if I could find my arms. And I wanted to. With everything I had I wanted to reach out and touch who/what ever was not very far away from me. I wanted this so badly that my heart began to ache from the lack of contact.
Then it started to move. It was getting closer but very slowly; too slowly for me to handle I felt like I was shaking, shaking with the effort of searching for my arms and eyelids so that I could see what I was so magnetised to.
By now I was pretty sure it was a person but when they stopped next to me the heat radiating from them was far to hot for any person to be able to handle. And then it happened.
The heat lightly touched my cheek and my eyes flew open to see the only man in the world I wanted to see.
My Jacob was stood above me looking at me as he had always looked only this time I could tell I was looking back the same way.
He was the same with his face dominating grin and the way his eyes said 'I love you' but he was different; his hair was gone and he was a lot taller and more muscular and his eyebrows slanted the wrong way; they looked angry rather than playful. I didnt care; he was mine and I would do anything for him and I could tell he would do the same for me.
The never ending, chocolate brown twinkled at me from both of her magnificent eyes and suddenly the world, for me, wasn't the great big blue and green thing orbiting around the sun, it was her; she was it, the one, as some people would say.
Then came the smile and the blush and that was it; I couldn't wait any longer I had to be as physically close to her as was possible. I swept down to her making my lips meet hers as softly as I could manage and cradled her face in both my hands. It was sensational, the chemistry and mutual love flowing through the point at which our lips touched was indescribable; the only reason I didn't pull her closer to me was because I could easily have crushed and killed her and I would NEVER let myself do that to this woman.
I almost broke away in surprise when I felt her hands wrap into my hair and pull me closer to her. As long as I let her dictate how much force went into the contact made between us she would be fine.
Now I knew why leaving her alone had felt impossible, because it was. There was no way on earth we could have stayed separate forever and no way we were ever going to be again.
We belong like this.
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