Brittany was sitting in a boring English class watching the clock tick away. It was 11.00 only 1 hour till she got to see her beautiful girlfriend at lunch. She chuckled to herself never in a million years did she think a girl would turn her in to such a sap. She felt her phone vibrate in her pocket and took it out to quickly look at it while the teacher had her head buried in a book. A huge smile over took her face when she saw it was a TX message from Santana.
From san- Britt Britt if you can get out of class meet me in the girl's bathroom nearest the lockers in 5 mins love you xxxxxx
Brittany didn't bother replying she put her phone away excited and intrigued about what Santana had in store for her. She jumped up out of her seat making everyone one look up at her. She held her stomach faking a belly ache she had told the teacher that unless she wanted to her blow chunks everywhere she had better let her go to the bathroom miss west had waved her out saying go to the nurse if you needed to.
Santana was leaning against a sink in the bathroom hoping that Brittany could get out of class to come and meet her. She was a little nervous she decided to tell the blonde about agreeing to meet Madison before she went. With both of then having trust issues she didn't want to risk Brittany thinking she was hiding things from her.
She looked up just in time to see her blonde goddess walk no glide through the door. Brittany pulled her in to a tight hug and whispered in her ear "just can't get enough of me can you not that I can blame you I am smoking hot." Santana giggled and playfully slapped her girlfriends arm as the pulled away from the hug. "Wow you really are full of yourself today even though I agree you are sex on legs but that's not why I asked to come meet me."
Brittany smirked "not full of myself just honest anyway if it's not my sexiness that made you call me out of class to what do I owe this pleasure."
Santana bit her lip and took a deep breath "ok so I need to tell you something but I want you to promise me you wont say anything or get pissed till you have at least heard me out." Brittany raised an eyebrow surprised and worried she was about to hear something she really wasn't going to like. "Ok I promise ill listen to you before I react go ahead baby im all ears."
Santana gazed in to baby blue eyes that held so much love and trust and began to speak.
"Ok so I was putting my books in my locker this morning when Madison approached me. She asked if we could talk about everything that had happened between us, and that she was sorry and wanted to explain why she did what she did. At first I was like nothing you can say will ever make it right and I don't believe you can change.
Then she pointed out to me that I was once an evil bitch too but I have changed so much and the people I used to torment are now my best friends. It made me think about the person I was and who I am now. I want to at least hear what she has to say and if she has changed then good for her.
I just think I need this closure to completely put the past behind me and build a happy future with you. I love you so much Britt I want you to be able to trust me so that's why I am telling you this now. I said I would meet her at 1130 in the library.
Ok so that's it now tell me what you're thinking and be honest tell me if your mad I can take it."
Brittany didn't say anything for a few seconds she was still trying to take in everything she had heard. "Ok first of all im not mad at all. Am I happy that his bitch wants to speak to you hell no she's the one I don't trust.
I didn't think I could love you anymore then I already do but you just proved me wrong. That fact that you would even give her the time of day after what she did shows what a good person you are.
I know how much she hurt you and the fact you would forgive her if she's changed is mind-blowing to me. Bringing me here worrying about how ill feel being completely honest even when you thought I might get mad.
IV never really had anyone who would put me first it's just… god I can't even put in to words how much I love you. I know that you just being honest shouldn't seem like such a big deal but when you grow up feeling like nobody cares about you it means the world."
Brittany wiped her eyes from all the tears that had fallen and once again pulled Santana in to a tight embrace. They cried together nether ever wanting to let go.
All Santana could think was how lucky she was to have such an amazing person in her life that loved her so much. They had both been hurt and had heart-break in there lives. Standing there in that bathroom it felt like they could both finally heal. The decision to have the up most honesty with Brittany was the best she had ever made.
After around ten mins of just holding each both girls pulled away Santana put her hands on Brittany's face and gave her a loving kiss she pulled back and rested there foreheads together before saying. "I need to go babe im meeting her in like 5 mins but ill meet you in the lunch hall around 12 to tell you want she had to say. Thank you so much for being cool with this." Brittany lent in again to kiss Santana with all she had when she pulled back they were both breathless.
"Its ok baby I trust you just be careful like I said I don't trust her. Now get going I want to look at your ass as you leave." Santana smiled at how easily the blonde went from loving to pervert she pressed one last kiss to her lips and began to walk towards the door making sure to put a little extra sway in to her hips.
She laughs when she hears Brittany wolf whistle her as she opens the door. She made her way to the library with a smile on her face knowing that no matter what was about to happen with Madison, she had the most loving and amazing girlfriend waiting for her and nothing and no one was going to bring her down.
Santana opened the library door and looked around all the tables she spotted Madison sitting at a small table at the back. She walked towards her and took a seat. "So im here and willing to listen if I don't like what I hear im out of here."
Madison looked a little shocked but began to speak "thank you for coming I wouldn't blame you if you hadn't anyway ill start from the beginning. When I first came to this school I was so scared I wouldn't make any friends. At my old school I was a loser and was bullied everyday. I saw McKinley as a way to start fresh so I worked out all summer before started.
My mom was so proud of me she took me shopping for new clothes and I got a hair cut I was like a new person. My mom had never really taken an interest in me before that. When I got on the Cheerios she and my dad went around bragging to all there friends it was like they finally had the daughter they had always wished for. For the first time we were a happy family I didn't want to lose that.
So when school started for real I was determined to make friends to keep making them proud. The other girls on the squad told me to stay away from you and Quinn that you were both ass holes. I'll never forget the first time I saw you the way you power walked in to practise I couldn't take my eyes off you.
I was shocked when you wanted to hang out with me. The closer we got the more I fell for you that was all real I swear I know I said it was all a game from the beginning but it wasn't. That day I kissed you was amazing it felt so right and when you said you loved me back I couldn't believe it.
That someone as perfect as you would want me. I knew my parents would never understand I wasn't about to risk losing what we had built. So when you agreed to be my girlfriend but in secret it was perfect everyone just assumed we were friends hanging out all the time. Those three months we were together was bliss for me. If you believe nothing else Santana then believe I truly did love you.
One day after I got home from school I found my parents sitting in my room waiting for me. They had found some of the pictures we had taken of each other and in one we were kissing. Let's just say they were not happy. They said how disappointed they were in me and I was no longer allowed to see you. They said I would be dead to them if I disobeyed them. I was crushed I didn't know what to do. They said they were going away for a month and when they got back I better have my live in order. That we would go back to being a normal family and pretend me and you never happened. My dad took me to one side and told me he still wanted me to be a cheerleader which meant getting rid of you. He told me I was going to have to toughen up and get ruthless if I ever wanted to earn his and my mothers love back.
I know I now I shouldn't have to earn their love. I was so scared as much as I loved you I just couldn't lose my family I was desperate my family was everything to me. He also told me to stop messing around and find myself a nice boyfriend.
The word gay was never even mentioned. They packed their bags as they made their way to the car my dad said do want you have to do and make me proud again."
At this point Madison was sobbing Santana didn't say anything she offered the other her hand in comfort and waited until she was able to continue. After a while she had calmed down and carried on.
"Sorry this is really hard for me anyway I stayed up that night crying and thinking about what I should do.
I decided I was going to end it with you that even though we were in love and it would really hurt we were young and would get over it. I knew I couldn't just break up with you I had to get you off the Cheerios if I was to make my parents believe it was over.
So I decided to do whatever I could to make you hate me so you wouldn't be able to stand being around and would hopefully leave. That's why I decided to start flirting with other girls in front of you. I started hanging out with Finn behind your back laying a foundation so when the time came I could ask him out. Every time I lied about where I was I was with him not other girls.
Anyway I knew I was driving you mad telling you it was all in your head I could see you slowly starting to hate me and everyday I hated myself a little more too. A friend I won't say who told me they had over heard you and Quinn talking about following me that night. So I asked a girl I knew liked me to hang out with me that night.
Nothing happened between us but as I was leaving I knew you and Quinn would be watching so I kissed her and died inside just like I knew you would be. When you confronted me I knew I had to be ruthless and to put an end to it all.
That's why I lied and said I had cheated 5 times in all honesty that was the first time I had kissed anyone else. I saw your heart break and so did mine I was so sure you would leave the squad. When you didn't I knew I had to do something so evil that I knew we would never come back from it.
All the time in my head I keep thinking about my dads words do what you have to so we love you again it's what spurred me on to do what I did next. I asked Finn if he wanted to start dating me of course he said yes.
He was only ever a cover I could see I broke you but you still came to school everyday in your uniform. I knew the only way was to get you kicked out.
Everyone was asking me what was wrong with you and why we didn't hang out anymore. I saw my chance and I took it. I told them all you had told me you were gay and made a move on me.
I told them I couldn't believe it I had I boyfriend after all and could never be gay like you. They were all shocked I talked them all in to going to sue and say we would all leave if you stayed. Quinn stuck up for you and tried to make the coach see sense but all she said was that you were useless to her now you had lost your bitchenss so she kicked you out.
I was shocked how fast everyone turned on you when the news spread. When Quinn came out to and left the team I was the only person left to replace you as captain. I was so relived when I heard your parents had found out and stood by you.
Still I knew I had ruined your life because I wasn't brave enough to stand up to my mom and dad. I fucking hate myself for what IV done.
When my parents got home I didn't go in to details. Just gave then the facts I was now dating the star of the football team was head cheerleader and you were now in glee club getting slushid everyday. The look of pride in my dad's eyes made me feel sick.
I now hated them as much as I hate myself I was so unhappy. I had destroyed the girl I love to keep the love of people who should have loved me anyway.
A few weeks ago my grandmother passed away and she left me 700 grand and her apartment in New York. She wrote me a letter saying that it would be mine to do with as I please and she was sorry she didn't step in to stop my parents controlling me.
My dad thinks im going to Harvard to study law. What I really want is to go to NYU liked we always talked about that's still my dream to live in New York and now that can happen.
God im so sorry for what I did to you in just so sorry but I swear it wasn't a lie I loved you so much. I don't expect you to ever forgive me but I owed you the truth so maybe we can both move on fully.
IM telling my mom and dad im gay tonight I know they will kick me out and ill lose them but I can't live this lie anymore."
Santana sat back in silence as she watched the girl the once loved cry her heart out. People would call her mad but she believes every word she had just told her.
There was allways so much about what she had done that never added up and now she knew why. It was like a weight lifted off her shoulders all the hate she had been holding on to melted away.
She found herself feeling sorry for this girl. Yeah what she did hurt but at least now she had Brittany and the full support of her family. After Madison had calmed down a little Santana decided to speak.
"Well I got to say I was not expecting that. You know if you would have just told me what was going on we could have worked something out. I would have done anything for you back then instead you chose to ruin my life.
I find it hard to believe you could do that to someone you truly love. Having said that I guess I can kind of understand feeling the pressure to please your mom and dad. I don't hate you anymore im glad you told me now.
In some ways you did me a favour I have great friends that I love and trust I'm a better person now my parents know the truth im not living in fear someone will see too much. I have the most amazing girlfriend that im proud to show of and she's proud to be with me. I'm truly happy now I hope you can find peace of mind like I have. In other words I forgive you.
NYU is still my dream school too maybe we can finally put all this shit behind us and help each other get in to our dream school like we always wanted only as friends.
You have to tell your parents or we can't be friends I won't lie for you. I know it will be hard when word gets out. I'm not innocent I hurt my share of people when I was on top.
All im saying is if you need it there will be a seat in glee club for you it won't be easy but if you truly want to change then you should get the second chance I got. I'm glad we did this but now I have to go I have a sexy blonde waiting for me good luck with your parents."
Madison took a shaky breath "thank you so much im going to prove im worth your forgiveness if I was you I would have slapped me and said I deserve everything I get. That's what makes you a better person then me. Brittany is very lucky to have you. I'm so glad you're happy and anyway I can help you with NYU I will. Ill speak to you soon. Santana smiled as she walked out the door.
It was 12.05 and Brittany was waiting for Santana to arrive. As much as she trusted her girlfriend she couldn't help but feel a little nervous about her spending anytime with Madison.
She was her first love after all and they are allways the ones that are hard to get over. Brittany considers Santana her first love cos she now knows what real love feels like and she had never felt it before even if she once thought she had.
Just on que Santana appeared in front of her with a wide smile on her face. She pecked her lips before sitting down and telling Brittany everything that was said. Brittany was shocked as much as she hated this girl for what she had done to Santana she of all people could understand how crap parents can make you act crazy.
She was just happy that part of Santana's life was over or so she thought. Santana told her about how she offered to help Madison with the whole NYU dream and she was not happy. She was even less pleased about her being invited in to glee club. It was her job to help Santana get in to her dream school not this Madison.
She began to worry again what if Madison try's to get Santana back now she's coming out. Santana is not the kind of girl you just fall out of love with. God what if Santana still has feelings for her first love and just doesn't realize it. Panic set in and Brittany made up some lame excuse to leave and ran off. Leaving a very shocked and confused Santana behind.
Santana was so pissed she had spent the rest of the day trying to talk to Brittany but the blonde was nowhere to be seen. She had no idea what had made her bolt. After their talk in the bath Santana was sure they were done with any drama. When the blonde didn't show for glee and Quinn told her she had seen her take off home she'd had enough.
She sat next to Rachel and felt bad she was going to ask her for a favour when they hadn't spoken for a while. Before she even had to speak Rachel was handing her car keys over. "Go and sort things out with your girl I know she was your ride so take my car. Ill catch a ride with Quinn."
Santana made a mental note to make sure she took some time just for her best friend. "Thank you Rachel I love you. Ill pick you up for school in the morning."
With that she took off for Brittany's house to find out what the hell her problem was. As she pulled up on the drive holly was walking out the door with a packed bag. She greeted Santana with a big smile and explained that she was staying over at her friends whose boyfriend had just dumped her. She waved her in and told her Brittany was sulking in her room.
Santana marched up the stairs and bust in to Brittany's room the blonde almost fell off the bed in shock. If Santana wasn't so pissed she would have laughed.
"What the fuck Brittany you just run out on me at lunch avoid me all day then fuckin leave me at school and didn't even bother to explain why. I though we were ok that we were going to be honest about how we feel about things. You can't run away from me or how you feel so tell me want the hell is going on."
Brittany hung her head Santana was so mad and she had every right to be. She was right no mater how hard it was she had to talk this out and not run. "Honey I am so sorry I did that this whole healthy taking about feelings is hard for me. I ran off because I panicked when you were talking about Madison and how you forgave her and will be helping each other get in to nyu. You invited her to join glee.
I don't know I mean I know how much you loved her and she was your first love and we all know how hard you took the break up. I'm just scared you'll realize that you still love her and she you. You'll see im not good enough for you.
I guess it's just that I love you so much it's hard to believe its not going to go away. I'm so sorry I let my insecurities get the better off me. I promise I will never run away again."
Santana's heart broke a little seeing Brittany cry. She sat on the bed next to her took her face in her hands and looked her in the eyes as she said. "She may have been the first person I loved but you Brittany are the love of my life. She was the first but I want you to be my last I will never leave you.
The only reason I even offered to help her is because I believe in second chances mine led me to you. Glee club is a family and once she tells her parents she's going to need them." Santana placed a small loving kiss to Brittany's lips "feel better now."
Brittany smiled "yeah I can't believe im such an ass. You are the love of my life to. It's crazy we haven't known each other that long or even been on a date yet but I just know I want to marry you some day. Your heart is so big to want to help her it makes me want to help to so we will do it together."
"God Britt I love you so fucking much right now. I can't wait to call you my wife one day. You are so special." the brunette suddenly crashed their lips together.
Brittany moaned as she felt a tongue enter her mouth Santana slowly pushed the blonde on to her back and straddled her hips as she continued to kiss her.
Both girls let out moans as they rocked the hips in to each other Brittany slipped her hands under Santana's top and trailed her fingers over smooth tan skin. Santana felt goose bumps rise all over her body she took her top off giving Brittany more access to her skin. Brittany moved her hands to Santana's bra clasp and silently asked for permission to unhook it.
Santana nodded and bit her lip as Brittany throw her bra on the floor she let out a loud moan as the blonde cupped her tits "ohhhh fuck Britt that feels so good take your top off I want to feel you. The blonde sat up and made fast work of pulling off her top and unhooking her bra. Santana's eyes roamed over the blondes body in awe she has never seen anything so perfect.
She slowly lent down kissing the blonde again they both moan at the feeling of their hips rocking together and breasts rubbing against each other. "ummm fuck that feels so good baby" Santana places open mouth kisses all over Brittany's neck.
she kisses further down until she sucks the blondes hard pink nipple in to her mouth while rolling the other one between her fingers Brittany hips buck up looking for more friction "fuck san ohhhh so good your mouth feels so good."
Brittany slid her hand down rock hard abs and cupped Santana's sex "ohhhh britt fuck take your jeans off I need you naked I want to make love to you so bad. The blonde moaned at her girlfriend's words in seconds both had stripped off the rest of their clothes.
Santana slowly kissed her way down Brittanys body until she was met with Brittany soaking wet center she licked her lips then slowly ran her tounge along wet folds she then ran her tounge over her clit driving Brittany crazy "please baby I need more fuck your so good"
Spurred on Santana took the hard nub in her mouth and sucked hard. Pale hands gripped dark hair as Brittany let out a loud moan when Santana entered her with two fingers and started to pump slowly while still sucking her clit.
Brittany was writhing in pleasure she began to feel a pull in the pit of her belly "oh god baby yes fuck I need you to go faster baby im so close" the brunette began pumping in to the blonde fast and hard she replaced her tounge with her fingers and began circling her clit fast "ohhhhhhh fuckkkkk yes don't stop so good.
Fuck baby so close don't stop don't stop im im cum…. Brittany's words trailed off as she flew over the edge screaming out Santana's name. Santana slowed down her movements until she blonde had rid out her orgasm. She removed her fingers and slowly licked them clean letting out a moan at the taste.
Brittany watch her in awe "god that was so hot you are amazing." the blonde suddenly flipped them over so she was laying in between Santana's legs. She lifted her hips so Santana could spread her legs wider the blonde lowered herself so their hips were locked together.
Brittany began to slowly rock moans fill the air as their clits rubbed together blues eyes stared down lovenly in to brown as she picked up the pace "ummm britt that's sooooo good god I love you so much im so close baby I want you to cum with me." The blonde nodded as the pair began to rock there hips furiously in to each other "uh britt so close shit baby im gonna cum fuck yesssss shit im cuming uhh uhhh" the brunette tumbled over the edge followed seconds later by Brittany.
They slowly rocked there wet molds together until they both came down from there highs. Brittany collapsed on the bed next to the Latina and wrapped her up in her arms both tired and ready for sleep. "Britt that was incredible IV never felt so close to anyone before." Brittany smiled and held her girl a little tighter. "I feel the same way my love. How about we take a nap then ill make dinner."
"ummm that sounds good so tired now I love you britt"
So sorry for the wait hope this made up for it. Let me know what you think so far. Next chapter brittana finally have their date.