A little less seeing and a little more feeling 12
*disclaimer* I don't own once upon a time or its characters.
Feeling like losing my game in this. I'm gonna try. I was doing so well an I have no idea how I'm doing when I get no feedback.
Now I'm sorry about the delay in update. I've been distracted with Netflix and games other things but I've also been trying to come up with more ideas so I hope this keeps getting better. This is a chapter just to get the ball rolling again.
Hope you like it but I won't know unless you tell me.
On week passed very quickly which was spent in the mean time with Regina trying to convince her mother that the situation was okay. That I had helped with booking tickets to get a few seats on a bus. I had never been on a plane and didn't plan on experiencing right now. I came to Regina's house last night since it was our last nights at work. Ruby was watching Rafik. Seeing as I was going on vacation I believed it would be best if I let my best man take one too. This morning Cora arrived to see us off ever so careful to let her daughter run off with a stranger to herself. While heading out the door Regina tried to ease her concerns once more.
"It's going to be okay mother I will call you when we get settled into the hotel there. It's only a week." She pecks her check loudly and her mother calls out from the door as we rush out to the taxi.
"I love you Regina, Henry, I'm expecting that call." I let out a deep breath I didn't know I was holding when Regina told the driver to go. If anything it sounded like she couldn't wait to leave but I know she hated goodbyes, I do too. By afternoon we started boarding the train luggage and all. It was a long trip there with Henry being entertained by comic books, spinning tales of heroes and villains. After finding out it all came from his favorite book I was baffled at the details of all the characters lives there was.
"So this Evil Queen had an unfortunate series of people hurting and using her so she became a villain." I marveled of the thought but I just couldn't think it was right to call her a villain. Misunderstood sound more right. Henry seemed to find fun in having Regina read the stories to him particularly when she read the Evil Queens parts. It was like she was fit for a role as a queen. Her voice could get dark and mischievous sending chills down my back and heat to my core. I brought this topic up as Henry finally fell asleep.
"I believe that would be a acceptable idea of why she does what she does."
"Where did you get him this book?" I asked slightly confused why she would read him such a book.
"I didn't his teacher gave it to him said he had a lot to work through about being adopted. That he need hope something about fairytales and such. I gave it a try I mean it shows him not everything is strictly good or bad. Like what I did, I lied to him but now he knows it was in his best interest." I nod and say I get it. Regina takes me into her arms and whispers in my ears she loves me an that we should both rest too while we can.
When I do wake it the ticket-master with puncher knocking on our door to the train. He slide open the door noticing I've opened my eyes due to his knock. I nudge Regina and mutter for her to wake up. Once she does and has all three of our tickets punched she thanks the man.
"We'll be arriving in just over an hour. Breakfast will be here shortly." With that the man or maybe Regina closed the door and we were back to silence aside from the chugging sounds of the train. I sat straight up waiting awkwardly for the breakfast trolley to come not wanting another person to realize they opened the door thinking I could see them.
"Em, it's okay I was here and I don't mind being woken up to get the train door." I opened my mouth and closed it with a surprised look on my face. "That is what you're worried about isn't it." I nod.
"I just wish I could do be the one to get it so you can sleep in. That is what good girlfriends do right."
"You are a good girlfriend Emma. I have to say no one has ever paid for me to take a trip with them an most certainly not since having Henry in my life." I imagine her eyes are as watery and her voice sounds so I accept that she is right and pucker up my lips for her to kiss. She presses against mine instantly. The kiss didn't last long because as the ticket-master said the breakfast trolley was at our door. Regina had to scoff at bagels with cream cheese for breakfast which made Henry and I chuckle knowing she wasn't quite as upset as she could have been.
"By the time lunch came I was expecting to be off her." Regina huffed to the ticket-master she was not the only one wanting to get off I was so hungry from just having a bagel for Breakfast. I asked Regina to sit an let the man get back to work so we might get off quicker. Even though they had made it clear it was not their fault the driver had to stop to not hit a car stuck on the tracks. The tires was melted on it appeared the driver got stuck or ran out of gas and had to walk to get help.
"Perhaps it was a woman not strong enough to move the car Gina." I said when she would settle down about not moving the car over the tracks if the ran out of gas. I felt bad for Henry though he really wanted to get up and do something but couldn't and now he had to listen to his mother vent her frustrations. I pulled her down next to me as I told her this and hoped she would see reason. She flopped her head down on my shoulder in defeat. A blush creeped over my face as she let her head fall further onto my chest. "Regina." I squeaked out not wanting to bring attention to the fact I was nervous Henry could see. She only chuckled deeply and brought her head up to the nape of my neck and kissed it sweetly.
"Relax darling he doesn't know all that sort of stuff just yet." She began whispering in my ear. "The hotel has a daycare I can do more of this once we get there." It's a tease and now I can understand why she has been so frustrated to get moving. I wanted to stand and find the conductor and get this train moving again. Instead I groaned out.
"Okay where is the guy in charge."
-SQ-
Finally when we got to the hotel Henry was so excited to get off we had to let him take his energy out on the stairs up to the hotel room. Level by level he waited while we took our time. The hotel thankfully took care of our luggage. Regina called Cora for a few minutes when I took Henry to look around the big two bedroom hotel room. After Cora let Regina go we began unpacking then took ourself out for lunch still in need of stretching out legs. It was a easy lunch at a small diner and then a walk through the park for Henry to play on the playground. The walk back Henry barreled up next to us.
"Mom can we get ice cream?!" Honestly even at this time I would have no in fear of seeing him more hyper but as her raced off she told him not to far and to wait for us to reach the corner ice cream shop before ordering.
"He'll have a sugar crash and then we can go have enjoyable relaxing bath together while he sleeps." The thought makes me wet and blush for what feels like the third time today. Henry gets a rocky road and Regina gets a vanilla while I get a chocolate. Just like she said Henry got so sluggish while walking back to the hotel Regina had to let go of me to pick him up and carry him. I'm sure it would have been one of those sights people easily look over but I couldn't as I let my hand trail up from her low back to her shoulder where Henry's head rested. His hair ran through my fingers in a soothing motion in hope I to could continue being a part of moments like this.
"You're so good with him." Regina says while closing his door to his room. He was tucked in and we were ready to get in a nice warm bath together. "I know it's hard to learn everything but you are pick it up quickly." Her lips press against my cheeks then she takes me to the bathroom.
"Well I'm learning from the best." I say taking off her shirt which surprisingly was not a blouse today. I move to her pants but she pushes my hands up and strips me of my shirt. Her lips press into the nape of my neck once it's off causing me to gasp. We fight each other for who takes of each other's pants first but it becomes clear I cant always over power her especially when she has me pressed into the sink. My hips below the sink making it easy for her to hold me while taking off my pants eventually I just let her knowing I'll get some kind of reward for behaving. She takes her own off after telling me to start the water how I like it. The sound of the water hitting the bottom echoes like a deep tub does. I grin having never had a real bath before in a real bath tub.
"Get in." She says between kisses that had really just been a heated make out session while waiting for the water to rise high enough. I climb in an moan at how instant the warm relaxes my muscles. "Move forward." Her legs slips down the outside of mine and her body presses into my back.
Goosebumps raise all over my body as her arms make their way over my stomach an breast. I take a deep breath not sure if I can find a way to let it out while she touches me. Some how I manage to still breath when her fingers pinch at my hardening nipples. It comes out quick and heavy. Her skilled fingers work the same way over my wet exposed skin until on rests between my legs slipping through my folds teasingly.
"Oh gods." I say rolling my head back. I can feel her smile against my skin. A finger dips inside causing me to moan an again when two fully enter me and curl into my g-spot.
"I love you Emma." She says between nips at my ear lobe. It still surprises me to hear her say that but it's in this moment I feel I believe it the most. I revel in it and hang on to the next moment she says it. When she does I can feel my walls tighten again with her thrust deeper inside.
"Ah mm." I can't hold the sound in. "I love you too." I tell her meaning it from the bottom of my heart. I didn't have to beg for more the affirmation was all she needed to give me what I needed. Another finger pushes in and more hot wetness spills out. I squirmed in her arms for almost ever before she let me orgasm. Her breathing hitches when my wall tighten and hot liquid pours out of the spaces between her fingers.
I can't do much in my position so while dazed I turned enough to capture Regina's lips Kissing her soundly. In no time at all she returned it and we made outdoor what felt like hours. By the time we stopped the water was cold. My skin was pruned and I'm sure Regina's was too now. It was alright seeing as we were enjoying ourselves a lot but didn't want to miss Henry waking up. So it was a quick shower to rinse off.
I had the urge to pleasure Regina as well but the cold water was never my thing. I lathered her up rubbed my fingers into her folds and over her chest. Made sure to touch her ribs at the side of her breast. It was one of her sensitive spots which I love making her react with. As we turned off the water and dried off we ended up in our bed towel barely draped more than happy to spend the time feeling each other's skin under our fingertips.
"I hope you don't mind just letting me feel you." I whisper my insecurities getting the best of me. It doesn't help when she feels like perfection. The bumps of scars along her body only adding more beauty
"No of course not. You should tell me what you feel I want to understand how I can see you the way you see me." She says trying to trail my exposed skin like I have hers. I take her hand and brush in down my arm where my hair still drips water down my shoulder.
"Close your eyes, feel the wetness beneath your fingers feel the way my skin rises where a freckle is or this scar." I say bringing her hand over a scar on my forearm. "It's not perfect but I feel yours and I know it's the most beautiful thing about you especially the one on your lip. They all have stories I wish to hear. Will you tell me sometime."
"Of course it was just freak accident with a horse. I have training and I did at the time it happened just before my parents died I went for a regular training ended up getting kicked when my mother came shouting in the stables that I skipped study. The horse was sensitive to loud voices and an needed general care for a reason but she didn't know that and the horse kick out catching me on the lip." I hissed at the thought of the amount of pain that must have caused.
"I'm surprised you lived isn't something like that a very dangerous experience for an adult let alone a child."
"Kids are resilient and heal better." She said.
"I guess that's why Henry is so willing to forgive me." I can't see why he feels so good in my presence when I hurt him so badly by abandoning him but resiliency seemed to be the only answer I had. Regina affirmed that he was more than willing because he was still young and didn't know but that was a good thing she said. I get to be better for him and I can forgive myself.
I didn't think I could before I met Regina and Henry but now, now I did. With Regina's help I felt I was beginning to be a decent girlfriend and mother for the first time. She didn't mind helping me when I didn't know what to say to Henry sometimes or how to act with her. She was so wonderful to me that even now as we got dressed she helped me then we went back to the main room we opened Henry's door to wake him. Afterwords we got ready to go out for dinner.
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this was a really hard chapter to pick up again because of the mistakes I made I don't want to mess up again. In fact I almost did but I'm hoping I did really well and that you all like it.