Hello! Another chapter, i think i like this one.
I do not own Twilight, why oh whyyy?
Breaking Borders
BPOV
Billy through me hard against the wall before Edward had managed to reach me. His senses were fast, fast indeed. All hell broke loose; I lay naked and ashamed on the floor, watching Edward tossing Billy around like a ragdoll. The rage that I saw in Edwards's eyes and the facial expression was not human. This side of Edward was nothing but vampire. I crawled in to a corner, crossing my legs up to hide my body. The battle between Edward and Billy was still at its top when the rest of the Cullens came rushing through the door. Alice was at my side within the blink of an eye. The rest of them helped Edward whit pinning Billy up against the wall. Alice helped me whit my clothes and before I knew it they war all in its right place, thank god for her speed. I was still crying and now alsou petrified by the situation. Happy they saved me in time, but I was clueless towards what this would mean now. They were on the wrong side of the turf. Edward was growling in Billy's face, Billy himself was just laughing and pointing towards the door. Running footsteps, loud enough for me to hear them, the soldiers were coming to Billy's rescue. Jacob along whit Sam and Paul stood in the doorway. It took a couple of seconds before they grasped the situation but when they did they launched themselves towards the Cullen's. Jacobs target was Edward; Edward was fast and jumped out of his reach. Jacob growled and started to walk slowly towards Edwards spot. The rest of them were fighting, Billy was on the floor, being the actor he was he pretended to be unable to walk again. Alice was no longer at my side; she stood beside Edward, talking too fast for me to hear. I remained paralyzed in my corner, watching the feud whit terror. Paul and Emmet fighting whit their fists, Sam, Carlisle and Rosalie jumping each other, trying to get Paul to listen. Esme standing over Billy, making sure he didn't run and Jasper focusing on calming the situation down, it looked like it wasn't working. The Cullen's was not being rough I could tell, the pack had not changed into their shapes as wolves and was not strong enough to fight equally whit the Cullen's. The Cullen's in their turn was not here to fight them; they were here to inform them and to bear the witness of the truth. Whit that thought Jacob transformed, his clothes ripped and he was now on the verge of killing. He was going to kill Edward; I stood up and ran towards Jacob.
"Stop!" I screamed, standing between Edward and him. Edward pushed me behind him, focusing on Jacobs's next move. I heard Sam screaming that the war had begun, and then they changed to. Three oversized wolves were standing in fighting positions in the kitchen, reedy to kill when Sam said so. I wasn't going to let that happen, I yelled Sam's name, trying to get his attention. He was not listening, he was growling loudly towards Carlisle. Paul stood beside him, cornering the rest of the Cullen's and poor little Billy sitting on the floor playing clueless.
"SAM!" I yelled again, walking towards him. Edward took a hold of my arm and yanked me back, Jacob smacked him on the leg whit his palm. Edwards's trousers broke and bleeding flesh came in site. I looked at it, horrified, and then the wound closed up and had healed right before my eyes. I kicked Jacob on the side of his wolf body, I knew he was not going to be pained because of it, but I needed to let him know that I was against the fighting. He looked at me and sighted, I couldn't tell what that sight meant but the message was not as clear as a thought. He was still in his angry mode. This was going to end badly if it were to be continued. I faced Jacob again.
"Jake, this is not what it looks like. Please just listen to me" I said in a low voice.
"Do not listen to her Jacob, she will feed you any lie she can think of" Billy was saying from across the tiny kitchen. I turned towards Billy, feeling the rage and the wet from my tears.
"Edward saw you Billy…They all did, the act is not working anymore." My voice kept clear even though it shouldn't. "Show them the little magic trick you showed me Billy, tell Jacob were he really got the gene from." I said. This seemed to catch Jacobs's attention; he now looked at me instead of Edward.
"What are you talking about Bella?" Billy said and looked at me a little too friendly." You came in here along whit the Cullen's, talking about letting Edward change you. When you did not like my answer, well you all attacked me." He then said and through his hands up looking scared. Jacob and the other wolfs growled loudly again, facing their enemy, the Cullen's.
"No that's a lie!" I screamed. "Jacob.. Billy is a werewolf and he does not need that stupid chair of his!" I pulled my arm back from Edwards hold and looked towards Sam. He met my gaze and I saw he was listening.
"I had an incident in the forest, I came here to talk whit Jacob about it. But when I came here Billy had tricked me, over the phone he told me Jacob was home. But he wasn't. It turned out he did not want me to talk about it whit Jake because he was the one who insulted me. As in raped me" I bit my lips as the words came out. It was out in the open, it was not a secret anymore. Billy started to laugh again; Sam turned his head to him. Billy was out on thin ice, I hoped he knew that, I hope he felt really nervous and I hoped that he at least felt some of the sacredness that I had been feeling for the last week.
"Yes" Edward said. I looked at him; he was answering something that Jacob had asked. Sam and Paul seemed to hear the question as well because they were moving away from the Cullen's and towards Billy.
"This is insane" Billy said. "Me being a werewolf? Me being a rapist? Jacob you know I can't even walk" he said and played the disappointed father.
"If you're not lying, then why do you have my phone in your pocket?" I asked Billy. Billy trough me an angry look, he was hoping I would not think of that, I could tell.
"Tell them how you took my phone, so that I could not use it and call Edward, letting him know just how capable you are whit the lower half of your body." The tears were still falling down when Jacob, Sam and Paul left the house. I turned confused towards Edward.
"They are going to change back into their human form, I think they believe you" Edward said whit a grin on his face, only it was not a happy grin. Carlisle came and stood beside Edward as well, the others made a circle around Billy who was now standing. I guess he knew he was defeated ore else he would never ever have done that.
After a while they all came back, and I mean them all. Somehow within the fifteen minutes that they were gone they had completed the pack. They were ALL there, good this was just getting more and more humiliating. Even the older ones was whit them, I did not get why.
"Edward" I whispered, looking up at him.
"Bella everything you say can be heard, just so you now" Edward whispered back at me. He watched me whit concerned eyes, grabbing his arm tighter around my waist and then nodded at Jacob. Jacob was standing a couple of feet away from Billy along whit the rest of them. He was watching Billy whit a stare stat was so intense and so filled whit hatred and confusion. Whit a closer look I saw that they all were watching him whit the same confusion.
"Ho..h..How..Why?" Jacob stuttered. Raising his arm and then lowering it back down.
"Oh stop it Jake, all the times you found me out of my share, you must have known." Billy said tiredly.
"What? You said you fell" Jacob said sounding even more questioning.
"Fell" Billy said and made a try to laugh. He didn't, Emmet pushed him agents the wall whit such a force it smashed the laugh right out of Billy. Jacob held out a hand, telling Emmet to stop.
"Why dad? Just tell me why?" Jacob asked again.
"Well I don't know about you guys but Bella being a whore and all, I thought she needed a lecture" he said and the smile was on his face again. Edward was no longer beside me; he was now in Billy's face, growling whit tight mussels. Edward raised his hand and pushed him hard in the stomach, then over the sheik, then again in the stomach before Sam stopped him.
"Edward I understand you're angry, you have every right to be. But cool down a minute, ok?" he said and let go of Edwards arm. Edward nodded his hand and left the place within the circle that was still surrounding Billy.
I stepped into the ring, pushing myself in front of Billy. Everyone was looking at me, Billy as well. Then I slapped him, whit all my force. Of course he didn't as much as flinch but I sure felt nice, even though my hand aced even more than I knew his face did.
"Bella" I heard Carlisle say but I didn't listen. I spitted Billy straight in the face.
"Now how does that feel?" I then asked.
"Well, I have wanted for you to play dirty whit me Bella" he answered, leaving me utterly speechless. The next thing I knew I was showed back and Billy was on the ground whit Jacob clinging on top of him. The rest of them gave Jacob space, watching as he beaded the crap out of his dad. Billy just lay there; he did not even protect himself, letting Jacob hit him over and over. Sam turned towards us.
"You can leave, we will deal whit this, then we will let you know" he simply said. Whit you, he meant us, the Cullen's and me. And what he meant by letting us know, I had no idea and I did not care. They could kill him and it wouldn't matter to me, but my concerns went out to Jacob. I know it strange, me even caring like that but Jacob is my best friend. What would this do to him?
We left the reservation, Edward and I in his car and the rest of them, well I think they walked. When we started to get near my house I finally talked.
"You need to take me home" I said without looking at him. "I haven't seen my dad in days and I need to be home. He doesn't even know that your back, he trust me to not do anything stupid." I told him.
"Ok" he said shortly. He turned in on my street and stooped and the sidewalk a couple of houses away.
"He is home" he said when he saw my look.
"Of course he is, he is always late but now when I have a ripped shirt he decides to be on time." I sighted.
"He hasn't been upstairs yet, I can take you by the window." Edward was out of the car and by my side of the door at once. Lifting me up and running me to my house. I was in my room in no time.
"Thanks" I said and hugged him. "Thanks for saving me" he hugged me back tightly and whispered:
"Always" a sound from downstairs told us Charlie was on his way up. Edward looked at me.
"Go, I need to talk to him. Come back in two hours or so" he hesitated then kissed me on the forehead before he was gone. I tore of my shirt and through it on the chair, grabbed my robe and sat down on the bed. He knocked on the door before he opened it.
"Bella are you there" he said and stepped inside my room. I just looked at him.
"You are so weird" I said without laughing, I was out of laughter for now. Charlie didn't laugh either he just stood there watching me.
"Don't you have something to tell me?" he asked me, crossing his arms over his chest in his sheriff kind of way.
"Am..I.."
"You know what I mean Bella!" he raised his voice. How could he know? Who would tell him? I bet Carlisle did, who else?
"About the Cullen's being back" he still looked at me, angrily. I sighted again, he didn't know. That was good, but he knew of something. Something I had not told him about, Edward.
"There back" I nodded. Noticing I still had my shoes on. Dam, maybe he would not notice.
"And you did not tell me because?" he asked, not being happy at all.
"Well, I don't know" I answered. I knew why I had not, because I did not want him to know the rest, the truth. So I lied, I played the not caring teenager.
"Were you planning on letting me know?" he was almost screaming now.
"Yes" I said and looked down. "Yes I was, I was going to tell you today" I lied again. Maybe I wasn't going to tell him today, but that was only because I hadn't had the time to think about it. I had been caught up in some other stuff, only he did not know about that. He took the silence for withholding.
"It was still not soon enough, how long have you known about this? Have you meet him?" he asked, sounding more like a father then a sheriff now.
"For a few days" I lied again. "And yes I have" that one I answered truthfully.
"So that's what it takes then? Rushing back like prince charming, and your swayed all over again?" he spited the words, they were like venom.
"No that's not it and stop talking to me like that." I said and met his gaze again, he softened a little, but the anger still remained.
"Your grounded" he said then.
"What! What for?" I demanded my answer.
"Because I say so" was that my answer? I was not going to hear it.
"That won't work." I told him. "Punishing me for not having the same point of view as you? That's just stupid" I wasn't the girl who talked back to my parents like this, especially not like this. And watching Charlie right now I saw he was really chocked towards my behavior as well.
"I am eighteen and whit that number I am legally entitled to some privacy." I added. Feeling only a bit ashamed of the way I was talking, a tiny bit.
"He is not welcome here" he said, like a child knowing he is losing.
"That saddens me, but ok" I tried a different way whit him. Being angry was not going to work whit Charlie, I knew that much. We were too much alike in that matter. I saw he reacted at this, my new tactic.
"Bella, I don't want to see you get hurt again." Charlie never talked about feelings much; he was actually saying his feelings without it involving anger.
"I know" I said. "But Edward is not hurting me, it was the loss of him that did" and when I said those words I knew it would heal me more, than it would convince him.
"I only ask of the truth Bella, as long as your honest whit me, I will be on your side. But I am not saying he is welcome here, not yet anyway. I need some time, hiding my anger." He laughed now. A flood of guilt came rushing over me, I was not being truthful, not whit everything.
"So I am not grounded then?" I asked, feeling happy about winning but not being able to show anything but tiredness.
"No, I was overheated when I said that. Sorry and good night." He said and left as abruptly as he came in. This I smiled at, he really was weird, but good weird.
When I had showered I tried to eat something, some yoghurt went down but nothing else. Food was my enemy right now, it made me feel sick and I was running from that emotion. I went up stair, feeling a bit calmed about the smell of home, the smell of my strawberry shampoo and my pajamas. I lay down in my bed, wondering about when I was going to feel whole again and if that day would ever come. I had learned a defense mechanism, one that made you forget about the pain, well not forget but to put it on hold for a moment. That state was numbness, only I didn't know if I wanted to go there. Maybe it was time to face reality, to actually deal whit my problems. I lay still in the bed, bracing myself for the moment when I was going to let go. I felt it braking, my walls, the other part of my defense mechanism. And then it gave away, relief came first, then anger, anger towards everyone and everything, then sadness, indescribable sadness. I cried and cried and cried. The tears just never stooped and I did not want them to, I needed the tears, it felt good to cry. The bed lowered behind me and suddenly Edward was holding me. But just holding me, letting me cry and only holding me. Not trying to calm me down ore talk to me, he was simply holding me and that was all I needed. Facing the truth and facing it being hold by Edward.
For some reason all my chapters ends whit Edward holding Bella, why is that? simply, i don't know...
