I'm so so sorry! I won't be able to keep posting this fic until summer because I have to study a lot! It's my last year in high school.

Again, I'm sorry, and I tell you this: this fic it's not NOT over, I will start posting again in SUMMER.

I'll see you again in summer 3

Yavanna.

"Tell me, my son what it is worrying you."

"My lady..." I tried to kneel but Yavanna took my face in her soft hands and she made me look at her.

"Bilbo, you don't have to kneel before anyone." Yavanna was smiling and I smiled at her nervous. I stood up and she stroked my hair. "You are worried about your One, Aulë's son, am I right?"

"I must follow the plan... I can not get distracted, and he is technically not my Thorin."

Yavanna kissed my forehead and she pulled back. "He is your soulmate, he only needs a little bit of time, my dear Bilbo." I heard something and I turned, thinking it would be a deer, but I didn't see anything and Yavanna laughed slightly. "Maybe Thorin is not technically the same man you fell in love so long ago, but I he is also the one you love now..."

"Thorin is so blind..."

"This time you have time to make it right."

I turned to see her again but she was gone.

"But...!" I could not continue the sentence because I heard again a noise behind me. Thorin was hiding behind a tree and he was staring.

"I... was looking for you, Bilbo... I' am sorry about what I said before, I..." He cleared his throat and I saw how he was blushing and leaving his eyes from mine's.

I sat on the grass looking at the sky. The only light wich was lighting us was from the stars and the moon. I felt something around me and I smiled slightly when I saw it was Thorin's coat.

"How much have you heard?" I asked once he had sat down next to me.

"Enough.."

I snorted. "That's not an answer."

Thorin sighed. I looked at him and he was looking up, like if he was inspecting the stars. "You were talking to a lady-elf that I was blind to see. But now I see clearly."

I nodded back at the floor and we were both sheltered by silence. After a while I spoke. "I'm too old for this, Thorin, tell me what would you do with what you know or please, go."

Thorin laughed, laughed, and I could not help but looking at him. "I don not know what to do Master Baggins... and you're definitely not too old, my little thief." Thorin approached to me, putting a hand on my shoulder. "I'm sorry that I had behaved like that..." He lifted my chin with his other hand to make me look at him intently. "I feel as I've known you for a lifetime, why?" His words were barely whispers, very close to me.

I dared to stroke his hair with one hand while I was staring at him. "Thorin..." He closed his eyes.

"Repeat that." He put his forehead against mine without removing my fingers from his hair.

"Thorin..." I returned with a whisper and Thorin growled slightly. The hand which was on my shoulder went up and grabbed my hair making our lips practicallytogether.

"Every time I think about you I think about flowers, acorns, old books and in the blue-green color of your eyes." He opened his eyes and stared at me. I could hardly breathe. "We barely know each other but I know that I know you from before... what are you doing to me, Ghivashel?"

I bit my lip when he called me that, treasure of all treasures. "Thorin, I..."

Thorin stroked my lips and I stopped biting them. "If you keep doing that I will not be able to concentrate." I nodded slightly and he kept stroking my lips. "I never thought I would find my One while I was looking for my lost home." I wanted to get a little closer and kiss him as much as I wanted to do for a very long time, but I was afraid that Thorin would not be with me. Thorin must have sensed what I was thinking because he came closer and kissed my forehead. "Bilbo... tell the truth, please."

I hugged him hiding my face in his neck. "You would not believe me if I told you..."

"Try me." Thorin began making circles on my back gently.

I gulped and I stroked Thorin's long hair, playing with it. "We must have met in another life..."

"Perhaps it's that... Perhaps our ancestors were together when Yavanna and Mahal created us."

I laughed lightly against his chest. "A Dwarf King and a hobbit? Impossible... The hobbit would not be enough for the dwarf king. "

Thorin stared at me again without getting me of his chest. "Or maybe the dwarf king was not enough for a sensitive hobbit." We both smiled.

"How do you know I'm your ...?"

"I know since I dreamed about you the day before going to Bag End, I knew I should protect you with my life."

"Now what is going to happen?"

"Are you sure that you do not like Bofur?" To that question I hit a little punch in the chest and he started laughing. "Okay, okay!"

I snorted and I looked to the sky. "Mahal... Yavanna... please..." "Make him remember, I beg you..." I thought.

Thorin also raised his head and then he looked at me. "I didn't know that you used to pray to my maker."

"Thanks to him you are here, how could I don't?"

Thorin took one of my curls away from my face. "I will also start to pray to Yavanna then..." I laughed and he kept stroking my back. "That Theon... you'll ever forget him?" I cleared my throat and bit my lip. He gently pulled my hair to get my attention. "Do not do that..."

"Sorry." I said blushing.

After a moment he spoke again. "Do you know what a consort is, Bilbo?" I shook my head. "It's the person who marries the King and has actual responsibilities."

I let out a little "Oh" and Thorin laughed and shook his head.

"I should be thinking of the Company, to reach Erebor and kill the dragon to claim my right to rule... But I'm here with you, thinking about feelings that doesn't seem mine."

"S-Sorry." I apologize again trying to get up but Thorin did not let me.

"Please do not apologize." He gave me a soft kiss on my temple. "I dreamed about you and I think I've known you for Eras, it must be Mahal's sign."

"Thorin..." This time I managed to not interrupt me sitting on his lap. "If you do not feel... If you do not feel what I feel for you... then we can still be friends... or fellow travelers."

Thorin laughed and pulled me closer to his chest. "So, tell me Bilbo, what do you feel about me?"

"I-I could die for you, to save you."

He came to my ear and whispered. "Then we feel the same way, master burglar." He pulled back to look at me and he smiled at me. I was blushing. "I may never become the dwarf that years ago you fell in love with, but I can try."

"T-Thorin... You're much more..."

"May I kiss you?" My heart stopped suddenly and my hands trembled at his words. I did not trust my voice to speak so slowly, I nodded, and immediately I felt soft lips on mine. I recognized those lips which I had kissed many decades ago, but now they were warm and it was corresponded. The kiss only took a few seconds and when we parted I noticed that I was crying. "D-Did I hurt you?"

I shook my head and I smiled while I was crying. "I-I never thought this would happen... T-That I could kiss you..."

He hugged me tighter and I could not stop mourning into his chest until Thorin begged me for it a little later. "I've never been good with feelings, this... is all new to me, Bilbo, and I do not know how to react."

"For me it is also new..."

"And jealousy... Bilbo, I'm possessive. I do not know what I could do to Bofur when I see him hugging you or giving you kisses in your hair. "

"He's my friend..."

"I can not help it."

"Thorin, you're not like your grandfather."

Thorin shook his head and gave a long sigh. "It's getting late, we should get up."

"S-sorry about what I said, sometimes the words come out of my mouth without thinki..." I did not finish the sentence because warm lips were pressed against mine's for a couple of seconds.

"I do not want you to get sick, Bilbo, when we can talk about this tomorrow, in somewhere warm." Thorin lifted us both and put an arm around my waist as we walked. "For such an amazing place as you say, it's very cold."

I raised an eyebrow. "It's because spring is ending..."

We walked in silence to where we had our rooms. Thorin opened the door to my room and we fond that Legolas was sleeping and snoring. I could not help but laugh and smiled. Thorin closed the door amused.

"You can sleep with me, if you want." I looked at him blushing and he shook his head. "Just sleep, like a few nights ago."

"Y-Yeah, I-I know you meant by that..." I cleared my throat and he laughed.

"Sure, Master Baggins."

We went to his room and he let me in first. It was a simple room with a large bed size-elf. I took off Thorin's coat and Thorin carefully placed it on a chair. Thorin took off his armor and boots and he helped me to climb into the bed. Once we both were lying on the bed I looked at him. "I feel so comfortable with you..."

"And I do too, Bilbo." Thorin stroked my hair and I curled up against him. "Would you sing a song before we fall asleep? I promise to be by your side when we wake up." I nodded slightly and Thorin's hands started to stroked my back.

Roads go ever ever on,

Over rock and under tree,

By caves where never sun has shone,

By streams that never find the sea;

Over snow by winter sown,

And through the merry flowers of June,

Over grass and over stone,

And under mountains in the moon.

Roads go ever ever on

Under cloud and under star,

Yet feet that wandering have gone

Turn at last to home afar.

Eyes that fire and sword have seen

And horror in the halls of stone

Look at last on meadows green

And trees and hills they long have known.

Thorin was snoring softly beside me when I finished singing, and I slowly fell asleep thinking about a future where every night I could sleep with him.