A/N::: OMG i saw Eclipse last night and it was the BEST movie EVER! my two fave bit were the steamy bed egagement bit AND the TENT omg i love jacob AND it my BIRTHDAY in a week :D ... anyway heres chapter twelve and please dont hate my ok... erin is still missing :( so my temp beta is Hemlock thank you for helping me...

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Chapter Twelve

Those dark eyes belonged to Jacob. Luke let me go and I ran to Jake and buried my tear-stained face into his shirt. Jacob rubbed my back soothingly.

"Blake, what the fuck are you doing with my girlfriend?" Jake snarled as I sobbed into him. I heard Luke chuckle.

"Anything I want." I could now feel Jacob shaking. "Nessie and I made a deal, you see Jake." Jake froze as he continued: "I was going to press charges against you for breaking my nose and I already know your dad has money trouble and would be able to pay the charges."

Luke sighed dramatically and then smirked before going on with his story.

"So I told sweet little Renessmae that if she let me do whatever I want to her for a week I wouldn't press charges, like just the other day Nessie let me rub her sweet pussy." I could hear the smirk as he finished.

Jake hands me over to Seth who picks me up like a child. Seth took me away and left Jake to deal with Luke. I heard Jacob saying something about disrespecting girls and that was it – I was too far away to hear anything else by then. Seth sat me in Jake's car then climbed in with me. He held me tightly till my sobs quietened.

"Seth ... I ...I wasn't ch...cheating on him." I hiccupped. "I... I didn't know wh... what to do, I...I feel dirty..."

I broke into a new round of sobs Seth just rocked me back and forth telling me it would be okay. Soon the car door opened and Seth hopped out as Jacob slid in and shut the door.

"Jake, I'm... so sorry." I say as I try to wrap my small arms around his neck but he pushed me away. It felt like a slap in the face. I began to cry again. "Jake I didn't know what to do! I was scared – it meant nothing!" I wondered whether he understood what I said between my sobs.

"Nessie I'm going to take you home." Jake said coldly as he started the car. The car ride was silent except for my sobs.

"Please say something..." I whispered, wiping my eyes with my sleeve; I couldn't take his silence. Jacob's hands tightened around the steering wheel. The skin over the bones of his knuckles stretched as tight as drums.

"I don't think I got anything to say to you" he said through gritted teeth.

"Jake I know I hurt yo-"

He cut me off. In the confines of the car, his voice was unbearably loud.

"You have done more than hurt me. You've disappointed me, hurt me, not to mention lied to me, and not bothered to tell me about any of this." By now we were outside my house.

"Jake please I'm-"

"Don't say sorry!" Jacob told cutting me off again. We both fell silent.

Then he released a sigh. "I think I need a break, some time to think about this." The weight of his words hit me like a ton of bricks.

"Are... are we br...breaking up?" I managed to whisper somewhere between a sob and a stutter.

"I don't know Ness." I could feel more tears and I was a bit surprised I had any left.

Without saying anything or sparing a look at Jacob, I got out of the car. All I wanted now was my dad to hold me.

Jake drove away and I stood there in the driveway hoping this was all a dream. It seemed like hours that I stood there until a pair of cold strong arms picked me up and took me inside. In the back of my mind I knew those arms belonged to my dad and I snuggled deeper into him as he placed me upon the bed.

"Don't worry, sweetheart. You're safe now." I nodded through my tears as he held me. And as sleep stole into my psyche, I thought I heard something like, "Luke will be sorry he threatened my daughter."

Countless hours later, I woke up in my mum's arms instead. She kissed my forehead and looked down at me, her gold eyes held so much sadness and wisdom.

"Renessmae, I'm here for you. Talk to me baby." I shook my head I didn't want to talk. "Please."

Seeing that I would not speak, Mum sighed and pick up my hand and pressed my palm against her icy check so I could show her how I felt. And I did, I let all my emotions out and in to her everything felt I showed. Sadness, worry, fear, self-loathing and most of all, fear. Fear that Jacob would never forgive me and things will never go back to how they were.

When I took my hand off of her cheek I was crying again. Apparently, my tear ducts were very prodigious after what had happened.

Two days had passed and it felt like two years. I had not spoken to anyone since I had shown my feelings to mum. Alice would come to my room everyday to try and get me to drink some blood because I hadn't had since Brooke's sleepover, and each day I refused and stuck to drinking hot chocolate.

But I knew I need the blood – my vampire side had started to show as the days passed, my skin paler and colder , my teeth would ache whenever Brooke came to see me, so I told her to stop coming. My eyes are two or three shades darker. So I was sick and I was sure my family knew and were just hoping I would drink blood soon.

Today I sat on my window seat with my back against a pillow and a white mink fur around my shoulders. I was dressed in pink pyjama pants, Jake's gray zip up hoddie and pink fluffy ugg boots. I even wore the bracelet he had made mum and mum had given to me when the Volira came. I sipped my hot chocolate and looked outside into the heavy rain, and kissed the top of my Jacob wolf toy that he had brought me when I was mentally five or six. A knock on the door pulled me for the memory. Seth stepped in the room closing the door behind him.

"Hey Nessie ... umm your mum said I could come see you."

"Hi Seth." My voice sounded rough and dry from lack of use.

"Oh Ness come here" he open his arms I stood and walk over to wrap myself in them. Seth was so much like Jacob; he made me feel safe and warm.

Soon we were both lying on my bed under the covers, talking. I snuggled into his bare chest.

"Don't worry Ness, Jake will be here soon. I can feel it." Seth ran his fingers though my hair. It felt so natural, being like this with Seth. He looked at me funny for a long time till I blushed from his gaze.

"What?"

His eyes drifted down to my stomach and back to my face. "Umm, Ness, are you ...Umm you know ...uh, pregnant?"

"WHAT? NO!" I started to giggle and felt good to do so since I'd been crying the last three days. "Where there hell did you get that from?"

"Well your mum did say you are unwell and, I don't know, I just thought maybe..."

"You thought I was pregnant? No, I am sick because I haven't been drinking blood, so my vampire side of me is unwell."

Seth scrunched up his face. I knew he had been uncountable about me drinking blood ever since Jake had a mental slip and showed the pack about our interment blood shearing. It made my heart ache when I thought about those times I had with Jacob it made me miss him more.

Suddenly my dad appeared at my doorway with a serious look on his face.

"I think we should take a walk Seth." Dad said his eyes darking slightly as he read into Seth's mind.

"Dad what wrong?" I asked as I push myself onto my elbows to look at him better.

"Ness, Don't worry it nothing I'm just going to talk to your dad, okay? I'll be back to see you tomorrow." Seth then sighed, kissed my forehead, got out of my bed and followed my dad downstairs. Soon after I drifted to sleep, my dreams filled with Jacob who I missed with all my heart. But occasionally I would have flashes of Seth in between dreams...

A/N::: Ummm seth what going on dude? REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! i know u will hate me because they "broke up" but go with it...

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