A/N:Basically this is just a Filler type of Chapter. :D since I haven't updated in like about 2 months? I needed to do a small..but helpful filler.

If anyone is actually still reading this story I honestly appreciate it. you have no clue how much it means to me n.n

Disclaimer: Enen doesn't own DGM. :3 now get to reading~

"Road let's go." I muttered, without asking any questions we went towards the exit of the school, sneaking out was always a piece of cake. For some reason teachers never expected us or mainly me to not do something bad.

Once we were out of the clear we walked towards the church, a perfect place to hide out, no one expects children to hide out in a church, something people thought of a sacred place to them.

In my opinion though, I just thought it was a meaningless place, a place where people place their false beliefs into something. So no one can feel alone.

Maybe we all just need a place to go to, to shove our hopes, our dreams onto. To not feel so alone in this world. Or not.

We walked around the corridors for a while looking around to see if anyone was going to spot us. "Walker, I think were in the clear." Road muttered finding a bench to rest her feet.

Pulling out my carton of cigarettes and my lighter, I placed the nicotine in my mouth trying to lighten the blasted thing. "So you're smoking again?" I turned to her, tossing her the carton and lighter.

"Thought you'd never ask." She smirked, Road was the only person who know about my smoking. Hell if anyone else knew I'd probably get yelled at.

David was the fatherly type, he didn't like having his friends do drugs, drink, or even cause themselves self harm. I know all of them are bad but still, it's my own life and I should be able to do anything I wanted, after all you only live life once, and none of us make it out alive.

I sighed taking a long drag before I wasn't in the mood anymore to even finish my cig, throwing it to the floor, stomping on it quickly before it could light anything. I always had this fear that if I left a smoke on the floor it would eventually light everything on fire.

"So Walker, what exactly are we doing anyways." Road finally speaking for what seemed like forever, I shrugged, "Who really knows Road, I just didn't want to be there. In that place." I spat out. "Where everyone judges you for what you've done. For having teachers always so cautious on what they say so they won't offend you." I took a deep breath, "I'm tired of being that one kid who tried to kill himself."

Road took one long drag, letting the smoke slowly escaping her lips. "Well Allen, you know that's what happens when you really do try to off yourself, over some stupid guy." Looking disappointed at her cigarette, tossing it to the floor as her heel clacked against the remainder of the nicotine.

"Yeah I guess you're right. I'm pretty pathetic huh?" I wasn't expecting her to answer, hell I probably knew she was going to agree with me, so instead I walked towards the staircase, not bothering to even use them I jumped off the ledge, looking up at her I smirked faintly. "Come on, let's go before someone sees us ditching school."

She followed after me, hurrying towards the staircase jumping the last one. "Ohh~ Allen's being all bad ass now, I wonder what was so traumatic that made you decide to join my side." She teased, and I just chuckled at her, because in all honesty, I just didn't know.

I still don't know.

"Hm, where can we bum out for a while, you know lay low?"

She hummed softly for a while, until she let out a gasp, you know those types of gasps as if you've discovered something you remembered from a long time ago. "Kyle and Jay's house!"

I stared at her with confusion, "I thought those two, or mainly Kyle, would be in jail by now."

Road just laughed, "Well Kyle was for a while, 'cept his little goody-tissues of a brother bailed him out. Considering Kyle is the only family member the poor kid has."

"That's pretty fucked." I interrupted,

"Yeah I know, but Noah really does love Kyle, even though it doesn't seem like it, but I don't understand little Noah is growing up and he has Gino, and I hear they are doing pretty well together."

"Ah.. Well.." I didn't really know what to say, I remembered Noah, it was awkward to say the least. We were both drunk off our asses, and well.. Some things went sour and let's just say Lavi wasn't really happy to find me laying in someone else's bed other than his own. "What about Jayden?" I just wanted to change the subject on Noah.

"Jayden's old route has changed drastically, " she began, taking a lollipop out of her purse, it always seemed Road had candy on her. No matter what the type was, "Ever since Samuel was introduced to him."

"No way." I spoke out loud, "I can't believe everyone in the druggie group is getting with each other."

Road just laughed, "Aye you can't call us that!" she pretended to act hurt of the poor choice of words I used, "Besides you were there with us all the time. Getting drunk of course."

I nodded, we finally exited out of the church, or next destination would be Kyle's house, somewhere I've been dodging ever since Lavi and I had became an item, and fuck have I missed those guys.

"Now Jayden, has his ears pierced, angel bites and even tattoos all over his right arm." she shrugged at the mention of his arm, "He whined like a bitch but he managed to get over it."

"Wow." I mouthed, I couldn't believe Jayden, the whiniest of all of us had gotten a tat!

"Don't be so in shock, Sam and Jay both get it. Samuel's has Jay's name on his left arm and well, you know Jayden has Sam's name on his right." She stuck out her tongue, "If ya ask me, that lovey dovey bull shit is overrated."

I nodded slightly, "Oh yeah, I know what you mean by that." I let out a fake chuckle as we continued down the street, if I remembered correctly we were about three minutes away, but before I knew it I was wrong. We were already there.

"Kylez~ Jaydeepoo~" Road chimed as she rang the door bell, waiting patiently, I sat down on the mini-staircase, until the door opened with a loud thud.

Kyle wincing a bit at the noise, "shit man! Jay's going to throw a fucking hissy-fit over this fucking door!" Not caring that he was swearing like a sailor, he stopped and stared at Road and me, with a wide smirk appearing against his lips.

"Why look who it is." he mused, "It's the ol' goody-two shoes Allen Walker, what in the world might have you come crawling back into our drug filed world hm?"

I rolled my eyes at the male, "Can't you just drop it and let us in?"

The raven haired male shook his head, his hazel hues gleaming with determination, "Well Rocky Road can go inside but you need to answer my question dear boy."

I sighed, slapping my hand against my forehead, "Let's just say I got bored with the clean life without any of my true friends, plus I'm back and ready than ever to be welcomed back into the low-life class. Now please let me in."

He nodded slightly, letting me and Road walk into the dirty household. "This place never gets cleaned." Kyle stated, "ever since Noah thought about joining the forces we just got into this big ol' argument and he's run off with Gino." He slouched onto one of the couches without piles of clothing and shrugged lightly, "Not that I really care anyways. He was a pest to me from the beginning."

"Harsh don't you think?" I muttered, looking at him as he shrugged lightly, watching Road throw some clothes on the floor and sit down, making herself right at home. "Does it really matter though Walker? I mean it makes so much of a better place to party and fuck around without that big baby." Road spoke nonchalantly, "Besides I bet he's far to busy getting a piece of Gino's ass all night long anyways."

"Disgusting man!" Kyle faked a gag, "I don't want to think of my little brother fucking his new toy." he threw a dirty pair of socks at the girl making the female shriek.

Without even noticing, one of the room door's came flying open, with a petite blond wearing what seemed to be a very lose shirt, sprawling out of the room in a full panic mode, "Oh my god what's going on?" His cerulean hues examined the room.

"Nothing's going on Jay, calm down will ya?" Kyle spoke in a calm tone, it seemed that Jayden replaced Noah as Kyle's little brother, Jayden whined softly as Samuel came out of the room with a loud yawn.

"What's with the screaming." The red-haired male came out, in nothing but boxers, coming to a halt once he caught a glimpse of me. I gulped softly and gave a weak smile, "Hey Sam..Jay, it's been a while hasn't it?"

They both looked at each other before Jayden let out a quiet squeal and jumped towards me giving me a hug, "Oh my lord Ally~ we've missed you! How have you been doing?"

I coughed slightly, being held tightly, "J-Jay.." I muttered, "Please let me go."

"Opps!" the blond exclaimed letting me go, "but how have you been doing? It's been a little dull without you here."

He pouted and I just smiled, that same smile I had when I was always around Jayden, he seemed to make things seem a whole lot better.

"Well it seems like everyone from the past is just coming around huh?" Everyone turned to see who the voice belonged to and all of our jaws dropped when we found out who it was.

It was Noah. But no he couldn't be alone he had Gino clinging onto his waist, with Lavi standing beside them with the hatred fuming in his eyes. I gulped softly as I ducked down, "There's no point in hiding Allen." Muttered Noah, so I slowly lifted my head up looking anywhere but at the door.

"Awe what's going on here?" Gino, the other dumb blond in the room, he was new to the group and honestly didn't know what was better for him, or when to talk and just when to shut the fuck up.

"It's none of your business Gino." Kyle muttered, lighting up a cigarette, knowing perfectly well it would just piss Noah off. He put the lighten cigarette towards his lips inhaling slowly savoring the flavor, before letting out a long slow exhale of smoke clouding his area.

"At it again aren't you brother." Noah spat out, already starting to get annoyed with his older brother, and everyone could see it. Which made everyone uneasy to say the least.

"You're point squirt?" Kyle just shot back,

"You know our parents wouldn't approve of this." Noah said calmly.

I squirmed in my seat, feeling Lavi's gaze at me as Road just starting chewing gum, I swear I don't know where this girl gets all the money for her candy addiction and her formal drug addiction.

"What parents they're gone. Never coming back ever since you were born." He bitterly spoke.

"It's not my fault for the last fucking time! Dad was trying to kill me. You know how he was Kyle." The tone in Noah's voice cracking at each word he spoke.

Kyle just shot a glare at the younger teen. "You never understood him Noah, he was always insane but you had to kill him."

Everyone grew silent, I quickly stood up, "C-Come on you guys I think we sho-"

Getting cut off by the sound of Noah slamming his hand against the wall. "Be quiet Allen. We all know why you are here anyways!"

I froze, why exactly was I here in the first place?, I asked myself, but before I could speak he spat out, "You're just here because Lavi over here thought he was just to good enough for a cheating whore like you. And I gotta say he's right. You were just to easy boy."

I looked away, I was ashamed of myself, everyone in this room knew, well except Gino, but like I said he was new into the group.

Gino gasped softly placing his hand onto his brunette lover's shoulder. "Noah please.. Relax, you're not taking it out on Allen."

"Allen why are you even here." Finally Lavi spoke to me, with a more seriousness in his tone, I shrugged him off, as best as I could looking for Road for some assistance but she was gone, a long with Jayden and Samuel.

Just my luck right? Stuck in between two brothers who hate each other, for what I honestly don't know or want to know, and my ex lover, thinking the worst of me once more.

"Just like Noah said.." I lied of course, "I'm a cheap whore, and nothing between us never really mattered anyways." I sighed, feeling more disgusted with myself, Lavi knew there wasn't anyone in this room who I would actually mess around with. I mean Noah was a huge mistake but what exactly could I have done.

"Oh.." he just shook his head, I could sense the disappointment within him, making me feel more worse than before. "Well.. I think I should be going.." he spoke, more like whispered.

"I don't think so." Kyle sat up. "I think this whole bull shit should end right were it started. Don't you agree my dearest brother."

"What are you getting at Kyle?" Noah asked, almost afraid of what his brother was thinking.

"Oh you'll see, you and Allen go into my room. Gino stay in the living room and Lavi. You come with me."

Everyone stared at Kyle suspiciously, we all knew that Kyle wasn't someone to fuck with. Noah especially knew this, and was very cautious about his older brother's plan.

"Just do what I say, you know the punishment of disobeying me in my own house." Kyle grinned, he was just as devious as Road. I think both of them together would be the worst, and some how the best plan to destroy something in the same time.

I sighed getting up and walking towards Kyle's bedroom, passing Lavi as he grabbed onto my arm. I turned to him. Our eyes met, for a split second before I pulled my arm away from him. "I need to go." I muttered before walking faster towards the room.

I sat on the floor the cleanest area in the whole room, "God damn you Kyle." I muttered softly, running my hand through my white hair. Hearing the door open behind me I jumped slightly turning towards the person. Noah. He just stared at me and muttered, "Why hello slut." I just ignored him, but he kept going, "Oh so now the whore can't speak or does all he know are moans and screams?"

I could just her the smirk in his voice, he was just like Kyle at times, and I swear it scared me at some points. Trying my best to ignore him not knowing Kyle and Lavi were behind the door listening in.

"You see that Lavi?" Kyle whispered softly towards the red-head, a grin never leaving his lips, "The poor boy gives and gives everything to you even without noticing, he gives and all you do is take. You mooch off the boy."

Lavi looked down, placing his ear closer towards the door, "Be quiet they might here us."

Kyle shook his head, "Do you ever think about him? You've taken his first of everything and once you've used him up you throw him away and find another play thing to mess around with, By the way how is she anyways?" He winked at the red-head.

Lavi clenched his hand into the fist lightly pounding the carpeted floor, "Shut up about her." he muttered, trying to hide the anger in his voice.

I finally got annoyed with Noah and nearly shouted out, "You don't know me Noah! The only reason you were even allowed in my pants is because I was drunk off my ass! You would have never got what you wanted if it weren't for Lavi breaking up with me for the millionth time."

Noah just shook his head, "He didn't break up with you, you were still together when I fucked you. You were screaming louder and louder with time, 'Harder, Harder' is what you kept repeating over and over. Did you even give a shit about how it would hurt Lavi?"

I shook my head, "You shut up! You shut your filthy murdering mouth!" I struck a nerve in Noah and I could tell, he was getting pissed more and more and I felt the tension in the room.

"You're lucky I can't lay a hand on you.. But I know who can." With that Noah left the room leaving me alone in my thoughts, wondering who actually could lay a hand on me. Or actually who I would let to harm me.

Am I really here to just be pushed around? Will someone anyone, please just look at me and see I'm suffering every time I see you, my heart just sinks.

I know we have our own pain, each we caused on our own and I just want to be set free..

Free and alive with you by my side.

A/N: IF i have upset you with the whole church thing please. don't take it personal. It never happened. And please don't bitch and moan to me. if you dont like it please just ignore it, it's really not that hard.

With the characters: Kyle. Jayden. Noah. Samuel. They are my OC. None of them actually in DGM. They are part of my twisted mind. xD so if there is anything else i forgot to mention I am sorry. but Review please.

-enen out~