Ok, I had to make a few changes, which I updated in the ch 11. I don't have a Beta reader and half the time I update late at night and seriously going cross eyed lol.

Dean watched for as long as he could as Cas cried in his mother's arms before he had to pull him away. Silently he lead him past the junkers and into the tree line where he gently pushed Cas against a tree, his hands on his shoulders to steady him.

"Baby...are you ok?" Dean asked. Cas lifted his face and barely nodded, his eyes a little glazed over. Dean sighed heavily and pulled him into his arms, his hand cradeling his head. The last 30 minutes had been insane and anyone would freak out with that much information loaded onto them. Cas let out a shuddering breath before his fingers started to cling to him, his face moving to nuzzle into his neck.

"Kit?" Dean whispered. Cas let out another sigh and slowly pulled away, his eyes a little clearer.

"Yeah...sorry," Cas said just above a whisper, a little smile breaking out on his face. Dean leaned in to brush their lips together, his fingers tracing up his arms to cup the sides of his neck. Cas moaned, his body melting against him as he nibbled on Dean's lower lip.

"You have nothing to be sorry for...I just wanted to make sure you were ok..."

"I am...I just can't believe it..my brother is actually here..." Cas laughed rubbing his hand down his face. Dean snickered kissing his forhead.

Dean kept him pressed there against the tree until he knew 100% that Cas was ok, that he wouldn't have a complete melt down. The bright smile returned to his fiance's face and he was excited all over again about going over the plans with everyone...which now included his big brother. Dean took his hand and lead him back, genuinly surprised to see Luc still standing there.

"Can I have a word with you Dean?" Luc asked once they were close enough. Cas laughed, leaning up to give Dean a kiss on the cheek.

"Don't threaten him too much ok?" Cas smirked before running up to the house. Dean grinned, moving to lean up against one of the junkers. Taking a closer look at the older man, Dean had an inkling that a brotherly threat was not on his agenda.

"Dean...I will never be able to thank you enough for looking out for him..." Luc said softly turning to face him fully. Dean crossed his arms over his chest and nodded, biting his lip.

"You don't really need to thank me Luc...he was my best friend and I would have done anything for him...nothings changed. Just that...now instead of my best friend he'll be my husband," Dean said trying but failing miserably at hiding the giddyness in his voice.

"I'm so glad you two stayed together...whether it was just as friends or lover's...leaving was one of the hardest things I ever had to do...but I knew it would be ok cause Castiel had you. And if you're anything like my Michael...you're incredibly loyal to the ones you love," Luc said. Dean grinned with a nod.

"Did Michael follow you out there or something?"

"After he graduated highschool...he moved out to New York and found me during our sophmore year in college. I was so happy to see him...I didn't even care if all we had was our friendship...him being around helped me to not completely succumb to my father. Then I believe it was in our Junior year when we picked up where we left off. Michael wanted to leave...go somewhere where Zach couldn't reach us...but no matter where I went, he'd find me. So I stayed...learned the business and gained my father's trust enough to where he made me his co partner. He's retiring at the end of this year...signed all the paperwork and everything so Michael and I got married as soon as possible," Luc explained, his fingers playing with the silver wedding band absently.

"So when you signed...you signed under your new name," Dean said with a little laugh. Luc grinned up at him and nodded.

"Yes...no longer was I Lucifer Novak but Luc Cohen...you should have seen his face...it was beautiful. And there was nothing he could do...our partners were all in the room and would have not appreciated a scene...especially since one of them was gay herself," Luc laughed. Dean covered his face as he joined him, shaking his head in disbelief.

"Wow...you need to make sure to tell Cas all of this...I'm sure he'd love to hear it," Dean said. Luc nodded and reached into his pocket, pulling out a white envelope.

"Mom told me you two aren't taking a honey moon because of financial problems?" Luc said. Dean rubbed the back of his neck and groaned.

"Yeah...I really wanted to take Cas to Greece...but I figure in a few years when our savings build back up," Dean shrugged. Luc rolled his eyes shoving the envelope into his hand. Dean sucked in a sharp breath and tried to hand it back, knowing exactly what it was.

"Luc..."

"I won't take no for an answer and you will not be giving that back. I'm not trying to buy my brother's forgiveness...but I will make up for the gifts he never got from me for both graduations and 14 years worth of birthdays. It...kills me that I wasn't here...for all those landmarks. So you'll take this, and take him to Greece...and have the honey moon you two deserve," Luc said crossing his arms. Dean pressed his lips together, fighting against every bit of his nature to argue. Instead, he shoved the very thick envelope into his pocket

"Come on..." Luc said linking his arm with Dean, leading him towards the house.

Cas sat on the bench seat under their window, staring at the storm rolling in. Lightening lit up the dark sky followed closely by the roaring thunder that seemed to shake the whole house. Cas loved it...Dean was a little panicky about lightening but he always tried to hide it. Though he failed miserably every time.

They had spent hours at Bobby's house when they were only supposed to be there for maybe one. Then they were to get some early rest because Satuday was going to be non stop. It was the last weekend before the wedding and Dory had schedules for them all. But it all got put on hold to spend more time with his brother...and setting up a breakfast date with his real father.

Everything was on pause until that was done...and thankfully he had the type of friends who completely understood and complied. Especially Gabe and Sam...he thought maybe Gabe would get a little impatient with him but it was quite the opposite. It was a nice change and Cas was grateful for the apology Gabe gave him.

Cas shivered at the sudden warm press of fingers trailing up his spine to massage the back of his neck. Dean sighed, his breath tickling his skin as lips kissed his shoulder. His fiance moved to sit behind him, his legs moving to either side of his body.

"You nervous about tomorrow?" Dean asked, his lips brushing his neck. Cas leaned back, pulling Dean's arms tighter around him.

"A little...I'm just anxious I guess," he said, tilting his head a little when Dean started kissing his neck. He bit his lip and let his eyes close when something wet made little designs on his skin. Fingers trailed down his chest to palm at his growing erection.

"You sure you don't want me to come with you?" Dean asked. Cas moaned and lifted his hips to get more friction, whimpering a little when those fingers gripped him through his boxers.

"Mmhmm...you'll meet him later though...if things go well," Cas said breathlessly. Dean nipped at his jaw, his other hand raising to cup his face.

"It will go well baby, don't you worry," Dean whispered, slipping his hand into his boxers to grip his cock tightly. Cas whimpered again at the warm touch, his nails digging into the flesh of Dean's thighs.

"Feel good baby?" Dean dragged his teeth up his neck to nibble at his ear lobe, making his back arch a bit.

"Yes...fuck...Dean!" Cas cried out when his thumb rubbed against the slit of his cock. He writhed and jerked in Dean's arms, completely falling apart and loving every second of it. Dean moaned in his ear as his hand moved faster and tighter. Cas bit down on his bottom lip, his breathing coming out in sharp gasps.

"Cum for me baby," Dean moaned, biting down on the back of his neck. Cas cried out and jerked hard into his hand as he came, painting up his chest and Dean's hand.

"That's it...so good Kit," Dean said, kissing his jaw. Cas smiled and tried to catch his breath, completely turning into a noodle against his fiance.

"You take such good care of me De," Cas sighed, grinning as Dean cleaned up his chest with a cloth. He turned to look at him, giving him a knowing look. Dean just shrugged with a huge smile on his face.

"It's my job...now come on, time for bed," Dean said, picking him up and then tossing him on the bed. Cas laughed and kicked off his boxers before crawling under the blankets. He noticed the tent in Dean's briefs and bit his lip.

"What about you?"

"Don't worry about it...I know you like me poking you while you sleep," Dean snickered. Cas opened his mouth but all that came out was a squeak as his face turned a horrible shade of red. Dean tackled him down onto the bed and attacked his face with his lips.

"Are you sure you want to marry a freak like me?" Cas laughed pushing his fingers through Dean's hair. Dean sighed heavily and frowned.

"I'm not sure...the upkeep alone is horrible," Dean laughed, quickly rolling away when Cas tried to smack him.

"You know I wouldn't trade you in for anyone else...now come here," Dean said pulling him back into his arms. Cas couldn't help but grin, wiggling his ass against Dean's erection as he got comfortable.

Cas fell asleep pretty easily and if he dreamt he had no idea. When he woke up the next morning the sun was barely shining through the blinds. Cas yawned and stretched out his body, groaning at the pops in his shoulders and back. There was a soft huff of laughter behind him and he looked over his shoulder at a very sleepy Dean.

He rolled his eyes and tried to scoot out of bed but was pulled back down, arms and legs wrapping around him like a freaking octopus. Cas grinned as he rolled onto his back, pulling Dean on top of him. Both letting out groans at the wonderful press of skin.

"Do we really have to get out of bed today?" Dean groaned hiding his face in Cas's neck. Cas trailed his finger tips along the muscle's of his fiance's back, smiling at the little shivers.

"Yes...just think...one more week and we're going to be married," Cas sighed. Dean groaned, turning his face to start kissing at his neck.

"It can't come fast enough...I wanna hear my husband scream my name," Dean said and Cas knew the smug bastard was grinning. He stifled a gasp when Dean's hips grinded slowly against him.

"Mmm, Dean don't start that...we don't have time...shit," Cas moaned, his hips jerking up on their own to rub their pulsing erections against each other. Dean chuckled raising up on his elbows to stare down at him, his bottom lip between his teeth as he rolled his hips languidly. Cas spread his legs wider and canted up with every down motion. All too soon they were both breathing heavily and rocking hard against each other.

"Dean...fuck...oh you've got to be fucking kidding me," Cas gasped when he heard their front door open. Dean growled against his neck but didn't stop just moved even more frantically. Cas cried out a whimper, his fingers digging into Dean's hips as his hair was yanked back hard.

"Hey where you guys at?"

"Fucking Gabriel...I'm gonna kill him," Dean growled, he paused for a split second and found himself flat on his back, Cas crawling up his body to straddle his chest.

"Please Dean," Cas's entire body was shaking with need and Dean didn't disappoint. He grabbed at Cas's hips pulling him forward until his cock was in cased in his mouth.

"Fuuuuck," Cas cried out, his hips thrusting forward into Dean's open throat.

"Oh I did not need to hear that!" Cas heard Gabriel shout. His laugh came out short, turning into a loud moan as he fell back on his hands. Dean dug his fingers into his ass moving him into a faster rhythym. He let his lover move him how he wanted, the spiral of pleasure tightening in his stomach as he started to shake.

"I'm close...Dean!" he shouted thrusting into his mouth a couple more times before he practically exploded down Dean's throat. A high keening noise escaping his mouth as those talented lips continued to suck on him, milking every drop. He collapsed back, his head resting on Dean's thigh. Something wet rubbed against his cheek and he smirked, turning his face to flick his tongue out at the very hard cock inches away from him. Dean cried out and fingers were digging into his legs. Cas turned to lay his body against Dean's chest, taking Dean's cock down until the tip hit his throat.

"Damn baby," Dean moaned, his warm hands rubbing up and down the back of his thighs. Cas hummed along his shaft, shaking his ass a little. He was rewarded with a hard swat and he shuddered, sheathing Dean's cock into his throat.

"Guys...seriously...are you done yet?" Gabriel called through their door. Dean huffed out a laugh and Cas heard a wet pop before a slick finger was pushing into him. He cried out, the vibration going all the way along Dean's shaft.

"Mmm, no! Beat it midget!" Dean groaned out, his long finger pumping in and out of him slowly. Cas whimpered and continued to suck Dean down into his throat, bobbing his head a bit quicker. Every time his prostate was touched, he would swallow around Dean's head.

"Fuck...don't know which would be better...your mouth or your ass...fuck!" Dean cried out, his hips pistoning up. Cas pulled off and grinned, his fist closing around him and pumping fast.

"Which one you want?" Cas asked breathlessly turning his head to look at him over his shoulder. Dean was sweating and his face scrunched up in pleasure as his hips jerked up in time with his hand. Cas flicked his tongue out to catch the steady drip of pre cum and Dean growled, slapping his hands down hard on Cas's ass.

"Your mouth...oh fuck just like that," Dean moaned. Cas moaned around him and kept his mouth and throat open to let Dean fuck into it.

"Dude, they're probably just messing with you...no way they would keep going if they knew you were here," Cas could hear Sam and before he could yell for him to stop, the door opened.

"Jesus fucking Christ!" Sam screamed reeling back at the same moment Dean came hard into his mouth, most of it dribbling between past his lips.

"I told you dumbass!" Gabriel shouted, the door slamming shut. Dean shuddered under him and Cas had to catch his breath a moment before cleaning up his mess. Giving Dean's sensitive cock a few long sucks, grinning as his hips jerked up each time.

"I can't...believe...they did that," Dean gasped, his body twitching with the aftermath of his orgasm. Cas chuckled and moved to hover over him, his legs straddling Dean's stomach.

"Maybe they'll actually learn this time?" Cas grinned, kissing at his chest and neck. Dean swallowed hard and nodded, his hand raising lazily to rub Cas's back.

"Doubt it...come on though...we need a shower," Dean said, his eyes closing. Cas snickered and snuggled into him, knowing full well they wouldn't be moving for a few minutes.

Dean came into the kitchen with a smug smile on his face when he saw his brother and Gabriel avoiding his eyes. They were both pale and nervous.

"So...what's on the agenda for today?" Dean asked moving around to start the coffee pot. Sam looked up at him and then back down.

"Did...you guys not hear me?" Gabe asked. Dean looked at him and laughed, dropping a couple bagels into the toaster.

"You two are the ones who decided to not take the hint. I mean...it's not like we were quiet. You both need to learn how to knock and if we don't answer...it doens't mean you can just walk on in. This is our house...if we want to have sex we will...it's not our fault you choose to keep doing that to yourselves," Dean said with a grin.

For once...and it was glorious...his brother and Gabe were utterly quiet.

Cas came into the kitchen with a smug smile, not even a little embarrassed about earlier. It made Dean happy...he wanted Cas to be as relaxed and comfortable in his own skin as possible. He grabbed the front of his fiance's shirt and pulled him close, giving him a chaste kiss. Cas gave him a bright smile before moving towards the fridge to pour himself some juice.

"Ok well um...we have to have our last tux fittings today and whatever else Dory can think of for us to do," Sam said after a few minutes.

"Sounds good...hopefully we can meet up around lunch time?" Dean asked looking at Cas.

"Maybe...don't worry I'll call you," Cas said. There was a honk from outside and Cas leaned up to kiss his jaw. Dean bit his lip watching him disappear out of the room. He knew Cas needed to do this alone but he really wished he could be there. It killed him knowing that Cas could get upset...his real dad could be just as big of a douche as Zach.

"Alright Dean-O...let's get goin before we get in trouble," Gabriel grinned.

Cas couldn't stop fidgeting, his fingers going from picking at his pants to his nails to gripping the car seat. His mom kept glancing at him...she was a nervous wreck too. He really was trying to not be so selfish...but he couldn't help it. The car pulled up to a nice little outside eatery and both of them just sat there staring out of the window.

Cas took in a deep breath, reaching over to grab Anna's hand, "We can do this...come on mom."

Anna nodded firmly before climbing out of the car. He followed her towards the door when something made him slow down. Turning his head he caught the eyes of a man walking towards them, his heart hammering in his chest. He was just a little taller than he was with dark messy hair and bright blue eyes. From where he stood Cas could tell they were a few shades darker than his own. The man's lips parted in what Cas guessed was a gasp and froze in his tracks. Anna made a noise behind him and Cas had no doubts in his mind.

The man composed himself enough to close the space between them, a soft smile gracing his lips as he got closer.

"Hello Anna...," the man said, his entire face beaming when he took his mother in. Then those vibrant eyes found his and Cas's breath hitched.

"Castiel...you are more handsome then your mother described..." he said softly. Cas felt his cheeks grow warm and he tried to say something but nothing came out.

"Castiel...this is Joshua...your dad," Anna said timidly. Joshua's face beamed again and held out his hand. Cas stared at it for a moment before just crashing into the man, hugging him almost desperately. If only this man knew how many times Cas had prayed for him...had wished that someone other than Zachariah would claim him. Just be proud of him.

Joshua made a startled noise that sounded more like a laugh as his arms enclosed around Cas, pulling him in tighter.

"I'm sorry...I...I don't know what came over me," Cas stammered trying to pull away but Joshua only let him get so far.

"You have nothing to be sorry for son...nothing. Now come on, let's get a table," Joshua said with a smile, leading them into the resteraunt.

They were sat outside which made Cas incredibly happy and Joshua seemed to be just as pleased. His poor mom was so quiet it was kinda hilarious. He reached over to grab her hand, squeezing her fingers in reasurrance.

"Well...I'm...not really sure how to begin," Joshua laughed softly. Anna bit her lip and couldn't help from smiling. Cas eyed her carefully and realized that she was utterly giddy...

"Can...can you tell me how you two met or how this...even happened?" Cas asked. Anna blushed and laughed a little.

"Well...Zachariah was constantly leaving for his job. One time before he left, we got in a horrible argument. It was then I realized I wasn't happy but I couldn't bring myself to divorce Zach...so I went for a walk to cool down. Luc was as at school so I had nothing to really occupy my time. Somehow, I found myself at this garden nursery...it was beautiful. Joshua found me wandering around and I felt something inside myself I had never felt around Zach. Peace," Anna said. Cas felt his throat tighten but he smiled when Joshua reached over and took Anna's hand.

"She didn't hide the fact that she was married but I couldn't deny how I felt about her. I was a very quiet person who didn't really ever talk to anyone. But something about your mother opened me up and I found myself talking about things I thought I had laid buried. I will never feel guilty or ashamed of being with her but I do regret that we didn't have more time..." he said. Anna wiped at her eyes quickly and forced out a laugh.

"How long were you together?" Cas asked.

"3 weeks...Zach came home early. The only reason why I stayed with Zach and not run away with you Josh...is because of my other son Luc. I couldn't just leave him," she said.

"I have never blamed you Anna...I lied...there are two things I regret. I regret not fighting for you harder. When you called and told me that he returned...I was heart broken but wanted to honor your choice. When I saw you a few months later...you were pregnant and happy...so I thought maybe things had gotten better," Josh explained. Cas shook his head running his fingers through his hair. Josh turned to look at him, his eyes softening.

"I did see you once as a child..."

"When? How?" Anna gasped.

"I looked you up after you moved...I just wanted to see you...you were sitting at a bench with a young blonde woman. I kept my distance but there was this beautiful little boy chasing after a bee..." Josh said with a smile. Cas's chest tightened as tears started to brim in his eyes.

"Joshua..."

"It was the most adorable thing I have ever seen...you couldn't have been more than 4...there was another little boy who I thought at first was chasing you but I realized he was just making sure you didn't get hurt. He saw me...asked me what I was doing. I told him that I thought it was cute and he got the most annoyed look on his face. Telling me that he wished you would stop doing that...he was so scared you would get hurt...that he could only do so much. Then he ran off again," Josh laughed. Cas covered his mouth and didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He remembered all those times Dean chased after him, getting exasperated each time he would see a bee.

"Oh my god...that was Dean," Anna laughed shaking her head.

"Dean?" Josh grinned. Cas gave his mother a wary glance before steeling himself for a blow.

"Yeah, Dean Winchester. He's been my bestfriend since...well...since then. And...I'm actually...I'm marrying him next weekend," Cas said quickly. The smile never faded from Josh's face, if anything it got brighter.

"That...is probably the most amazing thing I've heard in a long time. Well...with the exception of your mother's voice after all these years," Josh laughed. Anna blushed and playfully hit his arm. Cas let out a rush of breath and laughed, his entire body buzzing with excitement.

"To be honest...I thought you'd get mad or think it was disgusting..."

"You're my son Castiel...I may not have been able to be there for you over the years but I do love you. I fell in love with the little boy chasing that bee and have loved you since then. I would never be ashamed of you," Josh said reaching out to take his hand. Cas bit hard on his lip and nodded frantically, the tears spilling over and down his cheeks. Anna pressed her face into her hands and he could hear her crying softly.

"Anna..."

"I'm so sorry...I should have told you...I should have left Zach the moment I met you. You would have never treated Castiel the way Zach did. I was so scared of what you would think of me..." Anna said turning watery eyes to Cas then back to Joshua, "And I was terrified that you hated me. I couldn't bare the thought of you rejecting me."

"Sweetheart...it's in the past. There is absolutely nothing we can do to change it. I'm just grateful you called me before my son got married...if you'll allow me...I wouldn't miss it for the world," Josh said. Cas stared at him before he could find any words.

"Of course...I want you to be there! In fact...I mean i'll have to talk to the others but I doubt they'll care but...I'd really love if you'd walk me down the aisle with mom," Cas knew he was rambling. Josh's eyes widened with amusement and nodded.

"I would be honored...but may I ask...the others?"

"Oh...well...Dean has a younger brother who's engaged as well...and we decided to get married on the same day," Cas grinned.

"Well this sounds like an interesting story," Josh said leaning forward.

Cas laughed with a nod, "Oh it is..."

Dean followed silently behind the others as they talked excitably with each other. He kept glancing at his phone, hoping to get some kind of clue how it was going. Nothing. He hadn't sent him anything for almost over 2 hours. Sighing heavily he shoved his phone into his pocket but hung back, just listening to their chatter. They continued down the sidewalk when something caught his eyes. He turned to see what it was and froze.

Cas, Anna and a man he was assuming was Cas's real dad were standing outside a resteraunt. All three of them looked tired but genuinly happy. The man cupped the side of Cas's face and gave him a huge smile before saying something to Anna. The red head covered her face and the man hugged her close. Dean swallowed hard and bit his lip...debating whether or not he should go over there or not.

Much like any other time, Cas's eyes found him and smiled, waving him over. Dean glanced over at his friends who were staring as well. Gabe gave him a wink and Dean found himself running across the street. Cas reached out for him once he was close enough and pulled him into a tight hug.

"You must be Dean," A deep voice said. Dean pulled away just enough to extend his hand out.

"Dean...this is my dad, Joshua," Cas said tightly. Dean nodded and gripped the man's hand.

"It's really good to meet you," Dean grinned, his arm tightening around Cas's waist.

"Likewise...well...I must be going. Anna...until tonight," Joshua said grabbing her hand and bringing it to his lips. She giggled and Dean stared at her, his lips pressed tight to keep from laughing. Joshua smiled at them all before he turned and walked towards where his car was probably parked.

"I'm taking it things went well?" Dean asked against Cas's ear.

"Very...now I just want to go home and take a very long nap...join me?" Cas asked grinning up at him. Like he could turn that down?