A/N: I'm sorry for the crappy chapter...I really am...Here's the next one. Hopefully better than the last one. It's Inuyasha's turn.

Disclaimer: Don't own... Before I forget by Slipknot

Chapter 12: Before I Forget

~INUYASHA~

The night had been filled with sex and drugs. Two things I couldn't want any less. Kikyo had passed out from the drugs at 2. She was such a lightweight. The whore know how to please a man though. 10 tomes in the span of a few hours was a new record for her. She must have been practising.

I got out of bed and showered, not knowledge of the time. I didn't care either. The water felt nice on my skin, the hot liquid taking away the scent and feeling of the whore. It had been too long wince I actually had a good fuck like that. And with the wannabe acting like little miss perfect i had to give up on using her. I closed my eyes and let the water wash over me.

He was trying to get through again. The human part. He should just let me run the show. It's much more fun that way. The look on the bitches face was just priceless. She seriously thought she was anything to me? Even the human half wanted to fuck her brains out.

I love her! She's our mate!

"Such a little whore couldn't be a slut. You read her file too. She plays the victim and tries to get everyone to pity her. She won't fuck with us. With me." I growled as the human part tried to talk again. I turned off the water and got out, grabbing a towel to dry off.

After the afternoon fun with Kikyo I'd decided to check up on the little bitch, see how I could break her. It was easy to get her medical records. Sesshomaru's institute came up in those and getting that information was easy too.

Everything was outlined. Her cutting and suicidal tendencies. Her multiple failures. Her claims of being sexually abused by the man she thought was her father. How he 'made' her wear the revealing shirts and short skirts. She claimed he'd hit her if she didn't listen but there were no marks found on her body, which meant either she listened too well or she was a liar and just wanted to get attention. The latter was what my brother had thought too.

"Wonder if she's dead yet?" the idea made the human half scream out 'no' and try to fight. He wasn't getting out. It was my turn to do what I wanted.

Why would you want your mate to be hurt? You're supposed to protect her!

"Like father protected mother?" That got him quiet. Father didn't protect her at all. We lost her because of him. Why should I let him do something when he'll end up doing like father: dying.

I got dressed, putting on the first pants and shirt I found. I took my keys and opened the door to outside. I didn't expect the sun. I thought it was still night. A quick glance at my clock told me it was 6:30. must have taken longer for the fun after all.

I got into my car and drove to the rehearsal space. I wanted to play something. Didn't really care what. Didn't care what the human half wanted either.

~KAGOME~

It had been a few hours since Sesshomaru left. After I got back inside Sango and Miroku started talking about how they could get Inuyasha to go to the center, let alone how they were going to convince him.

"I'll do it. I'm the only one who can. I'm his mate." It was still so odd to think it was that simple for demons. Just a chance meeting at some point in time.

"Kagome, the way he is he may hurt you again. He might even try to take advantage of you." Sango's voice was clam, too calm. She was trying to stop me from doing something suicidal. I almost laughed at the though. If only she'd seen my arms at that very moment. The blood may have stopped flowing but the cuts were still there, still fresh and raw from the scrubbing I did in the shower.

"I know, but there's no other way. You can be near, just not within range of his senses." I knew that meant they wouldn't be in range to hear me scream either.

"We need to do this as soon as we can. Did Sesshomaru tell you anything useful?" Miroku and Sango had both asked about the talk Sesshomaru and I had. I didn't tell them the truth. I told them he'd explained how he may react to others with me when I confronted him.

"Nothing except i needed to be alone. That was it." My skin crawled as I remembered his eyes. He used to do the same thing when I was stuck at the center.

"Where do you think he'd be? I wouldn't go to his place, not if the whore's there, they might gang up on you." Sango and Miroku started talking about possible places. I started trying to think of an excuse to go back to my room. That's when it hit me.

"He'd be playing on a stage. At the rehearsal spot." Both of them looked at me like I was a genius.

"You sure?"

"It's all we have, lets go. We'll drop you off near by." Sango grabbed her keys and headed out the door before I could even speak. I followed her with a sigh.

~INUYASHA~

I unlocked the doors and turned on the lights. Funny how two days before we'd been holing auditions. Now I was playing solo. Maybe that's how it should be.

I jumped onto the stage, picking up my favorite guitar. I played a few chords before deciding on a song.I didn't have to think too hard.

I almost felt my human half. It was odd, he was playing with me, in my head. I could see it, feel it. I'd never had anything like it happen before.

Part way through the son I became aware I had an audience but ignored it. Whoever it was could fuck themselves. With a rusted spoon. My voice was getting hoarse, tired from the way I was screaming the song instead of singing it.

When it ended I looked up, knowing whoever arrived hadn't left. I never thought she was smart but this proved it. Kagome was an idiot. I smirked. It was going to be so fun.

A/N: This is short ish but I wanted to give you a little Inuyasha and set it up for a confrontation. I am not close to finishing the story though, so just keep reading! R&R please ^^