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*Chapter 12-*
Having to make a decision between her life and what your heart wants most.... that's the hardest decision you'll ever have to make.
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I saw the house, the house i had run away from today. I had no doubt they were there, it was all lit up, light was flooding out of the open frount door and the kitchen window. There was just one thing missing, The usual laughter from the house that you can hear, from all the way down the street.
I aproached the house, my house, and my began to ache again. My eyes began to water, fresh tears making their own paths down my face.
My feet were moving faster and faster, before i knew it i was on the porch, and then through the front door. I was panting from running all the way from the beach, my bare feet covered in mud and protesting from the stones and gravel from the road, fresh cuts all along the soul. My hand was leaking tears of its own, read tears, tears of blood.
I gazed my eyes around the room only looking for one set of eyes.
I saw all the shocked faces, Sam's expression was something i couldn't even describe.
Then i found the eyes, i saw them before they saw me. I dont even think they were seeing at all. But those eyes were holding me in this room, They were holding me here, and they didnt even know it. I had come back just for them. My blurry eyes not allowing me to see the true pain held within his. I only had to look at him for 2 seconds, and I felt like I had been looking at him for years. I knew him the deep connection between us didn't apply to anyone else, and that made it even more special for me.
"Paul." I whispered, just to be sure it was him. And sure enough his eyes twitched, from the chair he was sat in.
"I'm so sorry!" i cried as i ran to his chair and into his arms before he even knew what was going on. I Guess i put in too much forse because we ended up tipping the chair backwards, landing on top of him.
He suddenly realised what was happening and his arms wrapped around my waist. "You have nothing to be sorry for." he gushed and he enhaled as much of my scent as he could. I cut him off before he could say anymore, my lipp's attatched to his, his tounge wrapping around mine, as if we were made for each other.
We must have gotten abit destracted because someone cleared their trought. Probably Quil. I turned my head putting my elbow on Pauls chest. Quil was covering both of claire's eyes, Emily had dropped the empty plates she was carrying, thankfully nothing had brocken. Sam, Colin and Brady were just sat there looking like idiots with big grins on their faces. Kim, sat on Jareds lap, was just staring at me with a knowing look, But she looked so happy, Jared mirrored her. Seth just looked somewhere between a mixture of shock, amusment and happiness, and Leah, Although she wouldnt want me to say it, she looked just like her brother. I smiled, I was Back home again with my family. I turned back to paul, the life in his eyes just made me smile.
Yup, I was home. I thought to myself.
*****TIME GAP*****
"So its all true? I'm sorry i ran. I just didn't know what to think. When Sophia left i just thought that that would be best for me too." I rambled on after they explain the werewolf thing to me again. It was weird to tell the truth, very weird. " When I was little i really wanted them to be true, i went out searching for wolves so many times. They were to be my escape, I imagined going with them so many times, i never thought i would run. But i did."
"You dont need to be sorry. I mean how can anyone be expected to react normally? It was no different with Emily and Kim. Emily burst into tears and started hitting Sam, yelling stuff about, well no-one really knows what she was yelling, she just became hesterical. Kim just passed out."
We were sat in the living room, with the rest of the family. Emily had helped me clean all of my cuts, and she helped me wash my feet. I had changed out of my wet clothes and was now sat on Paul's lap.
"Do you know where Sophia is?" I asked quietly. No one had spoken of her since i had been home. Which was about an hour and a half. I hadn't seen Embry since i came home either.
"Well, Quil went to see that she made it home okay, although he made sure she didnt see him, and then her came back here with Claire. As for Embry, we havn't seen him, he phased and went off into the woods. Jake's gone to find him." Sam said, Speeking sadly.
"What happened once I left?" I whispered.
Seth spoke up first, "Well to begin with we all just stood there. Then Embry ran off to the forest, and Quil went to get Claire, making sure Sophia was home first. Paul began to go after you, but Emily stopped him, she Said you'd come back when you were ready. We all gathered in the kitchen after that, until you came home."
i slid around on Paul's lap so that i was facing him, I layed my head on his chest, closed and listened to his heart beat.
I don't know how long I was sat like that but when I opened my eyes again we were alone. "Come out with me. I want to talk some more." Paul murmered in my ear.
"Carry me, I dont want to walk." I want to be in your arms..... I didn't voice the last part.
Paul stood up, i kept my legs wrapped round his hips and my arms round his neck. He just moved his hands to my butt to suport my weight. We pasted Sam and Emily on the way out, Paul shared a nod with sam, everyone else had gone home.
"where are we going?" I mumbled into Pauls shirt as he tried to sheild me from the rain.
"My house. My parents are out of town and we need to talk some more, Sam said it be okay for you to spend the night if you want."
"Great." i tried not to sound to excited at the idea of staying the night at his when his parents are out of town! YAY!
He shifted me to one side as he got a key out of his pocket. It reminded me of when i was little and my dad took me to the county show, i fell asleep after the fireworks in his arms, where he held me so i could have a better view.
The light flicked on to reveal a cosy hall. Paul set me on his feet and opened a door on our right to reveal a kitchen with a dining table at the end nearest us. "Would you like a drink?" he asked me.
"Sure, if you've got any milk that woul be nice." i replied, as i followed him to the other end of the room. the side cabinates were painted a light green colour with a grey counter top. It really suited him. He opened up the fridge and pulled out a carten of milk and got me a glass. "here you go." he said as he gave me a glass of milk. "follow me." he said, as he walked back out into the hall and opened up the only other door in it. On the other side was a decent sized living room, the sofa's were dark blue and the walls were orange. Although you wouldnt think it would, it went together really well.
He smiled at me, wrapped his arm around my hips and brought me to the sofa. I put my mug on the side table as he pulled me onto his lap.
"what did you want to talk about?" i asked him.
"Well there's something else, something that comes with being a wolf." He started.
Please dont say you have a overly hairy back issue, or a overly hairy anything issue. i chanted over and over in my head, even though i had seen his back loades of times.
"Go on." I replied.
"Theres this thing called imprinting, its like finding your other half, your soul mate."
So Pauls going to imprint, he will find his soul mate, then i'll be alone. By myself again. With no-one.
"It's stronger than love. Way stronger. I..... im... I've imprinted Amy." My heart sank.
"i've imprinted on you."
I looked up at him, making eye contact for the first time since we sat down, He wasnt lying i could see it. He was waiting for me to run again.
"Now's your que to run, if you want. I've told you everything now." He said, pain clear in his voice.
"I'm not going to. I believe you. Besides, theres no point in running. So...... you love me!" I teased, and too my happiness he blushed. I kissed him on the nose, "It's okay, 'cause i love you too." i smiled.
A grin appeared on his face and he kissed me back. A nice, long passionate kiss. My favourite.
"Do you want to watch a movie?" He asked me, after awhile.
"Yep." Paul knew i loved movies. Which was good cause he loved 'em too, i could spend all day watching them, especially with him.
"What one?"
"I don't mind not all lovey dovey though, what you got?" i asked him
"An 8 pack." He said and turned back to me, lifting up his shirt to reveal the most amazing stomach ive ever seen..... No time for drooling!! i mentally yelled at myself. and chucked a pillow at him.
"Stop showing off!" I told him, making him laugh.
I got up off the sofa and joined him looking through the DVD cabinate we finally settled for the decent after a massive debate over how believable it would be. I had seen it before and knew it scared the shit outta me, so had paul but he never gets scared by them.
We sat back on the sofa i curled up next to paul, and the movie started. Although after the first girl went missing my mind began to wonder.
What were Sophia and Embry doing now?
Is it bad that im dating a wolf?
And that i have found my soul mate, but did i want that now? when im just 17. And did this mean im going to marry him at some point???..... and have his kids?
Someone screamed from the TV and i jumped, making Paul chuckle.
when the film finished i was so tired, I did a massive yawn. "Shall we go to bed?" Paul asked me.
"Uh-huh." i replyed, i was kinda out of it now. "carry me again, please."
"Sure, Amy, anything you want." He said as he turned off the Tv. He picked me up on his way out and we climbed the stairs, I guess to anyone watching i would have looked like an over grown child. At the top of the stairs there was a small hall with 4 doors coming off it. Thats the bathroom he told me, kicking his foot towards the door infrount of us, then he took me to his room on the right.
It was painted dark blue, like the ocean, and in the middle, against a wall was a double bed. Along one wall he had a wardrobe and a bookshelf, by the window there was a desk but it looked like it was never used. He set me on the bed, and got a t-shirt from his wardrobe and handed it to me.
"Umm, i'll step outside so you can change, it might be abit big for you though." He mumbled.
"Thanks." And with that he left the room. I quickly stripped off and put on his t-shirt, I left my underwear on though, the sleaves came down to my elbows and it reached halfway down my thighs.
I decided to take a look aound his room. On the bookshelf were a load of pictures dating back from all over Paul life. There was one of him and his dad down at the beach, he was holding a bucket full of sea weed and he was wearing a massive grin, he must have been about 8 years old. There was another of him and Jared, they looked about 14. They were stood in frount of school, neither of them looked like they wanted to be their. The next was of him and a dog, a chocolate labrador. It looked quite recent but he hadnt changed yet, i could tell that much. it was probably last summer, So a nearly a year ago. behind him a girl was walking past she only caught my attention because she was so beautiful. Something about her looked very famillar as if i knew her, that's when i realised it was Emily. Only she didnt have the scars on face, her lips were pulled into a smile, and her eyes were gleaming, not like the usual perminant frown after the accident. I woundered if she has seen this picture.
There was a knock at the door, "Are you, err, decent?" he asked me, seeming slightly embarresed.
"Yep." I answered opening the door. He stood there in his shorts smiling at me. "You seem happy." i commented.
"I am," he answered, "because of you."
We climbed into bed, He wrapped his arms around me and i slot one of my legs between his. Where we fell asleep for the night.
Sam POV.
Emily and I were alone in the house, for the first night in months. Not that i didn't like Amy living with us, I loved it. I just never got to be with Emily alone anymore. So I was more than okay when Paul said that he wanted to tell Amy about the imprint alone, at his house. I wasn't going to waste 1 minute alone i got with Emily. My Soul Mate.
"Do you think they'll be okay?" she asked me as she came and sat on my lap.
"They'll be fine, there soul mates. Just like us." she smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck, I kissed her on her lips, or she kissed me, but it doesn't matter because then we kissed again, and again. I picked her up and we went to our room.
And, as i said before, we weren't going to waste 1 minute of our time alone. And we didn't.
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