Warning: For those who don't like non-con there is a section that you may wish to skip. When you reach the word "SKIP" skip until you see "SKIP STOP"

Year 1- 7/3 8:30 p.m.

Kiku sighed as he put down one of the large paper grocery bags he was carrying and fumbled with his keys. After a while he took them out and inserted them into the keyhole. 'Today is so tiring!' he thought as he turned the knob and pushed the door open. He picked up his bag (after removing the keys from the door) and went inside.

'Let's see…' he thought as headed up the stairs. 'I delivered all of the orders that were due today. Which were a lot, and then I went to the store to stock up on food… I am running low again… wonder how…' he froze and stared at the sight in front of him.

"What? How did…" Kiku ended up staring in his surprise. Arthur was sitting on his couch, and upon hearing him he turned around and smiled at him.

"'Sup Kiku. Want some?" he asked as he wave a bottle of rum that was almost empty. Kiku stood there unsure of how to react before he went to the kitchen and put the bags on the table. Then he put some water to boil on the stove. He went back to the living room and confiscated the bottles of rum; including the one Arthur was holding.

"No," Kiku said firmly as Arthur made a move to get them back. "Just look at you! Seriously how can someone drink this much in a day! Stay put! I'll be back."

'Ugh! So much for coming home to rest! Now I have to babysit him! Hope he won't find them here... But seriously… I better go check on the water' he thought as he hid the bottles behind the cleaning supplies in the closet, and headed for the kitchen. After preparing the coffee for Arthur he headed back to the living room to find him mindlessly flipping through the TV.

"Here drink this. It will bring you back to your senses."

"Thanks…"murmured Arthur as he accepted the cup, and drank some. Kiku sighed, and after putting the groceries away he went and checked the front door. After finding it securely locked, he checked the back. The lock was okay, and he found the spare key in the place he had hidden it in.

'That's odd… Unless he used the spare key and put it back… but in his condition I seriously doubt that. Could I have left the door unlocked? I left in a hurry so that could be a possibility…' Kiku sighed and shook his head. Locking the door behind him he headed upstairs to see Arthur flipping through the channels again. After giving him a blanket and a pillow Kiku retired to his own room. 'So tiring…' as he just collapsed on his bed. 'Hope he is feeling better tomorrow…'

SKIP (FOR THOSE WHO DON'T LIKE NON-CON YAOI)

"Yo! Kiku!" Arthur said as he forced the door open, bottle in hand. It had taken him over an hour and a half to find them carefully hidden in the back of the closet. He was annoyed since he searched that place thrice before he found them.

"Huh? What…" Kiku murmured as he groggily sat up. "Asa-san…" the rest of the sentence died out as Kiku spotted the bottle in Arthur's hand. That mostly brought him out him out from his sleepy state.

'Great does that mean I have to hide them in the bushes outside, just so he won't find them?' he glanced at the clock. 11:00. Yawning he started to get up only to realize Arthur was now standing in front of him.

"Asa" began Kiku only to be interrupted when Arthur kissed him. Out of shock he froze, and before he could move Arthur had pushed him back down on the bed. Snapping out of it he started to push Arthur away, only to have his arms pinned above his head.

"Asa-san! What are you doing?" Kiku gasped after Arthur broke the kiss. Instead of answering Arthur bent down and kissed him again, this time forcing his tongue into Kiku's mouth. Even though he was still in shock Kiku bit down and Arthur recoiled. Taking advantage Kiku started to break free of his grasp.

Slap

Kiku gasped and stared at Arthur in shock. Arthur then freed the sash from Kiku's waist and used it as a rope and tied Kiku's arms to the headboard. Kiku pulled at the cloth, but Arthur had tightly bound him.

"Behave little Kiku. I don't want to hurt you." Arthur murmured as he started nibbling on his collarbone leaving a mark behind. Then he opened up the kimono and after struggling with the mesh Kiku wore underneath, he pulled out a pocketknife and cut it off. Kiku struggled not to tremble knowing Arthur might cut him by accident. After removing it Arthur started to make his way down. Kiku was begging him to stop, trembling from the unfamiliar touch of Arthur's hands on his bare skin.

"Why are you so feminine little Kiku?" asked Arthur looking at Kiku who was biting his lip so that his moans wouldn't escape.

"I…What?" Kiku gasped as Arthur started to play with his nipples. Kiku bit his lip harder, but he ended up gasping as Arthur removed the last of the clothing that was still covering his lower half.

"Wait Asa! Ah!" Kiku gasped as he felt Arthur take him in the mouth. Kiku squirmed and tried to wiggle from underneath him, but Arthur gently, but firmly pinned his hips down. Kiku continued to wiggle and gasp and moan underneath him. After a while Arthur pulled back licking his lips. Kiku was hoping Arthur was finished as he closed his eyes tightly as Arthur kissed him again before pulling back. Kiku opened up his eyes when he sensed Arthur on top of him again. Kiku suddenly noticed the condition Arthur was in and his eyes widened in horror as he tried to break free of the cloth around his wrists.

"Yamete! Asa-san!" Kiku shrieked as he realized what about to happen. Arthur ignored him and entered him. Kiku screamed in pain and tried to wiggle away, but Arthur held him in place. Kiku continued to scream and moan in pain and pleasure as Arthur continued to roughly thrust inside of him. After what seemed like an eternity, but was really a couple of minutes, Arthur came inside of him. Kiku, due to exhaustion, passed out. Arthur kissed and untied him. Then he pulled Kiku closer and drifted to sleep…

SKIP STOP

When Kiku woke up he realized that his room looked too bright. He glanced at his clock, 9:30. He immediately bolted upward only to collapse back on the bed as pain shoot throughout his body. He moved his hand in order to grab on to the dresser, only to see the faint markings on his wrist. Memories of what had transpired flashed through his mind, and he immediately glanced next to him. Arthur wasn't there, and Kiku wasn't surprised that Arthur had left. He carefully managed to sit, and he had just finished wrapping the blanket around himself when his bedroom door opened. Kiku looked up to see Arthur come in with a breakfast tray, and a guilty look all over his face.

"Asa-san…"

"Forgive me Kiku. I never meant to do that to you." Arthur said as he put the tray on the bed. To Kiku's surprise the tray had what he normally ate for breakfast. He glanced at Arthur, who was avoiding his gaze, and looking at the floor. "I found some old cookbooks that you had in the closet last night. Listen Kiku… I will understand if you don't want to speak to me ever again…"

"Asa-san," Kiku said looking at Arthur. "I understand. You were drunk and you didn't know…"

"Didn't know what? What I was doing? Kiku that is no excuse for what I have done to you!"

"Asa…" Kiku sighed as he carefully moved the tray, and slowly stood up. After making sure the blanket wouldn't fall, he took the couple of steps needed to reach Arthur, using the bedside table for support. "All you need is more help, more counseling than what you have received." Kiku said as he lifted Arthur's chin, and ignored the fact that Arthur was not looking at him, and continued talking. "I know a bunch of specialists that can help you, Asa-san."

"But"

"What's been done has been done, and no amount of self-pity is going to reverse the past. It's time to move forward, and leave the past in the past. Understood?"

"Yes"

"There's still one thing that's bothering me though," Kiku said as he carefully took a couple of steps back and sat down on his bed.

"What is it?" Arthur asked still looking guilty and depressed.

"How did you get in my house?"

"Oh, I used this," Arthur said as he took out the pocketknife. "I shoved it between the door and the wall, and I managed to open it that way."

"Oh"

Kiku ate the food Arthur had prepared, which to his surprise it tasted as though he had made it. Arthur then took the tray, and Kiku changed into one of his kimonos. Then Kiku reached into the kimono he had worn the night before and pulled out his cell. After dialing a number he waited patiently

"Hello, how may I help you?"

"Yes, Feliciano?" Kiku said as he made his way to the door. "May I speak to Ludwig? I would like to make an appointment for a friend of mine."

APHAPHAPHAPHAPH

Author's note: This is my second fanfic, but this is the first time I write something like this. Sorry for the poor detailing. It's my first what do you expect!