A/N: Out of 318 people, only 30 people reviewed. It makes me sad, but then not really but still! I want more reviews! D:

I may not the "limit-to-update" kind of author, but if you slackers just sit there and let other people review and then expect your story, then you're wrong! D: Get your butt moving and press the "GO" button and REVIEW! I accept anonymous I believe, so even you people with no accounts can review! COME ON!

I gave you guys a treat last night, I gave you two updates last night! Give me more reviews god damnit!

Also to the "short" reviews, I'm sorry. I'm only a freshman that isn't very smart and doesn't have fabulous grammar and crap. I am not extremely detailed like how I want to be neither, so my chapters cannot be extremely long. I am sorry if my chapters are too short for you.

Questions from the Last Chapter

Are you trying to drive me crazy?

WHO TOLD YOU?! I mean…Ummm no?

Who is Jacob?

Jacob is Billy's son. Just like from Twilight.

There wasn't much questions, more of the "I am so sad!" thing. xD

Disclaimer: I do not own anything, other then Emily and oxoemilyoxo.

Hidden Truth

Last Time: I could still see him sitting there and once Emily was out of seeing range, I could see him breaking down. I could see the tears running madly like a river and he covered his face with his hands.

It really hurt to see him like that, it really hurt to see the strong and prideful Edward I knew like that…and it was all my fault.

Chapter 12: He doesn't love us

Edward's POV

"Only family and friends call me that." That hurt, it hurt deep. I thought, I would be able to love. I would be able to love someone even though Bella wouldn't give that love back. I thought I could finally love someone other than Bella since she was leaving to be with Jacob. But I was wrong, Emily hated me too.

I watch them, memorizing each and every shape of their bodies. They were suppose to be mine, mine and only mine. But I was wrong, they couldn't be mine. They didn't want to have anything to do with me.

I continued to watch them, Emily and that horrid face. She was angry, and her cheeks were red from the anger of finding out her father was alive all along.

I looked for you Bella…I truly did.

Bella, oh my sweet, sweet Bella. Her eyes were in pain too, she feels the pain I feel. But, I am happy as long as they are happy. I am happy…as long as they were shining each and everyday. As soon as they were out of my gaze, I could feel tears running down my face. From one drop, to ten. I could feel my whole face wet and then I buried my face into my hands. They were gone, and they didn't need me like I needed them.

After a moment of sitting out there, I slowly closed the door and I could feel my whole body shaking. I should of told Bella of the bet, I should of told her I truly loved her…I should of done a lot of things that night. But no, it was too late. I didn't and now…everything was gone because of my stupidity.

"G-Go Jor-Jorge." I said softly, and I could feel the car in motion. I never cried so much before; I could never believe I would lose everything. But five years ago, it proved me wrong. And now, on this day…it proved me wrong again.

I looked out the window and I could see Charlie speaking with Bella, while Emily was in the living room playing with her dolls, laughing.

I smiled softly, pressing my face to the car window and stared at her as much as I can before Jorge turned. Emily…Emily…Emily…

I slowly pulled away, and my smile disappeared. The tears came back; my daughter never wanted to see me and my one and only love…didn't love me.

I was silent all the way towards the Masen Manor; I couldn't bear thinking about Bella and Emily.

I slowly walked into the manor; just entering it reminded me of Bella. Her sweet smell and her beautiful lips. I closed my eyes thinking everything about Bella. I thought about how Bella would look like with her stomach swollen, thinking about the baby inside. But I didn't get to see that, I didn't get to see the baby when she was first born, I didn't get to hold her.

I would never get the chance.

I looked around the house and closed the door in silence. I walked up the stairs, thinking about, what is the use of living if there was nothing but loneliness.

I wanted Bella, not for her to be just there…but for her to love me again. I wanted to see that beautiful happy face of hers when I kissed her. I wanted Emily, I wanted her to accept me and forgive me.

But now, Bella was giving that face to…Jacob and Emily hated me. God just hated me so much; it was all payback for who I was back in high school.

"Edward, what goes around, comes around so watch your back."

I remember, one of my exes said that to me after I dumped her…Ah yes, Jessica Stanley.

She was right though; it all came back biting me in the ass. I walked towards the bathroom, in a slow pace. If people didn't know better, then they would be thinking that I was a drunken man.

I entered the bathroom, and I plugged the drain, and then turned on the water in the tub. I waited patiently for the water to fill up, and when it did I close the faucet. I smiled softly, thinking about the thing I was to do.

It was perfect.

x-x-x-x-x

Bella's POV

I sighed softly, thinking about the events just occurred in the car. I could still see Edward's face, filled with hurt and sadness. His face was not made to have that kind of sadness; no it was made for joy and happiness. But you could not see an ounce of that at all.

I looked over at the window, staring outside and Edward's limo was still out there, it was just there.

"Bella, are you alright?"

I looked up, and I saw Charlie. "Dad…I saw Edward today." I said softly, then I looked over at Emily, playing with her dolls and giggling as nothing has ever happened. I couldn't be like that though, the scene of seeing Edward like that wouldn't leave me alone.

Charlie stared at me, and then he patted my back. "Bella…"

"Emily found out, she refused and he was hurt." I said, I don't know why but I felt tears forming in my eyes. "I re-refused him also."

Charlie sighed softly, and pulled me into a hug. He might not be the best person to comfort me, but at least there was someone. "Bella, Edward came to Forks many times…I would always see his limo just sitting out there, and he would sit out there every night until the day he left to go back to his business."

I looked up at Charlie, shocked that he never told me before.

"But, those visits were worse back then." Charlie said softly, folding his hands together. Worse?

"Before, when Edward just came out of the hospital he ca-"

"The hospital?!" I screeched.

Charlie looked at her, and then nodded his head. "After Emmett heard the message you left for them, he put two and two and went to find Edward and he beat Edward up pretty badly. A maid found Edward and Emmett still punching Edward, and Edward was sent to the hospital and Emmett to the pound. It was sad to see that boy there, and those days weren't easy. Edward didn't sue him of course,"

So many bad things happened….and it was my fault too. Everything was because of my selfishness. Or it was for my own benefit. Just right now, in the car Edward thought about me…he didn't want Emily to hate me too.

"After he came out, he went back to school. He seemed normal, but no longer the same boy Forks knew. He quit football, and he quit being a playboy. He was less playful though and sometimes people claimed to see Edward crying. Everyday after school, when I come home I would see him sitting right on our lawn doing his homework and every few minutes he would look up." I listened quietly; I could feel my tears building up even more.

Charlie sighed softly, and broke his hands from each other and rubbed his temples. "He sat there from 2:30 PM, till 6:30 AM. From that time, he even slept there. I thought, he would only do this for a few days but he was there everyday…until he had the company he had to do. I never seen him move once, and for that half of a year, he got much paler and much skinnier. Every time he has free time, he would come and "visit" and then he would sit out there, at the same spot…till the day he left."

Edward sat out there…waiting for me. I frowned softly, and looked down. He suffered, and now he was suffering even more. I wanted to cry, I wanted to run to his house right now…I wanted to do so much things.

"Da-Dad…what happened to Edward's parents?" I asked softly, they would probably say something about their son always out there…right?

Charlie looked up at me, shocked. "Edward's parents died when he was really young…his mother killed his father…Edward was the witness." He said softly.

My eyes widened, he didn't lie. He really didn't tell anybody other then me. He really kept it hidden from everyone else. "Bu-But…"

"I'd thought the boy would tell you about his past family tragedy…" Charlie said softly, sighing.

It was a "sap" story as Lauren put it before, it was all the truth…and I didn't believe him. I didn't believe anything Edward told me.

I quickly stood up, "Dad, I'm going to go find Edward." I said softly. I didn't want Emily to hear me, but unluckily she was right behind me when I said those words.

"Mommy…why would you want to find him? He didn't love us at all." She said, hugging onto that pink bunny. I stared at the bunny, it use to be my bunny that I received from Alice…

"Emmy…"

"He left us alone…"

"Emmy…."

"He doesn't love us!"

"Yes he did!" I suddenly shouted. "I…Emmy I'll tell you when you're older okay?"

"No!" Man! Why did this little girl have to have my stubbornness?! "Tell me now!"

"I didn't tell him okay?!" It made me really wonder, if she was really just a teenager rather than a four year old because she really acted like one. Oh whoopee…can't wait till she really is a teenager. "I left without a word and he never knew you existed!"

Emily stared at me, and then she looked down and hugged her bunny tightly. "Mommy…can I go too?" She asked softly, and I knew she wanted to apologize to him. She didn't just have my stubbornness…she had my stupid heart too, also that stupidity too.

I nodded my head and grabbed the car keys before Charlie stopped me. "I'll drive." He said softly.

"You don't have to dad, I can do this."

He then lifted my hand and it showed me that I was trembling, trembling really badly. Charlie then took the keys out of my hand and smiled. "Come on Bella, Come on Emily…"

It didn't take us very long to arrive at the Mansion. I could see that there was a light on, so he must be home or at least someone was home.

We exited the car, and I stared at Charlie. "How about you stay here Ch-Dad?" Charlie nodded his head and shut off the engine.

I held Emily's little hand while we walked towards the mansion, the place where Edward lived…and the place where we first made love.

We entered the house, and it was empty. There was nothing but silence portraying throughout the whole house. It was kind of creepy, nothing but silence and sudden squeaky noises. Oh god, I'm glad I don't live in these houses!

I walked around the house, and then I saw where the light was coming from, and I squeezed Emily's hand tighter. We entered, and I could see it was a bathroom.

"Edward?" I asked softly, and I turned the corner. I wasn't expecting what was before my eyes. My very eyes. My eyes were widen, till it couldn't get any wider, and all I heard was Emily screaming. (I was going to stop here…..but no. You guys are going to kill me.)

Right before us, was Edward. He was lying on the ground with both his arm in the tub and I couldn't see his face, but the tub! The tub! It was FULL of blood. Full of Edward's blood…I quickly pushed Emily to the side and I ran over to Edward. I felt his body and it was still warm. I lifted his hand out of the water and blood, and I could feel that it was freezing cold.

"Emily! Go get Grandpa! Now!" I shouted, I could hear my voice was full of cracks.

But what girl wouldn't when you're holding an almost dead body that was your boyfriend that is still your love. I trembled as I turned Edward over, and I could see he wasn't conscious anymore.

I could hear the soft pit pats of Emily's shoes as she ran to go get Charlie.

"Edward please stay with me!" I shouted, and I tried to see where the cut was.

I could see it now; I could see the blood was still gushing out. He cut his wrists…

I quickly ribbed the bottom of my shirt and wrapped his wounds up hoping it would stop but the cloth was covered in his blood in seconds. I lifted him up and pulled him as I began to try to get him to Charlie.

"Edward you have to stay strong! Edward you can't leave me and Emily alone…Edward!" I shouted as I continued to pull his body down the hallway and soon I could hear Charlie's footsteps. He arrived quickly and pulled Edward's body and lifted him to his back and started running. Emily was right there, holding tightly onto her bunny. I picked up my daughter, and I knew I had blood stains on me, but it didn't matter.

I ran right after Charlie, and Emily dug her face into the crook of my neck, I could hear her soft sobs.

x-x-x-x-x

We arrived at the hospital and went straight to the ER room, we got there pretty fast considering we were up on a hill and it was traffic hour. But, it was easier to get through when you have a police as a father and he drove you in his cruiser.

I screamed for help when we arrived there, I gave the basic information as they picked Edward's bloody body up and ran.

"Edward Masen, Age 22, Committed Suicide."

Right in front of me, was Carlisle Cullen. He was going to be the one to be taking care of Edward that made me feel slightly better. When we got to the doors, I was stopped from permitting anymore. I was stopped…I couldn't be with Edward anymore.

I stared at the doors slapping each other and slowly slowed down as it closed.

I fell onto my knees and covered my face in Edward's blood, my hands clasping over my face.

I cried.

A/N: There were foreshadowing at the beginning that he was going to suicide! Oh no!

What should I do? I'm going to have a vote.

Option 1 : Kill Edward and End the Story sooner.

Option 2 : Miraculously have Edward live, and more drama but longer story?

What do you guys want[: