"Why are you here?" Gabriel asked as he was finishing up dinner for him and Sam who was due at any moment. He looked over at Castiel who was sitting sullenly on the couch.
"I'm bored."
Gabriel looked at him in disbelief. "Isn't Dean off tonight? Why aren't you with him?"
"Dean is out with Benny. Besides, he's a little . . . irritated at me."
"What happened? I'm surprised Dean is capable of being irritated with you since he thinks you hang the moon."
Castiel rolled his eyes at his brother. "I keep insisting that Benny is interested in him but Dean is sure that he's straight."
"Oh good god, how does Dean not know Benny is gay? I had that figured out the second I met him. The guy's eyes practically devour Dean's body like he's thinking of all the ways he could fu…"
"Gabriel, you're not helping here." Castiel snapped out.
"Sorry, Cassie, but you better get that shit under control. Why the hell are you not with them? If somebody was after my Sam the way Benny is after Dean, I sure the hell wouldn't leave them alone."
"Despite everything, I do trust Dean. Besides, Benny is supposed to leave tomorrow, so I don't want to create a scene."
"Don't want to create a scene? Then what was that the other night at the restaurant?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
Gabriel stifled a laugh. "So grabbing your boyfriend's dick in a territorial display at the table and then giving him a blow job in a public restroom is not creating a scene?"
Castiel paled and then flushed deep red. "How did you…?"
"Well, everybody saw the little soap opera developing between the three of you at the table. As for the incident in the restroom, Dean got a little drunk and accidently told Sam who then told me. So was Benny really in the restroom also?"
Castiel dropped his face in his hands and mumbled, "Yes."
Gabriel rocked with laughter. "Damn Cassie, that's kinky!"
"Oh be quiet, I was angry at the time, I wasn't thinking."
Gabriel turned down the heat on the stove and leaned on the counter that separated the kitchen from the living room. "I know how to solve this situation. Just have a threesome."
The look he gave him made Gabriel glad that Castiel was not in the kitchen where he would have access to any sharp instruments.
"Who's having a threesome?" Sam asked as he let himself into the townhouse. He strode over to Gabriel to give him a long kiss that resulted in Gabriel grabbing Sam's ass and pushing into his hips.
"Ahem. Still here."
Sam smiled unapologetic at Castiel and went to flop down on the couch next to him. "So what's this about a threesome? You better not be planning one for us, Gabe because I don't share. And if a threesome involves your brother…first, that's disturbing and second, Dean would not hesitate to castrate me if I even looked at Castiel the wrong way."
"I would castrate you myself if you look at my baby brother the wrong way." Gabriel threatened.
"Can we drop the subject of threesomes, please?" Castiel all but begged.
Sam raised his hands in innocence. "I'm not the one that brought it up. So what were you two really talking about though?"
"Deano's denial about Benny being gay." Gabriel chimed in.
Sam started chuckling. "I knew he was the first time I met him when they were still in college. Benny has always had the hots for Dean."
"Why doesn't Dean see that?" Castiel asked, frustrated.
Sam was thoughtful for a moment and then shrugged. "I think deep down, he knows, but doesn't want have to face the truth. I don't think he wants to hurt his friend's feelings because he views Benny as a brother. So it's better for him to ignore the issue entirely."
"I just wish he would acknowledge it and set Benny straight or I will."
Sam raised his eyebrows in surprise at Castiel's fierce tone.
Gabriel broke in. "Okay, dinner is almost ready. Castiel, good seeing you. I'm sure you can let yourself out."
"Ah, come on Gabe, he should stay and have dinner with us." Sam said, feeling sorry for Cas since he knew Dean was out with Benny. Sam also didn't have the heart to tell him that Benny was extending his visit another week.
Gabriel slammed down the tongs he was using. "This was supposed to be a romantic dinner for the two of us."
"No, it's okay. I'll just go home and sit quietly. Alone." Castiel sighed forlornly.
"Gabe, he's your brother. You're baby brother." Sam nudged Castiel to follow his lead.
Two sets of eyes, one hazel, the other one blue, gazed up at Gabriel from the couch.
"You bastards fight dirty." Gabriel grumbled, caving in to the dual set of puppy dog eyes. Gabe started preparing more food for Castiel.
When Gabriel turned around, Sam grinned and winked at Castiel who chuckled in response.
A little while later, they were finishing up dinner, Castiel's cell phone rings. Castiel jumped and looked down at the ID, hoping it was Dean. He groaned when he saw the caller was Michael. He hit reject.
A few minutes later, Gabriel's phone goes off. Castiel knows its Michael.
"Don't answer it." Castiel begged.
Sam looked between the two brothers in confusion. Gabriel holds the ringing phone in his hand, as him and Castiel hold a silent conversation.
Gabriel hits accept. Castiel groans and buries his face in his hands for a second time that night.
"Hey Mikey! Cassie? Um, I don't know where he is. Probably holed up working on his next book." The next few minutes consisted of Gabriel making one word appropriate responses making it obvious that Michael was doing most of the talking.
"Sure thing, Mikey. When I see him, I'll tell him to pick up his phone and call you." Gabriel looked pointedly at Castiel.
Once he hung up, he looks over at his brother. "Why are you avoiding Michael?"
"I'm not avoiding him."
"Don't bullshit me, yes you are. I know why too since Michael told me all about it."
Sam sat quietly, his gaze going back and forth between the two brothers. It seemed like they had forgotten he was even there.
"He just wants to talk about the night of the fight. I just don't want to talk about it."
Gabriel let out a frustrated breath. "I know I make jokes about it, but quite frankly Cassie, you scared all of us that night. Michael is just concerned as well as me and Raph. According to Uri, that guy could have killed you. It's not like you to get into fights. We just want to understand what caused it."
Castiel remained stubbornly silent.
"Goddamn Cassie, talk to me! Hell, talk to anybody!"
Sam went over to Gabriel and laid a hand on his shoulder. "Hey Gabe, calm down. I'm sure when Cas is ready to talk about it, he will." He said softly to Gabriel who was visibly upset over what could have happened to his little brother. "Isn't that right, Castiel?" Sam asked, sending an unyielding look to Castiel.
Castiel gave a short nod. His brittle posture broke and he slumped slightly. "I'm sorry Gabriel. I will talk to you about it, but not until everything is settled. Just please, give me time to fix it."
"Fix it? Cassie, are you in some sort of trouble?" Gabriel asked with real concern.
Castiel laughed hollowly. "No, I'm not in any sort of trouble. Just give me a little more time, and then I'll tell you, okay?"
Gabriel really looked at his brother who appeared to have the weight of the world on his shoulders. He walked over to Castiel and wrapped his serious little brother in a tight hug.
"You know where to find me when you're ready."
"So what was that all about?" Sam asked after Castiel left.
"My brothers and I are just trying to figure out what is going on with him. It's not like him to get into fights. Don't get me wrong, Castiel is more than capable to defending himself since you have to learn fast if you have a brother like Raphael, but he normally tries to avoid confrontations. However since that fight, Castiel has been acting a little different." Gabriel said, wearily as he snuggled up next to Sam on the couch.
"What do you mean by different?" Sam started stroking Gabriel's hair. Gabriel leaned into his hand.
"I mean, the guy upped and moved from New York where he lived for ten years, dropped his agent, Crowley and got Anna once he moved here. That I thought was a good move because Crowley was a dick and quite frankly, Anna's an angel."
"Why did he change agents?" Sam idly placed calming kisses to Gabriel's temple.
"I don't know. Once again, he won't talk. He just said that since he was moving to Illinois, he wanted an agent that was close by, but that's bullshit because it doesn't really matter where an agent is located. And then there has been his strange behavior since he moved here."
"What's he doing that's so strange?"
"Cassie and I have always been close, but he still tended to be a bit of a loner. Ever since he moved here though, I rarely get a moment to myself. If I'm not at work or with you, he's always asking me to come over or he's here. The behavior has lessened as time goes by, but not completely."
"Maybe you're looking too deep into it. Maybe he missed you and was lonely." Sam said whose fingers made the way to the back of Gabriel's neck to massage the tension away.
Gabriel moaned softly as the tension eased from his body. "You're probably right. But I'm done talking about my brother. I have you here, alone. How should we pass the time, Mr. Winchester?"
Sam gave a slow, provocative smile as he gently pushed Gabriel onto his back. He hovered over him, lips a breath away.
"I'm sure we'll think of something."
It was slow for a late Saturday morning at the gym, but Dean suspected it had something to do with the spring like weather outside that everybody was taking advantage of. Dean had just finished up with his only client of the day so he decided to get a bit of a workout of his own in which involved the punching bag.
Dean lost track time as he took out his frustration on the bag. He had barely had any time alone with Castiel in the past few days. Not that they hadn't tried. It seemed like Benny had a sixth sense about when Dean and Castiel had a moment alone and would call or show up.
Like last night. Dean had the house to himself so he had Castiel come over. Since the night at the restaurant, they haven't had any time alone to well….be physical. It was killing Dean because it was difficult to be around Castiel and not be horny as hell.
When Benny told him he was staying another week, Dean internally groaned. He was happy to see Benny, but at this rate, he'll never have sex again. Castiel was not thrilled when he found out Benny was staying.
So, when he had the house all to himself and no Benny in sight, he jumped on the opportunity to jump on Cas. Jump on his strong, lithe and very flexible body. Dean stopped his workout for a moment to calm his raging libido down.
It would have helped if they could have actually had sex that night. Dean had Castiel on the couch, the couch Sam now refused to sit on, and only had the first few buttons of Cas's shirt unbuttoned when the doorbell rang.
"You've got to be fucking kidding me." Dean cursed.
"Don't answer it," Castiel groaned as he canted his hips up enticingly into Dean's.
Dean gave out a long, low moan before pushing off Castiel. "Ever who it is, they know I'm home. I'll try to get rid of them."
Castiel sat up disgruntled and started to button up his shirt.
Dean walked the few paces to the front door for it to reveal Benny holding two six packs of beer. "Hey Dean, thought I would stop by and we have a few beers. I already ordered pizza that's on the way. It will be like the old days." Benny drawled as he walked past Dean. He stopped short when he saw one pissed off Castiel sitting on the couch.
"Oh hey, Cas." Benny greeted awkwardly.
"Castiel." Dean and Cas corrected in unison.
Dean wanted to pull his hair out in frustration. He looked at Cas from behind Benny and gave him a helpless look and shrug.
Cas shot him a look of incredulity which increased when Benny sat down next to Castiel, taking up the middle. Benny patted the other side of the couch. "Come on buddy, let us drink some beer."
Oh fuck, Cas is going to kill me. Dean sat at the edge of the couch trying to ignore how Benny pressed his leg against his own and how Cas was practically snarling. When the doorbell rang announcing the arrival of the pizza, Dean shot off the couch like a canon.
Benny got up also and nudged Dean out of the way, his hand touching his lower back, to pay for the pizza. Dean scooted out of the way, pizza in hand to see Castiel standing up and what looked like preparing to knock the shit out of Benny.
"Please, behave." Dean mouthed the words to Cas. Cas stopped and glowered at Dean, but sat back down. Dean ran into the kitchen to get plates and napkins. When he returned, he saw Benny and Cas at opposite sides of the couch, glaring at each other. The middle was open, apparently for him.
No way in fuck am I sitting between the two of them. Dean promptly sat down in one of the side chairs. The night went uncomfortably slow. By the time Benny left, Castiel was beyond pissed and Sam had arrived home.
It had seemed Benny had cockblocked Dean once again.
Dean slowed down his punches on the bag before completely stopping. Dean's shirt was completely soaked through with sweat, so he took it off and reached for a towel to wipe off his face and chest. He'll find a way to make it up to Cas. Benny just had bad timing that was all.
As Dean lowered the towel from his face, he saw Benny standing there in the empty room.
"Oh hey Benny," Dean said, feeling uncomfortable being around Benny shirtless. Especially because of how Benny was staring at him intently. Wait, what? Why the fuck is Benny staring at me that way? Dean suppressed a shudder.
Benny's eyes rose up from his chest to Dean's face. "It's about lunch time, just wanted to see if you wanted to grab something to eat with me." Benny's voice sounded hoarse to Dean's ears. The eyes returned to Dean's chest. Dean fought the urge to put his soaked t-shirt back on.
"Ah, I'm sorry Benny. I have a lot of things I need to get done here. Some other time, okay buddy?" Dean lied.
Benny stepped closer until he was invading Dean's personal space. Dean attempted to step back, but his back hit the cold cement wall. Benny's hand trailed lightly down Dean's chest.
What the hell?! Dean could feel himself start to panic. "Benny, what the hell are you doing?"
Benny chuckled. "Isn't it obvious?"
"No, why don't you enlighten me." Dean demanded tightly.
"Come on Dean, you must know. I've been in love with you since our freshman year in college."
Dean felt sick to his stomach. Fuck my life. Cas was right.
"Benny," he started out gently, "you're one of my best friends and you're like a brother to me. I just don't see you in that way."
Benny leaned in closer, causing Dean's head to hit the back of the wall. "Friendship can easily morph into something more. It happens all the time."
"Even so, there's a problem. I'm with Cas."
Benny reared back, giving Dean some breathing room. "Cas? Dean I know why you're with him. He's James Milton, you're idol. You're just infatuated with him."
Dean felt anger boil up inside of him. "Fuck you Benny, I've been in love with Cas before I knew he was Milton. And do you really think that little of me that I would be in a relationship with someone just of who they are professionally?" Dean moved away from Benny, pissed that the first time he confesses his love for Castiel it's to Benny, not the man he wanted it to be.
Dean started to walk away but Benny grabbed his shoulder and whirled him around, crushing his lips against Dean's. Dean immediately shoves Benny violently away. "What the fuck Benny!"
Dean never thought he would actually have his fist raised to punch his friend, but he thought it might be the only way to be clear with him. However, somebody beat him to it. Benny was pulled roughly aside and a strong fist slammed into his jaw.
Dean looked at Castiel in shock and swallowed when he saw the unholy light in his blue eyes. Obviously Castiel had seen the whole thing.
Fuck…..!
Castiel came down to the gym with Gabriel to see if Dean and Sam wanted to have lunch with them. Castiel was glad to see the gym quiet because he knew it would make it easier for them to sneak away for a little while. He also wanted to apologize to Dean for his behavior in regards to Benny. Benny was Dean's friend and Castiel would just have to get use to it.
As Castiel and Gabriel went to search for the boys, they walked into room off of the weight room where Castiel and Dean had their first training session. The brothers stopped when they saw Dean and Benny in what appeared to be an argument. Dean started to walk away.
Then Benny grabbed Dean and kissed him. Kiss Cas's half naked boyfriend.
It felt like static was in his ears but he could hear Gabriel's quick intake of breath and his shocked, "Oh shit," before Castiel launched himself at Benny.
"Cas!" Dean cried out, but he ignored him and kept punching Benny who recovered from his surprise to fight back.
Dean and Gabriel tried to break the two apart, but they were too focused on each other and how much pain they could inflict.
"Sammy!" Cas could hear Gabriel bellow for his boyfriend.
Too quickly, he could feel Dean and Gabriel grab him as Sam and another man got a hold of Benny.
Castiel struggled in his boyfriend and brother's grip, but he did take note that it appeared he broke the bastard's nose. Good.
"Get him the hell out of here," Dean growled in Benny's direction. Benny jerked out of Sammy and the other man's grasp and straightened. "I can leave on my own." He shot Dean a hurt look and then glowered at Castiel before he strode angrily out of the room.
"Thanks Gabe, but I'll take it from here." Dean dragged Castiel to an unused yoga room and slammed the door.
"What the hell got into you?" Dean grated out.
Castiel was still running on adrenaline, but he knew later he was going to feel the effects of the fight. He could already feel his left eye swelling.
"Are you going to answer me?" Dean demanded. Castiel looked at Dean and didn't see anger there, but worry.
Castiel remained silent as he walked to the door and locked it. Dean watched his movements.
"What are you doing?" he asked Castiel nervously.
"I'm insuring that we have some privacy." Castiel stalked toward Dean, unbuttoning his shirt in the process. Castiel's smile was that of a predator when he noticed Dean's flushed cheeks and quickened breath.
"I think we should talk about this first, Cas." Dean's eyes tracked Castiel's movements as his shirt slid off his shoulders and onto the floor.
Castiel undid the button and zipper of his jeans. He took note of the erection tenting the front of Dean's sweats. Once he reached Dean, Castiel shoved him against the wall and took possession of Dean's mouth as if to erase Benny's brief kiss.
Dean moaned into Castiel's mouth and gripped his hips. Castiel pulled away enough to look into Dean's eyes.
"I think we are past talking and it's time I show you." Dean's eyes widened at Castiel's gruff words. Castiel held three fingers up to Dean's mouth.
"Suck."
Castiel slipped the digits past Dean's lips who sucked them in and worked on getting them wet. In the meantime, Castiel left stinging nips on Dean's neck, followed by soothing licks. Dean's eyes rolled back and moaned around Castiel's fingers.
Once his fingers were good and wet, he pushed down his and Dean's pants and turned Dean around until his chest was pressed against the wall.
"Fuck Cas…" Dean gasped as one finger worked inside him. Castiel groaned and pressed kisses and bites against Dean's back and neck. He could taste the salt on his skin. Once he had three fingers sliding in and out of Dean, he reached around for Dean's cock, giving it a couple of hard strokes.
Castiel smiled savagely against Dean's neck when he heard him keen and push his ass out, taking Castiel's fingers deeper.
Dean whimpered when Castiel pulled away and looked over his shoulder at him. Castiel stopped to admire the picture Dean made. His body was coated with a sheen of sweat, his back arched and his ass thrust out, begging Castiel to take him. Castiel growled low in his throat in appreciation.
Castiel licked his palm and started to stroke his own cock, coating it with his salvia and precome. His eyes never left Dean's and he was able to see the pupils in his green eyes grow bigger.
"You're always saying that I'm yours. Now it's time for you to know that your mine." Castiel started to push into Dean, groaning as Dean's tight ass surrounded him. He started out gentle so not to hurt him but soon he was lost.
He could hear Dean's grunts and moans that were a mixture of pleasure and a little bit of pain as Castiel thrust into him unmercifully. Castiel's reached for Dean's cock again, stroking it in time with his thrusts.
"I want you to feel this Dean and remember this, that you belong to me." Castiel grunted.
"Oh fuck yes Cas…" he gasped out, his body shaking.
"Do you belong to me? Are you mine?" Castiel rasped the question in Dean's ear. He could feel a shiver run through Dean's body.
"Yesyesyes….oh god, please….please fuck me harder," he struggled to speak.
Castiel bit Dean's shoulder as he started to pound into him. Castiel's hand and arm ached from the pace he was keeping on Dean's cock, but he did not slow down. He wanted Dean to come completely apart. He wanted him to know that only Castiel could do that to him.
Castiel shifted his stance and starting hitting Dean's prostate with every stroke.
"Ahhh, Cas…fuck!" Dean shouted as he came over his stomach and Castiel's hand.
Dean brutally clenched around Castiel, causing him to plunge in two more times before he spilled inside of Dean. He muffled his groans against Dean's neck as he came, chanting his name.
Castiel pulled out of Dean slowly and the both sank to the mats that were lying around the room. Only the sounds of their ragged breathing broke the silence of the room.
"I didn't hurt you, did I?" Castiel asked while placing gentle pecks along Dean's jaw line.
Dean turned to him, his green eyes bright. "I'm fine, Cas." he hesitated for a moment. "You know it was Benny that kissed me right? I'm sorry, I should have listened to you, you were right. You have to know that I love you…" Castiel cut him off with a kiss.
When Castiel pulled back, he said softly, "I know."
"You do?" Dean asked confused.
Castiel's heart felt light and for the first time, full. "I heard you yell it at Benny before he kissed you."
"Oh," Dean mumbled. He looked back at Castiel, his eyes full of vulnerability. Castiel's heart broke a little that Dean didn't think Castiel felt the same. Castiel thought his love would be obvious, but apparently both of them were blind fools.
Castiel cupped Dean's face and smiled tenderly. "I love you too."
Let me know if you all still want a little more Benny because otherwise, I'm going to wrap that part up and start concentrating back on Nick. I hope you enjoyed reading this….I had fun writing it. :)
Thanks for everybody's support! You all are the best!