It was short, but that's the way I like my goodbye's. Edward POV next chapter.
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I had never known five days to go as quickly as it did. I was leaving tomorrow night and would arrive in Phoenix at about 3am the day after. Of course I had packed all my things relatively quickly so I could spend as much time as humanly possible with Edward. My dad was pretty cut up about me not spending time with him before I left, but as far as I was concerned it was partly his fault I was leaving.
"Tomorrow, is going to be hard." I said as Edward ran his fingers through my hair. We were both lying in his bed, our legs entwined just talking about everything that was going to happen, including our future. When Edward didn't say anything, I decided to go again. "What are you going to do when I leave and all the girls throw themselves at you?" I joked.
"You know you're the only girl for me. Even if you never came back and forgot about me. I don't think I could ever get over you." By the time he finished his sentence tears were welling up in my eyes and uncontrollably spilling over the edge.
"Do you really think I would forget about you?" I asked.
"I guess you wouldn't forget as much as move on."
"I can't believe you think so lowly of me." I said trying to pull my legs out from his, but lets face it, they were dead weight.
"Baby, it's not you. It's the universe, both your parents already hate me, who knows what your mum will do." He sighed.
"I don't care what that bitch wants. I will always love you." I said kissing his nose like he always does to me.
"Love you too."
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"I'm going to miss you so much Bella!" Emmett whined, and if I didn't know any better I could've sworn I saw him wipe his eye. I would've laughed if I wasn't so upset with the whole situation.
"Emmett!" I cried jumping into his arms and pressing my face into his neck. I loved Emmett like a big brother and it was really like saying goodbye to family. A family I never had, a family I deserved.
"Bella.." Esme said from behind Emmett, I wriggled my way out of his vice grip and walked into her embrace, and then Carlisle's. "We will see you soon okay? This is not goodbye." Esme said fighting back tears of her own while Carlisle rubbed her back soothingly. I nodded weakly not trusting my voice. I said a quick goodbye to Rosalie and walked back over to Edward.
Alice was still shopping for my 'baby belly' outfits, stating it was cruel for me to leave and not let her have her fun. I was sort of glad she was coming to the airport with us though, she was my best friend and I would miss her most, next to Edward of course.
I turned to Edward and wrapped my arms around his thin waist. I was trying very hard not to cry for us when he spoke. "This is not our goodbye. Nor will we have one." He said kissing my hair. I nodded and relaxed into his touch. I finally started to settle down when Alice burst through the soor with what looked like a thousand bags. If that wasn't enough, Jasper was behind her with his hands just as full.
"Oh god." I muttered as she dumped them on the floor next to her.
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"I love you so much Alice!" I cried as I gave her her final hug.
"You're my best friend you know" She cried back.
"I know." I gave her another quick hug and moved onto my dad.
"Love you dad."
"I love you too kiddo. And I – um I am really glad we've gotten to know each other a bit more. And I hope you'll come back." I think that was the most I have ever heard Charlie speak.
"You know I will dad."
"Yeah I know, I just wish it was for your old man." I gave Charlie a one armed hug and moved on to the hardest. Edward. I was biting my lip and avoiding eye contact but I knew this was going to happen, I was going to break down.
"I love you Bella." Edward said, cupping my cheek and looking into my eyes. I could feel my chest rising and falling quickly, and I sobbed tearlessly knowing it would be a long time until I heard him say that again, in person anyway. "Don't cry baby."
"How can I not? I love you so much Edward I can't leave you." I knew both Charlie and Alice were watching us, and more than likely some people in line to board the plane.
"We don't have a choice." he said gruffly.
"I know." I squeaked. "I love you." I cried.
"I love you so fucking much." He said shedding tears as well. I snaked my arms around his neck and stood on my tip toes before practically latching onto his mouth. His tongue was licking my bottom lip in no time and a greedily gave him access. I all forgot about the time and place when the intercom called for my plane once again, stating it was the last warning. I pulled away to see Edward red eyed and still shedding tears. He got down on his knee's and kissed my stomach quickly before standing back up again. "no goodbye's"
"Right, no goodbye's." I said, grabbing my carry on and walking over to the desk. I paused briefly deciding whether or not I should run back to Edward and run away with him. But I knew if I got to touch him again, I would probably never let go. I reluctantly gave the lady my ticket and started walking down the tunnel when I stopped. Don't be a fool! My head was screaming at me, and it was right. I dropped my bag and ran back to Edward, he was still in the same spot but just with Alice holding him. When he spotted me he let go of her and opened his arms which I immediately jumped into. You know in the movies where the guys spins the girl around while kissing her passionately? Yeah well we were that cliché.
After more contemplations I finally got the nerve to leave Edward, my family, my life, behind. I was silently crying and as soon as the plane left the ground, I knew there was no turning back. It felt like a huge hole had been ripped through my chest. Like I couldn't breath. And I knew to get used to it, because it was going to constantly be like this without Edward. I pulled my knee's up to my chest and closed my eyes, welcoming sleep. It was my only escape for the time being, the only way I could be with Edward.
Is it weird that I was crying when she said goodbye to Emmett but not when she was saying goodbye to Edward? Hahaha.
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Bella is 17 she lives with her mother, abusive father and is made to
look after her younger siblings 7 year old Alexis, 5 year old Amy and 3 year
old Ellie. New experiences await. Child abuse.