well lately ive been down. but i shouldnt let that get in the way of writing.

Disclaimer: when dreams becoem reality thats when i'll own iCarly

"Morning Sam" they said in sync.

"Eh."

"Did you dream well?" Spencer giggled.

"Just peachy. So where have you guys been?"

"We went out to breakfast. We left you guy's bacon in case you woke up. We also bought you each a bagel and a smoothie."

"Thanks."

"Where is Freddie anyway?"

"He went home."

"Hey guys." Freddie says walking in right past me with his clean fresh self. Is he wearing cologne?

"And now he's back." I say rolling my eyes

"Hey Freddie," Carly squeaked. "Bagel and a smoothie?"

"Awesome thanks."

"I'll catch up with you guys later, okay?" I said grabbing my jacket, smoothie, and stuffing the bagel in my mouth as I walked out the door. I took the elevator down and Lewbert began his rampage.

"NO EATING IN MY LOBBY!"

And with that I took another bite of bagel and yelled and walked out into the rain.

I went to the only place nobody would think to find me.

…

AH the library. Only place to find a bunch of tech geeks with out being in school. Well other then at Carly's.

"Jeremy I need your help."

"Sure Sam. What do you need?"

"Wow. You don't sound congested or sick at all."

"Yeah I got some medicine that actually works."

"You sound good."

"Thanks. You needed my help something?"

"Oh yeah. Could I borrow your camera?"

"Um, Sure. Hang on." He went back into the AV room and came back with it and handed it to me. "Can I ask what your doing?"

"Um, making a music video-ish thing.

"Do you need help?

"No thanks. Hopefully I've learned enough from Freddork that I can do this on my own.

"Well if you need any help, I'll be here for another hour. And I'll be here at 2 tomorrow."

"Thanks." And left him.

I went into one of those group study rooms they have at the public library.

I had to do this. I had to. I could always chicken out and not give this to him but I had to at least have it.

I turned on the computer and turned on Fallin for you by Colbie Callait and hit record on the camera. I took a deep breath and began.

"Hi, Freddie. How do I start? Well betcha never thought you'd here me say this. Or thought you'd hear me sing. Well sometimes things change and we can hope for the better. This video scares me as it probably does you. I mean, Sam talking about feelings. Like I said, change." When Colbie's song was over I played Demi's song, Catch me. "Carly told me once about how you got rid of Missy. Well I guess I wanted to say thanks for that. I know we argue all the time but I guess that's just something I do because I don't know what to do with my feelings. Our first kiss. Now that I think of it. I think something happened to us that day." I looked down and laughed and looked back up. "Nice wasn't a good enough word for how it felt. It was better then when any of my boyfriends kissed me. They were…like me… aggressive with there kisses. Yours was sweet. Because of you, Songs like Demi's and Colbie's and Taylor Swifts have been playing on my pear-pod. Harpers Dream song, that one from the ATT commercial, Jonas Brothers. Every love song you could think of I probably have listened to." I kept pouring as many memories into it as I could. I took a deep, closed my eyes and sung.

"Maybe I'm wrong you decide. Should've been strong, we know I lied. Nobody gets me like you..." I think I was gaining more confidence as I went into the second verse. "I'll bet it takes one more chance to let our next kiss be out last, I'm out of my mind just to show you…" Literally out of my mind. "Not a day passed me by when I don't think about you. And there's no moving on cause I know you're the one, and I can't be with out you…" What if he doesn't like it? What if I'm turning into the stalker he was? What if he twists this song for him and Carly? "And I know how I feel about you now." I looked down so the tear couldn't be seen. "Yeah I know how I feel about you now." I waited a few seconds and turned it off. I hooked it up to the computer and put it on a chip I knew would fit about any computer or camera.

Oh man what I am I doing. I can't give this to him. He couldn't see this. I thought as I was getting ready to leave. Then I heard that familiar voice. RUN!

I hope you enjoy and r&R to this as well as the others. i just finished a Spam oneshot. which i find very cute.

sparkling simmz out.