Chp 12 mom bear
gpov
We see Carrick, Christian and Taylor off to Corporate. I am taking Anna on our delayed shopping trip. Mia is a bundle of energy, as usual. "Grace, you really have to limit her caffeine and sugar" Anna joke. My long time personal shopper Carol Action approaches. She smiles and sends Mia over to a cloth rack to look over the selection. Mia energy focused, for a few minute. I hope the cloths will provide a break, shopping with my daughter is an excise in endurance, both physical and mental; Can't wait to send her to Paris for cooking school.
Carol offers us refreshment? "Tea please, English breakfast, bag out. Twing if you have it." Anna perks up. I agree but Mia pouts for champagne. We have tea, Mia has wine, a dresses and outfit are displayed. Anna looks like a lost little girl at Disneyland; so much cool stuff, but to fast to much overwhelmed. I'm about to slow everything down when her cell phone rings.
"Yes, we're leaving now!" Anna states firmly.
"Grace! Mia! We're going to GEH right now!" "Carol will be back. RYAN! Get the car!" "People let move it now!" Anna yells loud clear, I will be obeyed voice.
No, what happened? Christian something happened to my son. "Anna what's wrong" I ask as we move at a near run.
"Chris has remembered and is in trouble"! Remembered that good, no, maybe? He in trouble, Cary didn't call me? "Is it bad?" "I don't know. He begged me to come safe him" Begged her to safe him, Cary what have you done. We must get to him, Mia is falling behind "Mia hurry, your brother need us!" I yell.
Ryan has the car moving, it will be short trip, I look out the window lost in worry and fear. Will he hate us knowing his BDSM secret, will the self loathing and touching reemerge. Will I be able to hug him again, please God, don't take him away, and we just found him. I look at Anna; she's lost in her own world of fear and doubts. How will he react to her, the marriage, will he still love her, us, the trip is taking an eternity.
Arriving at GREY HOUSE, I see Elaine Lincoln moving towards us "Grace are you aright, I was going in to see Christian?" I don't need this right now Elaine we have to get upstairs. "Elaine I don't know. Christian called and didn't sound well" The ride up is tense. Elaine tries to talk. All my fears, pain and doubt. I can't focus on Elaine prattle. Anna and Mia are also lost to the fears and doubts.
Exiting the elevator, Andrea. Ok, Christian personnel assistant, no panic, good. Introduces herself and leads us to Chris office. Shit the outer wall is destroyed. What happened? Carrick and Taylor look grim, angry, ready to explode. What has happened, what did my son remember, o god please help me. Elaine and I move ahead as Mia wrap an arm around Anna
"STOP, don't come any closer." Christian screams! What no son! I love you. Please don't shut me out not again
"Mom move away from that bitch!" What Bitch? Who Elaine? What's going on? I am confused, why is Taylor coming angry at me, no Elaine he's focused on her. Carrick is holding Christian arm.
Elaine shooting daggers "Christian your overwrought, confused, don't do something…"
"You molested me at fourteen, and turn me into a S&M fuck toy. Destroying any chance to build normal relationship with any body. Indoctrinated me into that BDSM lifestyle. Turning me into Sadist whipping and beating girl who look like my mother the crack whore! To cope with my self hate and touching. Leave now never come back, bests you move to Europe or Siberia." Christian screams.
My world stops. My son, my sweet boy, raped at fourteen by this? My friend, my pal, my confident. Pedophile! She's why Christian didn't date, didn't hug me, or show love. I knew she was into kinky sex but making fourteen-year-old Christian her S&M toy. Christian a sadist? No she manipulated him to an unhealthy coping mechanism. I can only see the small dirty scared little boy with broken grey eyes, sitting on an exam table, death grip on tattered dirty blue patch of blanket. My boy! My Christian! The problems self hate, touching she suppressed them, turned them dark and sinful. She never let him grow, learn to be normal! My clear doctor mind set disappears and MAMA BEAR GREY emerges, I see red and Elaine is going to the morgue.
I blink; Anna has her on the ground raining punches down. Taylor separates them, she bolt into Christian arms. "My warrior goddess.". He reach's out and pulls me into they're embrace. He whimpers into our hair. I softly cry "my boy, so sorry"
Carrick hugs us all. I feel loved and safe.
Taylor and Sawyer pull Elaine out and ejected her from the building. "Christian the coping? The touching?" quietly I whisper.
"It not there, I have the memory but not the emotions they used to have. No panic or pain, just love. Anna I'm sorry about the being a sadist." Yes, he's disassociated the memory from the emotion, he is healing, he's not going back, and I won't let him.
"Chris, do you still need it?" Anna softly moans please son tell me that BITCH didn't permanent damage you. "Ah? No? NO! I have you and my family now." thank god, Anna is his cure, I will never let him, the world or anyone separate them. My sweet boy. "Although, we like some of the soft-core things." He didn't say that out loud, Christian, some times agh! Must move him to a healthier life style, after all everyone likes some spice.
"Christian, as long as its consensual, a bit of kinky is good for the relationship." I chime in. "Mom! Too much advice!"
I hug Cary with a twinkle in my eyes.
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Mia pov
Cloths glorious cloths, accessories and shoes. Anna is perfect body and face. A diamond in the rough. I salivate at the dress and style we can wear, explore. Everyone is so lite weight about shopping. Mom barely last four hours. I can go for days, the search, hunt, the finds. I can't wait for Anna to catch the bug, the golden shopping bug. Christian has the money and I have the eye. Anna will take Seattle, the World by storm.
Were here! They're Carol, mom long time shopper, she has an excellent Eye. Bet she got some really cool things for Anna.
"Mia why don't you check the racks and see if anything pop out to you." Carol says as I bounce over and start shifting the cloths, yes some real gems.
Refreshments I hear. "MOM! Champagne is what we need to get this shopping going" Dam I'm overruled, they want Tea, how can you shop drinking tea. I settle for a glass of white wine. Carol assistants swing into gear showing outfits and accessories. Anna looks bug eyed; I snap a cell phone picture.
Anna cell phone rings.
"Yes, we're leaving now!" Anna states firmly. What stop shopping? Only Christian could….
"Grace! Mia! We're going to GEH right now!" Whoa something wrong, seriously wrong. Christian, big brother is in trouble. "Carol will be back. RYAN! Get the car!" "People let move it now!" I'm lost in thought, stumbling behind as my mind has trouble controlling my body.
"Mia hurry, your brother needs us!" mom yell. My body final responds I pick up the pace, grabbing moms hand we exist the mall and enter the car.
Ryan has the car moving, it will be short trip, I look out the window lost in worry and fear. Please God, don't take him away. We just found him. I look at Anna; she's lost in her own world of fear and doubts. How will he react to her, the marriage, will he still love her, us, the trip is taking an eternity.
Arriving at GREY HOUSE, I see mom bitchy friend Elaine Lincoln moving towards us. She joins us to Christian office. Elaine tries to talk. All my fears, pain and doubt. I can't focus on Elaine prattle.
Exiting the elevator, Andrea, introduces herself and leads us to Chris office. Shit the outer wall is destroyed. I wrap an arm around Anna. What happened? Carrick and Taylor look grim, angry. What has happened, what my big brother remembered?
"STOP, don't come any closer." Christian screams! What no Christian you love Anna
"Mom move way from that bitch!" What Bitch? Who Elaine? What's going on? I am confused, why is Taylor moving angrily towards Elaine. Carrick is holding Christian arm.
Elaine shooting daggers "Christian your overwrought, confused, don't do something…"
"You molested me at fourteen, and turn me into a S&M fuck toy. Destroying any chance to build normal relationship with any body. Indoctrinated me into that BDSM lifestyle. Turning me into Sadist whipping and beating girl who look like my mother the crack whore! To cope with my self hate and touching. Leave now never come back, bests you move to Europe or Siberia." Christian screams.
My mine goes blank. Anna slips from my grasp. The room fades to a pinprick. My sweet caring, remote brother raped by this pedophile at 14. Turned into some S&M boy toy. Destroyed his being normal, dating, all the missed hugs, and emotions. All the pain of watching him alone, in pain, without love. Unable to feel my love for him, the family unconditional love for him. The pain mom had to endure, while she the bitch was her friend, letting her cry her fears and pain of Christian problems, using that info to control and corrupt my brother. I see Mom turning towards Elaine blood rage boiling over the calm demeanor.
Suddenly before mom or I can react; Anna pulls the Bitch around and slugs her down to ground; fall on her pummeling her head and face till Taylor pulls her away. She bolts into my arms. "My warrior goddess." He hugs her tight. Reaching he pull mom into his arms their safe; they know everything. I bolt around the Bitch and a family hugs. Holding Dad, I reveille in the family love, wish Elliott was here.
"Christian, as long as it's consensual, a bit of kinky is good for the relationship." Mom chime in. "Mom! Too much advice!"
What, on so zoned out on the love I feel, and am receiving from the family. Mom right everyone likes kink, just no whips and pain, big brother. Anna and Christian look so in love. Mom and Dad look so in love. I want someone to love like this, pure, whole, cleansing.