A/N: Hey, I woke up early today and decided to head to the story before I began slacking off. Only God knows how long I'll take on this. O.o Any way's I hope it'll be good to read. I'm new with BB and A and A is kind of hard to think of considering the lack of information given about him. I hope I did awesome! Or "iight ;/" that's still a good option isn't it? Eh, there one crucial thing that I foolishly forgot in all of my fan fics: The disclaimer.

-sulks-

I would like to announce: I do not own Death Note. The ORIGINAL owners to this amazing anime are writer Tsugumi Ohba and manga artist Takeshi Obata.

Meaning: I don't own Light, I don't own L, I don't own Mello, I don't own….Matt… and Near! –cries- I'm depressed enough okay?

Okay, now that that's cleared, I'll keep the disclaimers in mind…. R&R, Enjoy! Ja Ne~!

The orphanage was blooming with kids running around with their too early opened Christmas gifts. There was practically no place for the older kids to go but outside or their rooms.

Hands full of books and homework, A headed to his room to find some type of peace. Two children ran by him dropping some papers. "Sorry A." And they were off again.

A sighed and picked up his papers. As he rounded the corner to his room he noticed black hair come into his sight.

"Ach!" It was a quick moment, and time began to come into motion once again.

A grabbed onto the object that fell with him hoping for safety. He felt like the fall wasn't over.

"A, were in a hallway. Don't you think you could wait?" A looked up at B who lay inches from his face now, smirking mischievously. His dark eyes seemed to glow a breathless shade of red that always made A blush fondly, look mortified and curious. His breath smelled of jam too.

A flushed and launched up. "S-sorry. A-and stop teasing me…" Everything seemed a bit blurred. His glasses were off of his face.

B always seemed to be near him incase something happened.

"Here." B's fuzzy hand reached out to A with his spectacles.

B jerked them back. "But you should keep them off more. You're eyes are beautiful."

B said smiling. A's eyes widened and his pink taint went red.

"I said s-stop teasing me…" A snatched the glasses, cleaned them and wore them on.

A nodded in thanks then regretting to have placed them back on his face.

All of his work scattered. A's head sagged and he quietly sobbed.

"Ah ha…Sorry about that… I'll help you." B said as he began picking up some algebra work.

A whipped his tears and took the stack B had in his hands, not bothering to sort anything out.

B followed A to his room. "What did you get for Christmas this year?" B calmly sat on A bed.

The two were good friends, probably closer, not only because they were runner ups to be L's heirs but because they seemed to be understanding of each other.

"I didn't ask for anything." The blond finally had his work in organized piles and began finishing off the rest of the work he had undone.

It was stressful to do all of this but A wanted to make sure he was on point. He would go out once in a while but the stress of being L made him go crazy at times.

B on the other hand didn't really care about being the new L. In fact, he could care less about L.

It irritated him how the two were placed like that. He even hated their alias; the meanings. He didn't want to be anyone's backup.

What really aggravated him about the task was how it strained A. A was actually first runner up and B was second.

"A, you should take a break…for your own health…" B worried. He took his gaze off of A. His life span seemed to slowly decrease when he was doing work.

Yes, A's life span. B was born with "Shinigami eyes:" The eyes of a God of Death. You could also see the one's name, but B never dared to call A by his name. They were a curse to B, but he soon learned to cherish them. They always showed him when A was close to suicide. When he saw the numbers drop he would always distract the blond, saving him from another cruel fate.

That's why A's life always seemed to get back to normal.

B, however, never told A of his ability for the sake of the boys' sanity. B cared for the boy deeply. In fact he loved him, but he didn't want even something as troublesome as love disturb A's mind. All he could do now was tease A and that was plentiful.

A's life span was dropping. But he had nothing around him…

B looked closely. What was A up to?

B didn't want to probe into whatever A was going to do. He needed to stop it.

B got up and grabbed both A's hands.

The blond looked at B baffled. "W-what are you doing?" B stared into A's eyes, they were exhausted; lifeless. Their vivid cerulean color was replaced with a blue black darkness. Like the bottom of the Deep Sea.

B winced when A's eyes met his.

B let go of A and searched around the drawers.

That's when he found the threat. There was a blade B recognized as one from his strange hobby of collecting knifes. Besides them was a closed pill container he did not want to see.

B looked at A who was fidgeting. "I-it's not what it seems…"

What was he kidding? B read the label out loud with anger and fret in his voice.

"What are you talking about? Can you fucking read, A?" B shoved the orange bottle into A's face.

"Where did you even get this? When-how did you get my knife?" B asked, his voice rising.

A's life span dropped a bit more. Yelling wouldn't help.

B sighed. "We're going out."

B said as he took the items and searched through A's closet. He came out with winter garments.

"I don't-"

"You said you didn't get a Christmas present right? We'll I'm going to get you one. You pick, I'll pay." B threw the clothing and A caught it.

A lit up. He was happy B cared for him, but the weight still stood there. His sad face resurfaced.

B noticed. "And while were out, try to forget about this crappy place."

A nodded still looking depressed. B grabbed the killing tools noting to hide them safely. They headed to B's room for his clothing and kept reminding him self to burn anything he had as threat to A's self being. B made sure to hold onto A so the guy wouldn't run off.

"Uh…you're not going to invite anyone else?"

"Why for?" B was still holding onto A; hands this time.

B's hands were warm on A's. They were pale and bigger than A's cupping the blonds palm perfectly. The blond was the younger of the two and he was also the smallest and weakest. B could compete with his frailness, but B surely was stronger and more broad than A.

"Hmmm…" A shook his head dropping the question.

B maneuvered them through the kid stampede and they safely made it to the gates.

"We're just going to go around town. We already talked to Roger." B explained to the guards outside.

One was staring at their connected hands. A looked away, forcing his blush back.

The other guard snapped the gazer back to reality and they let the two out.

B rounded the corner and after a few minutes of walking they merged into town.

A had rarely gone outside and the town was a bit to much to start with. People looked their way. They were still holding hands.

A lowered his face in embarrassment and tried moving is hand to send a message to B that he wanted him to let go.

B looked down at A.

"You're sure? I don't want to lose someone so dear to me in such a big place…" B lowered his face to A's and lifted the youngsters' chin up. Some girls gasped some others in anticipation and many passing by blushed.

A was flushed staring into B's dark and slightly red eyes. His heart pounded rapidly.

B smiled and walked on victorious; A's hand still in his. Some of the watchers said their "awws" and walked on. He defiantly won gawking gazes and the heart of his dear A.

He actually regretted teasing A at times because he wouldn't get any satisfaction besides A's adorable reactions. It was an 'oh well' situation because B wouldn't want his sweet kisses to be shared with anyone anyways.

"Hey, A, what do you want?" B said as he stopped in a local shopping district.

"I'm not sure…" A realized. His mind was still dazed at B's flirtatious actions. "What do you want?"

"Jam…" B said hungrily, dazing off.

A giggled. "Let's go buy some food."

B nodded happily leading, practically dragging A, into a super market. B bought 10 jars of all kinds of red colored jam.

"Is it really that good…?" A ate another small tomato from his nearly half eaten salad and eyed B as he placed his hand back into the 5th jar of jam.

B nodded and smiled childishly.

"It's strawberry. Want some?" B asked. Something sparked in his eyes making A take note of it.

"Sure…" A said slowly, letting curiosity take over.

B licked his messy lips and took a spoon and scooped into a fresh jar.

As soon as A touched the handle of the plastic utensil, B flung it into his mouth.

A's eyes grew and B smirked.

A frowned.

"If you want some, come get it." B said over the jelly in his mouth.

A's check reddened. "Stop playing around…"

"No one's around." It was true. Their table was a round a corner unnoticeable from others.

A hesitated. B swallowed. "Okay, then. I guess I'll eat the rest then."

B took another scoop and placed it in his mouth.

"Wait!" A said surprising himself. "I've never tasted it before…so I guess I'll try."

B smiled. A came around and sat besides B.

B placed some more jam and shut his mouth.

"Twie an get it."

A rolled his eyes and placed his lips to B's. He could already taste the sweet substance, but it wasn't enough.

B's mouth opened and A darted his tongue in licking all the jelly he could. It was sweet, tasty, it was in B. A closed his mouth hearing B let out a soft groan.

A let go breathlessly, eyes half lidded. A got up and repositioned himself, legs outside of B's on the bench and hovering over the older. A dived back in. His wet appendage searched all over B's mouth for any remains of jam.

When A tasted nothing more but faint sugar and both of their saliva, he let go and a small trail disappeared as he released. He wasn't done. He was hard because of B and he wanted to make sure B suffered.

B smiled at A.

"Did it taste good?" A turned around and scoped the jam into his mouth.

"Get it from me." A said.

B's eyes widened. He did as A said and kissed him.

B was a better kisser. He would get a soft held back moan from A once in a while.

A's arms weakly wrapped around B's neck. The jam was long gone.

B stood up still connected with A and placed the younger one on the bench.

A looked up lustily and B gave him a silly gaze.

B poked A's harden member.

"Ah…." B let out a small smile.

"You're easily influenced…" B caressed A from the outside getting more held back responses.

A's plan back fired, or did it really?

B was hard himself, but he let out no indecent noises.

"Says the one who's going through the same…Ah Ahh!" B cut him off by squeezing him softly.

B leaned towards A's ears. "I can hold myself back. I could be fucking you senseless right now A… Is that what you want?"

A was tempted but he couldn't let himself get exposed, especially in the open.

He let out a soft moan. B's breath did wonders to his skin.

A caught his breath after B stroked him again.

"Off…get off…" A struggled, half-heartedly.

"Okay." B said sending more sensations down A's neck.

B got up, not afraid of his bulge slightly showing. He was quiet the actor.

"I'd handle that if I were you. The bathroom's down there." B said as he went somewhere, probably to help himself.

A felt tears coming down. B was so mean. He walked with an unbalanced stride. Once he made it to the corner he looked around and dashed into the bathroom, ignoring his jeans tightly scrapping against his swollen lower body.

A cat whistle and laughter erupted from behind.

B was so mean…

-x-

After their lunch break incident A finally decide on his Christmas gift: A mystery novel series. B happily paid and they went headed back to the orphanage.

The guards nodded at them and opened the gates.

It had only been a few hours but the dark seemed to have caught up. The smaller orphans were all in the main lobby watching a movie. Some of the older kids were there too or roaming the building finally free of pests.

B suggested for them head back to his room. A coolly agreed.

"You're going to read them?" B said as he scrolled through channels.

"No, I don't feel like it." A closed the door and plopped down on the bed, dropping the bag of books, removing his glasses and closing his eyes. A picture of B smiling at him made him blush. He opened his eyes and the picture was no different.

"You look cute with you're eyes closed. Like an angel." B said kissing A's right cheek.

He blushed. B laughed and got up heading to the T.V.

"You're too vulnerable, A. And I don't want to get possible competition." A got up and rolled his eyes. Maybe going to B's room alone wasn't such a good idea.

A looked for conversation. "B, what was it you wanted for Christmas?" He hated silence between him and B. It was like they would somehow drift a part each second of stillness.

"I'm not sure, but I do have something in mind." B said as continued searching for a decent channel.

"What is it?" A asked.

"If I told you, what would you do?" B said simply stopping at the news channel and sighing.

"I would give you it… You did give me something, so that would be right. It's still Christmas. " A smiled genuinely. All of his thoughts completely melted away, thinking only of what to get B.

B looked up from the T.V. "No matter what it is?"

"Yeah, sure." I'm sure Roger wouldn't mind lending me money. It'll probably be a lot more jam anyways. A blushed remembering the kiss, but then scowled at how B teased him.

B shut off the T.V. and threw away the remote. "Then you won't mind if I tell you now?"

B looked into A's eyes, his and raising A's chin. A blushed and nodded. What exactly had he gotten himself into?

"I want you." B's eyes sparked.

A gulped. "M-me?" B nodded and kissed A.

B let go and stared at A. "O-okay…"

"Complete control?" A nodded shyly. "Anything I want; even begging?" B said deliciously. A's face reddened and he nodded.

B immediately pounced on A jumping in joy from all the permission.

B kissed A feverishly. A was just as needy.

B took his time with the clothes getting A to whimper in displeasure.

B laughed. "You're mine and I'll cherish every moment with you, don't forget it." B ripped off A's boxers and kissed the younger.

Maybe A would get have to get used to B's teasing.

-x-

"B…"

"Hmm?" B answered tangling his fingers in and out of A's damp golden locks.

"Alexander… That's my name; please call me it when we're alone." A said.

"Hmm mmm…" B said hugging A closer. He could say A's name now; B was happy.

"My name is Beyond."

A smiled. "I like that name…it sounds…cool." B laughed.

B kissed A's sweaty forehead. "Promise me, you won't try to hurt yourself anymore…"

A held closer. "I promise…" Could he really?

It grew quite once again. The loneliness was creeping in. A was desperate for a topic change. His face lit up. "D-did you like your gift?"

"It was the best." B moved A's head out of his chest and pulled him up to kiss him. A's life span was completely at its fullest.

"I-I'm glad…I love you. Merry Christmas Beyond"

"Love you too. Merry Christmas Alex." And they drifted off to sleep.

?: Ahhh! Kawaii! –nosebleed-

Reikan-san: Uh, you guys hear that?

Fan girls: -nose bleeding with blank expressions- That wasn't us…

Reikan-san: It was good though, right?

Fan girl #1: Should've added their 'moment' –wipes noses-

Reikan-san: It was tempting, but I had to keep this strictly rated T. It was K then K+ before ;~;

Fan girl #2: Why not have bonus chapters to show uncensored stuff?

Reikan-san: You guys are really determined…. I guess I could make a rated M version of the series… Sure, but that's if the fans want one. Tell me what you all think about this chapter. What should I improve, what shouldn't I include. Did I do awesome or "iight :/" tell me all you think in the reviews. Happy Christmas Eve and see you all tomorrow!