A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in forever. My brother passed away August 5th and I been sad ever since.

I didn't know what to do and was full of weird emotions that I never felt before. He was like my best friend I know that might sound weird to most people and I know most people went through this but this was not natural cause. My brother was shot by a Latin King which pissed me off. want this guy to suffer for eternity for killing my brother. I want him to feel my family and I pain. He destroyed a family member and don't even care. I want his concisous to eat him alive. I want him to witness every one of his family member to die in his arms. I miss my brother so much. He was only 19 years old he had a future ahead of him. He had a life. He didn't even to get married. This was a shock to me when I saw my own brother in a pool of blood on the ground laying in my fathers arm craddle style.

I know you guys don't care, but I do and I needed to get this off my chest but I'm still filled with emotion that will never be understood.

That's why I haven't updated in awhile.

Chapter 11

Kendall and I tiptoed away from my dad...well I had to make Kendall tiptoe he was still frozen. He thawed now and was tiptoeing very fast I had to catch up with him. "Kendork." I laughed to myself. He didn't even glance back. He was going so fast. "K3." I sung and twiled until I was in front of him. His gaze was so focused on the street. "Kenny Love." I continued when he didn't look at me not even once.

"What?" He whispered/yelled. I looked at him and began laughing so hard my gut started to hurt. "What's funny?"

"You are." I laughed. "He's not behind us. he was after all on a rampage to kill Lorenzo. You're all good." He stopped almost knocking me down when I said the last few words he wanted to hear.

"Se-seriously?" He looked back panic written all over his face. I couldn't help but laugh some more. He glared at me with a smile hidden in his eyes.

"Shut up." He smiled. "You know he's weird." he whispered the last word.

"Really I haven't notice." My sarcasm kicked in. He glared some more, but I couldn't help but laugh my ass off or as English people say Arse...

"Quit playing. It's not funn. He freaks me out." He finshed plopping down on the concret ground. We were still outside.

"Keep talking about him and he will appear." I joked, but to Kendall he was truly scared of my dad. I don't know why. My phone rang playing 'Dangerous' by Britney Spears. Kendall smiled at me. "What I'ma Britne Fan." I said pretending to kick him in the arm.

"CHello?" I answered.

"That's how you answer a phone when your mother calls?" Whoops my mom is calling and she hates when I say weird things like that.

"Sorry." I mumbled and Kendall laughed.

"Your dad tells me Kendall Schimdt is your boo." She cooes all too happy about the whole ordeal.

"He's not..." She cut me off saying some stuff that no one really cares about.

"OOh grandkids finally. I mean you are 20. Hurry up and bring me some grandbabies home girl." She continued on with that. I sighed.

"Ain't nobody having no kids." Kendall was staring at me the whole entire time with a question mark on his face. Boys are so easy to read.

"Honey is the boy next to you by any chance?" My mom's question caught me off guard. I was too busy staring at Kendall...or as I call him in my head Kenny Bear. SHhh, don't tell anyone I told you that. "Tiffany Shay Stone answer me."

"Mom yes. He's here." I told her with a sigh to express my annoyance with her. "Why?" I asked after a few seconds.

"Put him on." Was what she told me. I froze. Now I was frozen, but not like Kendall was...I slowly took the phone off my ear and passed it to Kendall. He stared at me confused for a few seconds before realizing that it was for him. He stood up and dusted himself off. "Erm...Hello?" He was nervous.

"Um...no?" I stared at him as he had the conversation with my mom. He laughed but then turned serious. "No we're-" My mom overpowered him with her voice. "It's not-" He rolled his eyes and I couldn't help but giggle. "yes, but-" He sighed really loud. He went silent for a minute and waited till she was finished. "Erm..okay." He then handed the phone to me with the look I can only described as 'You're mom' I know the feeling all too well. But I can also understand my mom in a way. This was the first boy I was bringing over to meet my parents. I gulped and then looked at the phone she had hing up already and was getting the house ready probably. I remember the first boy I brought over.

His name was Liam, but my dad scared him away with scary stories about his past present and what his future will be. My dad was a total creep. I don't bring boys home. I nodded my head to myself. "TIFFANY!" I heard my name being yelled so I turned to the source. It was Kendall. I almost forgot he was still here. "I been trying to get your attention for awhile now." He sighed.

"Oh..sorry. Just in my little world." He nodded. "SO?"

"I don't want to meet your mo mom if she's as crazy as your dad." He said. I understood where he was coming from.

"I'll let you be the judge of that." I smirked. Now I had to go back to my home town. I sighed. What a long long long long long trip it was going to be. Kendall was scared. I don't blame him.

Eventually we made it back to the studio were the guys asked us question.

"Did you guys have sex again?"

"Details."

"What happened?"

James, Carlos, and Logan in that order asked the questions. "Waht's with you and sex James?" Kendall asked with a smile tuggin at the corners of his mouth.

"I dunno." He shrugged.

"Nothing happened. Just her father came and then I talked to her mom." Kendall said like it wasn't a big deal.

"You met her mom?" They asked in unison. Kendall shook his head.

"Not yet. Over the phone we talked..." He trailed off looking a bit uncomfrotable. The guys got the hint and didn't press the issue.

Until the next day.

Princess Dork: I finally uploaded this. *Sighs* It's the one week annversary of my Brothers death...not that you guys care,but I do. My cousins told me I should stop holding it in cause it's not healthy and I promise this won't be the only thing I talk about, but it would help alot if you guys watch the video from the news on youtube.

it's called 'Justice For Sameer Barakat' It's on youtube. And I'm tahnkful for everyone that commented on thevideo and that is prying for him to have a better afterlife and for the family. It' going to be hard to get over this, but I'm coping and I thought I was going to turn goth because of this whole situation. *Sighs* Seriously this won't be the only thing I talk about promise.

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