Death Is Better Than Living Forever Chapter 13 during the change, a twilight fanfic

Chapter 13 (Jess's prove)

Every hour or two Jack would scream out in pain, and I would cringe but than tell him that everything would be okay. I have spent the past two days next to Jack and every time someone came in I would send them flying out of the room. It was the third day and he was still screaming.

"Jack its going to be okay, everything will be fine, I'm not leaving you." I said kissing him on the base of his neck. I started to hum Missing by Evanescence. Why is it taking so long for him to change? Why haven't the demons tried to attack? I wonder what his powers will be? Will he have any powers? Will he have to hunt? Will the plan work? I thought to myself for I don't know how many times, ever since I've been up here I've been thinking about those questions no stop.

"Jess I think that you should get something to eat, I'll watch Jack." Carlisle said and walked over to my bed.

"Carlisle it's his third day and he's still changing, why is that?" I asked him, sitting up and looking at him.

"Jess it takes some people longer to change than others." Carlisle said, looking over Jack. "But I'm sure its nothing for you to worry about." Carlisle said, patting me on my shoulder.

I shrugged it off and got up and walked around the room, "I'm sorry but his my boyfriend and I just don't want anything to happen to him." I said and walked back over to my bed.

"Jess I know its hard but you need to relax and go spend sometime with your family. Go, I'll stay and watch Jack and I'll get you if anything happens." Carlisle said and pushed me out on my room and locked the door behind me.

I walked down the stairs and into the living room and sat down on the coach and curled into a ball. I pulled out my MP3 player and turned it on. I started to hum to The Reason by Hoobastank;

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you (x4)
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I started to fall asleep when I felt someone sit next to me and someone else pull my earphones out of my ears. I opened my eyes and saw Alice and Emmett standing in front of me with a huge smile on their faces.

"What are you to smiling at?" I asked, sitting up and looking at them.

"Well we were talking and we think that it would be a good idea if you do some pre-fighting against Emmett, Jasper and Edward and than you come out with me Rosalie and Bella to the spa. What do you think?" Alice asked me. I stood up and ran up into my room and into my bathroom, threw on my jogging suit and ran back down, "Your on." I said.

I walked down into the basement with Emmett and saw that Jasper and Edward was already down there, ready to fight. When they turned around and saw me, Jasper smiled and Edward snarled at me. I smiled at him and walked over to Jasper.

"So how are we going to this?" I asked them.

Jasper and Emmett all of a sudden got a huge smile across their face. "Oh well were all going to attack you, at the same time." Emmett said, pretending to crake his knuckles. I smiled a huge smile.

"But no using powers, no of us." Jasper said. My smiled shrunk but still I was smiling.

Edward attacked first, I'm guessing he was still mad at me. I jumped up and kicked him right in the jaw, sending him into the other wall. He got up and charged again. I ducked out of the way and flipped him over and slammed him into the floor. I climbed onto Edward's chest and pined him to the floor.

"JESS GET OFF ME SO I CAN KICK YOUR ASS!" Edward yelled, squirming under me but I didn't budge.

"Edward language, and what your problem? Why are you so pissed off at me? what did I do to you? And as I recalled you saved me from going to Voltaire, was that a mistake? Was saving me a mistake Edward?" I asked him.

He kicked me off and jumped up. I flipped up and he attacked. He went to punch me but I blocked it, he went to punch with the other hand and I blocked that one too. I twisted his arms around and kicked him in the side of his head. He fell to the floor and jumped up again and was about to attack but I flipped over him and kicked him in the back. Edward was about to charge again but Jasper and Emmett grabbed him and held him back.

"EDWARD, will you chill out and stop fighting. BELLA GET DOWN HERE!" Emmett yelled and threw Edward into a chair. Jasper sent a wave of calmness into the air, which only pissed him off more.

"JASPER TRY AND CALM ME DOWN ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL KICK YOUR SORRY ASS!" Edward yelled, just as Bella came running into the room.

"What's going on? Edward what's wrong?" Bella asked from the door way.

"Well me and Alice came up with an idea for Jess and my idea got a little out of hand." Emmett said, looking down at his feet.

"And what was your idea Emmett?" Bella asked, walking over to Edward and sitting down on his lap.

"Well I was going to do a pre-fighting thing with her and than Alice was going to take her out to the spa with you guys and well during the fight Edward went at her and we didn't even get a chance to fight Jess. So we pulled him off of her and that's when you came down." Emmett said, still looking at his feet.

Bella looked at Emmett than at Jasper than at me and that at Edward. "Okay well we are taking Jess out to the spa with us and when we get back, I'm going to have a talk with you Edward. Jess come on, we don't want to keep Rosalie waiting." Bella said and got up off of Edward's lap and pulled me up the stairs.

"Hey Jess you have fun with the guys?" Alice asked me, walking to greet us.

"No, no not really." I said and walked out the front door.

We all climbed into the Porsche and Alice took off with Bella and Rosalie talking in the back and I was looking outside the window.

(Edwards prove)

"Jasper what are we doing here?" I asked Jasper as he dragged me down into the basement.

"Well Emmett and Alice came up with an idea to take Jess's mind off of Jack, see we're going to do pre-fighting with Jess and than Alice and the girls are going to take Jess out to the spa with them." Jasper said and started to walk around the basement. I smiled to myself, this is going to be fun. I thought just as the basement door opened and Emmett and Jess walked in.

"So how are we going to this?" Jess asked us.

Jasper and Emmett all of a sudden got a huge smile across their face. "Oh well were all going to attack you, at the same time." Emmett said, pretending to crake his knuckles. Jess all of a sudden had a huge smile on her face.

"But no using powers, no of us." Jasper said. Her smile shrunk but still was still smiling.

I attacked Jess first, I was still mad at her. Jess jumped up and kicked me right in the jaw, sending me straight into the other wall. I got up and charged again. Jess ducked out of the way and flipped over me and slammed me into the floor. She climbed onto my chest and pined me to the floor.

"JESS GET OFF ME SO I CAN KICK YOUR ASS!" I yelled, trying to kick her off, but she wouldn't budge.

I kicked Jess off and jumped up. She flipped up and I attacked. I went to punch her but she blocked it, I went to punch with the other hand and she blocked that one too. She twisted my arms around and kicked my in the side of my head. I fell to the floor and jumped up again and was about to attack but Jess flipped over me and kicked me in the back. I was about to charge again but Jasper and Emmett grabbed me and held me back.

"EDWARD, will you chill out and stop fighting. BELLA GET DOWN HERE!" Emmett yelled and threw me into a chair. Jasper sent a wave of calmness into the air, which only pissed me off more.

"JASPER TRY AND CALM ME DOWN ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL KICK YOUR SORRY ASS!" I yelled, just as Bella came running into the room.

"What's going on? Edward what's wrong?" Bella asked me from the door way.

"Well me and Alice came up with an idea for Jess and my idea got a little out of hand." Emmett said, looking down at his feet.

"And what was your idea Emmett?" Bella asked, walking over to me and sat down on my lap.

Bella looked at Emmett than at Jasper than at Jess and that at me.

"Okay well we are taking Jess out to the spa with us and when we get back, I'm going to have a talk with you Edward. Jess come on, we don't want to keep Rosalie waiting." Bella said and got off of my lap and pulled Jess up the stairs. I was about to get up but Emmett pushed me back into the chair. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR!" I yelled and tried once again to get up but they pushed me down again.

"We were going to ask you the same thing." Emmett said, standing in front of me with Jasper at his side.

"I don't know what your talking about." I said and tried to get up but was pushed back down into the chair.

"What was that between you and Jess?" Jasper asked me.

"Nothing that you two need to worry about." I replied and kicked Emmett out of the way. I tried to make a break out for it but Jasper tackled me.

"Edward what is your problem with Jess?" Jasper asked me.

"I DON'T KNOW," I yelled at him. "I guess that I'm mad that she's turning that boy into one of us." I said and Jasper let go. I got up and looked at them.

"Edward, when have you seen Jess this happy since she moved in with us?" Emmett asked.

I sighed, "Never." I said. I see where he was going with this.

"Exactly Edward, so cut her some slack. Try and be friends, she is family now." Emmett said.

"I guess you're right, I'll tell her I'm sorry when she gets back." I said and walked up stairs.

(Bella's prove)

"Alice what time are we leaving for the spa?" I asked her as I walked down into the living room, where Alice and Rosalie was sitting.

"Whenever Jess is done with the guys." Alice said, turning back to the TV.

"BELLA GET DOWN HERE!" Emmett yelled.

"Now what." I muttered and walked down into the basement. I could tell that Jasper sent a wave of calmness into the air, which I'm sure was for Edward.

"JASPER TRY AND CALM ME DOWN ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL KICK YOUR SORRY ASS!" Edward yelled, just as I came running into the room.

"What's going on? Edward what's wrong?" I asked them from the door way.

"Well me and Alice came up with an idea for Jess and my idea got a little out of hand." Emmett said, looking down at his feet.

"And what was your idea Emmett?" I asked, walking over to Edward and sat down on his lap.

I looked at Emmett than at Jasper than at Jess and that at Edward.

"Okay well we are taking Jess out to the spa with us and when we get back, I'm going to have a talk with you Edward. Jess come on, we don't want to keep Rosalie waiting." I said and got off Edward's lap and pulled Jess up the stairs.

"Hey Jess you have fun with the guys?" Alice asked her, walking to greet us.

"No, no not really." Jess said and walked out the front door.

We all climbed into the Porsche and Alice took off with, I was in the back with Rosalie talking and Jess was looking outside the window.

"So what happened?" Rose asked me.

"Nothing." I said, looking at Jess.

"Has anyone seen Marissa?" Alice asked.

"She had to go back so that she could become my white lighter." Jess said, still looking out the window.

"So Jess what color are you getting your nails down?" Rosalie asked her.

"Black nails and white toenails, you?" Jess asked.

"Pink flowers, Bella what about you?" Rose asked me.

"Um a French tip, Alice?" I said.

"I don't know yet, I may get skulls." She said and pulled into a driveway.

We walked into the spa and we were seated instantly. "Okay Bella you're getting your hair done first, Jess mani-pedi, Rose massage and I'm going to go and have a facile." Alice said and we all went off.

(Jess's prove)

"So what colors do you want?" A man asked me. He had black hair and baby blue eyes.

"Um black on my fingers and white in my toes." I answered. He smiled at me and lead me over to a desk. "Sure let me just go and get the colors. Have a seat." He said and walked away. I sat down and waited. "Okay let get started, and by the way my name is David." He said and sat down.

"I'm Jess." I said and handed him my hand.

"Hi Jess, you have very nice cuticles." David said.

"Thank you." I said and I could feel my checks heating up.

David finished my nails and toes in an hour. I looked at them and they looked better than ever. "Thanks, um I think that Alice will be paying for everything but um here's a hundred dollars. Does that cover it?" I asked David, pulling out my wallet.

"Um, yeah that covers it." David said and I handed him the money.

I was about to head to get my hair done and I pulled out my cell phone before it started to ring.

"Hello." I said.

"Jess its Emmett." Emmett said.

"What's up?" I asked, walking over to the hair place.

"Its Jack." Emmett said. I froze, "What about Jack?" I asked, trying to keep my voice from cracking.

"He's done changing." Emmett said. I let out a sigh of relief.

"Everything went okay?" I asked.

"Everything is fine, he's still resting in your room." Emmett said. "You don't have to come home yet, just have fun." Emmett said and hung up.

I was the first one finished so I found Alice and told her that I was going home and that I already paid for myself. I ran home as fast as I could and went around the back just to be safe. I walked into the house and moved the crystal back. I was about to walk up into my room, but I ran into Edward.

"Jess your home, where's Bella?" Edward asked me.

"I finished before the rest so I told them that I was going home." I said, snarling at him. "Can I go now?" I asked him, starting to walk around him.

"Jess I'm sorry." I heard Edward say. I turned around and looked at him.

"Your sorry?" I asked him, a little bit of annoyance in my voice.

"Yes I'm sorry for how I've been acting around you and what happened downstairs, I'm sorry Jess I really am, can you forgive me?" Edward asked, looking my straight in the eye.

"Yes." I said and hugged him.

"Jess I cant believe what I'm seeing, are you cheating on Jack with Edward? And Edward, your cheating on Bella?" Jasper said, laughing a little.

"Jasper shut up." Edward said and tackled Jasper. They rolled around the floor. I started to laugh and walked up to my room. Jack was still laying on my bed, sleeping. I walked over to him and laid down next to him. I wrapped my arms around him and waited for him to wake up.