My Random Seddie Oneshots
Some are fluffy, some are sad, most are random; all are Seddie. ENJOY. Ratings vary
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Lots of people ask me how I feel about them dating.
But I don't. I don't feel anything. Or, I don't want to feel anything. Anything like what I'm feeling.
I wanna be happy for them. I wanna smile when they're laughing and kissing.
But I don't.
It looks like I do. But that's just an act. It looks like I'm happy that they're together. It looks like I don't envy her.
But I do.
I wanna talk to her and ask her if he's a good kisser and a good boyfriend. And if he's everything and more that she ever wanted.
But I know he is.
I wanna ask him if he loves her with everything he has.
But I know he does.
I wanna feel like I'm okay with how life is with them together.
But I'm not.
I wanna be able to go to sleep without praying that them dating is just part of a crazy dream.
But it's not.
I wanna be able to go to sleep and not wake up in the middle of the night crying. Because I'm miserable. Because they're dating.
But I do.
And I feel like…this.
What I'm feeling is killing me, slowly and painfully. Every time I see them hold hands. Or when I see him look at her.
And I know that he can never look at me that way. Even if I want him to.
I wanna actually love my boyfriend. Think that he's the love of my life. Act like I'm happy with him.
But I'm not.
I wanna be able to kiss my boyfriend and feel like I'm flying. I wanna be able to say that I can't live without my boyfriend.
But I can.
I wish I could love someone other than my best friend's boyfriend.
But I don't.
I wish I had what Sam and Freddie have.
But I don't.
Spelling lesson! What is this one shot?
P-O-I-N-T-L-E-S-S
But what should you do anyway?
R-E-V-I-E-W
Did you enjoy that lesson?
Good!
Do you L-O-V-E it? Or H-A-T-E it?
Did it S-U-P-R-I-S-E you? Or N-O-T?
Are you going to R-E-V-I-E-W? Or N-O-T?
LOVE ALWAYS,
-randomness
In my opinion you should review, but that's just me.