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:( Jasper's View~~)3
It's been a long time since the entirety of my body ached as it does now. My hands are chained behind my back and though I try, I can't break them with all of the strength I have left. I can feel the heat of the rocks under me and smell the stench of death in the thin air. Every instinct in me tells me that I should by all accounts have died. *So how am I here?* Lucifer walks into my small cell room and smirks at me.
"I hope the accommodations are suitable to your liking."
"As good as I'd expect from a slimy bastard such as yourself," I growl in my southern accent and Lucifer scowls as he picks me up to eye level by the roots of my hair.
"I would not speak as such if I were you." his breath is rank making me gag lightly.
"Or what? You'll kill me? Go ahead." I snarl at him and he smirks.
"Maybe I should. That would most definitely cripple the little birdy."
"Little birdy?"
"Yes, little Jay wouldn't most likely go so far as to just die himself if he found you dead."
"Jay? Stop speaking in riddles, what the hell are you talking about?" Lucifer tilts his head as he looks me in the eye then smiles.
"You poor thing. He never told you a scrap of his history did he?"
"Who?" I snap at him.
"The one you called your lover." All of the anger that had been boiling in my stomach dissipated in that one sentence.
"He's alive?" My voice quavers for a moment as I speak and Lucifer grins as he drops me.
"Aye, he's alive and well. Back under his father's wing like he's always wanted to be. Guess he just left you behind, huh."
*Left me behind? Does that mean Jackson lied in his letter?* I open and close my mouth but I can't even begin the form the questions swimming in my mind.
"Bet he wrote you something along the lines of 'I'll always love you' and a good old 'move on after I'm dead' line. That way he could just run away back to his dear old dad and siblings without you trying to chase after him. As it is even if you die, a creature such as yourself will just end up coming here anyway so he wouldn't have to worry about seeing you again after you died even."
"Th-that's not..." *Could it be true? If he's really alive why didn't he give me a sign or say something in his letter? If he lied about going to die then what about everything else he said and wrote to me? Did he ever love me in the first place? Or was he just using me to get back into Heaven as Lucifer says? Wait, if I'd end up down here after I die then what if I'm already dead anyway? That means I'm stuck here. I'm never getting out... What am I saying? even if I'm not dead, I can't get out anyway. No one is coming to rescue me so I'll just starve down here for Lucifer's amusement and then after that... After that, I'll be his play toy until he gets bored of me and throws me away to who knows where to what...* Lucifer smiles knowingly as he leaves the room and me to my own gradual insanity. I never knew that so many questions and so much doubt could drive a person mad...
( Author Note: )
Sorry for the short chapter guys! I PROMISE that the next chapter will be better!