AN: Wow and I thought people would say it's rushed. WOOT!!! I'm so happy about this. Well I'm going to shut up…HUZZAH!!!!
Still a Gentleman
I kept thinking, 'What the hell am I doing?' We are supposed to wait until marriage, but I can't deny Bella when she was looking at me like that. When I looked in her eyes I saw desire and love. We had made it up to her room and were now sitting on her bed. I guess she wanted me to start.
I moved towards her slowly. I checked her eyes, checking to see if she truly wanted this. I took one look at her and knew she wanted it as much as I did. I looped my fingers in her hair and pulled her face to mine. I started kissing her sweetly at first, and then I deepened the kiss. I pulled her onto my lap without breaking the kiss. I felt her hands at my shirt, slowly unbuttoning it. I reached around to the back of her dress after my shirt was off and managed to get the buttons undone. She stood up breaking the kiss for the first time since we started. I slid the dress off her shoulders, and removed the rest of her clothing.
She then began on my pants, unbuttoning them and removing them. She then moved to sit on my lap.
"Oh, Edward…I love you…"
"I love you too."
I lay her on the bed and slowly got on top of her. I placed my hands on her breasts and massaged them slowly, listening to her moans fill the room. I then bent down to kiss each of her nipples. I moved to her entrance.
"Bella this is going to hurt."
"I know…"
I pushed slowly into her, when I broke her barrier tears fell down from her eyes. I stopped and waited for her to adjust to my body. She then surprised me by thrusting her hips up pushing me further into her. I knew she was ready then.
"Oh god Bella!"
"Edward I love you!"
We screamed each others names over and over again. I knew she was the one for me, and I knew I had to propose soon. I had to make her mine. I love her so much. I just hoped her father would allow us to be together. I was so happy. I was flying, and then we both came at the same time. I then collapsed next to her and we both fell asleep in each others arms.
AN: I'm still surprised that I'm this good when I've never had sex…O.o Thanks Sharon!
