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13. Break Me Down

I went back to the bar that night serving people, I ignored the police and ambulance sirens directly outside of the building. I knew what they were here for they even came inside and question a few of the workers including myself, I said I heard nothing while I was on break. I thought to myself about Leah what would she think of me now? I killed off her man, she was doomed now to live a life where she had imprinted on someone who I had killed not only did I kill him but he didn't love her back. If he did he would have never tried to do what he did in the ally.

"Hey Darl'n got any martini's for my beautiful lady?" a short Italian guy questioned. He was sitting next to a beautiful dark haired and tanned skinned girl. I nodded and with ease whipped up my special martini.

By 4am the crowd started to die down, I noticed a familiar figure standing in the corner of the room. It was Seth had he been standing there the whole time? I made sure to let Antonio the other bar tender on for the night know I was going to the bathroom. I ran over to where I had seen Seth. He was in a dark corner of a bar, right below the stage that was there for the live entertainment which had left for the evening.

"Seth I told you not to come here" I whispered.

"I had to babe, I have your money it's safe" he went to lean in for a kiss and I shied away.

"What was that for?" he questioned.

"We can't do this here… I don't want you seeing this Seth this is who I'm this is who I've always been" I looked down at what I was wearing and I noticed him eyeing me up and down.

"I told you I love you for who you are stop knocking yourself every five minutes" he said.

"What's with all the ruckus outside?" he questioned I had guessed he was referring to the police and ambulance. I looked down not once looking up at him as I confessed.

"Henry" was the only thing that came out of my mouth.

"Angel what happened?" his voice seemed caring enough for me to tell him the rest.

"I went on break and well he came up from behind me and grabbed me, apparently these people are oblivious to the way I feel because he grabbed me and didn't let go, he then proceeded to tell me that basically he wanted me to go home with him so that we can have sex the way we used to. I was not having any of it so I pushed him away. Oh and by the way he is very strong for a human, he got me" I began to feel myself getting upset at this point. I knew Seth had seen it in my eyes because he intertwined his fingers with mine.

"Well then after he grabbed me again he stuck his hands down my shorts…"

"I'll kill the bastard where is he?" Seth was getting defensive now.

"Seth I'm not done! Well after that he pulled down my shorts and I felt him pressing it up against me just ready to go in, I really didn't want that experience as a vampire too. I already have nightmares even now that I don't sleep. I have them about that night and I didn't want to add to the pain. So once I was able to get a hold of myself….. Look at it this way I was hungry I hadn't eaten since I left Forks and well he was the perfect candidate his blood smelled so good and had smelled amazing the night he cut open his finger with the glass, Seth I killed another human" I wasn't sure of his reaction because I wasn't looking at him. He was quiet.

"Please say something…."

"WELL T HERE YOU ARE" the voice echoed through my ears and vibrated my brain. I hated hearing it and I knew I was in for it.

"Tell your little friend here that you have work to do" he spat.

"I have to go Seth" I said to him. He didn't look at me not once, so I obeyed my Father and walked back to the bar where everyone was cleaning up. When I got back to the bar and looked where Seth was, he wasn't anymore.

This was the worst I had ever felt since I had become a vampire. I began to clean up the bar trying not to become a blubbering idiot. I felt myself on the verge of wanting to find out the several ways to kill a Vampire. I didn't deserve anything now, Edward was right at the house but now why should I get a second chance? I killed someone's other half, even though he was a shitty other half he still was one.

I had forgotten that my eyes must have been extremely red. Antonio looked at me as I broke one of the glasses while cleaning them.

"Let me help you…" he was staring directly into my eyes.

"Antonio don't touch the glass please let me do this, I beg of you don't touch it" I said. He backed away still staring at my eyes.

"Did you get contacts?" he questioned. He was the first one to notice, I guess everyone else just assumed that my eyes were like that or they just figured they were contacts.

"Yeah" I said bending down and picking up the pieces of glass. I threw them in the garbage underneath the bar. I heard someone clear their throat above me.

"You don't work for 4 months and then you come back and you're a klutz" it was my Father again. He tried to lift me off the ground but this time he pulled his hand away.

"Put some clothes on your cold" he told me in the first Fatherly tone I had ever heard. I turned around to him and pushed passed him. I couldn't take it anymore I just needed to run I needed to get out of there. I needed something. As I headed down the dark streets I began to run faster, I heard someone running behind me. I didn't look back I kept running. Then I took in a deep breath and smelled who it was.

"Angel come back here" it was Seth the voice that I always longed to hear when I was upset.

"NO Seth don't follow me I'm going to end it all" I yelled back at him.

"Angel you do anything to harm yourself and I swear to god I will join you" he shouted. I couldn't have that, I stopped we were out of sight of anyone. We were in a deserted park. I stopped and fell to my knees.

"Angel" his voice was calming within a second of him saying my name is arms were wrapped tightly around me.

"You will not end your life no matter what you did to that guy. He was a prick and he deserved it and my Sister deserves someone to treat her the right way and to not go around messing with other girls… do you know what I found out the other day?" he questioned. I shook my head.

"I didn't say anything but I saw him he was walking around town with another girl, how much more obvious can he be, he was cheating on my Sister with every girl under the sun, I didn't think it was possible for someone who was imprinted on" he said. I was still in his arms not saying anything I was just listening to his voice.

"Don't beat yourself up over this, you're a vampire it's what you crave so you've slipped up twice no big deal really both men deserved what they got" he tried to make me feel better but in all honestly it wasn't making things better.

"I want to come home Seth" I finally said.

"I want you to come home too baby" he held me a bit tighter this time.

"Carlisle and Charlie have something worked out, I think they'll be coming very soon to investigate this place. Do you work every night?" he questioned.

"Of course I'm a slave to them and that is all" I said.

"Okay I will let them know that for now you need to keep your game face on" he said to me.

"I don't know how long I can Seth I'm on the verge of re-killing myself" I said.

"When you have those urges just think of who you are hurting, Rosalie, Emmett the whole Cullen Family … and don't forget about your loving boyfriend Seth" he said. I heard his happy go lucky smile in his voice.

"Your smile is making me feel better, it reminds me of the first time I saw you with Nessie and Jake out my window" I said with a smile. He saw it and kissed me with force.

"I love it when you smile, so keep smiling my angel… oh I almost forgot" he pulled something out of his pocked.

"I thought we agreed you would leave it where the money was" I said.

"Well I decided I wanted to put it on you myself" he said. I could feel myself smiling again as I lifted my hair and let him place the chain around my neck. As soon as it fell onto my chest I grabbed the charm. My angel wings were back and for some reason having this necklace on made me feel better. I turned to look at him.

"Things are going to be okay right?" I questioned him.

"Alice see's nothing but good things ahead for now" he said with a smile.

"What about Leah? She is going to hate me forever I just know it. I can't bear to have her hating me" I said to him.

"She hates everyone, she'll get over it… I hope. I'll make sure to tell her that I saw him the other day with another girl, and I'm sure at the funeral his other females will be attending it will be that much easier to tell her that way" he said.

"I just wish there was something I could do for her I feel like shit for what I did"

"For a cold hearted blood sucker you sure have a big heart" he said.

"Your not funny Seth" I felt another smile creep up. He always did this to me, I always felt better once he was around.

"I will always protect you my angel don't have any doubt with that" I then without thinking planted a kiss onto his warm lips.

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Another week, another night, another 50 million guys hitting on me and asking me to drink shots with them. I sighed as I poured drinks and made my tips. Henry's funeral was yesterday, Seth had told me that Leah was a wreck. He also told me that his other "girlfriends" were there. Leah understood what was going on and she wasn't that angry at me but at the same time she wanted to punch my nose in.

"Can I have a Reiner on draft please" I looked up to see a guy with dark hair and a dark mustache.

"Angel?" he questioned. I nodded and moved in closer to hear what he had to say.

"I'm chief Swan, Bella's Father. I'm here to investigate Carlisle says you have been working here since you were 14 or 15 years old" I nodded.

"We are going to get you out of here soon, tomorrow I'm bringing other officers with me. Tonight I'm just inspecting the mess" my Father passed and looked over at us but then continued walking.

"I've been doing some research on you to get some facts straight so that when we bust them we know what we are dealing with. You wanted to know if you were adopted, the answer to that is clearly yes you were. They adopted you in 2001 right before you turned a year old. You were found in a burning building in New York City. A fireman rescued you, your parents remains were no where in sight, so the officers in New York figured that your parents had abandoned you. You were given to an adoption agency in New York, I have ties with them, if you need to go and visit there if you want information. Your real last name is Hass" I could barely hear him over the music but I tuned myself into Charlie's voice.

It was something I realized that I could do I didn't bother letting it go noticed. But if I wanted to badly enough I could hear a conversation going on all of the way across the room. I could hear whispers I could hear people outside talking. I mostly blocked it out so it was never a big deal.

"We will get you to a safe environment back to Forks I can promise you that" he said to me.

"Chief Swan please thank Carlisle for me and also thank you for doing research and for helping me out" I said to him.

"No problem hun, now listen get back to work before they get suspicious I need to check out this place" he said to me. I nodded and pulled away from our conversation.

Another night another beating in the kitchen. My cold skin stung as the cracks of his belt hit my back and my rear. I didn't serve a customer quick enough or something to that matter.

"You Can't keep doing this you aren't even my real Father" I yelled. The kitchen help stopped what they were doing and eyed me.

"Get back to work" he yelled. He grabbed my arm and instantly pulled away, finally this guy had some sense of feeling.

"I don't have to listen to you, you are not my Father" I began to feel myself shouting.

"I said get back to work you worthless piece of shit" he said kicking my leg. I felt a growl in my chest. I tried to ignore it but it was there, and I knew he had heard it. With that the fight was over and I went back out to the bar to help clean.

I got home before they did I crawled into my bed and stared up at the ceiling.

"Angel" I heard someone whisper. I got up and looked out my window, my room was on the first floor so it was easy to crawl in and out. I opened the window a little more Seth was outside waiting. He crawled in and wrapped his arms around me.

"I miss you way too much" he whispered.

"I miss you too Seth but really once again you shouldn't be here it's not safe here" I told him.

"I think I can handle your Father" he said to me.

"Come on let's go lay in bed together I miss waking up and having you there when I do" he said to me pulling me towards the bed.

"Babe you can't stay here…" I said. He started pulling me like a little kid in a toy store trying to get his Mom to see the greatest toy in the world. He got me onto the bed and he pulled the blankets over us and wrapped his arms around me. His skin was so soft, I could feel his breath on my neck. I looked up at him still tight in his arms and kissed his lips.

We both allowed ourselves to enjoy a full make out session, it had bee a while since we were able to just let loose and be young. I ran my hands under his shirt allowing myself to feel his muscles, I reached over and started to massage his sides he moaned with pleasure. Then I heard footsteps coming towards my room.

"Shit Seth hide and what ever you see just let it happen, remember it doesn't hurt me anymore the way it did while I was human" I said to him. He got up out of the bed and hid underneath it the room was very dark so no one would be able to see him. I sat up in the bed and waited. The door burst open practically breaking it. Then the lights went on, I hated the lights it hurt my eyes. He ripped me from my spot on the bed grabbing my arms ignoring the cold sting I know that he felt. He always ignored it. Then she appeared my so called Mother. I wanted to shout Seth turn around don't watch this but I knew he was watching.

"So where did you find out about being adopted" he questioned shoving me.

"Henry told me" I said.

"Ah good old Henry, I was hoping you two would marry too bad he was murdered" my Father said.

"First off Henry and I would have never worked out, he was cheating on the girl he was seeing and he did it to me too. I have someone who could be the one and I'm pretty happy with that. But yes I know I'm adopted and really who would let you two sorry excuse for parents adopt a child? Were you ever nice to me was there ever a time in our time together that you didn't beat me or verbally abuse me?" I questioned. I crossed my arms both of them had angry expressions on their faces.

"Those people at the adoption agency thought that we would be great parents and we were great to you we taught you discipline"

"Beating someone isn't teaching them discipline" I said.

"We have heard enough lip from you tonight young lady be ready for work early 2pm-5am or even longer maybe. Then maybe you will re-think what you say to us" he pushed me with such force even I couldn't keep balance I fell to the floor and hit my head on the bed. I felt Seth's hand on my back as I lay there. They shut the door and left. I could feel myself getting upset. I didn't notice Seth had slid out from under the bed. The next thing I remember he was cradling me in his arms.

"After tonight you will never have to deal with that abuse again, what I wouldn't give to of jumped out and beat the bastard" Seth said.

"Tomorrow I'm coming home with you I don't care what it takes, tomorrow I will be in Forks" I said with a bit more confidence knowing that I had Chief Swan and Carlisle would find me a way out of this mess.