A/N K, Im glad Im not the only one who found that last chapter kinda hot...

Leah's POV

Wow.

This...is nice.

Nessie's finger intertwined a lock of my wet hair as she continued to maneuver her lips around mine. She moaned a little and the vibration from her lips only caused me to want more of her.

So this is what my scent does to her, huh?

Four months ago, Nessie and I took a little walk in the forest and my scent happened to come up. She mentioned how my scent drove her crazy and she didnt really elaborate on the topic because I think it made her nervous.

Now I know what she meant. And now I feel proud.

Im not surprised Im kissing a girl as much as I am about that girl being Renesmee Cullen.

I inserted my tongue lower down her throat and just when Nessie was about play around this it, theres was an abrupt knock on my bedroom door.

We didnt jump like most girls who caught themselves kissing did. Nessie only got closer, pressed into me more and slowly let my tongue go. She was sexier than I gave her credit for.

Renesmee used her teeth to lightly nip my bottom lip as she leaned farther away. I was completely blissful as I just sat there before her, eyes closed and my jaw shut tight with my tongue and lips buzzing. I heard her giggle.
My eyes shot open and she was sitting here before me, with a cute grin on her face and joyous look in her deep eyes.

There was another knock. "Leah," my brother whined impatiently on the other side.

"What?" I managed to speak.

"Can I have the last Hot Pocket?"

I almost lunged through the door to choke him. He interrupted me from kissing probably the most best kisser ever to ask me if he could have the last Hot Pocket? ...the hell?

I rolled my eyes. "I dont care."

Nessie sat there staring me down. "Thank you," Seth cheered and I hear his footsteps go down the stairs. I caught my breath again and looked at her.

We were silent for a moment.

The crappy part about situations like this one is that when what's done is done, everything is all awkward because you know you both wanted it and you cant look passed it. And plus theres all that weird eye contact...

"So..." she sighed but she was still smiling.

"So..."

"Awkward?" she asked.

I shook my hand back and forth. "Ehh, a little," I concluded.

"Doesnt have to be," She flashed me a shit-eating grin and I could tell she was doing that to tempt me. I almost gave in but I didnt as she became more distracted. She was a tease.

Her eyes wandered around around my room. She stopped at a picture that was placed in the mirror frame. She lingered on it and I followed her gaze.

I loved that picture.

It was a Polaroid of Jacob and I we had taken six months ago, before Nessie was pregnant.

We were on First Beach with the sunlight dimming behind us. It was about six o' clock P.M and I was prepared to go home but Jacob had thought about how we never take pictures as a couple.. Of course, me being the stubborn and un-photogenic bitch that I am, I hesitated. But somehow, after a long struggle, Jacob had me in his arms, camera in hand.

My head was resting lamely in the crook of his neck and he had his arm around my shoulder. I was looking straight at the camera while he was looking down at me with a loving look on his face.

"That's a cute picture," she complimented and looked at me. I looked at her then to my picture. We were so happy. The reason we're not like that right now is because-well she was sitting right here and I just made out with her. I blushed. She turned slowly to look at the photo. She sighed.

She pointed to it. "That's why I came. I want that for you guys."

I gave her an odd look. "Dontchu want him for yourself?"

She glanced at me disapprovingly. "Id rather see him happy with someone else than see him suffer with me." Nessie said matter-of-factly.

I sighed. "He doesnt suffer with you."

"I guess suffer is a strong word but, it's close. Leah, you're the only one he can be truly happy with. Now I see why," she blushed and inspected my face. I grinned and turned beet red.

We were silent for a minute until another question lingered in my thoughts. "Nessie, what does my scent smell like?"

She turned a brighter shade of red Ive ever seen on her. She scooted closer to me and I leaned in to listen.

"Well..all scents are different. Jacob's is like woodsy and manly...very husky," she began. I knew Jacob's scent as it were nothing. Very woodsy and manly and husky...very sexy.

"But your scent is like-" she rolled her eyes in amazement. "Nothing Ive ever smelt before. It's like...vanilla. Vanilla with like wine and..." She lost her thought and her eyes went over my body. Nessie leaned in more and her eyes drooped.

"Vanilla, wine, and roses," she finished and blushed as her nose nudged against mine. I felt a chill go through my whole body as she gave me a two second peck on my lips and exhaled. I stiffened and almost lost my composure.

She moved away and examined my face.

I was fighting my hardest to not kiss her like before.

"Maybe it's time for me to go," she sighed when she saw my difficult situation. I blinked when she got up off my bed and fixed her top. I looked down at my own camisole and I saw that one strap was escaping off my shoulder. I fixed it and Nessie looked at me once more.

"Thank you," she sighed and began her way to the door. She looked tempting even when she was pregnant and before I could let her leave, I hopped off my spot, grabbed her wrist and spun her so she would face me.

She gasped when I forcefully planted my lips on hers and tasted her mouth.

Renesmee didnt object for she only widened her mouth to get more access to my tongue. I moaned into her mouth as I felt my knees get weak and she did as well.

God, this was hot.

When we both came up for air, Nessie wiped the corner of her mouth from some excess saliva that dripped from the kiss. I did as well.

She was bright red all around and she put her hand out. "Friends?" Renesmee beamed from ear to ear.

I looked at her innocent face. "Friends." I agreed.

She nodded and squeezed my hand. "Oh and another thing," her voice was chirpy.

"Yes?"

"Can you not tell Jacob I stopped by?"

I shrugged. "Yeah, sure."

"Thanks," she opened the door and took a step but turned quickly on her heels.

"Goodbye, Leah," she said cheerfully and left, leaving a crack in the door.

"See ya, Nessie." I gave her a salute.

And with that, Renesmee Cullen was gone.
I suddenly felt like a dude at that moment for I was suspiciously craving to kiss her more. Brushing it off, I slammed my body on the mattress and it squeaked.

I kissed Renesmee Cullen. More than once.

I am not officially convinced I give the term "fucked up" a new meaning.

Nessie's POV

I dont know if that went as planned.

I didnt have any intention of making out with Leah but, it happened. Im not saying I didnt enjoy it but damn. How the hell did that even happen?

My plan was to convince her that she belonged with Jacob. How did I end up kissing her?

Her scent, that's how.

I felt so stupid because I couldnt even explain to her what she smelled like. Vanilla, wine, roses...

Oh, fuck...her scent! Jacob was gonna smell it and know...

I know i said before I would get her scent on me just to piss him off but of course, I was just kidding! He'd recognize her scent as soon as I walked in. I was basically at the source of the sexy smell and without even thinking, I got her all over me.

The sound of the engine died as I took the key out and tried to figure out how to play it off. If I was attracted to her smell than I damn sure knew Jacob would be.

Oh, how I wish I had the balls I had an hour or so ago.

I opened the door to the Rabbit and began my way to the front door. The vanilla scent lingered in the way that I walked and I did my best to ignore the distraction.

My key turned in the door swiftly and I slowly stepped through the wooden threshold.
The door creaked in objection as I tried my best to not make a sound. I wonder if this is how Jacob felt whenever he came back home every night from Leah's six or seven months ago. Gosh, this door was loud? How the hell did I not wake up whenever he snuck in?

The house was quiet when I shut the door. The TV in the living room was on mute and I cursed myself. Shit, he was home.

As lightly as possible, my footsteps tip toed through the living room making gentle noises as the wood creaked in protest. I took two steps each as I tried to escape upstairs. As I rounded the corner to go into my bedroom, a loud "Nessie?" was called out fron downstairs, near the kitchen most likely.

I shut my eyes and cussed lightly under my breath. "Yes?" I tried to sound as sweet as possible. He didnt answer. I rolled my eyes and began to slide down the stairs lazily.

"Yes?" I said again and stopped mid step when I saw him.

He was shirtless.

Perfect.

How was I supposed to explain myself when he's pulled out the biggest distraction in the world?

"Hey, so what friends did you go see?"

My eyes couldnt tear away from his stomach or chest to answer him. I stuttered a little to try and get the words out but I just couldnt. His eyebrows scrunched together in confusion.

I bit my lip.

Jesus, that's the body of the man that got me pregnant? My God, why didnt I try and get pregnant earlier?

"Nessie?" he asked and waved a hand in front of me.

"Yes, nipples? I mean Jacob?" I smirked and met his eyes. He chuckled and began to rummage through the hamper that was set on the side counter. Jacob was doing laundry?

"So...what friends did you go see?" He asked again as he pulled a white tee on.

"Um, I ugh..." I wish I had made up an excuse earlier. How could I sound convincing. He waited.

"Aunt Rose and Alice wanted to go shopping but I just wanted to take a walk." I prayed he'd let that slide. He rolled his tongue around in his mouth as he thought. He nodded and went back to going through the hamper. I began to walk out of the room slowly until I heard his breath stop and he faced me.

"You were with Rosalie and Alice?" he asked and his voice was shaky. I nodded and covered my eyes with my bangs so I technically wasnt looking him in the eye and lying.
"Oh, okay." he said and went back to laundry.

Shit...that was close.

The silk sheets of the bed were warm. Jacob had washed them today along with some of his clothes that were scattered all around my living room. That was nice of him considering I didnt even ask him to do it or mention it.

Jacob treated me so much more nicely when we werent together.

I sighed and my eyes opened into the darkness. The ceiling was jet black and I felt as if I were absolutely nowhere. How could I sleep when I felt like complete scum? I felt less dirty after I washed off Leah's scent and brushed the taste of her out of my mouth, even though I loved her flavor.

First, I went behind his back to go see Leah behind his back. Then, I lied to him. Oh, and not to forget! I kissed his girl, too! Three fucking times. Going behind his back to see her was one thing but kissing her was just sleazy. Sleazy and fucked up.

After sitting up, my hair covered over my face in shame. I groaned and my stomach move. The baby kicked. It kinda hurt on an insane level.

The memory of Jacob in nothing but his jeans crossed my mind and I only laughed at myself for still getting so...starstruck around his naked chest. Ive seen him ass naked before but this time, I could only blush.

I reached over and turned the bedside lamp on. My eyes reacted to the light and it stung. I cringed.

"Nessie?" There was a sharp knock on the bedroom door and I jumped. I heard Jacob's teeth chattering outside the door.

"Yes?" I replied groggily.

"Im sorry, did I wake you?" He sounded concerned and his footsteps began to fade.

"No, no...Come in," I said and before I could even think, Jacob was through the door. He had on a long sleeve with sweatpants and his hands were placed tightly into his pockets. His teeth were chattering like crazy.

"Are you cold?" I asked him. His eyes were dark as he shook his head. He sat on the edge of the bed, near my feet.

"Naw, Im fine."

My eyebrow arched. "What's up?" I asked him and began rubbing my tummy soothingly.

"I, ugh kinda wanted to talk to you. Have a heart to heart." He smiled and began rubbing his arms.

"K, 'bout what?" I asked.

His arms tightened around himself. "I just wanted to apologize for yelling at you the other day. I didnt mean to try and pressure you into, ugh-" he stopped there and glanced at me with sheepish eyes.

"It's okay," I told him even though I was still very hurt about it. "I know you just miss her, that's all."

"Yeah, a lot. Im just kind of afraid for me and her. I know we broke up but I dont wanna shut her out of my life forever. I mean, I want her here even when we have a little Nessie or a little Jacob running around here." He glanced at my stomach and his cold cheek found some color. He was proud.

"I know, Jake."

"Do you think that maybe she'll want me back? Even after you-" I smiled and cut him off. This answer was too easy.

"She wants you. More than you can even think."

"How so?"

I tried to explain this in a way by not giving away my little visit to her house today. "She hasnt moved on."

"How do you know?"

He was making it very difficult to raise his spirit. I ignored the question all together. "I know she didnt wanna hurt you on purpose. She's just trying to-"

"'Protect herself.'" He rolled his eyes and scoffed. "As if."

"It's true. I may not know Leah that well but I know she's still in love with you!" I jumped to defend her and he looked at me weirdly. I shrugged it off as if it were nothing.

"If she loves me as much as you say she does, then why did she-"

"She knows you'll have to choose your child over her. She'll understand but it's hurting her."

"How would you know?" He growled at me and I swear I could just slap him upside his hard head. I didnt know it was possible for someone to be this oblivious.

"Jacob...Im sorry that this had to happen this way but dont deny me when I say that she loves you more than life itself." This was my last time trying to explain this to him.

"Yeah, right." He rolled his eyes sarcastically.

My lip twitched. "If she didnt still love you, then she still wouldnt have that picture of you guys." I let my sentence breeze off my tongue as if it were nothing.

His head jerked up. "What?"

"What?" I mimicked him immaturely.

He scrunched up his eyebrows. "What picture, Nessie?"

My eyes widened as I realized my slip-up. I bit my tongue hard until I tasted my own blood rolling around in my mouth.

"Nessie, how do you know about a picture of me and Leah?" he asked again and popped up from his spot on the edge of the bed. This time, I shivered.

I. Am. So. Fucked.

A/N Wow...3,156 words. Damn, that's a personal record.