Hey, everyone! I'm hoping to make this chapter extra-long since my previous one was so short and it's still unknown if I'm going to be able to write another one before I get back to America. So, thank you everyone for your patience and for reading. This chapter will have almost every glee club member in it because I'm having them visit Kurt. I hope you continue to read and enjoy!
(It would be pretty awesome to own glee but I don't sadly)
It had been 3 days since Kurt woke up. Christmas vacation had started and everyone from the New Directions had been in to see him at least once.
"Hey, boy! You really need to get back to school as soon as possible. Everyone else is so boring and you really need to come in and look at what Brittany has been wearing lately. It's not pretty."
"Mercedes! Brittany has her own style. Sure it might be terrible most of the time…in fact, all of the time, but at least she owns her terrible style. But I do so wish I was back at school. I'm getting bored."
"Aw, Kurt. Everyone wants to come see you. Maybe I'll plan it so someone comes in everyday so you're not by yourself. Is that okay?"
"I would actually love that. I love my family but there's only so many times I can talk to them." He laughed and gripped his chest and grimaced a little.
"Hey, are you okay? Do you need me to get a doctor?"
Mercedes started moving towards the door.
"No, I'm fine. I'm still in just a little pain from the surgery. That was the first time I've laughed really hard since…well, I don't even know when I last laughed really hard. But I haven't since I woke up and so my chest just wasn't expecting it. I'm fine though."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah!" He smiled at her. "So, don't hold anything back. Tell me what's going on in your fabulous life?"
He leaned back against his pillow to get more comfortable.
"Okay, so I know how sick you must be of hospital food right now so I snuck some in for you."
"Puck! Kurt shouldn't be eating anything outside what the doctors are giving him."
Puck gave his attention to Quinn when he looked her in the face. "Quinn, please. I think I know what I'm talking about."
"You don't know more than doctors. If they are telling him to only eat what they bring him then he should listen to that."
"Come on. You're telling me that if you were in his place, you wouldn't want to eat some real food?"
Quinn just stared at him and tried to look stern. But the smirk that was plastered on her face didn't help her. "Alright, fine. But I had nothing to do with this if we get in trouble."
"Deal! So, Kurt." He looked back at Kurt. "I brought you some candy bars, some chips and I was also going to bring some pizza for you but I got hungry on the way over here so…that didn't really work out."
Kurt was laughing but not too hard so he didn't hurt his chest.
"You guys are awesome. I needed this! Not just the food but that cute little argument. It made me feel like I was back in the choir room with you. I miss you guys. Thanks for visiting me."
"Well, we miss you. But we don't know much aside from what Finn has told us because Blaine won't talk to any of us. He just sits in the back in glee club and doesn't participate."
Quinn could tell that what she had just said wasn't smart because Kurt looked away from her and looked outside.
"Is it cold outside?"
"Freezing, Kurt. Freaking freezing." Puck went along with the change of subject.
Blaine hadn't left his room in days; not that is parents saw at least. He would sneak out in the middle of the night to go and get food from the kitchen and get enough to last him the next day. He would barely eat any of it though. He hadn't had much of an appetite since the break-up. All he did anymore was play his guitar and look at pictures of him and Kurt. He talked on the phone with Tanner occasionally but that was making him feel worse for some reason.
It was 12 o'clock in the morning when he heard his parent's bedroom door close. Thank God. I'm actually starving right now.
He opened his door and silently headed down the hall just as he had done so many times before. He went downstairs to the kitchen. He opened up some cupboards to make himself a sandwich. He almost dropped the knife that was smearing the mustard when he realized that he wasn't alone.
"Damn it. You scared me."
"You up for a midnight snack, Blaine?"
He wasn't expecting to his father sitting in the kitchen, let alone this late at night. His dad worked early in the mornings so it was a pretty big surprise.
"Yeah…I'm kind of hungry. I come down here every night actually."
"I know. Your mother and I are old but we aren't deaf. We hear you."
His father took a sip from the mug he was holding.
"If you hear me, then why are you just now saying something?"
"Your mother and I wanted to give you time to be by yourself. But I just decided that your time is up."
He wasn't angry or firm but Blaine knew that his decision was final.
"We finally agreed that you need to leave your room. You need to get out and do something."
"Dad, I don't want to see Kurt-"
"Did I say anything about Kurt? I just said get out and do something. I actually don't think you should see Kurt. You've been cooped up in your room for days thinking about him after spending a week in the hospital thinking about him. It's not healthy, Blaine. You need to do something. Something that doesn't make you think of Kurt."
"I don't think that's possible, dad. Everything makes me think of Kurt."
"Blaine you're an adult so I can't tell you what to do anymore and expect you to listen but you're acting like a child. You spend days in your room not paying attention to your family or the fact that your friends have been coming over for a couple days now to try and cheer you up. Blaine, if you want anyone to respect you in life then you need to act like the adult you are. Tomorrow, I want you out of the house and I want you to do something productive. I don't want to see you at all tomorrow. And when you leave, leave your bedroom door open so I know you're not hiding out."
He put his cup down on the counter and left the kitchen. Blaine suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore.
"Finally! I've been waiting to get my phone back. What took you so long?" Kurt grabbed his phone from Finn and unlocked it.
"Damn. I've never had this many texts and messages."
He looked through his 20 missed calls and noticed that most of them were from Finn though there were a few from Blaine. He had even more missed texts with over 50. All of them being from people in the glee club giving him well wishes with more from Finn telling him to answer his texts and some from Blaine.
"Wow. You and Blaine sure text me a lot."
"Well, I'm your brother. And...well, you're dating him."
"Finn! Now is not the time for that. Give him time to process everything."
Rachel gave him a nudge in the stomach since she wasn't tall enough to do it in the ribs.
"Thanks, Rach. I appreciate it. He knows that I'm trying to figure things out and I've told him numerous times. Finn, I get you're worried and you want to help me but it's getting slightly annoying. I don't think you and I have had a conversation lately where Blaine hasn't been brought up."
Kurt got sad. He didn't know why but he wanted to see Blaine. He was starting to consider calling him or texting him now that he had his phone back.
"I'm sorry, Kurt. But you did say that you wanted to remember and that's what I'm trying to do."
"Yes, Finn. I know and I get that. But it seems to be that the only thing you're reminding me about is who I'm dating. There are other things going on in my life right now, I'm sure. Right, Rachel?"
Rachel looked slightly surprised that she had finally been addressed.
"Um…yeah. Oh, Kurt! I almost forgot to tell you now that you mention it. I just looked online and our NYADA letters should be here after we get back to school. We get to find out if we're finalists, Kurt!"
She was practically jumping for joy.
"Wait, we sent in our letters?"
"Oh, yeah. I'm so sorry, Kurt. I completely forgot. We sent them in about a week before the accident."
"You completely forgot. Well, so did I." He laughed and gripped his chest.
"Oh, Kurt." She seemed almost offended that Kurt could make jokes at a time like this.
"What? If you're going to have an injury, for who knows how long, you have to have some fun with it, right?"
Rachel still looked offended but Finn was laughing.
"Okay, that one was really funny!" Finn leaned forward and gave Kurt a high five.
"Seriously. Why do you have to be such boys?" She rolled her eyes at her two favorite people and scoffed.
"Oh, come on, Rach. Lighten up! Tell me about everything." Kurt was still smiling.
Blaine had decided to go bowling to get his mind off of Kurt. He left his house around 9 so he could show his mom that he for sure left the house. He wanted some company but he knew that everyone he invited was going to talk about Kurt so he made the decision to go alone. He was bowling his first game but only third frame when he got an unexpected visitor.
"Hey! You bowled a strike! That's very good, Blaine."
"Mr. Schuester? What are you doing here?" Blaine put down his bowling ball and sat on the seat next to the table with his pizza. Mr. Schue sat down next to him.
"Well, I was just here with Emma to do some bowling but the germs became too much for her and she decided to leave. I was about to follow her but I found you. I just texted her and told her I would be home later. I figured you needed someone more than she did."
Blaine listened to what he said but he didn't want to reply. Instead he just grabbed a slice of pizza and took a bite. He wasn't sure if he did want to talk or not. He didn't want to be alone but he felt like it would be better to be alone than to talk.
"Thanks, Mr. Schue. I appreciate that. But I'm fine. Honest."
Blaine gave him an unconvincing smile.
"Blaine, you don't have to lie to me. I'm your teacher; I'm here for you."
Blaine set down his slice of pizza and turned to look at his teacher. He had never really looked him in the eye before but they were soft and welcoming.
"I'm just choosing to stay away from him right now. He broke up with me because he didn't feel right being in a relationship with me if he didn't even know me. He told me that he wants me to be a part of his 'healing process' as he called it but I can't. I'm giving him space and if he chooses to talk to me again, then I'll be totally psyched. But for now, I just need distance from him. I need to start thinking things over as well. I need to start deciding if Kurt is worth going through all of the stress and drama with Sebastian again. I love Kurt…I love him so much but I don't think I can handle another bought of Sebastian."
"Look, Blaine. I know how much you love him and I know how much he loves you. I've been coaching the glee club for 3 years now and I've seen countless combinations: Rachel and Puck, Puck and Quinn, Quinn and Sam, Sam and Mercedes, Kurt and Brittany, Brittany and Santana, Brittany and Artie, Mike and Tina, Tina and Artie, Finn and Quinn, Finn and Rachel. And those are just off the top of my head. But I've never seen one like yours and Kurt's."
"Is that a good thing or a bad thing?"
Will gave Blaine a pat on his shoulder. "That's a good thing. You both have been through so much; more than any other student in the club. And because of that, you two love harder than any other person I know. And that's what makes your relationship special. If I were in your shoes, I wouldn't give him space. I would go in there and fight for him. Everyone is on your side so you're not alone. I wouldn't give up on him." Mr. Schue smiled at Blaine.
"Thanks, Mr. Schue. You're a great teacher."
"I love all my students. And I want each of them to be happy. Come on. What do you say? Can I challenge you in a game?" He started standing up and taking off his jacket.
"I don't know, Mr. Schue. I don't know how you would feel losing to your student." Blaine cracked his knuckles and stood up after his teacher.
"Bring it!"
"Kurt, you shouldn't be walking by yourself. Let me help you!"
Tina ran over to him and slipped her arm around his waist and helped him walk.
"Tina, please. The doctors have said that I can go home if I can walk on my own by the end of the week. Don't help me. I want to go home."
She looked hesitant but nodded and removed her arm and walked away from him.
"So, how are you feeling, Kurt?" Mike grabbed Tina's hand as soon as she returned to him.
"I'm still in pain but I'm feeling loads better." He was answering their questions while walking slowly back and forth. "I'm bored more than I am in pain. I can't wait to go home."
"You know, I don't think you should rush going home. Sometimes it's better to stay in the hospital for a long period of time."
"Artie, I've been in the hospital for 2 weeks now. Yes, I've only been conscious for one of them but I think 2 weeks is plenty of time. Don't you?"
Artie pushed his glasses more up his nose and wheeled his wheelchair over to Kurt who was now standing next to the window, holding onto the curtain for some support.
"Two weeks is a long time. But trust me, sometimes the best thing you can do is stay in the hospital. Don't you think I know? I was in the hospital for almost a month before I finally left."
"Artie, that's different. You told me last year that you stayed longer because you didn't want to leave in a chair. You told me that you were hoping you would regain feeling in your legs. You weren't forced to stay. But I will be if I don't walk."
"I'm only trying to help, Kurt. I'm sorry."
He wheeled his chair away from Kurt and out the door.
"Artie?" Tina made to go after him but Sugar stopped her.
"I'll do it, Tina. I'm sorry but you're kind of rude sometimes and I don't think Artie wants to talk to you right now."
She walked out the door to follow Artie.
"Kurt, that was a little rude of you." Mike let go of Tina's hand and walked over to Kurt.
"I know. But I'm so tired of everyone trying to help me. I want my memory back just as much as everyone else but you are all trying to make me remember things. I tell you I don't remember something and you keep pushing me and repeating it so I'll remember. That's not how you get someone to remember."
"He wasn't trying to help you remember. He was giving you advice. Big difference, Kurt. And right now, you're acting like a child and if you keep acting like this, none of us are going to want to help you."
Mike turned around and followed Artie and Sugar out the door. Kurt stood in shock and couldn't seem to grasp what just happened. Mike never confronted anyone and he was always the piece maker. When he got angry, you really did something wrong. Kurt looked at Tina.
"Are you going to leave me alone too?"
"No. No, I won't, Kurt. But I will leave momentarily to go get everyone and bring them back in here so you can apologize to them. Kurt, this isn't like you. I know you're stressed and frustrated but now is the time where you need us here more than ever. You can't push us away."
She turned to exit Kurt's room to go get Mike, Sugar and Artie. Kurt sighed and looked down at the floor. He was ruining his friendships quickly and he didn't know why.
Hey. If you're not mad at me, is it okay that you come and visit me? –K.H
Blaine looked down at his phone unexpectedly. He hadn't received a text from Kurt since right before the accident and he was sure he was dreaming.
I'm still upset but if you really want me to be there, I can come. –Blaine
Yes please. –K.H
Blaine couldn't help but smile. There was progress. Kurt wanted him around. He got up from his couch and grabbed his coat from the coat rack.
"Where are you going, Blaine?"
His mother looked up from her magazine while his dad looked away from the TV.
"Kurt just texted me. He wants me to come and see him. That's okay, right?"
Sharon and Tony Anderson just looked at each other, clearly speaking without saying any words.
"Honey, we don't know if that's a good idea."
"Mom, I'm going because Kurt wants me there. Not because I want to be there. I just want to go see what he wants."
She just looked away and turned towards her husband. He, however, was only looking at Blaine.
"Dad, you told me to an adult. I think I'm being one right now. I got out of the house like you told me to and I've left my room. I'm being a man right now and I need to be one for Kurt right now as well. Kurt needs me and I need to be there for him."
Tony didn't break his gaze from his son; but he nodded. Blaine finished pulling his coat on and grabbed the car keys from the hook.
"I'll be home soon."
Blaine entered the hospital but he didn't get past the waiting room.
Instead, he was stopped by someone.
"Don't bother. Finn is in there with him. We have to wait our turn."
Sebastian had a hold on Blaine's arm that he didn't remove.
"How do you even know that? What are you even doing here?"
"Well, Kurt is my boyfriend so I am here to be by his side."
"No, you're not. I am his boyfriend."
Sebastian just laughed. "Really? Because I recall him waking up not knowing who you were and then breaking up with you. That doesn't sound like you being his boyfriend to me."
Blaine glared at him.
"Kurt also broke up with you. He told me he was going to."
"Hmm. That's interesting because he hasn't done it. I think this is officially over. He chose me."
"No, he's stuck with you for the time being. He really doesn't have much of a choice right now, unfortunately. And I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that it isn't forever. I'll get him back. I swear it, Sebastian."
Sebastian released his hold on Blaine's arm and looked at him with a surprised look on his face.
"Are you threatening me, Blaine? Because I don't think that Kurt will like it much if you are."
Blaine took another step closer to Sebastian. "Whether I'm threatening you or not isn't the issue here. The issue is you. Kurt is mine. He might not know it right now but he's mine. He broke up with you to be with me and that's going to happen again. I'm going to make sure of it. I love him and he loves me."
"Blaine, I think you're overreacting just a little bit."
"Am I?" Blaine took another step closer. "I don't think so. Stay away from him, Sebastian. Stay away from him or I'm going to do it for you."
"Excuse you, Blaine?" Blaine froze. He would recognize that voice anywhere. He slowly turned around and he saw Kurt standing in the waiting room with a cane in his hand looking at them with wide eyes.
"Kurt? What are you doing out of bed?"
"The nurses and doctors said it might be good for me to leave the room and get some air. So, I thought that since Sebastian was out here, I would come and sit with him. What the hell, Blaine?"
"Kurt, how much did you hear?"
"I heard enough. You know, I actually believed that you never threatened Sebastian in the first place but I just witnessed you doing it. I don't think I can ever believe anything you say ever again. I don't know why I did in the first place anyway."
Blaine looked at Sebastian who had a look of innocence on his face. Blaine wanted to punch him in the face. He wanted to destroy him for making Kurt say everything he was saying right now.
"Kurt, listen-"
"No. Blaine, I don't know what you're doing here in the first place but I want you to leave."
Blaine got instantly confused. How does he not know why I'm here? He texted me.
"But, Kurt-"
"No, Blaine. I told you I wanted you to leave and I ask that you do so."
Kurt's eyes started filling with tears and he didn't know why. He barely knew Blaine but he already cared so much for him. He even wanted him here after everything he just heard. Kurt didn't understand his feelings. Instead, he watched Blaine's hazel eyes fill with tears as he left the hospital.
"Thanks, Kurt. I'm sorry you had to see that. I know how close you guys are."
"That's good, because I don't." He stopped for only a moment before continuing. "Okay, so I know that the nurses told me to get out but I suddenly don't feel good. I think I'm going to go back to my room and lie down."
"Do you want me to walk you there?"
"Sure. Thanks."
Sebastian walked over to Kurt and led him down the hallway. They didn't say much because Kurt was still upset. They reached his room and Finn was standing in front of the door looking worried.
"There you are, Kurt! I went to the bathroom and when I got back, you were gone. I was worried sick."
"Relax, Finn, I'm fine. I was just walking around. But I'm getting back into bed right now."
"Give me a few minutes, please, Finn." Sebastian didn't wait for Finn to answer and instead of waiting for Finn to answer, he just closed the door in his face. When he turned around, Kurt was already in his bed putting the blankets over himself.
"So, I know they told you to walk around but...should you be walking? What about your broken foot?"
"They took off the cast, obviously. They're going to X-Ray it next week and if it's still bad then the cast goes back on. But they said it was a fracture so I shouldn't need the cast again."
Sebastian walked over to the bed. "Oh, before I forget. Here's your phone. I accidentally grabbed it before I left your room thinking it was mine. I completely forgot that I had mine in my pocket the whole time."
"Oh, thanks. I thought I lost it." He yawned. "Boy. I've been doing a lot of sleeping since walking up, that's for sure."
"Well, you need it. Go to sleep and I'll be here when you wake up."
Sebastian leaned forward and gave Kurt a quick kiss on the lips. Kurt blushed but didn't say anything.
"I'll see you later, Kurt." Sebastian winked at him and left his room.
This was Kurt's first kiss. Wait, no it's not. Not according to Blaine. Well, do I really believe Blaine? I think I do. But it's my first kiss I remember that wasn't with Brittany.
Kurt closed his eyes. He didn't know if he was dreaming or not. He saw himself with Sebastian at his house.
"Why did your step mom look surprised to see me?"
"Maybe it's because I didn't tell her you were coming. I didn't have a lot of warning you know."
"Sorry about that."
Sebastian's voice got muffled. He was saying something because Kurt could see his mouth moving but no words were coming out. They walked into Kurt's room. Kurt closed the door and turned back to Sebastian just as he pushed him up against his door. Sebastian leaned into Kurt and kissed him. Kurt pushed him away after a few seconds.
Kurt opened his eyes. Was that a dream? I feel like I've had it before; like some crazy déjà vu. But it seemed so real.
Kurt didn't want it to be real. He was hoping it was just a dream because he felt guilty. He knew he shouldn't since Sebastian was his boyfriend, I think, but Kurt didn't have feelings for him. He didn't even realize it until Sebastian kissed him for the first time. Wait, was that the first time?
Everything in his 'dream' seemed so real. Too real in fact.
"Oh my God. That actually happened. I remember something!"
Kurt didn't know if he was excited for remembering something or if he was angry that this was the first thing he remembered.
Wait, does this mean that I'm dating Blaine and I cheated on him or that Sebastian and I are actually dating? Well, he kissed you after all. Yes, but I pushed him away. Why would I do that if we're dating.
Kurt pulled out his phone. He knew there was only one person who would be able to help him out with this. He started dialing the number out of habit without actually realizing that he was doing it from memory. There was no answer.
"Damn it, Blaine. Please answer. I feel terrible about earlier and I wanted to apologize to you. Listen, I remembered something…and I need help. Please call me back."
Blaine hung up his phone after listening to the voicemail. He didn't know if he should call Kurt back. What did he remember? Why does he need help? Blaine fell on his bed and dug a face in his pillow to scream. He was angry at Sebastian, heartbroken at Kurt and confused as hell about everything going on.
Fine. Fine, I'll go and see him but I'm not going alone. He pulled out his phone. He had never dialed this number before and he wasn't sure why he was now but he was doing it anyway. It rang only 3 times before they answered.
"Hello?" They sounded confused. "Blaine, why are you calling me?"
"Look, Kurt just called me and he wants to talk to me. But I don't want to go alone. Do you mind tagging along?"
Kurt heard a knock on his door just as he had the other night. He was confused because when his eyes were closed, he was in the choir room singing 'Blackbird'. Kurt felt like an idiot for not remembering that performance before. He thought he did great. And apparently so did Blaine. Kurt remembered seeing Blaine stare at him throughout the song.
The knock came again.
"It's open!"
The door opened to reveal Blaine standing there. Kurt was overwhelmed with happiness and he couldn't explain why. Just seeing Blaine there made him forget that he didn't even know Blaine.
"Hey, Blaine!" He tried to not sound over excited. "Come on in."
"Um…Kurt, I brought someone with me."
"You what? Who?"
Blaine stepped out in the hall to grab onto the arm of who was waiting in the hall. Everyone was shocked. Blaine, Kurt and even Dave. He had no idea why Blaine brought him here and he knew even less what he was going to say.
"Karofsky? What are you doing here?"
"I haven't got a clue, Kurt. Blaine called me and told me to come with him."
They both stepped inside his room and Blaine closed the door behind them.
"Blaine…?"
"I don't know, okay. I think a lot of it just had to do with the fact that he has been asking about you and he feels really guilty."
Dave looked at the floor almost like he was ashamed to look Kurt in the eye. Kurt however, was looking right at Dave. He didn't remember the accident or any of the things Blaine told him about but he believed that something has changed. The aura Dave was giving off was not from the same Dave that Kurt remembered.
"Hi, Dave. How are you feeling?"
He continued looking down.
"I've been better. Physically, I'm almost healed but I don't think I'll ever be okay emotionally ever again."
"Dave…please look at me."
Dave hesitated. He took a couple of deep breaths and looks around the room before his brown eyes finally matched with Kurt's blue ones. The second they met, Dave started to cry. He walked over to Kurt's bed and sat down and grabbed his hand.
"I'm so freaking sorry, Kurt! I didn't mean to do this to you. I couldn't handle being outed for more than a couple of days and instead of going to someone for help, I almost kill you. In fact, I did for just a little bit. I'm so sorry, Kurt. And don't forgive me either. I don't deserve it."
He put his head down on the bed so he could avoid looking at Kurt more. Kurt put is free hand on Dave's head and started patting him.
"Hey, Dave, it's okay. Really. Look at me, please. Look at me, right now. I need to tell you something."
Dave looked up again but didn't stop crying.
"I don't blame you. I don't. It wasn't completely your fault. I wasn't looking at the road either. I was looking at the passenger seat. So, it's not just your fault. You can't place all the blame on yourself. You don't deserve that much credit."
"Wait, Kurt. You know that you weren't looking at the road? How did you know that?" Blaine caught the attention of Kurt who looked up from Dave momentarily.
"I have no idea. It just came to me and I feel like I knew it all along." Kurt directed his attention back to Dave. "Please stop blaming yourself. I'm fine now and everyone is okay." Kurt smiled at him and squeezed the hand that was in Dave's .
Dave was about to respond but the door opened behind Blaine.
"Hey, Kurt. I brought you some magazines because I thought maybe you…"
Sebastian stopped when he looked up from the stack of magazines he was carrying. His eyes were traveling from Kurt to Dave to their hands holding. He looked at Blaine and his eyes narrowed.
"Thanks, Sebastian. I appreciate it. You can just leave them on the table. I'll look at them later."
Sebastian walked over to the table and set them down. Afterwards, he sat down on the chair next to Kurt's bed.
"So, Kurt. What's going on here?" His eyes returned to Dave's hand holding Kurt's.
"I'm just talking. I invited Blaine to come. I wanted to talk to him and apologize for earlier."
Blaine looked Kurt right in his beautiful blue eyes. "Wait, what? You did?"
Blaine remembered the voicemail and Kurt saying that now that he was thinking about it. But Blaine had focused so much on Kurt remembering something that he had forgotten.
"Yeah, you did?" Sebastian looked shocked. "Why? You heard him threaten me."
"I didn't hear the whole conversation. I just jumped to the wrong conclusion."
"So, are you calling me a liar?" Sebastian stood up once more.
"I think maybe I should go." Dave made to move but Kurt squeezed his hand harder.
"No. You don't have to, Dave. No, I'm not calling you a liar, Sebastian but I also don't want to make Blaine seem like the bad guy either."
"You're siding with Blaine? I'm your boyfriend."
"For the last time, Sebastian! You're not his boyfriend. And neither am I, unfortunately."
"I don't believe I was talking to you, Blaine."
"I don't give a rat's ass who you were talking to. He's not your boyfriend. He told me that he was going to break up with you too. Didn't you, Kurt?"
Both Sebastian and Blaine met eyes with Kurt.
"I…well, yes. Sebastian, I was going to. But the moment never came around and then I saw what happened in the waiting room and then you kissed me and I just-"
"You kissed him?" Blaine moved his eyes from Kurt to place them on Sebastian.
"Yes, I did. You want to know why, Blaine? Because he is my boyfriend. Or he was at the time I kissed him. I guess that changed thanks to you."
"No, it changed AGAIN thanks to me. You weren't dating him the first time you kissed him either."
"Wait what?" Kurt heard what Blaine said but he didn't quite understand.
His question seemed to go unnoticed.
"I have no idea what you're talking about, Blaine."
"Don't pull that bull with me Sebastian. You know damn well what I'm talking about. I know about your little kiss in Kurt's bedroom. Because despite what you may think, Kurt tells me everything because I am his boyfriend. So don't try and play innocent."
"Wait, that actually happened? I didn't know if that was real or a dream. That's why I called you, Blaine."
"Wait, you remember that?"
"Yeah, I do. I called you here to talk about that."
"Speaking of which, why did you want me to come here the other day but then kick me out and get confused as to why I was here in the first place?"
"What are you talking about? I didn't know you were coming."
"You texted me and you said you wanted to see me."
"No, I didn't."
"Kurt, yes you did. I have the texts to prove it. You should too since they came from your phone."
Kurt grabbed his phone with his free hand since he was still holding onto Dave's and looked through his old messages; there was nothing there. The last text Kurt sent was on the day of the accident.
"I don't have any messages, Blaine."
"Here, I'll show you on mine." Blaine made to pull out his phone but Sebastian interrupted.
"Oh, like that'll work, Blaine. Texts are extremely easy to fake. You can't prove anything."
Blaine just rolled his eyes and walked over to Kurt's bed.
"See? You sent me these."
"Blaine, I didn't. I didn't even have my phone at that time. That was the time that I…" Kurt stopped mid-sentence and grabbed at his head. "I thought I lost my phone but…but Sebastian had it the whole time."
Both Blaine and Kurt turned to look at Sebastian.
"Are you serious right now, Kurt? Why would I do something like this?"
"What other explanation would there be? I have texts and Kurt didn't send them."
"I really think I'm just gonna go." Dave's comment went unnoticed but he didn't leave as he couldn't release himself from Kurt's grasp.
"So you're accusing me of ruining something special with Kurt by doing something like this?"
"I'm not accusing you because you did do this. You threatened me before and now you're trying to get me out the picture for good."
"You have no proof."
"Kurt didn't send the messages, Sebastian! He doesn't remember sending them and I have the messages on my phone. Oh, and they're not on his phone either!"
"So what? Him forgetting something doesn't mean anything since he forgot everything else. This can just be added to that list!"
Sebastian stopped and covered his mouth and went wide eyed. Kurt's mouth was hanging open in complete shock.
"Oh my God, Kurt. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to say that."
"What the hell did you say to him?" This was the first thing Dave said that everyone listened to. Dave stood up and went over to Sebastian.
"I…I…Kurt I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that."
"Yes you did, Sebastian."
"No, I didn't. It was said out of anger, not out of honesty."
"Shut up, Sebastian. You just blew it." Blaine glared at him.
"No, you shut up, Blaine! I'm trying to apologize to Kurt."
"Well, don't! You can't say something like that and expect to be forgiven."
"For the last time, Blaine; shut up!"
"Make me, Smythe! I've been wanting to punch your lights out for months now and maybe this will finally be my opportunity." Blaine started walking towards Sebastian but Kurt grabbed his arm to stop him.
"No, Blaine. Don't."
"You're standing up for him? After what he just said to you?"
"Who said I was standing up for him? I just said don't do anything."
"Kurt-"
"No! Don't do anything to him."
"See, Blaine? Even when I hurt him, he still wants me around. Sorry that you're little plan didn't work."
"Little plan? What are you even talking about?"
"Oh, please. You've been wanting me out of the picture for months."
"You're right. I have been but only because I'm in love with Kurt. But I never intentionally did it like some people."
"What are you talking about, Blaine?"
"Don't listen to him, Kurt. He clearly can't be trusted."
"Oh, did I not tell you that little piece of important information, Kurt?" Blaine completely ignored Sebastian's comment. "Did I not tell you that Sebastian told me and Finn that since you don't remember ever dating me that he was going to make it so you never would?"
Kurt's eyes went wider if possible. "He did what?"
"You bastard."
Sebastian made his way over to Blaine with his fists raised ready to start a fight. Everyone was so focused on him that they were all completely shocked to see a fist fly at Sebastian's face. He toppled over and was on his hands and knees with his head down. When he finally raised his head, you could see a red liquid coming out of his nose.
"What…"
"The…"
"Hell…"
Everyone stood in shock. Kurt was the first one to speak.
"Dave? What…what the hell? Why did you do that?"
"He was going to punch Blaine. I didn't want that to happen and I just…I lost control. I'm sorry, Kurt. I'm sorry, Blaine."
"Don't apologize to me. I think that's awesome! You did what I've been wanting to do forever."
"Blaine, are you kidding me right now? Sebastian made me extremely angry, I won't lie but I don't now nor will I ever believe that fighting is the answer."
Sebastian stood up gripping his nose. "What the hell is the matter with you? You punched me you asshole."
"Excuse you? You're going to call him an asshole for punching you when you were JUST about to punch me? I don't think so."
"You're seriously not done arguing?" Sebastian grabbed a tissue from the table and turned back to Blaine.
"I'll be done arguing when you stop being such a jackass."
"I'm done with you, Blaine. You're dead to me and you have been since Sectionals."
"Oh, why's that? Because Kurt broke up with you to be with me? Yeah, that's a reason to hate me."
"You brainwashed him into breaking up with me. You led him on and then convinced him that I'm a terrible person. So, yes. That's plenty reason to hate me."
"I brainwashed him? Seriously?"
"No he didn't, Sebastian! I fell in love with him all on my own. I did break up with you to be with him. Because I loved him so much. And that's why my heart broke when I saw him kissing Tanner!"
"Wait. Kurt, you remember all of that?"
"I don't know how. Honestly. All of this is just spilling out of my mouth. I don't know where it's coming from."
"You told me that Blaine wasn't the whole reason you broke up with me."
"And I don't think he was the only reason."
Everyone stood there. No one really knew what to say. They felt like everything to say had been said.
"Well…um…I think I better get going, Kurt."
"Dave you really don't have to."
"Yes I do. I just needed to see that you were alright and now that I know, I think I can finally get some sleep. But, would it be okay if maybe I visited you again?"
"I don't mind at all."
Dave left the room leaving the very angry trio by themselves.
"So," Kurt was the first one to speak and he folded his arms. "Do either of you want to tell me what the hell is going on here?"
"I would love to, Kurt. But you might need to ask Blaine to leave first since he's going to fill you with lies."
"Speak for yourself. I would never lie to Kurt. I never have either which is more than you can say."
"You don't know jack about what I have told Kurt."
"Everything you've told him today has been a lie."
"And where's the proof that it's a lie?"
"Where's your proof that it isn't?"
"Oh, real mature, Blaine. What next? You're going to go crying to mommy because everything is just going so wrong?"
"You know, it's a good thing we're in a hospital because you're gonna need one when I'm finished with you."
They were nose to nose without either of them realizing that they were even moving closer to each other.
"Knock it off! Both of you!"
They both looked over at Kurt clearly confused. They had honestly forgotten that he was even in the room.
"I want you both out of here."
"Kurt-"
"No, Blaine. I wanted you to come here so I could talk to you. I still want to but not right now. I want all three of us to cool off before I speak to either of you. And I will make the decision on when I want you guys to come back. Me. No one else. Understand?"
Neither of them responded with anything but shocked looked on their faces.
"Fine. If you need a few days to figure out that Blaine is lying to you then that's fine with me. I have loads to do at home anyway." Sebastian stormed out of Kurt's room without a look in his direction.
"Kurt, do you want me to leave?"
Kurt looked down and sighed. When he started speaking, he looked up at Blaine once more. "You know what? I actually don't. I don't and I don't know why. I know about the kiss with Tanner, my kiss with Sebastian, Sectionals, Blackbird and that there was a Christmas present in my front seat. But those are the only things I do remember right now. I don't know how our relationship started or how deep my feelings are for you but I really want time away from you so I can try and remember."
"But you just said that you didn't want me to leave." Blaine walked over to Kurt's bed and sat down.
"I don't. Again; I don't know why but there is some part of me right now that wants you to stay with me and hold me close. But I can't right now. I need more time. Please respect that, Blaine."
Blaine responded by giving a smile and his hand a squeeze.
"I'll just be going now."
Blaine made a motion to get off the bed but he paused.
"Blaine? Are you okay?"
Blaine didn't say anything. He just leaned forward and kissed the lips of the boy he loved for the first time in what felt like forever. Kurt inhaled at the touch. Blaine pulled away and stood up.
"I hope to see you soon."
Blaine walked to the door and pulled it open. He glanced back at Kurt one more time before he left.
"I love you, Kurt."
He closed the door leaving Kurt alone once more.
"...I love you too, Blaine."
Hey, hey! What'd you guys think of this chapter? Let me know! :) Once again, I'm really hoping for one more chapter to be posted before I come home and I might be able to make that happen. I figured that since you guys have been so amazing, warning you is the least I can do! On the next chapter; Kurt finally comes home from the hospital and is left in his bedroom. But there's a lot of memories in there, right? Cooper talks to Blaine about something life changing. Also; Kurt finally makes up his mind.