Hey guys! So this is the last official chapter! The only thing after this will be a short epilogue :P
Broken: Chapter 12: The End.
Blaine's POV,
You really have a lot of time to think in jail.
It's made me realise just how terrible I have been in the last month, so many bad things have happened to the people I love...and they were MY fault.
Breaking Kurt's heart, running over Sebastian...it all happened because of damn alcohol...
I was depressed; I didn't like my life without Kurt. I thought that I would just drown my sorrows in beer.
At scandals, I had a bit of an...affair with the bartender...but on the way home, I was just driving out of control, I didn't know what to do when I saw Sebastian standing there, my car barrelling at him at full speed.
After I hit him, I was confused, so I ran, leaving my car behind. I told my parents it was stolen.
Every time I looked at him, I felt awful. And then, whenever I looked at Kurt, I felt even worse.
"Anderson, look away, I need to use the loo!" My cell mate, The Mack (I couldn't think of another name!), instructed.
I didn't really want to see him use the toilet, so I looked back to my computer screen; I was in the middle of writing a letter to Kurt...
Kurt,
I'm so sorry for everything that happened over the past month. All I have done is hurt the people I love, whenever I looked into your eyes, or looked at Sebastian, all his injuries, I died inside. It killed me that I hurt you both. I, um, tell Karofsky I'm sorry, I just lost my cool. I hate jail. It smells like Alcohol, Tobacco and Urine...it smells like Puck.
How is Sebastian? Better...or worse?
Bye,
I Love You,
Blaine.
Hospital,
Kurt was sitting in the hall outside Sebastian's room, on his laptop.
You Have Mail,
A letter from Blaine popped up; Kurt was quick to reply, keeping it simple,
Sebastian's condition is getting worse at an alarming rate.
Just as he clicked send, he heard commotion in the room. "HELP HIM!"
Sebastian's father's voice boomed, "HE'S DYING!"
The doctor's voice was the only one that stayed calm, "We can't do anything."
"DO WHATEVER YOU CAN! Please..." Sebastian's mother choked.
Kurt raced quickly into the room, skidding on the wet floor. No one even looked at him. Sebastian's heart monitor was racing.
"Sebastian, come on, buddy. Stay here, for your family." Nick pleaded.
"Please." Thad asked. Kurt realised he was about to cry, maybe he never hated Sebastian...maybe it was Blaine that he hated. All along, it was Blaine who did all the stuff that made him cry, made him feel pain.
"C'mon Sebastian." Kurt stood by his bedside, grabbing one of his hands. Everyone stared at him in surprise. "You finally got what you wanted, Blaine, lead singer of the warblers, me out of the picture...and so you choose to die!"
Sebastian's mother was already crying into her husband's chest, but she began to cry even louder when she heard Kurt's speech, "Sebby, please."
Sebastian's POV,
I saw myself. But a better version, smarter, better looking, god like, even. "Sebastian, follow me, you'll be happy."
I let it grab my hand and pull me towards the shining light beckoning them.
"Sebastian, come on, buddy. Stay here, for your family." I recognized Nick's voice, pleading me.
I was confused. What was happening? Where was I going.
"C'mon, Sebastian. You're not safe here." The god-like version of himself pulled his arm toward the light.
"You finally got what you wanted, Blaine, lead singer of the warblers, me out of the picture...and so you choose to die!"
Kurt? What? Why was he here?
Was that what was happening? Was I dying? I pulled my hand away from God-Sebastian.
"Sebastian, you will be happier now."
"Get away from me!" I yelled at him, trying to run away. Only...I couldn't I felt this pull to him, like a rip, dragging me in.
When I turned back, he had changed into Blaine. "Run!"
Just then, I heard the voice of my mum, "Sebby, please."
I really had missed my mum lately; I hadn't gone so long without seeing her. It was weird, not seeing her face, but I always heard her. She was always here, even more then Blaine and he was the one that did this to me.
There was fog all over the ground and Blaine was still yelling at me to run.
I turned around, but it wasn't a move I was planning. It just happened. When I turned back around, it was Kurt instead of Blaine.
"Go. Leave Blaine and I alone." Kurt demanded pointing to the light behind him.
"But...Kurt..." It felt weird using his actual name.
"Go." Kurt boomed, his voice deeper than usual.
So I followed his orders, I had already done Kurt to much damage.
I walked into the light.
Hospital,
Sebastian's heart stuttered one more time, before it was silent.
Mrs Smythe collapsed into her husband with grief. There were several warblers with tears gathering in their eyes.
He was gone.
Sebastian would never annoy Kurt again.
So why was he so upset?
Kurt's phone vibrated. "Excuse me." he mumbled before quickly exiting the room.
"Hello?"
"This is Dave's mother." The small, female voice was crackly over the phone.
Kurt was immediately alarmed, "Is he OK?"
"Dave's woken up, he's asking for you."
Kurt breathed, it was a shaky breath.
He wasn't ready to talk to him. He didn't exactly know if he wanted to rush into something else after what happened with Blaine.
But he really liked Dave.
He maybe even loved him.
But...he didn't want to hurt him, because he knew he still loved Blaine, and he would forever. But he was never going to get back together with him.
So why couldn't he be with Dave?
He knew that the only way to find the answer was to just listen to what his heart told him, and it would all be fine. (A/N: Cheesy, I know!)
But what did it tell him?
Glee Club,
"Guys, I think I speak for everyone when I say," he paused for emphasis, "It's been one HELL of a month!"
Most of the glee club stared at Mr Schue, a little annoyed.
"that's the understatement of the year." Puck mumbled under his breath.
Mr Shue heard him easily, "Well I think we can all feel very sorry for Kurt, after everything that's happened."
Mercedes gave Kurt a slight pat on the shoulder, "Sorry."
"Well I think that we should also feel sorry for Blaine" Mr Shue added slowly, seeing Finn's hands clench into fists, he quickly continued, "Since he was sent to jail."
"Well..." Rachel said pointedly, "He made some pretty awful decisions."
Brittany added to the conversation in her clueless tone "He probably makes more bad decisions then me. And I dropped out of middle school for a year to follow a fish around the world. It died when I got to China."
Everyone stared at her with confusion, but Santana looked at her with true worry, she actually fell off a boat in that trip. It was horribly worrying.
"But, he made a mistake, all of us made mistakes" Mr Shue pointed out. Everyone's turned to Quinn but looked away before she could notice. But she did notice.
"So, back to work" Mr Shue scrummaged through his work bag, a bad sign. "I had this fantastic idea for another Jackson number as the group performance at regionals!"
Kurt quickly shove his hand up in the air, "Mr Shue, I have a song I would like to do , for regionals."
Rachel grunted slightly and shifted we body weight, Finn could feel an outburst coming, he gave her s slight kiss on the jaw, trying to distract her.
It worked.
"Ok, Kurt, c'mon down!" Mr Shue shouted in a game host voice.
(A/N: This is the song Broken, I wrote it :3)
"You gave me everything that I could have wanted, oh.
My life so empty, not worth living without you, ye-eah.
But something changed, you acting strange.
And something in side me is telling me, the is wrong!
My heart like glass as it smashes on the floor.
My palms sweating like mad as I open up that door.
You swept me off my feet, you made me feel complete.
But now we are no more, my broken heart is on the floor.
Oh, oh, oh. Yeah, yeah, ooh ooh, oh yeah, yeah.
You and me, like a perfect match.
Side by side, you were always here, standing by me.
Some mistakes were made, love put in to question.
But know matter what happens now-ow, I will love you...ooh oh, YEAH!
My heart like glass as it smashes on the floor.
My palms sweating like mad as I open that door!
You swept me off my feet you made me feel complete.
But now we are now more, my broken heart is on the floor.
Broken, you left me broken.
Nothin you can say or do, but I will still love you.
Broken, you left me broken.
There's so much to tell you if only I found the words...yeah, ye-eeh, ye-yeah!
My heart like glass as it smashes on the floor.
My palms sweating like mad as I open up that door.
You swept me off my feet you made me feel complete.
But now we are no more...
My broken heart is on the floor."
Everyone stared at Kurt in awe. His solo had brought tears into the eyes of even the toughest glee clubbers.
Rachel was weeping into Finns chest and will even saw Noah reach for a tissue.
"Wow." Mr Shue beamed his show-biz smile, "I think I speak for everyone when I say...amazing."
Just the bell rang, shrill and demanding.
The room cleared quickly, besides Rachel, Finn, Kurt, Mercedes and Quinn, who lingered behind the to chat.
Kurt spoke up as soon as Mr Shue left the room, "Ladies, we need some girl talk!"
Finn immediately felt awkward. He stood up, "Well I'll be going..."
"Noooo!" Rachel complained, tugging on his hand. He gave up flashing the special grin he saved for Rachel.
Quinn looked at them funny, then laughed, "If you guys are just gonna make out feel free to LEAVE."
"No, I need all the help I can get." Kurt argued. "Karofsky wants to be in a relationship with me."
He was met with several gasps and a knowing look from Rachel-he accidentally spilled the beans to her over the summer.
Mercedes eyes were frozen wide open, "He's gay?"
Kurt nodded.
"I thought so." Finn murmured with a distant look in his eyes. Perhaps he was remembering something?
"What do I do?" Kurt screeched out in frustration.
"Do you like him?" Quinn asked.
Kurt nodded slightly, "a lot."
Mercedes' head shot up, "Then what's the problem?"
"I don't want to just rush into it...what if I only feel like his cause I'm lonely?"
"That's true." Finn mumbled under his breath. Maybe that was why he went back to Quinn...cause he felt lonely?
"But he kissed me, before I was even dating Blaine." another round of gasps, minus Rachel, she knew all of this already.
"What did you feel?" Mercedes asked, encouraging him to continue.
"It actually felt... kind of...amazing..."
"Wow." Finn stared off into space, then his eye brow furrowed in confusion. "Why didn't you did you tell me this!"
"I promised him."
Quinn spoke up, her voice soft and sweet. "Follow your heart, Kurt, what does it say...?"
Kurt smiled "So it's settled, I will go to Dave and tell him..."
Hospital,
Dave's POV,
"Mr Karofsky, Kurt is here to see you." My nurse, Abby, informed me with a smile.
"Send him in." I took a deep breath. Now was the moment.
It was now love...or a broken heart.
Kurt walked in slowly, it was cute how he first poked in his little head, then let the rest of his body fillow after it. "Hi."
I chucked at his nervousness, "Hey."
He progressed into the room a little further. "How are you?"
I laughed out loud at that, i wondered why he was do nervous? "Fine."
Anne seemed to feel the tension and left the room quickly, without a word.
My brow furrowed, "Just get it over wih Kurt."
"Dave, I love you." I gasped at his words, "I think I have ever since you kissed me."
I was quick to answer, no wanting to think I was questioning my feelings, "I love you too."
"But I'm afraid that I'm doing this because of loneliness. I love you, I don't want to hurt you."
"I want to be with you Kurt," I confessed, "It was you who made me realize who I am."
"You're ready to come out?" He questioned me, "To tell everybody?"
"Yes."
And with that, Kurt crossed the room two strides and pressed his cool lips to mine.
Stay tuned for the epilogue, I'm going to post it later today, it's already written :D
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