Hi again guys! hope you're doing fine, this chapter is very short and it's written on Gareki's POV it's also kind of sad, and philosophical, hope you enjoy it =) take care and thank you for reading.
Sun Ray
I fall asleep again, and hope everything has been a dream. When I wake up again I see the sun rays coming in from the window, and Nai is nowhere to be seen, and I remembered, the past, this week and the moments we've been together, and just one night, out of nowhere, he dissapears without leaving any trace behind. It serves me well, that time even though I saved him, I left him to his own luck on the ship, and for years I searched for him without finding anything. Who knows what he might have been through, he saw everything he held dear to him burn right in front of him.
Then there's that mysterious men who appeared out of nowhere... and then it came to me, the waiter, and Nai's pale face, the man who told me about Nai, the owner of the castle was the waiter last night, it doesn't even make sense, why would he be there? How could Nai know it was him? None of this makes sense, I maybe they had something, and I always thought maybe it was just me, but I never considered he leaving me for someone else.
Then there's also that he mentioned – A higher place to be – Where can it be higher if not where love is, could it be that that men has something to do with the strange events, could it be that he has already abandoned this life yet he looks as if he's still here, but he's not the same person I meet before, and what I saw was just one side of the coin the side where he's the men I he thinks I will expect him to be. Didn't I told him many times I loved him? did he really get the meaning of my words?
Many questions crowded my mind, but none of them were answered or will ever be answered. I waited at the hotel several days for him to come, but he never came back. And in one of those days I decided to go for a walk. I walked close to the river sat down on it's shore. It flowed, and I wanted to flow with it, my life as a human felt senseless, without him. I sat in the corner, and looked at the rapid waters.
If I die better be standing right? I stood up to the border and then attempted to walk on air, fell, it was cold, in an instant I became numb, I hit some rocks and everything went black.
"(River Spirit)
"If the grace of God is real
And the word of Christ can heal
Bring their souls to heaven's light"
- Helena's Theme, Kamelot. Epica
So hopefully I was able to convey the point of what just has happened in the last chapters here, if not in the next chapter I think I will write something which is more self explanatory. Thank you again for reading. Take care =)