A/N: Sexxxxy time warning...I wouldn't read the first part of this chapter if you don't like reading it. I'm not a fan of writing it normally, because I suck at it...But I felt it important in the sense that Arizona has been through a lot the last few chaps and needs to feel something other than pain.
Arizona's POV
From: Mark
I'm probably ruining a moment or something here...you know me. Just thought you'd want to know the cops finally got Kristin.
For a split second, I find what I am reading hard to believe. I re-read the message a few times to make sure that I am reading it correctly. An instant wave of relief rushes over my entire body. I feel like I can breathe again. I can live without having to worry that every knock at the door is her, coming back for me. I can now move on from this, knowing that she can no longer hurt me. I will come out on the other side. I know it has only been less than a week, but while going through the seemingly never ending feeling of anxiety and fear, it seemed like so much longer to me.
Suddenly feeling an overwhelming rush of emotions, I begin to cry. Callie sets her phone down on the table and scoots closer to me to wrap her arms around me. She holds my head to her chest and gently rocks us a very little bit. Thankful that she is not asking why I am crying, I wrap my arms around her and continue to let it all go. After several minutes, I release myself from her hold and use my long sleeves to wipe the tears from my eyes. When I turn my head back to Callie, I can see her watching me intently. Waiting for me to say something.
She reaches out a hand and gently brushes my cheek with her thumb. I grab hold of her wrist and close my eyes, melting under her soft touch. She leans in, bringing her lips to mine. After several minutes of making out like teenagers, we finally part for air. She reaches over to the coffee table where she had placed the box while retrieving her cell phone. Taking the locket out of the box and handing it to me, she turns around so I can put it on her. The chain that I had picked for it was a little shorter then the ones on the matching heart necklaces that we both wear. Her locket hangs slightly above her heart necklace.
She turns back around to face me with a big smile on her face. "How does it look?" She asks.
"It looks beautiful. I'm glad you like it so much." I reach forward and open the locket, getting a quick glance at the picture of us inside of it.
"I love it" she whispers. "..and I love you."
"I love you too Calliope"
I lean forward again and bring our lips together. The kiss is slow and full of want, need, love and passion. When we break, we sit in silence gazing lovingly into each others eyes.
For a second, my thoughts begin to wander. I'd be lying if I said our brief make out session didn't turn me on in the worst way. I know it's probably not the best idea, seeing it's still been under a week that I was hurt. But, I need this from her. I want to feel something other than pain, even if it's just for a few minutes. I want to feel the sheer joy and pleasure that only she can make me feel.
"What's on your mind, beautiful?" She asks.
I take her hand in mine, getting up off the couch "Come here" I lead her into the bedroom and lock the door behind us. I lead her over to my side of the bed and pull her in for another kiss. We both moan at the feeling of our tongues sliding together. "Make love to me" I whisper, barely audible, against her lips.
She freezes for a moment, and I know what she is thinking. She doesn't want to hurt me. I pull back for a second to look her in the eyes. "Please. Make me feel good." The desperation in my tone and in my eyes is enough for her to know exactly what I am thinking. Which is, that I want to feel something other than pain for once. I have felt pain for days, and want to feel something good.
She runs her hands down my sides to the bottom of my shirt. I lift my arms while she slowly pulls it over my head. Once my shirt is off, she tosses it aside and begins work on my braw. She reaches around, smoothing the palms of her hands over the skin of my back, before undoing my bra and carefully removing it.
She cranes her head down, taking my left nipple in her mouth while she begins to gently knead the right one with her hand. I bring my right hand to the back of her head, holding it in place. I close my eyes and enjoy the feeling of the tip of her tongue teasing my nipple. She repeats this on the other side, before sitting on the bed. She leaves me in a standing position, and gently pulls my pants down and helps me step out of them, leaving me in only my panties.
She reaches out and places her hands on my sides, guiding me to stand in between her legs. She smoothes her hands over my sides before running her hands around to my back. While caressing the soft skin of my back, she places open mouth kisses all over my stomach before moving her mouth toward the bruises on my hips. She kisses each one gently. I tense a very little bit, but not from pain. I am suddenly feeling an unexpected wave of self consciousness once again. They have started to heal, but they are still there. She pauses to look up at me, brown eyes filled with nothing but love.
She stands up, and kisses a trail from my chest up my neck to my right ear "Let me make you feel good" she whispers in my ear, sending shivers down my spine and a new flood of moisture into my panties. She guides me onto the bed and gently lays me down, her eyes never leaving mine. She uses her hands and knees to support her weight on either side of me, careful not to bump into me.
She leans down and lightly brushes her nose against mine before bringing her lips to mine. "You're so sexy" she murmurs against my lips, before plunging her tongue in my mouth. She supports her weight with her right hand while she brings the left hand up to lightly trail the tips of her fingers all over my body. She brings her hand up to one of my breasts and starts rolling my nipple between her thumb and index finger, causing me to whimper into her mouth.
I take her hand and guide it down into my panties. "touch me"
When she runs her middle finger up the length of my soaked folds, my back slightly arches off the bed at the feeling of the tip of her finger brushing my clit.
She pulls her hand out of my panties and licks her finger clean "You taste so good baby".
She crawls backwards, careful not to bump into me too much. I bend my legs and move them slightly out from under her. She hooks her thumbs on either side in the waistline of my panties and I lift my hips slightly off the bed so she can take them off. She slide them down the length of my legs before tossing them on the floor, and gently spreading my legs and settling on her stomach in between them.
She immediately gets to work, swirling slow circles around my clit with her tongue. As I begin to whimper at the feeling, she begins to moan as she tastes me. Her moaning sends a vibration of pleasure through my entire body. She frees her hands and slowly runs them up the length of my sides before bringing them to knead my breasts.
I bring my right hand down to the back of her head, grabbing a fist full of dark raven locks and hold her in place, keeping her where I need her. She releases my breasts and uses her right hand to plunge two fingers inside of me, setting a slow and steady pace.
"Don't stop...don't stop...you make me feel so good"
I don't even give her a chance to respond, because my hand is still firmly holding her head in place, where I need her as she continues to bring me pleasure.
A small shutter runs through my entire body, as all pain I've felt for the last few days is forgotten for now. All I can feel is the waves of pleasure shooting through my whole body. She quickens the pace of her fingers just a little bit, and begins flicking my clit with her tongue.
It won't take long. It doesn't take long, before my whole body begins to quiver and I lose all control. I use my free hand to fist the sheets.
"I'm gunna..." is all I am able to get out before I feel the flood of hot juices flowing out of me. I throw my head back onto the pillow, slamming my eyes shut and all I see is stars. My whole body is tingling from head to toe with nothing but pleasure. I loosen my grip on her head and eventually flop my hand down next to me on the bed.
She continues her movements, but at a very slow pace, to draw out my orgasm. When she pulls out, she licks her fingers clean before gently closing my legs and straightening them out so she can crawl back up my body. She kisses her way back up my body, and leaves behind a very light trail of my juices falling from her lips.
I lay there, unable to move. Not from pain, but from intense pleasure. She kisses the side of my mouth before settling down beside me.
I am finally able to steady my breathing. I open my eyes and find her right beside me, brown eyes shining with love.
Callies POV
I was a little nervous when she first asked me to make love to her. Not because I didn't want her because I always want her. It was simply because I was so afraid that she still wasn't well enough and that she would only end up getting hurt. It was careful, gentle and tender. Seeing the satisfied and peaceful expression on her face was totally worth it. I haven't seen her looking so relaxed in days.
She finally opens her eyes and leans over for a kiss. When our tongues slide together, she moans at the taste of herself in my mouth. When we break for air a few moments later, I prop myself up with my elbow and lean on my hand, looking down at her. Her expression is that of satisfaction and relief.
"Do you feel any pain?" I ask.
She smiles at me. "No..no pain, for the first time in days..no pain...not right now any way."
"Yeah?"
She nods. "You are amazing, that was amazing."
When I notice her getting goose bumps I reach down and pull the covers over us. I am still dressed, so I'm not really cold but I do it any way. "You cold?" I ask.
She snuggles under the covers "A little" she looks like she's about to cry and I give her a questioning look "You're so good to me. You have taken such good care of me...and you make me feel so beautiful, even with all these ugly bruises." she says.
I take my left hand and gently rub her skin under the covers, over both hips and her ribs on her left side where her faded bruises are. "They are not ugly...they represent how strong you are...what you went through, and that you got through it. You are so strong and I am so proud of you."
she blinks and a few tears fall from her eyes "I only got through it because I had you. You really have no idea how amazing you are. You're so good to me and I am the luckiest girl in the world, because I have you. I love you so much."
I lean forward placing a kiss on her lips.
"I love you too" I start playing with locks of blonde hair.
"What are you thinking?" She asks.
"I was just thinking maybe I should call Mark back and get the details of how the police finally caught up to her."
"Seriously, must you mention Mark after sex ughhh?" she groans. We both giggle. "You are right though. I mean...well I was thinking I should probably talk to the cops too. Meredith said they were at the hospital but I had already fallen asleep. Up until now I've been too emotionally distraught to even think about having to tell, and relive what she did to me."
"How about we share a hot shower and then I'll call him and get the scoop." I ask.
After sharing a hot shower, and making love while in there, we are both dressed again and sitting on the couch. I wrap my left arm around her and use my right to grab my phone. Scrolling down I hit send when I land on Mark's number.
"Callie! Hello"
"So...how did they catch her?"
"Took you long enough. I figured you'd call right away."
"Yeah well I was kinda busy...any way...tell me everything."
"Yeah, yeah...I bet you were. I went over to the hospital to bring Lexie something and when I was walking back I saw blues over here so me and half the hospital stood outside watching. When I walked back over there was a cop who stayed behind, he told me she was lurking around outside of the building and I guess one of the cops that came looking for her the night she attacked Arizona was driving by, he saw her and was able to finally arrest her."
"Umm...half the hospital?" seriously Arizona does NOT need anymore people knowing...not when she's just getting better
"Yeah. It was kinda awkward...I mean...me, Bailey, Lexie and Meredith knew but everyone else was confused. We didn't say anything though don't worry. You know we wouldn't do that to her. There are still people who don't know believe it or not. We've been able to protect her privacy, surprisingly."
"Did they say anything about Arizona...the cops I mean?"
"Yeah the officer gave me his card. He had to run out on a call real quick but he wanted me to give his card to her and have her go in and talk to him, so he can get a proper report."
"Are you home now?"
"Yeah...listen though...the night the cops were at the hospital..Meredith and Lexie had spoken to them briefly I guess and Meredith had taken pictures when Arizona was in her care...I guess Arizona said it was okay because she trusted Meredith or whatever I don't know...But...the cops have the pictures. I know Arizona didn't want anyone seeing how bad her injuries were but they have seen and they want to know if she'll be pressing charges...it's going to court any way I guess but you're gonna have to talk to the officer...that's all I know"
"We're home so could you...you know come over and give us the card. I want her to be able to get this part of it over with so she can move on. She's been through enough and I think this will be good for her. She can finally rest knowing Kristin is locked up and something is being done about it."
"Be over in a few"
"Thanks. Bye."
When I hang up the phone, I lean forward a little, trying to read Arizona's expression. I am not exactly able to read it.
"Are you okay sweetheart?" I ask
"Will you...um..." She nervously fiddles with her hands in her lap. "Will you come with me..when I talk to the police?"
I gently turn her head toward mine "Of course I will come with you. I told you I would be right there with you every step of the way."
"I just...I.."
I notice her struggle with what she is trying to say. "What is it? You know you can tell me."
She places her hand on top of mine, gently rubbing her thumb over my knuckles. I take my other hand and place it on top of hers, taking her hand in both of mine and bringing it to my lips for a gentle kiss before bringing it back down to rest in my lap.
She finally brings her head up, to look me in the eyes. "I know that this has been hard on you...seeing me so hurt. I know it hurt you, to see me so weak and fragile. I just...I know it's going to be hard for me to tell it, you know...every detail of it. I don't want to think about it anymore, but I know I have to get this over with. I'm just not sure it's going to be easy for you to hear. But I need you with me and I'm sorry for that..."
"Shhh. Don't apologize for needing me." I shift my position slightly so I can pull her into a hug. "I told you I would be right there with you and I meant every word of it so please don't say sorry for needing me...there were so many times I needed you, and you were right by my side. You helped me through a lot of hard times, and I am going to see you through until the end of this okay? I will sit right there with you, and hold your hand."
She pulls back from the hug and nods her head in understanding, before smiling at me.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Arizona doesn't jump...
Both of us realizing what just happened, sit there staring at each other in shock for a moment before breaking out into huge smiles.
"I...I didn't jump...or anything" she giggles
I cup her face with both my hands placing a huge kiss on her lips
"No you didn't!"
To others it may seem weird that we are making such a big deal about something like this, but to us it is a big deal. It means that Arizona is no longer living in constant fear. I am sure she will still have her days, but this is a big step in her recovery. Being able to feel safe when she is at home, or anywhere for that matter.
We hear the door knob jiggle a little bit, accompanied by what sounds like someone walking into the door.
"Ouch...hey Torres...since when is this thing locked?" Mark shouts.
'Since you don't know how to knock' Arizona mumbles under her breath
We both start laughing, before getting up to go to the door. When I open it Mark raises a brow at both of us, because we are still trying not to laugh. We both take a few steps back, letting him come in.
He walks in and goes to Arizona first, giving her a kiss on the cheek. Wait a minute what the hell just happened?
"How are you feeling?" He asks her.
"Better. Still a little sore. But, much better overall...thanks for asking." She answers.
He turns to me, noticing my facial expression and shakes his head. Oh yeah..he probably knows what we've been doing all afternoon...
Snapping out of his probably perverted day dream, he reaches in his pocket and hands the police mans card to Arizona "Here's his card. He said come in as soon as you can. I'm guessing today would be best."
"I umm...I can go in with you if..I mean if you want. I have a little time before I have to be at the hospital." He adds.
"Thanks for the offer, but I'm going to go with her. I think this is something we need to do...together." I say
"I understand. I hope everything goes well. I'll see you ladies later." he nods before backing away to head for the door.
When he's gone, I notice the expression on Arizona's face as she starts hanging her head.
"He knows..." she says
I walk over to her, giving her a hug and a kiss on the forehead. "Yeah he so does...I'm really sorry..I know you don't..."
"It's fine." she interrupts. "Are you ready to go?"
"Are you ready to do this?" I ask. I know this is going to be hard for her...
"Yeah...and then if you don't mind..I would like you all to myself tonight. It's been kind of hectic around here...Mark was here last night, Teddy and Mark were here today. I love that people care but I just want to spend tonight with you." Her blue eyes are shining with so much hope that I can't say no. Not that I would want to. A night with just the two of us, after the last two days sounds perfect.
I place another kiss on her forehead. "I would love that"
Arizona's POV
Telling my story, meant having to relive it. Since the night Kristin attacked me, so many memories of that night raced through my mind. I tried to block them out. Now that I had to actually remember every detail to give a good report, I had to think really hard and be careful not to miss anything.
As I sat there in front of the police officer, going over every detail of every punch and every slap, Calliope sat in the seat next to me holding my hand. Just as she said she would. Occasionally I would check her facial expression, wondering what she was thinking. She looked completely horrified and it bothered me that this was so hard on her. Then again, I have to put myself in her shoes. I would feel the exact same way if something happened to her. I don't even want to think of somebody hurting her, and I can only imagine how she feels. This didn't just happen to me, it happened to both of us. While I got the worst of it, she also suffered in her own way.
There were a couple times I felt her squeeze my hand just a little tighter. I could tell the whole time that she was trying not to cry. She has been so strong for me and I could never thank her enough. Through this whole thing, she has really proven that she can be my 'good man in a storm' when I need her. I think if anything, this has brought us closer. We have both learned important lessons. We have both become stronger a individuals, and as a couple.
This was a test, and we passed. We are about to come out on the other side, together.
I go back to work the day after tomorrow, which will be hard. But, I know I can do it because I know she will be there if I need her. At this point, I am no longer afraid to admit when I need her help. I know she will also be there for me on the day I have to go to court and tell my story once more. Kristin probably won't get much for a punishment, but I need to do this in order to move on with my life.
When we got home, I was a little sore as I knew I would be. She cooked me dinner, gave me my pain killers and we snuggled on the couch for the night, watching TV and movies. We are still on the couch, and I am getting my nightly foot rub. I think I got way too used to this...
"So...I was thinking tomorrow I'd call my parents and...you know..tell them finally" I blurt out.
Her eyes widen in shock. "Really?" She asks.
"Yeah...I mean I haven't exactly answered any of their calls and your right, they are going to want to know what happened to me. So, I figured I would call them back and maybe you and I could spend our last day off...just us."
"Just us" She smiles at me. "I know I've already said this but I am so proud of you. You are so strong and brave."
"You are just as strong. You've been so amazing through this whole thing and you have been so strong for me...you've been everything I needed you to be and I could never find the words to tell you how thankful I am and how truly blessed I am to have you."
"Like I said...I will always take care of you..be there for you. I love you, I'd do anything for you without a second thought." she checks the time on her cell phone. "Are you ready for bed? It's been a long day and I want you to get some rest. I'm kinda tired too".
"aww look at you all worried about me getting rest" I tease
We head into the bedroom, changing into our pajamas and get into our routine position for sleeping, her holding me.
"Goodnight Calliope. I love you."
"I love you too"
We both rest peacefully, with a feeling of relief neither of us have had in almost a week.
The worst of it is finally over, and she pulled me through. I now know that I can do anything, because I have her. I see much more clearly, now more than ever, that she is all I need. She's all I'll ever need.
To Be Continued...
A/N: So, this was a heavy read. I'm sorry for that. A lot of writing and not much dialogue at parts. It took me forever to write compared to other chapters. Stay tuned for Arizona's first day back at work, the court date...as well as some Merder/Calzona bonding time eventually as well as a little Lexie/Arizona interestingness... SO much more...the ride isn't even half way over yet =P Love you guys for reviewing thanks so much.