Ryan grasped hard on cabinet door panting slightly as Kider made his way down her neck. Suddenly the front door opened up. Kider flung her into the kitchen chair and was suddenly sitting across from her looking far to innocent for his own good. Her mom walked in and looked back and forth between the two teens.
"Its about fucking time." She threw the groceries down on the table.
"You knew!!" Ryan gasped.
"Of course I knew I've only known the little shit since you were five." She said planting a big wet kiss on his cheek. He grinned innocently as she glared.
"What else have you been keeping from me mother dearest?" She crossed her arms.
"Oh... Nothing much." She shrugged. "But I have to say the fact that he's a vampire pedophile does bother me some." Kider stuck his tongue out at her.
"Okay okay this is to weird... Can some one please tell me what the hell is going on!" She exclaimed slumping down in her seat.
"This is going to be a long night so I see it calls for chocolate chocolate ice cream." She pulled it own of the bag and sat it down in front of Ryan taking a seat next to her.
"You can keep your dairy." She snapped glaring holes into Kider forehead not able to look into his molten gold eyes. Kider chuckled quietly and he reached across the table smudging ice cream on her nose. She glared before reaching her tongue up and licking it off.
"Im multi-talented." She smirked.
"Duly noted." He said.
"Now stop dodging." She said digging her finger back in the ice cream.
"That's why they invented spoons darling." Her mom said picking up her hand and placing the utensil in it. Ryan rolled her eyes summoning for Kider to continue.
"And you better not screw it up." Her mom said digging a spoon in.
"I promise Steph." He said sighing.
"Wait wait wait you guys are on a... first...name... basis?" She said almost gagging on her spoon.
"Long ago well longer to me it may seem then to you I came to your room-"
"And I asked if you were an angel I remember that..." She said recalling it immediately because it seemed to be the dream she had most often of all.
"Yes I have to say it is one of my fondest memories of you." He smiled in a way that showed true adoration.
"Not while I'm eating, she's still my daughter you know." Ryan's mother or... Steph said.
"Mom..." She nudged he mothers shoulder.
"Nothing to be embarrassed about Ry bread he's like my son... God were a messed up family..." She sighed and all three of them laughed.
"Your telling me..." Ryan sighed.
"May I continue?" Kider asked raising a teasing eye brow.
"You may."
"Life continued on from then until I knew I could not be with you and risk your safety for my own happiness. So I made the biggest mistake in my existence just as Edward and Bella said it would be and left to gain control over myself. When I returned so much damage had been done to you it was un-reparable. Of course I still loved you but the part of you I loved wasn't there, everything about you that I loved was locked up so deep inside the shell every one thought was you. When I first saw you standing there teary blue eyes wild untamable blonde hair I thought everything was the same because that-that girl that was you, and then she disappeared back inside this person I could not longer relate to..." He choked.
"Then the day I had gone out with Edward because you didn't come home I saw you broken and crumpled on the ground and it brought me back to a time where everything was right and I knew that was so wrong to think at that very moment but at that moment I wanted nothing more to be standing over the broken bloody body of my little angel not my fallen angel. I wanted so badly to heal your broken wings and bring you back to life. So when Bella suggested she use her power to bring you back at no matter what the costs I took it in hope I could reach the you buried inside and bring you back with me." He held his head in his hands.
"And found you I did. I brought you back to the gate of your mind but what I didn't know was bringing you back the you I left behind at the age of five I sent us... Both of us back to the bodies of the last time we were whole. When we were together. So now my beautiful Ryan all of my memories are yours and yours are mine we share one soul. I-I so fear I have damned you." He shuddered. Ryan placed one hand on his cold shoulder. Ryan's mother took over the tale.
"So when Kider came looking for you I had no idea who he was only that you had come running into my room the night before crying on and on about some guy named Kider. So because of the fact you had never sounded so shaken up I decided to listen to this nut case." She smiled at Kider fondly. "He told me the tale from the way beginning and I of course thought he was a complete loony."
"Like wise." Ryan said putting up a finger.
"So I told him to get out and never come back but he left his number with me and too look around your neck and that night when you slept with me a looked and saw the ring around your neck and knew he couldn't have put it there so I called him the next day and he was here before I could hang up the phone. So I asked him what he wanted from me. He said to give you the happiest childhood any one ever could and for the love of god not get on that plane. I asked him why and he said because I would die and ruin Ryan for the rest of eternity."
"I then knew he was not joking or crazy. He continued to come see you every night just to watch you sleep but he hated how it would never be a night with out you crying or screaming in your sleep and he could no longer take your discomfort so he hoped by maybe getting far enough from you he could free your mind until you could be together again. So he left and I gave you your first pill, which was really just a vitamin and you slept soundly for the first night..." She sighed fondly.
"And while you slept soundly for the next years I went to Italy. Back to my roots. I had caught wind of a small rumor. That a certain someone or should I say...vampire was able to conceal vampiric appearances making it more simple for me to be near you. And due to my last post in the Voltori asking Aro for the gift was all to easy he of course wanted to see what my reasons were so I let him invade my memories and he was very curios about you. He said I could have the gift if I gave him another few years of my loyalty to him. I agreed but said I would drink no humans it would be to wrong for me to do no matter how tempting." He looked at her meaningfully. "So I gave him my services. He was not pleased when I told him it was time for me to take my leave but a bargain was none the less a bargain and he let me go free and with the ability to join you in the glorious sun light." He smiled.
"You did all of this...for...me?" She asked slowly.
"I would do any thing for you. Anything to see you smile. To see you each day with out limitations. Anything just to be in your presence for mere minutes-seconds."
AN/ WEEEELLLL Now you know and understand well... I hope so at least my loving and adoring readers and friends and boy friend when he gets around to reading this lol btw I hope you all know how awkward it is going to be to have him read the future more sexy scenes... Im getting all blushy just think about it... Well what ever I've made it through more awkward situation... No I can think of at the moment but I know there, there... lol So REVIEW and ill try to make the updates come faster 4 yah