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Ch 14. White wall confessions.
She didn't resist. She knew what was coming. No one pulled stunts like that and simply went back to life like before. Maybe it was for the best. She wasn't inside the manor any longer. No glass no mirrors and no one there to gawk at her with those pitying stares. No one to chastise her stupidity or coddle her disfunction. No one that was but herself.
"Seriously!?" The 'conscience' she had so come to despise growled from nowhere "you retarded cunt! Now look what you've done!"
"I told you to be quiet" she mumbled "you can't hurt me anymore..."
"Stupid bitch. You've no idea what I can do" there was a sharp pain following its hateful words and the once binding jacket they had shoved her in now loosened as the blade appeared from her shoulder. "Get up. We're getting out of here. I don't need you letting the body go to hell."
"No... I'm not leaving." She protested.
"You do realize what we are yeah? Eventually you won't have a choice. You'll either do as I say or I'll take over and do it for you. Now get up" the voice hissed as if right in her ear "I don't have time for this."
"Maka..." Soul was on the other side of the room now. Crimson orbs watching her with both understanding and resolute determination to hold her down "and I do mean both of you... You try to leave and you're gonna have a very bad day." His words were almost venomous calculated eyes scanning the girl over knowingly.
"How cute." Her personal tormentor huffed "he thinks he can keep me locked up. Fine. Let me have the body tramp. I'm about to show him just what he's gotten himself into."
"No!" She squeaked defensively "soul you need to get out of here, she's mad she's gonna hurt you! You've gotta leave! Get out of here!"
"Cool it." He stated bluntly. "You know what she is. She can't do a thing you don't allow. Anything you don't want she obviously doesn't want. Pull yourself together."
'Bah like I need your psychological jargon' "soul you need to get out! Please Go away!" She shrunk into herself the fear gripping at her inner most thoughts.
"I'm not going anywhere. This ends here." He folded his arms leaning back against the white padded wall an expression of dare on his face. "Since you obviously don't know how to pull yourself together I'm gonna do it for you."
'Oh please' "soul you've got to listen to me she'll kill you! You've got to get out please!" She whimpered "please please I..." Her words faltered for a moment 'don't you even go there slut!' "I..."
"If you keep letting her tell you what to do you're gonna lose," soul sighed."she's not some all seeing conscience maka. She can bitch all day but unless you let her she's powerless."
"B-but" her breathing quickened as her mind raced 'i swear if you play with his feelings anymore I'm gonna..' "I.." 'No shut up!' "I love you!"
Somehow the confession wasn't quite expected. Not that he understood any less the implications but the look on his face was deer in the headlights. "Uh... I love you too bookworm?" He blinked unable to cognitively form a response before maka's mood shifted.
Once terrified eyes now displayed an annoyed hatred. A hostility that was reserved for an enemy rather than the individual one confesses affection for. "I've had enough of this crap." Blades sprung from her back making tatters out of the jacket that once bound her and souls posture was shifted to defense as a slot in the wall behind him opened.
"Soul are we making any headway" steins glasses could be seen on the other side looking in curiously.
"I got this doc. Just close the damn window. Privacy man privacy. I'll page ya later" his words prompted a shrug even as the mad doctor noticed maka's now free limbs.
"You've got fifteen minutes and we're coming in" with that the panel closed.
"I told you what would happen if you got in the way." The now hostile girl growled.
"And? You're in control of the body now. What's the hold up?" Souls antagonizing words seemed to bring her pause. "Free reign. What will you do with it"
'Please don't hurt him!' "Quiet!" She hissed inwardly "let me out of here..."
"Not gonna happen sweet cheeks" his defiance was rather short lived as she closed the distance one hand releasing a blade aimed at his neck as the other pushed him against the supposed door "what gonna skewer me? That's sure to grant you some freedom right there. Come off it! You're just a jealous little girl! So much that you're envious of yourself. Pissed off for no reason other than you won't let yourself have any fun."
"Just be quiet already. Geez!" She hissed eying him over. "Hmmm" 'p-please don't hurt him please...' "So she wants you that bad does she?" She mumbled to herself as her free hand trailed fingers down his chest slowly. The blade aimed at his throat didn't move but her other hand snaked its way down his torso.
"What are you" he was cut short as the girls hand bolted downward forcefully diving beneath his pants to grasp his manhood.
"You wana fuck her?" She snapped "is that it? That's what you men do isn't it? You don't love her. You just want what's between her legs don't you?"
He flinched mildly more out of shock than pain knowing well resisting would lead to worse outcomes "no..."
"Why not? She's not pretty enough for you? I'm not good enough to have?" She hissed squeezing his member tightly smirking at the fact that she was able to harden his length "I think we both know the truth"
"That's not what I want..." He growled irritatedly.
"Then what do you want?" She removed her hand from him as quickly as she had accosted him, shoving him hard against the padded surface "you want her body but you don't. You want her to be more sensitive but you don't. You want me to tell you what to do but you don't like being bossed around. Just what the hell do you want from me!"
"I want my maka back." He stated bluntly "not just the bitch, not just the worry wart. I want all of her back"
"Awwww you want a perfect woman? News flash they don't exist numb nuts! I'm as close as you get!" She snapped only to be spun and pushed against the wall herself the shock on her face registered as her wrists were forced against the pads.
"I don't care about perfect. I never did! That was you!" He growled his face mere inches from her own "I was perfectly fine with the way you were!"
"Then why didn't you want me!" There was something different to her words now as tears threatened to push past her obvious will "why didn't you take it!"
"Why didn't you!?" His own hostility was now very prominent as his forehead pressed into hers
His words seemed to give her pause confused eyes watching his face even with the sneer on her lips. She was mad she admitted to it. But something was eating at her. 'Please stop...' "Don't get in the way" she tried to force the other voice back 'he doesn't want me... He doesn't want you either... It's okay...' "It's not okay! I've done everything right! Yet he doesn't even move! Just like everything else no one notices!" 'I...I did... Please... Let it go...' A mild hesitance crossed her face before the blade reverted itself.
"What out of fight already?!" Soul was still vexed it was obvious and even he knew it.
"Just get out of my sight." She huffed forcing him back before crossing the room to sit in the corner. "I don't want to talk. You heard me get lost!"
Few things left him so baffled as her current state but he'd take it over having to fight with her. He knew it was small but he felt the shifting from within her. And small as it was. It was progress all the same.