I had called Hap yesterday and the nerves were killing me. I just made a deal with Darby and I don't know what the hell I was thinking.

Donna had called me and invited me to go shopping but I had told her that I was waiting for Hap. I was happy for Donna and Opie. Things were going good with them since Opie is planning on proposing to Donna.

The only thing with them was that Opie hasn't told Donna about what the club was. I had stayed at the office all day filing so that I wouldn't go crazy. The garage had closed so I was alone working in the office when I decided to call it a day. I was about to close the office when I felt someone standing behind me. I turned and it was Happy.

"Hey" I said as he just stared at me.

"What happened?" He asked pushing me into the office. Shit now that he is here what am I suppose to do, I need to make sure he will stay with the plan. "Jessica" he said. I guess I was taking a long time.

"Okay I need you to stay calm." I said knowing full well he wont be.

"Yesterday I was at the store when Darby.."

"That son of a bitch" said Hap already trying to get out of the office I stepped in front of the door.

"Hap wait." I said putting my hands on his chest. "Darby knows about the attack, he told me who it was." I said letting him process what I was telling him.

"He ordered the attack." he said probably wanting to go kill him since his face changed.

"No"

"What" he asked confused.

"Do you think he would of ordered it he would tell me." I said hoping I sounded confident because I wasn't feeling it.

"Who the fuck was it?"

"Aaron." I said and he began pacing around the office.

I stayed glued to the door knowing there ain't no way I would be able to stop him. I did not want him not to do anything stupid, but he would have to push me away from it to leave.

"Is there something you ain't telling me?" he said just staring down at me. Shit hated the fact that he could figure me out so easily.

"I kind of made like a deal with Darby." I said avoiding his glare.

"You did what?"

"A deal that I take care of the problem and this attack never comes up again." I said as I stared at the floor as he came and stood in front of me.

"So I am taking care of this asshole and Darby gets a clean slate." he said as I nodded.

"Darby had nothing to do with it Hap" I said as I tried to explain the reason on why it was a good thing to make the deal.

"How the fuck do you know huh?"

"I just do okay and besides he said it was Aaron and James that's all Hap." I said sliding down on the floor.

"Who the fuck is James?" he asked as I closed my eyes as he stared down at me.

"I don't know." I answered as I then felt someone try to open the door.

"Jess." I heard Kyle call out as Hap grabbed my hand and helped me stand up.

"What?" I said as I stood in front of Hap as he walked into the office.

"Gemma needs you at the club, Otto has been arrested." he said and walked back to the club while me and Hap just stood there in the office.

"Why did he come and look for you?" asked Hap. What did Otto do?

"What?"

"Kyle" he said as I looked over at the clubhouse and noticed that no one was outside.

"I don't know. Why did they arrest Otto?" I asked him as he was leaving the office.

"Hap" I called out as he stopped and looked back at me.

"I want to be there."

"You sure?"

"Yeah I'm sure." I said and walked to the club with him.

~A~

When we walked in mom was with Luanne who was crying.

"Hey mom" I said as I went to stand next to her to find out what happened and why she needed me to be here.

"Jess I need you to go comfort Lesley." she said. Oh shit do I really have to help out with her.

"Mom I don't..." she cut me off before I tried to get myself out of that.

"Jess suck it up and go." she said as I saw Lesley was sitting down at the bar. Maybe I could get her drunk or I could get drunk to make this easier on me. I just gave up and went to where she was sitting down.

"Hey how are you?" I asked her she was crying.

"Leave me alone Jess." she said as she stared at the wall.

"Okay" I said and got up. At least I tried as I saw Jax and Tara walking towards me.

"Hey did you hear?" asked Jax as he stood in front of me.

"I just heard he got picked up. What happened?"

"Second degree murder and Vehicle theft." whispered Jax in my ear. Fuck I thought.

"You think Tara can talk to Lesley comfort her." I asked Jax as he looked over at Lesley.

"I'll just sit her there." said Jax.

~A~

I headed over to the kitchen and found mom cleaning.

"Hey."

"I thought I told you to stay with Lesley." she said turning around to look at me. I get the have each others back but my hypocrisy only goes so far.

"Tara is with her, she did not want me to be with her." I said as I sat down.

"I'm taking Luanne home." said mom. I felt bad for them Otto was going to do hard time. I just sat there its bad when a member goes in especially to do hard time, its rough on the club and the family.

"Jess what is Happy doing here?" mom asked standing in front of me.

"I don't know."

"Well Clay seemed surprised that he and Lorca showed up." she said as I knew she was trying to figure something out.

"Maybe they like Charming" I said shrugging my shoulders.

"See you later baby." she gave me a kiss and left the kitchen.

"You should go home." suggested Jax as he entered the kitchen.

"I'm in charge of Lesley." I said looking at her she was now drinking. Well maybe I can just make sure she makes it to a room to sleep it off.

"Good luck with that." said Jax as he walked back to the bar.

I went to look for the prospect so that he could keep an eye on Lesley. He was probably outside I had heard from Jax that they were not going to patch him in so I kinda felt bad for him but when your not cut out for it there is no other thing you could do.

I went outside to check if he was there but nothing shit.

"Hey." I jumped up as I heard someone behind me.

"Hey kyle." I said as I turned around to face him.

"What are you doing outside at this time?" he asked sitting down on one of the picnic tables.

"Looking for the prospect." I said thinking about going back inside I trusted these men but alcohol can cloud their judgments especially Kyle.

"You need a real man not a prospect." he said. I tried so hard not to laugh. Some man he thinks he is while his wife is pregnant here he is getting drunk and fucking everything with a pulse.

I was going to say something when I noticed Kyle was already passed out on the table. I was going back inside as I did not want to deal with his drunk ass.

~A~

"Hey." I heard Lorca call out.

"Hey Lorca." I said as he came and gave me a hug.

"Hap's ready" he said and pointed over to a van.

"Jess, Lesley is taking her clothes off." yelled Jax from the door. Shit he could take care of her, not like they haven't seen a naked bitch before. I thought as I followed Lorca to the van.

When I got in the van I noticed he already had Aaron and another guy so he must be James. I sat in the passenger seat while Hap drove and Lorca followed on his bike.

"How did you get them?" I asked Hap. Hap seemed different he was in killer mode.

"No one saw." was all he said. "Did both of them?" he asked as he looked over at me.

"No." I said cutting him off.

"You sure you want to see the shit I'm going to do to him?" he asked. I wasn't but I was already here.

"Yeah."

We were driving into the woods, maybe this could bury all this shit. Lorca had opened my door, did Lorca know I thought to myself he seemed closed to Hap. Hap got off and went to the back while I stood there with Lorca.

~Lorca~

Hap had dragged the first guy by his hair, we had tied them and gagged them when we picked them up.

"What is going on" asked the guy after Hap took the rag out of his mouth.

Hap took out his bag where he had all his different kind of tools and shit. I noticed Jess was still standing next to me I don't know why he let her come, not that I know the situation that much.

"Do you know who I am?" asked the guy.

We had already dug a hole earlier so I knew these guys fate, what I didn't get was what did they do. If they had hurt Jess wouldn't this be a club decision. The guy then turned to where we were when he saw Jess his face changed.

"Hey I had nothing to do with this it was all Aaron." he said looking at Jess.

"You hurt what is mine." said Hap as he kicked the guy on the ribs, and head and all over his body.

When I saw Hap with the lighter fluid I knew what he was up too. Shit did Jess really have to see this shit. Fuck I thought when I saw Hap lit a match and threw it at the guy. Jess cringed and turned around but you could hear the screams of the guy. What did these assholes do to Jess? What was Hap planning for the other guy?

~Aaron~

I couldn't see anything and I didn't hear or feel James next to me anymore. I did not get to see who grabbed us, all I knew was dad was expecting us so he would know something went wrong.

I could hear James screaming in pain what the fuck was this about? That I know of we had no beef with the sons yet or anybody else. I heard screams again but louder holy shit. I didn't hear him screaming anymore had they stopped what did they want?

I heard the door open that's when I saw his face, he looked ready to kill. His face looked dark like if he was not there.

"Your turn." he said with a smirk. What did the Sons want with us, is James still alive I could not here him at all?

He grabbed me by the arm and dragged me and let me go where there was a spots of blood on the floor. I looked around when I spotted Jessica standing with some guy. Oh fuck now I know what this was about.

I saw the guy walk back to where she was and was talking to her. How did they fucking find out about this?

~Lorca~

Hap was talking with Jess over by the van. Kozic was right there was something about these two and with what Hap has said to the first guy that he had hurt something that was his meaning Jess.

Hap could deny it all he want but this bitch had him all around her finger. It was good for Hap to have someone for himself, the shit he does for the club needs a distraction.

Kozic is the only one who seems to have a problem with it as he brought it up in church last time when Hap was in charming. I had noticed Hap now had left Jess by the van as he picked up an axe.

I thought he was going to cut off the assholes damn head but instead was hitting him like if he was chopping wood all over his body but not through the bone.

He didn't let him say anything he just started cutting. After the guy had stopped moving he chopped up his body.

"Hey Hap." I called out trying to get his attention.

"What." he said dropping the axe.

"Take your woman back, I'll clean up brother." I said nodding to Jess who was now sitting on the floor leaning on the van.

"Thanks man." he said and walked towards Jess.

~Happy~

Lorca was going to clean up so that I could take Jess back to the club, maybe it was a bad idea to bring her I didn't want her to see me in this light, but this was part of who I was.

"Hey you alright?" I asked her she was sitting on the floor.

"Yeah." she said getting up from the floor.

"It's done." I said she just nodded. "Let's go" I said. The ride back to the club was quiet, she didn't see me different which I hoped didn't change later when the shock goes away.

When we reached the club everyone was passed out. I lead her to my room, it was time I fucking stepped up and finally claim her as mine.

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