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A/N: Spencer's thoughts, text messages, Ashley talking on the phone to Spence, songs and ringtones are Italicized.
Chapter 13: Sexual Healing
Should I walk in? Maybe, break down the door? Scratch that, with my luck I would break more me then actually door. Hmmm how about simply knocking? But what if she doesn't want to see me? Fucking idiot of course she doesn't want to see you, you broke her heart. So option one it is then.
Here goes…
The door flung open and banged against the wall.
Well let's not just break her heart, let's makes things even better by breaking her door as well. You know me always have to make an entrance.
My eyes scanned the room and found Ashley "Oh my god!" I yelled out. She turned to look at me and closed her eyes.
She opened her eyes and shook her head, "Carlin what the fuck is wrong with you, why'd you shout?" Her tone was harsh and cold.
"Good question," I smiled and instantly received a glare, "It was the first thing that came to mind and well my mouth never knows when to insert my foot, so you got the privilege to see me make an ass out of myself once again."
Do you notice that I like digging holes? Because it seems that's all I do, at this rate I should be in fucking China.
Ashley took a deep breath and refocused her attention back on me, "Are you high Carlin? No don't answer," She paused and went to answer her on question. "You must be high, especially if think I want to see you fucking ass."
Ouch, okay I deserved that! Shit what am I going to do? Brain of all the times to draw a blank you pick a time like this! Where is my mind? Fuck!
"Today is the day they're going bring back to you. By now you should have realized what you gotta do. I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do, about you now… And all the roads we
have to walk are winding and all the lives leads us there are blind. There are many things I'd like to say to you but I don't know how."
Tell it how it is Carlin
My attention shifted to the window as my mind searched for a way to start. I opened my mouth and nothing came out. I finally exhaled and began, "Ashley I fucked up, it seems like that's all I ever do. When I said I wanted to be your friend that was complete bullshit, but a part of me was still affected by the other night. I wanted to get back at you and in doing so I hurt the one person I care more about then anyone else I know." I went to continue but Ashley cut in.
She laughed, "Hmmm it's funny you know, you claim to care about me but you fail to realize the pain you feel and caused was because of your own fucking immaturity. How can I be with someone that's willing to hurt someone else for their own agenda, Spencer? How do I know you won't do it again? Huh?"
I sighed. "You don't." I simply stated. "I can promise I won't do it again, but that won't make you believe me. The only thing I can do is show in time that you can trust me, if you give me another shot. That's all I can offer Ashley because that's all I got." My eyes burned into hers and waited for her answer.
"It's only you beautiful, I don't want anyone else. If I can chose, it's only you."
"I hate my heart," she remarked.
Huh? I gave her a puzzled look, she must have read it.
"I hate my heart! My mind tells me to let you go for the pain you've caused, but I can't. I can't help; every look, every touch, every word, you do. You completely intoxicate me and it makes me fall even harder for you. Fucking heart!" She lightly laughed. I smiled and went to approach her.
Well I hate my mind and my mouth. I can't seem to control either.
"I guess that's what you get when you let your heart win…" I waited for her to finish
She rolled her eyes and started to sing back, "Woah, that's what you get when you let your heart when woah, I drown out all my senses, with the sounds of it beating." She ended and faced me, "Spencer no more games, no more schemes, this is it, okay?"
I shook my head. I kind of feel like doing the Carlton dance. Damn Fresh Prince.
"You know Ashley I didn't want to tell you this, but damn you look a mess." I smirked and she just glared at me.
Too soon maybe?
She grasped her heart and pointed at me "You're such a bitch Carlin."
I raised an eye brow "I know, but you shouldn't have a problem with it seeing how I am yours." I said as I smirked at her.
I noticed the 'oh really' look on her face. "Well darling since you're my bitch and all, how about you go fetch me a drink and maybe something to eat."
And once again I don't know when to insert my foot in my mouth.
I cocked my head and smiled. She looked at me confusedly, my lips slowly travelled over her ear. "Honey I wasn't thinking of that kind of bitch, I had something else in mind." I pulled away and bit my lip as my eyes wandered down hers.
"And what was it you had in mind?" She tilted her head mocking me.
I know she's not that dense, she's going to make me say it, isn't she?
"I can show you better than I can tell you," I paused "But right now I have to go home sweetie." I laughed and got hit.
Why must everyone always hit me?
Do I have a sign on my forehead that says 'hey it's alright, I give you permission, hit me' I'm kinky not that kinky! Tying up is fine, but S&M not my kind of thing.
I gave her a quick kiss on the forehead and turned to leave. I felt a sudden pull on my arm. Ow
"The forehead, c'mon Carlin I think we're past that." She grinned and instantly found my lips.
Now this is what I'm talking about.
I know somewhere else she can kiss like that.
"Baby I'm hot just like an oven, I need some loving"
"I can't hold much longer, when I get that feeling I need sexual healing."
God I'm so horny right now! Fuck me!
Oh my God is that her hand? The way she is touching me is making me insane!
Pick up your phone.
Noooooo are you fucking kidding me! I hate you phone and the person sending me the text. I curse you!!
"Ugh" I quickly looked at the text
Mom and dad want you home!
Of course…Glen. I wish he could see my face right now!
"Fuck," I yelled out in frustration, "Ashley I've got to go before the call the search party." She rolled her eyes. "I'm serious it happened once, when I was little. The police weren't too happy when they found me in a tree." She laughed and shook her head.
"Call me later alright?" I gave her one more kiss and left.
"Oh wonderful parents, I'm home!" I shouted in the door way. My dad runs downstairs and embraced me.
What the hell? Um did I enter the twilight zone, I swear if I did, what happen to the theme music? God I love it. Or maybe it's the Outer Limits I'm thinking of? I've got to Google it.
"Yo dad what's up, you're wigging out man?" I laughed as I watched him trying to decode what I had asked him.
I rolled my eyes and smiled "Dad what's wrong?"
"Oh, nothing I just didn't know where you were."
Bullshit, lie number one.
Let's see how far he will go.
I patted his back and turned to him. "You're lying, now enough, cut the crap please. You're a horrible liar, so with that do tell dad."
He chuckled and placed his hand on his head, "Alright, Paula and I are getting a divorce."
I gasped and threw my hands to my face, "Oh my god what am I going to do?" I asked sarcastically."It's about time, I have no idea how you lasted this long, so let me guess she's moving, right?" I snickered
He looked down. Uh oh she's not leaving.
My eyes started to water, "Dad tell me she's leaving, please!" I pleaded with him.
"Honey, I don't know how to tell you this, but um she well I'm" He stuttered failing to complete the sentence.
Goddamn it.
"Breathe and try to form a complete sentence, it might help me understand the situation here." I laughed through the tears
"Smartass," He stopped and gave me hug before finishing, "I'm moving, however the good thing is you'll be able to choose where you live."
I instantly lit up, "Well in that case, where's the signup sheet for moving with you?" I smirked.
"Hey don't worry about that right now okay Spency," I rolled my eyes at that. "Let just talk about you and Ashley." He stated.
What the fuck? Ah man! How did he know? Isn't it supposed to be woman's intuition? How the hell did he get it unless he's not telling me something? Ha-ha, maybe he just assumes…
He interrupted my thought immediately "I know Spencer, I know you better than anyone."
"Well since you claim to know me better than anyone, then tell who was my first crush on?"
"Really Spencer c'mon that's the best you've got, it was Aiden."
I waved my hand dismissing his answer "Alright whatever, what do you think is going on with Ashley and I?"
"Enough to know it's not just friendly!" Ugh that's just sick dad thanks.
"Who knows maybe you're right, maybe you're wrong." I leered and ran out of the room.
"I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door (front door)
Your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm
And I was thinking of ways that I could get inside (get inside)
Tonight you're falling in love (let me go now)
The feelings stirring me up (here we go now)"
I instantly picked up the phone, "Hey stranger" I chuckled.
So is everything okay
"Oh yea, my parents are getting a divorce, no big deal."
You're fucking weird Carlin, most kids would be devastated to hear that.
"Well Miss. Davies I'm not like most kids, I'm more unique."
Yea unique is one way to describe you another is…
"Hey shut up, anyways it's about time, I have no fucking clue how he dealt with her for so long, she's a bitch."
Yea well, there must have had been a reason, hey Carlin I need to go, your brother is calling.
"Of course, what shall you ever do, you have two Carlins pining for you? Aren't you a lucky one!"
Ha-ha yeah well they do say I'm irresistible, it's something about my lips; their magical.
I laughed
Yea well there is only one Carlin I want and they do not possess a penis… so see you later
"Crude much" I paused to laugh and then continued. "Yep I'm sure since we seem to go to the same school and all. Bye"
Bye smart ass
I closed my eyes getting ready to go to sleep and all of sudden music blasted from the next room.
"She Got A Donk
She Got A Donk
Fucking inconsiderate bastard!
She Got A Donk
She Got A Donk"
What the fuck is that? Fucking Glen!?
"She Got A Donk
She Got A Donk"
How many fucking times do I have to hear the word donk.
"She Got A Donk
She Got A Donk"
Why the hell would you say donk instead of ass.
"Shake Some Wit It
Shake Some Wit It
Shake Some Wit It
Shake Some Wit It
Shake Some Wit It"
If I hear shake some wit it one more time I'm going to shake someone to fucking death!
"Shake Some Wit It"
Goddamn it enough of this shit!
'Wow,Wow,Wow,Wow,Wow,Wow,Wow!"
"Glen I don't fucking want to hear that, I'm asking nicely right now turn it down!" I shouted in the doorway.
I hate having thin walls. I wish I could kick him in the shin that hurts like a mother fucker.
"She Got Donk,
Watch It Hit Da Floor,
I Like The Way She Move And Da Way She Snap And Roll,Yea Its Goin Down,
I Got 5 Thousands Ones,"
Why the fuck would you have five thousand ones, fucking idiot.
Fucking Glen, I hate you for making me move ugh!
"Glen turn it fucking down that shit." I yelled over the music.
"Why hello young sister, what brings you to my humble room?" He smirked.
My hand hit him on the head "Don't play cute, it doesn't suit you. Anyways turn the music down dumbass!" I sneered.
"Would it kill you to ask?"
I moved my hand to my head and scratched it. "Yep and I'm too fucking young to die. So, on that note turn it down."
"You're lucky I'm in a good mood," his hand shifted over the stereo and turned the knob to the left. "There, happy?"
I nodded. "So what has you so happy, are you moving with mom, 'cause that would make me happy?"
He flipped me off, "Haha no, Ashley and I had a talk about her being distant. She apologized…"
Say what…
"We're getting together tomorrow." He finished with a smirk.
If I kill him now, I bet I would get off, okay maybe I'd have to spend a few years in the psyche ward but I could deal with it. Okay so no killing Glen but still I can think it.
My face dropped as I sighed, "Yea well that's great, I'll see you tomorrow." I walked out of his room and headed to my room. I reached to picked up my phone.
Hey we need to talk!
A/N: Hey were are again I know I know I left you kinda hanging again…I'm…sorry... LOL Anyways I hope this was okay and you liked it. Oh snap the next chapter is going to have all hell break loose. School is going to get interesting for a few people. Hopefully you stay tuned in and thanks again for the comments. You guys inspire me and with that I will go on to the songs that also inspire me.
Songs: Oasis' Wonderwall (I3 them), Paramore's That's what you get (good band), Marvin Gaye's Sexual Healing, Metro Station's Shake it, Soulja Boy's Donk (I wish I could shoot him lol)