A/N: Ok guys u all shower me with AMAZING reviews and support and wat do I do in return? I leave you guys hanging for a month and a day!

I am so sorry, my excuses are that I moved houses so that was a big thing, my internet went up a couple of days ago, I am feeling really stresses about not having a school place as I start my GCSEs this year and I have missed a whole month of it, and the centuries old meanie writers block.

Ok...so this chapter is where ALL the M rated WARNINGS come in, it contains DARKWARD and all the gore and evil most of u must have been anticipating. Just so u know, I could never consent Edward's actions in this or any future chapters.

Leave a review and tell me ur thoughts, u don't know how much those lil notifications help, I received 2 reviews in the past couple of days which made me open up word and finish the chapter...so they are like caffeine for authors.

~Huda xoxo

I went limp in his hold not doing anything except breathing, letting him take away my life source.

Was my fight already gone? I felt pathetic, ashamed of myself, as I stood there and accepted my fate.

The only sounds in the room were of him grunting - enjoying my blood as it satisfied one form of his thirst; the other pressing deeply and unyieldingly into my stomach.

He left my neck with a slight pop and a hum of satisfaction. I felt the still warm blood slide down my neck, into my collarbone and downward to the edge of my corset.

Edward watched in satisfaction as silent salty tears mingled with the ruby red life force in the arc of my collarbone; tears I didn't even realise were flowing out my eyes in a seemingly never ending torrent.

I lowered my gaze; not wanting to see the smug triumph shining in his predatory stare. This was going to be the worst night of my life, only topped by the night he first laid eyes on me and decided to marry me.

I took a deep breath, "So what now? You've had dinner and I've had a long day and would like to sleep." I made to move towards the sofa in the room when he reached out and stopped me with a hand on my arm.

"What, dear wife? Going to bed without consummating our marriage?" he said sounding puzzled and dejected in my ear. "After tasting your delectable blood, I am rather curious as to how the rest of you tastes, not to mention I have a little big problem which only you can solve." By the end his tone was husky and low.

Then I was airborne, landing in the middle of the bed and bouncing a few times as I tried to get my bearings. Before I could even attempt move off the bed, Edward once again had my hands stretched out above me - only this time he cuffed them to the head board with some daunting looking metal handcuffs.

No No No!

This was not happening to me! This wasn't how my life was supposed to play out! I was one day going to become the ruler of the Swan Empire and have Jacob by my side to rule. I was supposed to be happy and in control of my future! Not like this; I wasn't supposed to be forced into servitude of a ruthless vampire!

My wedding night was supposed to be full of gentle fulfilling lovemaking; even if it was with Jacob; my childhood friend, I wasn't supposed to be...to be...No No NO!

I sobbed and pulled at my restraints even harder with all my strength. Edward mildly chuckled and straddled my legs so I was nearly immobile.

"Told you it'll be more pleasant if you came willingly." He tsk-ed, leaning down to lick the blood that had spread all over my skin. His tongue feeling especially cold and wet against my over heated hyper sensitive skin.

He moved his hands to my back and began untying my corset smoothly, kissing my neck and face as he went along.

Why didn't he just rip it!?

His being slow and gentle except for the sharp metal biting my wrists was even more antagonizing than if he was brutal and fast – it fit him better.

"Umm soo beautiful..." he murmured as he moved to rip my panties off of me after finishing taking off the corset.

I was now bare before a predator intent on preying on me.

The farther he went, the more detached I felt from my body. He tenderly kissed and nipped my breasts and down my stomach as I continued to struggle and beg him to stop. My breathing was getting erratic and my skin was heating up further. His cold lips felt nice against my over heated skin, wait...WHAT!

"Stop! Stop! Please don't, please don't do this..." what was this? I was supposed to hate this, not find it nice! He was a monster and I was being forced into this, so then why could I feel myself getting wet and slowing down my struggles?!

My pleas fell on deaf ears, my situation not helped by my traitorous body. I knew it'll let me down; but I thought it would be under pain and torture, not pleasure and caresses.

Edward was now moving his mouth over my swollen clit, further weakening my resolve. I soo wanted to give in and just feel good, to let go of all the tension that entered my life since he came; to just let go. It'll be soo freeing and pleasant.

But no...How could I even be thinking all this!

He brought his hand to replace his tongue on my clit and started circling my opening and then pushed two fingers inside easily as his thumb worked on my nub. He moved back up and kissed me. He tasted so good; like honey and lilac as his tongue found its way into my mouth, his fingers keep driving in and out of me, working and stroking the fire in the pit of my stomach even more.

Until it burst into an inferno and pure pleasure surged through my whole body. After it receded I lay back panting and spent, utterly humiliated and ashamed of myself as realization of what just happened came back to me.

I closed my eyes willing my nightmare to end, willing to be back in my bed at my parents' castle – and not here; trapped and vulnerable at this...this demon's mercy.

How could I have let this happen; let him pleasure me? Forget where I was and give into my body's reactions? Forget all the grief he caused, how he flipped my world upside down?

There was a quiet sobbing sound mixed with a chuckle floating around the quiet of the room, with a start I realized that it was me. I opened my eyes to an amused Edward with a smug and self-congratulatory grin, his eyes now lighter but still dancing with a promise of a lot more to come.

He ran a hand from my temple to softly grazing my cheek.

"See your body listens to me and recognizes its master, the sooner your mind and heart can accept that the easier your life will be. Just imagine; serving me while I bring you to the heights of pleasure and beyond, I would give you everything your heart desires – except freedom, freewill and death." He smiled, wiping more of my tears away as our eyes stayed locked; gold to brown. "Or I could make you suffer till you are begging for death, till death seems merciful. I could make living hell for you until your soul departs to hell for taking away the only flicker of happiness in my exceedingly long life." The anger and hatred in his suddenly black eyes made me cringe and shudder.

But how did I take away his happiness? I only met him or had any contact with him a few weeks ago, and even then he has been the one to take away my happiness.

I found my voice, "I...I took away your happiness when all you have done since you lay eyes on me is become hell bent on causing me and the people around me grief!" I bellowed.

How dare he say that I am the one in wrong! I wasn't the one who was just assaulted, who was blackmailed and threatened into a marriage with a monster! How dare he!

"You have no idea, do you? You don't remember how it was because of you that she put herself in danger and died! How she was soo fucking loyal to you that she'll take the death intended by fate for you?!", he screamed furiously, fists clenched as though wanting to strike me with all his strength, but not being able to as I am sure it would've reduced me to a pulp; thus ending this sick and twisted reality of his where HE was the victim.

A/N: hope u enjoyed and sorry if I offended anyone. Let's hope the rest of the "wedding night" doesn't take this long to be up.

~Huda xoxo