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The person standing there finally spoke. "You know you really should have changed your locks Olivia." They both stopped in shock and turned to where the voice was coming from. Elliot fumbled to get to the light switch. Olivia recognized the voice and so did Elliot. "David." Olivia was breathless and both were ready to kick his ass and get him out of there. They saw the gun in his hand as Elliot turned on the lightswitch and their plans changed. They both froze. Elliot instantly tried to get in front of Olivia. "I wouldn't move anymore if I were you, Detective Stabler."

Elliot moved back to his position as slowly as possible to not alarm David. As they stood there staring at him, Elliot knew there was not much he could do and he hated that feeling. Helplessness. He knew David was too far away to try to grab the gun without the gun going off and the chances of one of them being shot became that much greater. David was in complete control of the situation and it made him feel like a failure to Olivia. He promised to always protect her and have her back in the workplace and outside of it. He promised to protect her against the psycho now standing in her apartment. The pit in his stomach grew larger as he realized what David really wanted out of this: Olivia.

"Before I start this, I want both of your phones. I already found your guns, if you couldn't tell by the one I am holding." Elliot and Olivia both slowly went for their phones and put them on the ground. They were at his say so, and they hated it. Olivia was looking at him like he was crazy for doing this and also a bit of fear in her eyes. Not for her, but for Elliot. David had a huge hatred towards him for coming back, and both Elliot and Olivia knew that.

"Liv, why are you looking at me like that? You can't deny that you love me. I want you to say it in front of him. Tell him you want to be with me," he babbled. He didn't look insane, but the clear expression in his made him look cold and hateful towards Elliot.

Olivia was well aware of why David was there. The things that were said that last time and what they knew from his sick obsession should have been enough to know he would do something drastic. This was crazy and Olivia knew she couldn't do a thing to stop it. Every fiber in both of their bodies was in cop mode. Thinking of ways to deflect the situation and thinking of ways each situation would happen was keeping their minds on overload. Each second that passed felt like an eternity.

"Tell him!," he demanded, making Olivia and Elliot a little more uneasy. She looked at Elliot, then at David. "Elliot, I love.. I love him," she gulped. Elliot heard the hurt in her voice. He knew she didn't mean it. She felt the tears building in her voice and eyes, but had to hide it as well as she could. When it came to Elliot, she wasn't good at hiding her emotions.

"That isn't very convincing," David said, starting to sound annoyed. "Look what I have here," David said as he pulled out the handcuffs from his pocket. "Liv, you get to handcuff him with his own handcuffs. Something you always wanted to do," he said smugly. "Your pair I have other plans for," he said, getting a smirk across his face. He enjoyed every second of this. She felt sick at what he just said.

"I want him handcuffed over there, to the desk, so he can't move anywhere. I will be checking to make sure they are tight enough, too. I know how you work Benson." That was the only plan she had in her mind. This was the worst moment of her life, and somehow Haden was making every moment that much worse and more of a nightmare than she could have ever had.

"NOW!," he yelled. They moved as Haden threw the cuffs down in front of them. She picked them up and they walked over as Haden followed closely behind them. The emotions they both felt at that moment, was that they were never going to see each other again, and it nearly killed both of them from the thought alone. They had in their minds Haden was going to have his way and kill one or both of them. She mouthed "I love you" as she got face to face with Elliot hooking the handcuffs. Elliot didn't mouth it back. Haden was watching and didn't want things worse by him saying it to her. Haden was already unstable. Elliot was terrified for Olivia because now he couldn't do anything for her, and he felt sick to his stomach knowing he couldn't do anything for her.

She felt the sting of tears as she got up. He blinked his back as rage took over him. Haden quickly checked and then swiftly punched him in the gut, making him curl forward as the force knocked the wind out of him. Olivia flinched at the sight before her. Elliot felt his ribs crack as Haden was going in for another blow. "David! Let's go to the bedroom, now. Elliot knows I love you, not him. Please let's go," she begged as convincing as she could be in the situation. She had to get him away from Elliot before he killed him.

David looked at her, and seemed satisfied with what she had just said. "Now that is a good plan," David said as he walked towards her. "I am glad you came to your senses Olivia." He went and put his arm around her, with the gun jammed in her side. It reminded her he was in control. She knew she couldn't try to move and swat it away from him in this position without it going off. She had to gain his trust. Elliot watched as they disappeared into the hallway. There was no way he could move with the handcuffs. They were now starting to cut into his skin from being a little too tight. He had to figure out something.

Olivia was in front of David as he shut the door. She jumped a little at the sound of her bedroom door shutting. She stood with her back to him. He was staring at her, taking it in. She felt his gaze on her and heard his moans as he stared. She felt the bile coming up but refused to throw up or show any signs of weakness right now. She had to wait for her move. "Liv.. God you are so perfect. I want to see all of you. I want to feel all of you," he said. She held her eyes closed as the words he had just said pierced her ears. The words she was about to say were going to make her even more ill, and make her feel disgusting. She reminded herself she had to do this.

"David, I really do love you. I couldn't...I just could not say it out there. I love you," she said, slowly turning around to face him. He smirked at her as he slowly went towards her, eying her body up and down. She tried picturing Elliot in front of her, to keep her mind off of what she was really doing right now, what she was saying, and how repulsing it was to hear herself say it to David.

She continued, seeing he wasn't truly convinced yet. "You don't need the gun to control me David. I know what you want, and I will give it to you...all night," she continued as seductively as possible. He was inches away from her face and leaned in to to kiss her. His lips met hers and she tried to fall into it like she would before, and she couldn't. The mere sight of him was making her ill. He tasted disgusting compared to Elliot. She couldn't fool herself and make herself think it was Elliot. Her senses knew too well that it wasn't him.

She stopped him with her hand on his chest, and her mouth still close to his. "Wait... Please put the gun down," she said quietly. She was getting his trust quickly. She heard the safety click back on. She had to wait a few extra seconds to make sure he was going to put it down. He stared at her for a few seconds before turning around with his back to her. She sighed a sense of relief to herself.

He went to put the gun down on the bedside table. He turned around slowly, and that was her move. As soon as his face was in view, she punched him as hard as he could with a right hook. He grunted loudly from the blow. He spun around, not expecting that blow. He stumbled back, losing his balance. She quickly took her hands to his face and connected her knee to his face, knocking him out wtih the blow. She grabbed her gun securely and backed away making sure he stayed on the floor. "Like I was gonna give you anything tonight you son of a bitch," she said in anger. She ran out of the room to find Elliot, trying to get detached from the desk. He had heard the commotion and it panicked him. "Liv. I am so-" She cut him off with a deep kiss.

She put her forehead to his and spoke quietly. "You have nothing to be sorry for." She looked at him and rubbed his face gently where Haden had hit him.
"I didn't protect..." His voice faded before he spoke again. "Where is he?"
"Knocked out on the floor. A knee to the face will do that, though," she said sarcastically. He chuckled and kissed her again. She had to find the key to get him out of the cuffs.

"Liv, there's one on the car keys," he said, nodding towards the door. He threw them down when they had stumbled into the apartment. She hurried and grabbed them.

"Shit, I need my phone to call for help," she said, realizing Haden had both of their phones.
"Let me get them," he said as the cuffs came undone. He stumbled as he got up, feeling the sharp pain in his gut where he had been kicked. He held his stomach as he went into her room, seeing Haden knocked out where Olivia had left him. He knelt down next to him to get their phones and slowly got up. He swiftly kicked him as hard as he could in the stomach. He heard the grunt come out of him and hoped he felt it. He would when he woke up. "You will never come near her again," he said quietly. He was so pissed at Haden, and always would be, for almost ruining the best thing in his life. Elliot stumbled away, balancing himself on the wall, before meeting Olivia back in the living room.

Olivia grabbed him and sat him down on the couch. She grabbed her phone to call for help. "Detective Benson with Manhattan Special Victims. We need a bus at 1904 Main Street, Apartment 2B. 2 injured, 1 unconscious." She continued and finally hung up. She knew it would be a few minutes. She looked at Elliot and saw him staring back at her.
"El... I've never been so scared to lose you in my life." She felt the tears rising again, and this time couldn't stop them from flowing. She leaned over to hug him, keeping in mind his injuries. "Liv, I was scared to lose you. But we are here. We will get through this. We will have a life together," he whispered, getting tears himself. She felt the ring on her finger that he had given her, and was ready for that life with him.

They heard the door and jumped. It was only EMS and a couple of the uniformed officers they knew. They had been in the position but refused to use the word "victims." They weren't "victims" and never would be.

They had watched as Haden was carried out on a stretcher as they gave their statements of what happened. This was far from over, and they knew that. They were ready to move on, though. They had each other, and their life ahead, and that is what they had in mind.

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as i said, updating much sooner than before!

about what happened, i wasnt letting haden get too close to olivia. i gag at the thought of them being together again lol. olivia always finds someway to get out of the bad situations. badass benson had to come out at some point there too;) things got pretty tense! hope i kept you in suspense! that was the plan! tried giving as much as i could without going overboard with this! haden is a dumb ass. and crazy. at least in fiction he is. lol. thanks for reading, and please review to let me know what you think! :)