Well I needed to update and the computer was on so I was like, "Hey... Im kinda in the mood for updating," so here I am... well lets go I guess... oh and this is the chapter where you're going to find out some things that's preettty shocking... or not if you put 2 plus 2 together... oh and I realized a mistake that I made, I said that Candace was already there and last chapter was her apperence... I'll change that later... I'm not giving up on this story!

"Uhhh,"I said to myself as I get up from bed for the upteenth time today. You know that if I'm not a morning person, you already know that this isn't going to help. I shake the sleep from my eyes and prepare to go downstairs to make me some breakfast. As I hit the kitchen, I get out of the essentials: eggs, milk, bread, cinnamin, nut meg, flour, vanilla, and sugar. I was going to make the best French Toast known to man!... that is until, an old enemy came knocking at the door, 'Grrrrrrrrrahhhhh!' "Ahh," I said falling to the floor. This pain has been getting to me for a while now and I'm pretty sick of it, but I didn't want to go to a doctor because they might find something I don't want them to know. Then as of on cue, it hit me again, 'Grrrrrrrrirahhhh!', "Okay, okay, okay... I'll get you checked out..." I said, holding my stomach and bending my back as I feebily try to make my way up to the stairs to change my clothes. Until the little bastard came back, "Ahh you know what?" I screamed to the heavens. "Im going like this!" I said grabbing my car keys and heading to the door. I opened the door after a long twenty-foot walk just to find one thing I just really didn't want to see.

"Hi," said Linda, she sniffles and continued," Yeah um I've heard that most of the kids from the neighborhood have met you and my son, Ferb, has said that you were pretty nice." Her facial expression then changed, "... Do I... Know you from somewhere you look so familiar..." she said looking at me weirdly.

I quickly put on a fake smile,"No I don't think we've met before." I then gave a fake laugh.

"Well then my eyes must be messing with me." she said. With her eyes closed and laughing a little, put I could see through her whole facade, she was using meeting new people as an excuse to forget about the death of her first son.

Just before I was about to reply, the reason why I was at the door struck me again. The pain shot through my stomach almost making me fall to the floor, "Oh are you alright?"

"Yeah... Yeah I'm... Fine," I said putting on an uneasy smile, trying to get up, "Listen Linda um we'll have to talk later, I need to go to the hospital..."

"Aw are you oka-," she then stopped realizing something I said, "... How did you know my first name?"

My eyes widened a little, but not to wear she could see, "Um... I heard your," pain, " husband call you the other day." I said clenching my stomach.

"...How'd ya know we were married?"

"Just guessed, look Lin, I really need to go, I'm in so much pain," she said nothing else, but all she did was step out of my way. I closed my door and locked it, but right after I did so and I started walking down my walkway to my car, I could feel her eyes on me, mentally inquiring my knowledge on her.

I ignored it as unlocked my car door ready to get in... Until I was stopped for the millionth time today by an annoyance,"Well maybe later we can talk,"

"Cool," I said sarcastically and rolling my eyes without her noticing.

"Then I'll stop by after you come back from the hospital," she said happily as her voice was getting farther and farther away.

"Cool," again I said sarcastically, until I noticed what she said before I drove off, "What!" but she couldn't hear me, she was already inside of her house, "FUCK!" I screamed, hitting the steering wheel while also shaking the car a little. "Now I had more to deal with," I said pulling off.

I decided to leave Candace's room as it was getting a little too... Intimate and I decided to check up on Ferb. I passed straight through the door and scanned the room for my brother not having to look long seeing that he was right on his bed. His head was faced down in the pillows with his body laying straight forward, having his arms under his body seeking warmth. He laid there motionless. I didn't think that he was sleeping but just... Thinking. Ferb would always do that when faced with too many emotions and/or problems at one moment.

I sat on the edge of his bed thinking to myself "When will it get better? When will we forget all about this and move on? Or will Ferb ever build again? Will he ever entertain the kids of Maple Street?" Because now that I think about it, even though I've mentioned it before, it's not just about me and Ferb having fun, we've brought in everybody else into the mixture and ever since then everyone's expected so much out of us, not that I minded I always liked a challenge but really. It just occurred to me that my death will put a huge impact in that. Not being conceited or saying that everything revolves around me, but still. In the midst of my internal rambling and frustration, I didn't even notice Ferb sniffle.

I turned my head towards him now seeing that he changed his position, he's now facing in the direction of my bed just... Thinking... I scoot closer to him to where I'm sitting somewhere around his chest area. I look down at him, into his eyes. He looks so afraid, so confused, so... Regretful for some reason.

I sighed. This whole ordeal is taking way too much energy out of everybody's lives and made them worst... Somehow for some reason, I've made everybody's lives more difficult, Mom is going nuts; Candace is somehow blaming herself, and Ferb's looking worst then I've ever seen him before, I can't help but feel that this is all my fault. It's my fault for being so doggish with the attention all of the time, for making everything about me, for talking to strangers (well not technically a stranger but someone I didn't know too well), for following her for... For everything...

I inhaled for a sigh, but came out with a sniffle. Not that it was mine. It was Ferb's. I looked back down at him, his tear-stained face. He exhaled loudly through his nose which was getting a bit redundant to say but: sigh. He then to my surprise he got up out of the bed and went to the side, kneeled down, closed his eyes, then put his hands together to speak, but before then I was poofed out of our room.

I was poofed to a place that looked very majestic, the walls were that of gold, and the floors were made of pure ruby and Sapphire. I walked until I bumped into a cloth similar to the one that was taken from me a couple of weeks ago, but longer and golden. His beard was long and silver -the same with his hair, and when I looked up to him his smile looked down upon me with welcome, "Hello Phineas, I am your God." he then smiled down at me. I was so overwhelmed at what he just said. God? The big G.O.D? I didn't know how to respond to that so I just kept quiet with widened eyes. I didn't know what to do, was I supposed to bow or say something in the presence of God?

He knew of my confusion as he put a hand on my shoulder, I then looked back up to him as he began to kneel down beside me with the same smile, "Phineas. You're probably wondering why I've called you to my palace," I nodded my head, still to astounded to speak, "Well I bring all of my angels here when they get a one-way phone call," I tilted my head to the side in confusion, "that's what we call a prayer here."

"Oh." was all I said, finally.

"As you know, your brother is praying for you," he said as a little cloud came up in the middle of him talking and it turned into a little screen showing Ferb on his knees, "So that's why I'm here as I've said before," he then picked up a phone that was lying on a pedestal, picking it off of the hook and giving it to me, "would you like to take the call?" He said the phone now in my face. I looked at his smiling face, gently taking the phone, I put it to my ear, listening for Ferb's voice.

"Um...," he began, "Hello again," I got confused at the "again" part thinking 'Ferb prays?' until HE told me to continue listening, "I don't ask you for much, but can you please protect my brother?" he then paused again to sniffle, "any thoughts about him being alive have almost completely parish, and I'm l have almost lost hope in ever seeing him again, but even if the odds get defied and he's still out there and breathing please, please, please protect him." another sniffle came. "I-... I can't help but believe that this is somehow my fault," this made me pause... 'How could he believe that?' "I heard him... You know... Scream... And because I was too blind by jealousy, I was so selfish... I didn't go back to save him...,"I dropped the phone, my eyes now completely widened...

"He heard me scream... And didn't think twice about saving me?..." i thought aloud my eyes filled with tears... I felt so hurt, so betrayed... So... Unloved... How could I make you jealous enough as where you wouldn't come save me if I was in danger?... A tear fell to the floor as my lip quivered... I felt so selfish and a terrible person, "would I push Ferb to those heights?" more fell again.

"Phineas," God said as he looked down to me, "Jealousy is an emotion or something you go through. You can't help but feel it sometimes, it just let's you know that you are human, and you can't help what you do when you're under it's spell." he told me gently.

"But you're God right? You make people do things and when you do you make them do it for a reason... Right?" I asked trying to reassure myself.

"Phineas, you know good and well that I'm not the only person capable of controlling people," he paused looking as me I then remembered the Devil.

"Oh yeah there's the devil huh?" I said wiping a tear away.

"Yes, but truthfully we only step in and take action for when we are really needed like for me when too much bad is going on around someone, I have to step in a make a leader out of one of them. But what I'm really getting at is that we don't control people's actions they do, and it makes us stronger when they take the path that we want them to follow. But I will tell you this, in this case me and the devil are going head-to-head and I will fight to make sure the devil doesn't win in this case. Alright?" he looked at me sweetly.

I wiped away another tear and nodded, but before I picked up the phone again I asked, "So Ferb not coming to my rescue was the devil's fault?"

"Yes, he wanted to break the bond that you and he shared so he made Ferb jealous, and once he picked that road, everything went the devil's way," was all he said.

I then picked back up the phone and continued listening to Ferb.

I pull into the driveway of the hospital. I put the brakes onto my car as I unfastened my seat belt. I got out and walked down the sidewalk to the double doors before I pushed them open, I walk past the waiting room, seeing the receptionist there with a smiling face, "How may I help you miss?" she asked with an annoying smile.

"I'm," I began but felt severe pain.

"Oh miss are you okay?" 'Duh I'm not okay!' I wanted to scream but was going through so much pain, "Well I'll call a doctor to get on you in a sec." she said as she pressed a button and a couple seconds later a two guys with a wheelchair came in a put me in it.

We rolled down the hallway until they brought me to a room 41a, is what it was called. I was strolled inside and put on a little table, "The doctor will be with you in a second," the caucasian man said and he and the other man left, and not a minute after that the doctor came in.

"Why hello someone looks like they're in pain," I forced a smile, but he could tell it was a painful one, "Well what do you think caused this?"

"I don't know."

"Have you been eating properly?" he asked jotting things down on a clipboard.

"Yes."

"Exercising?"

"Regularly."

"Sex life okay?"

"Y-" I paused confused by my ordeal, "Yeah I guess."

"What do you mean 'I guess'?" he said looking up from his clipboard. I stayed calm for some reason, "Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Yes." I said a little too quickly. He had a little weird look on his face it was undefinable so I couldn't tell what it was... But it looked a little like disappointment.

"Have you been using protection? Assuming you've had sex already."

"Yes."

He looked up from his clipboard, "Looks like were going to have to check you inside." He said putting on his gloves. I tried my best to stay calm as I pulled down my pajama pants and underwear, spreading my legs. He took his glove off, remembering to wash his hands first, and put it back on and proceeded with the checkup.

"Hm..." was all he said when he was done.

"What?" was all I said.

"I don't know... But I'll have to get back to you on the results." He said then left the room.

"Hm I thought to myself." I must've caught something from the brat. He did look a little sick, or was he just pale because he was scared, but anyway. It was just a mild stomach ache nothing was going to come out of this really though... That is until the doctor came back with a serious face.

My smile suddenly vanished. He suddenly put on what seemed like a fake smile, "Yes?" I asked.

"You're Pregnant."

OMG I've updated a whole while ago and because my computer was so jacked up I couldn't update and SOMEONE -cough-cough-Olyvia-cough-cough- was been supposed to do this for me... but it doesn't matter.