As Emmett jumped from Bellas window he thought, for the first time in horror ..What would Edward do if he figured out he laid in bed with the love of his life and talked to her until she feel asleep in his arms?

Emmett was already prepared to control his thoughts

I will not think of Bella he chanted Edwards my brother

Emmett if was anything, loyal and protective. One thing that made Edward feel very close to Emmett, he was amongst the first to be completley okay with Edward's sudden obsession with (what seemed at the time) just an ordianry human girl. Emmett was carefree and understanding so he couldn't really reel himself in on the fact that all those things he was, really didn't matter now that Bella was what he wanted.

Its not like i kissed her or had sex with her, Emmett a tad wild up in a fantasy had immediatley scolded himself. If Edward were in his mind, he would surley want to fight and Emmett wasn't prepared to really fight his brother, actually have to hurt him. It didn't seem right.

They loved one another as brothers and close siblings do. Edward felt the least guilty in knowing the most inner workings of Emmett's mind with Edwards "gift" maybe a curse to him sometimes had the ability to know everyone in the most darkest of ways but Emmett rarley thought something he would not say or put into motion somehow and his mind highlighted with sarcarsm and genuine amusment for things which Edward guessed kept him from being bitter like the most of us.

Alice was a happy, crazy exception..

And Alice had to been seeing some kinds of visions of Bella and him. This made him nervous, Edward and Alice were close...that was his baby sister and they watched out for each others secrets being they both had such strange, difficult and over bearing senses that made them more keen and more advanced than any other normal vampire who alone is almost industructable. It didn't matter, Edward was going to find out and he would be furious. Emmett wasn't afraid of his brother but hated the idea of being such an asshole, Emmett couldn't believe he had to get this sudden pull and attraction to Bella that never existed before. Sure she was always appealing, always funny to watch but now running far down past Seattle, running past his home, running from what he knew he wouldn't be able to do forever-running from his family from Bella..

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When Emmett returned home dusk the next day he could hear Bella at the house before they knew of his return and his eyes raised up to the sky, cursing fate. He had to be in careful touch with his thoughts, his emotions.

Shouldn't be too hard, not for Emmett except he never did this and so everyone would know he was hiding something.

After Emmett walked in and wqs greeted cautiously. Esme was worry stricken of course and held onto Emmett for dear life once he came inside. Alice had seen this and told her family not to fret over his sudden absence. But Esme was a mother and it was what she was best at.

Bella had seen him just last night and could remember the feeling of falling asleep in his arms so safe, so secure. She was oblivious to what had happened, but the night before had made a slight change for the both of them. Something that only Jasper could probably pick up from Bella..as her thoughts were protected, her feelings were exposed.

Did they expose her to her sudden passion for Emmett? Bella quickly began to worry her lip.

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Emmett stared after Bella as she sat looking in a dazed worry...biting at her lip like she always did when something troubled her and for a split moment and without even thinking of the consequences of that one fond look could possibly do as Jasper felt the attraction and passion radiating off him like too many sprits of a spanish cologne.

Jasper eyed Emmett with a mourningful look and Emmett was immedialtey on the defensive

"Emmett.." Jasper started but suddenly Emmett gave a warning glance...Strange for Jasper to see this look on someone with a soul like Emmetts he was all jokes but if you got to know him well enough, pick up his habits the way he thinks you'd realize how good Emmett actually was.

But Emmett couldn't talk about this, he wasn't even suppose to think it. He mentally cursed himself and grew nostalgic for something he wasn't even sure existed. Jasper would be in control of his thoughts to his new found discovery, he did not want to purposfully expose his clearly troubled brother. Emotions are not ours to control and Jasper knew this better than anyone considering he had the ability to make you feel however it is he desires. This made him tread carefully around other peoples emotions test them and analyze them before he ever made a final desicion on how to go about them. Usually they were left ignored. However this was different this could break apart his family if Edward leaves Carlisle and Esme will never be the same. It was clear the companionship Carlisle and Edward had, Carlisle was given a friend when he had been alone for centuries..more so he got a son and he loved him as such and he was loved and admired greatly in return. You could say they saved each other in sense but in all the ways a person could be saved. Edward literally, Carlisle emotionally. Edward was Esme's first son for all maternal terms, she felt protective and very strongly worried over Edward. It would bring them great pain if he left and after Rosalie gone, if Emmett left the house would be in an almost dreary sad..a boring hole in the wall. It was no good, we all needed each other, it was how we stayed sane and the most happy in this eternal exitence in which you are no longer apart of the flow of the world more so the role of bystander..and on looker, a observer, a monster, a beautiful terrifing nightmare.

They knew eachothers secrets and were still all in love with one another. If they seperated, it would leave a spasm of pain that would not heal. Once a vampire grows so accustom to a life, it never fades from behind the eyelids.

Jasper always knew Bella was trouble. He didn't feel resentment towards her, persay. Bella was easy to grow fond of and with Alice so madly in love with her it was hard for Jasper not to feel the same way. But he was beginning to wonder, if his family was worth the strange obsession over a human?

One who was going to die in such short years, one who would frail and whither away...


okay so, not much going on this chapter...it was more about revelations. Emmett and Bella suddenly realize the impact that there realationship could cause. I know I haven't mentioned Edward but he's out and about (still seeing his family) but avoiding Bella at all costs.

hope you enjoyed the read mates! Have a good new year!