Nathan went to see Harmony, fear hit him as he rang the doorbell. Johnny told Nathan she was in her room and hadn't come out for a week. Jimmy sat on the couch shaking, he stopped using after Whatsername's little speech. When Nathan walked in he glared at Jimmy and walked into Harmony's room. He sat on the bed and placed his hand on her stomach. She grabbed his hand but didn't look at him.
"I think I should go away" said Jimmy
"Where would you go?" Johnny asked
"A rehab, or something. I get these vivid flashbacks of being at Theo's and Regan being there."
"Regan was there, she was dating Andrew" Whatsername piped in
"She's never going to talk to me again. Why didn't you stop me?" Jimmy asked
"Because you turn into a monster" said Whatsername
"Why did I think it was a good idea? I wasn't thinking clearly" Johnny said he somehow felt a little responsible
"She was too young, but I-I held her down, literally. I held down my baby girl and watched her get the most horrifying thing. She didn't want it, she kept begging me to let her keep it" Jimmy broke down crying
Regan walked into the kitchen to get a glass of water. She was shaking so much she dropped the glass. Tunny came in and saw the broken glass on the floor
'I-I'm, I'm sorry. It slipped out of my hand" Regan said
"It's just a glass" Tunny said he was pissed off like never before. "You know what's funny? I thought Will was being ridicules when he said we lived an apple pie family. But I got to thinking that maybe he was right. Turns out he was wrong. I mean what the fuck where you thinking?"
"I wasn't thinking dad, that's the problem, I'm a straight A student I never missed school. So I partied one night big deal. Then I smoked pot for the first time, sue me. The feeling that I got was incredible. I was so worried that if I got a B you would be disappointed. Everything I did was for you dad" Regan said
"And the drugs was that for me too?"
"That was for me. I needed to let lose and be free. But I was the one who realized I had become a mess and I wanted to fix that. So I did something right, this may not be your apple pie family but at least you have a family"
"What if you overdosed? You could have died, you almost did when you drank too much" Tunny started to yell
"JUST SHUT UP" said Christina who stormed into the room "This is our fault too for not noticing" she was fed up with arguing
"I never thought Jimmy would get like that" said Will
"He gets ridiculous on drugs. I mean I couldn't imagine doing that to my child" said Heather
"I know we didn't support this but that was a little extreme"
"She wanted to keep it. Nathan was going to do the right thing and stick by her"
"He's with her now right?" Will asked
"Yeah, he wanted to see her. Mac called him and explained what happened"
"I'm taking Tunny out tonight"
"Well Rebecca and I are talking Christina out"
"Then who's looking after Regan?" Will was confused
"Johnny, and Jimmy. He has to baby sit two people"
"I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU TWO FIGHTING. THAT'S ALL THAT SEEMS TO BE HAPPENING IN THE HOUSEHOLD. Just stop, please stop" said Christina who broke down. Tunny went and wrapped her in a hug
"Harmony? Do you think maybe you'd want to go out tonight?" Nathan asked. But she didn't say anything. It had been a good half hour and she still hadn't looked at him. "Please, look at me"
"I- I don't want you to be ashamed of me" she finally said Nathan moved a piece of her hair from her face and kissed her cheek
"I would never be ashamed of you"
Jimmy and Johnny got ready to go to Tunny's. Just then the phone rang and Johnny answered it. He walked into the living room.
"Tunny says never mind"
"Does he not want me in the house?" Jimmy asked
"No, Christina had a melt down and so he doesn't want to leave her"
"But we're going out" said Whatsername who walked in
"Well maybe Tunny's going to watch after Regan" said Johnny
"Or kill her" said Jimmy Nathan walked out of the room and said goodbye to Johnny and Whatsername and left for home.
"Maybe I should talk to Harmony. It's been a week now" said Jimmy
"She hasn't said much" said Whastername
"I need to talk to her"
"Come on let's go" said Heather when Christina opened the door. Christina looked back into the house and then left.
"Is Rebecca meeting us there?" she asked
"Yeah" Heather said and she took Christina's hand and she started crying "I know"
Mac, Nathan and Peyton went out to this place they found a few years ago. They sat in silence but then Peyton finally broke the ice
"So this year was a disaster"
"No shit" said Mac
"How are you holding up?" Nathan asked
"You know, I'm really glad you guys didn't treat me differently"
"Well, you really needed us, so we weren't going to change the way we acted" said Peyton
"How's Harmony?" asked Mac
"Quiet" said Nathan who started to break down "Who does that? I never meant for her to get pregnant, and then she, she was forced"
"and Regan, she's a mess. She really needs her friends" said Peyton
"Yeah, but Tunny wont let anyone near her" said Mac who went over to comfort his friend
"We've all done something or had something happen to us" said Nathan
" It was me who got Regan on to drugs. Well we smoked pot, and that got her hooked" said Mac
"No, it was her family, they were the flawless family, she was probably screaming on the inside to be wild and let loose" said Peyton
"Harmony?" Jimmy opened the door. She was lying down, hadn't moved except to go to the bathroom. Jimmy sat on the bed and touched her back and she jumped. "Harmony, may I speak to you?" she didn't say anything. Jimmy knew she wasn't going to move so he moved to face her. "I was on drugs Harmony, I didn't know what I was doing or thinking. I was just so in shock about my little girl, that I relapsed. Harm, what I made you do wasn't me, if I held it together we would have talked about it. But I did the worst thing possible." Harmony stood up and walked out of her room
"Tunny is pissed off, you know him , he has anger issues. But all those two have done since that night when she came home high for the fist time is fight"
"I feel like this is my fault" said Whatsername "It was my boys…who" she looked down
"This is my fault. Not yours and not your boys. I've protected her for to long, it's just when Tunny would go to fight I didn't know if he was coming home or not"
"Well, Will thought you had the apple pie family" said Heather
"You two really did" agreed Whatsername
"I was blind too, how did I not see that my little girl was going through a rough time" said Heather
"You should have seen Harmony, I've never seen someone so pale" said Whatsername
"Is Jimmy clean?" asked Christina
"Yeah, for a week now, it's really hard for him"
"Regan is shaking all the time. I'm just worried Tunny has killed her"
Regan was walking to her room when she collapsed. She tried to stand up but she her head was spinning she sat against the wall and started crying. Tunny came out when he heard the thud.
"Regan" He bent down beside her
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, dad I never meant to get so out of hand. I never meant to hurt you or myself." Tunny hugged his daughter he sat down beside her and she rested her head in his shoulder
"I'm sorry I didn't pay attention. You needed help and I wasn't there for you. Your mother is fed up with us fighting and so am I"
"I hate myself" she said a pain hit Tunny, he never wanted his daughter to say that. He felt how Will must of felt when Peyton said it months ago
"This year has been fucked up baby. But I think we all need a fresh start"
