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I felt my heart drop to my stomach and I couldn't say anything. I finally caught my breath with the lump in my throat blocking my airways and said, "What? Why? Who? How could you? I thought that we had something…"
Beck sighed deeply, "I know I'm a jerk for doing this and not telling you, but it just happened! And I thought you didn't love me anymore because you haven't called in a month! So I thought you moved on and I tried to move on but I couldn't… I eventually did and got a girlfriend."
"So here I am sitting here across the country crying over you when in reality you're out cuddling your new girlfriend! I have been depressed all this time Beck."
"That doesn't make sense, you broke up with me!"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"I thought you were the one who got over me first, and I couldn't possibly live without you. And I thought the only way to get over you was getting a girlfriend!"
"WHO is your girlfriend?"
"You're going to get mad at me." Beck confessed.
"I'm already mad at you! Can't you tell?! I'm yelling at you!"
"I don't want you to get mad even more."
"I'm going to ask again." I sighed deeply, trying not to yell. "Who is your girlfriend?"
Beck mumbled, "Ffuhin."
"Excuse me, who?"
"Tori! It's Tori!"
"B-but Tori would never do that to me! We're best friends! B-but I don't understand! How did this happen?" It tore out my heart that my best friend was dating my ex-boyfriend.
"Well, the next day when we broke up, I was sitting in my RV, upset and on my bed, crying. Robbie, Andre, and Jade came over to see how I was doing… Of course Jade smacked me upside my head, Andre gave me disgusted looks, and Robbie was just so ecstatic that Cat was free again. The only person who actually comforted me was Tori. She told me everything would be okay, then that following week I took her out to dinner. We kissed, and then we went to my place and started… Y'know. Anyway, I asked her out and she said yes. We've been dating for two weeks now. I am really falling hard for Tori… I hope you understand." He showed no signs of guilt or regret in his tone.
"Thanks Beck. Thanks for ruining my life forever and I will NEVER forgive you for that. You said I was the only one for you. I guess I was wrong. This was stupid to ever have called you. I'm DONE. You've hurt me so many times, and I am done with you. So just live happy lives, okay?!" I hung up aggressively. I dropped my phone on the floor, and curled in a ball and cried myself until I passed out on the floor.
I woke up in my bed, tucked in and everything. There was a note placed on the edge of my bed, from Evelyn. 'Went out for a walk. Pasta in the fridge. I bought ice cream. Knock yourself out. There's movies on the coffee table. -Evelyn' I smiled, and went to pick up my phone on the floor. I examined my phone, seeing scratches and dents. I didn't realize I threw it so roughly. I walked to the kitchen and opened both doors from the fridge, seeing the pasta and the ice cream right in front of my face. I grabbed them and walked to the couch, seeing movies like The Notebook or The Vow or The Last Song or any classic romance. I sprawled out on the couch and began to eat the cold pasta. I grabbed my vibrating phone off the table and saw that Tori was calling me. I wasn't sure whether to pick up or not. I pressed 'Answer' hesitantly, and quickly brought it up to my ear as an instinct. "What do you want?" I said in a monotone voice.
"I want to know something."
"What?" I kept my voice dull and irritated.
Tori sounded like she was about to crack. "Are we okay?"
"What does that mean?"
"Beck told me." She paused. "That you know."
"Okay."
Tori gulped loudly, "Are you okay with this?"
I clasped my lips together and bit down. I took a deep breath, "I'm tired of yelling and crying. So I'm just not going even waste my emotions on you or Beck. I just want to say this," I sighed, "I can't believe that you would do this. You were one of my best friends. You don't do this to a best friend, what makes you think that this is okay? Did you even ask me if I was okay with this? Did you even ask me if I was even over Beck? Do you even know how hurt I am? I completely trusted you Tori. This isn't even acceptable anymore. I don't think I can even… Be around you anymore Tori."
"Wh-what are you saying?"
"I'm saying… That I'm fed up with all this drama. I'm fed up with all this crap that I'm getting from you and Beck. I'm tired of crying every day over him. I'm tired of the entire BS. I'm done. And I mean it this time. I swear, if I break my word, I will kill myself. This is how serious I am right now. I have never felt so angry and heartbroken in my life. You crossed the line Tori. And I can never forgive you for that." I rapidly hung up and slid my phone across the table, slouched even further-if that was even possible- on the couch while eating the cold pasta, which was surprisingly tasty even if it was cold. My phone started vibrating violently. Why did everyone just start calling me? This time, it was Beck. I sighed, pressed ignore on my phone. Immediately, I got a text from him. 'I'm so so so sorry' I rolled my eyes, and texted back: 'It's too late for apologies. NOT accepted. It's done. It's over. We're over. FOR good. Bye. 'And that was the end of us. We pathetically ended our relationship through a text. It wasn't Beck&Cat, or Cat&Beck. It was now, Tori&Beck, and I wasn't okay with that. I wasn't okay with any of this. But I'd just have to live with all of the pain I felt.
Pretty short… I know. I'm a little rusty on the writing, sorry for the late update…. Review, it makes my day. :)
-iCB
