Baby
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He stared down at the little girl in my arms and my master beamed at me as he stepped closer, staring quickly back and forth from me to his daughter. He seemed stunned to see his daughter feeding on my breast and with the nurse here I felt I couldn't slip out of the submissive position as I was, despite everything, his 'pleasure slave'.
He immediately sat next to me and smiled widely as he leant down to touch his daughters cheek tentatively.
She shifted at the contact and opened her eyes again to stare up at her father, immediately stopping her feeding so that she could watch him as he cried silent tears, obviously overcome by the emotions of the labour.
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"Can I?" He asked tentatively, reaching for his daughter, indicating that he wanted to hold her and pushing the tears from his face.
I simply nodded and watched intently as he held her for the first few minutes he had ever held her.
He had been too dazed to touch her for the last ten minutes, sitting onto my bed next to me so that he was in contact with my body as well as her body.
"She looks like you." He purred in a gentle tone. "She does make a few decisions easier for me though. She is such a beautiful little girl."
Personally, I would say she was all Sirius to my eyes, although her blue eyes were mine.
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I looked at him alarmed, scared he was about to tell us we were no longer wanted, or even worse that he wanted his daughter but didn't want me anymore and was going to take her from me.
"Relax." He reassured me as he felt my tension. "I think that really we need to marry and you need to be my equal so that the little one will know what an equal relationship looks like. I want you to call me Sirius and I never want you to bow your head again to me or anyone else and to say what you want to say when you want to say it. When we marry and you are my wife we will be equal and you need to get used to calling me by my name because this is for life, our marriage will be for life and then you will never ever get away from me again."
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I simply nodded and he propped up his daughter with one hand as he stroked away the tears that were running down my face.
"Sirius." I purred, finding my voice again. "Can I have her back please? My arms feel empty and I'm sure she wants to finish her feed."
"Of course you can have her back, my little sweetheart." He quickly replied, placing her back into my empty arms and watching with interest as she restarted the feed that he had interrupted. "Sorry I was getting greedy but she is so beautiful that I can't quite believe I am her father."
"It is OK that you want her." I reassured him. "You are her daddy and as long as you love her you can have as much time with her as you want. I guess we will have to learn to share her though as I am fairly sure that we will both need her to be close so that we can know she is safe."
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The door suddenly opened and Sirius quickly whipped his head and upper body around and smiled at the tall old wizard that stood in the doorway staring at the three of us as we snuggled close together on the bed.
"She is the youngest student we have ever had here." The wizard finally said after a moment of silence, staring at our daughter feeding. "She is beautiful though."
His eyes watered as he sat on the end of the bed and I knew what he wanted but still felt slightly strange as he unconsciously reached for the baby and under Sirius' watch I reluctantly passed our daughter to his professor and bit my lip with frustration.
"What are you going to do now?" The professor finally asked Sirius as he rocked our daughter back and forth in his arms as his eyes were filled with emotion.
"Marry, get a good job and breed more." He said with a smirk. "What I wanted to do nine months ago but knew there would have been resistance. Our little daughter and her mother's pure blood status means that no one can object, not even my parents. As soon as Cass turns seventeen I will bind her to me in marriage if she wants me to be her husband."
I blushed slightly and looked away.
"We can give your young bride her basic education if she would like it. It is entirely up to you two though but I think she would find it rewarding."
Sirius turned and stared at me with a smile.
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"I can't read or write as I had no basic schooling." I finally clarified after a long silence. "I can't get my basic education from you due to that fact so there is no use wasting your time on me."
"I can teach you to read and write." Sirius offered instantly. "As can Remus, if you want a more patient teacher."
"I don't know if I deserve it." I finally admitted to my husband, staring up into his eyes. "I was only ever made with one purpose, your pleasure, and that is fine for me."
The old wizard nearly choked in reaction and Sirius groaned then gave me a kiss on the forehead.
"I'll get Remus to do the lessons with her as he'll be better at it than I will be." He finally whispered. "We will get her reading and writing then we can give her a very basic magical education."
"Give her a very basic one?" The man enquired.
"Just give her enough of an education to keep me in line, Dumbledore." He admitted. "Also, enough of an education to keep my family from calling her a squib and when little one grows up enough to keep her in line too."
"I never thought that you would settle down with someone. You had quite a reputation and even the staff saw how the women responded to you. It was like moths to a flame at times." Dumbledore said, staring over his glasses at Sirius as he passed me back my daughter. "I really think that you are probably the person I would say was most likely to stay untamed."
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"How many women did he bed?" I asked, smirking widely. I knew it was a cheeky question but I wanted to ask it.
"I bedded quite a few women before you." Sirius answered, his face twitching slightly in amusement. "Although I felt very little I'm sure they all had a good time though."
"He is ever the modest daddy, isn't he?" I purred to our daughter. "Maybe a few sleepless nights will make him less cocky."
"Bring it on." He challenged. "I will be happy to get sleepless nights for this little angel and for you."
"Angel." I purred, loving the way the name sounded on my lips. "Angel is a beautiful name."
"Angel Black." He murmured. "It sounds perfect to me for her."
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"You'll need some things for the baby." Dumbledore said to Sirius after a while of silence. "Cass will need stuff too as she can't stay dressed like a pleasure slave now. She'll need proper clothes, undergarments and robes and footwear, and the baby needs nursery stuff and clothes and things. Cass and the baby can't stay hidden as they will benefit from sunlight."
Sirius simply nodded but seemed distracted.
"If I release the funds can I order it all?" Sirius asked, looking back at me but talking to the old man. "I don't want to leave them as I want every second I can get with my daughter and with Cass."
"I can bring you some catalogues." He finally allowed. "That way you can pick what you both like and you'll only have to leave her to collect it."
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Remus and James looked shocked to see the little girl wrapped up in their best friend's arms. James seemed to take a step back and stare at me as I lolled on the bed in exhaustion with my covers pulled to my shoulders to cover my body up but Remus smiled and stepped forward and seemed a bit braver than his friend.
"She is a beautiful baby." Remus finally commented to his friend. "Although she would be more beautiful if she looked less like you."
I chuckled and all three boys stared at me with interest as they had never seen that before. I hadn't laughed in a long time but right now despite the pain that still radiated through me I felt a release I had never felt before.
Sirius gave me a loving look then smiled widely at me.
"You are so perfect." He purred at me, ignoring everyone, even his daughter, for a moment, seeming entranced entirely till Angel wiggled and screamed out, seeming hungry as she turned towards me too.
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Both boys gawped at me as I instinctively fed my beautiful daughter, their eyes never leaving my breasts. Her little eyes fluttered closed after about ten minutes and I smiled as she was completely still and silent as she slept peacefully. Looking down at her I realised what love truly was as I could see the man I was so in love with in the little girl in my arms.
"Want a hold?" I offered to Remus as he still stared at me as I covered myself back up but still stared at my daughter.
Remus looked startled and seemed to not know what to do till Sirius took her from my arms and very gently laid her sleeping form into Remus' arms.
"Just support her head." Sirius instructed his friend, staring at our daughter with a certain amount of panic evident in his eyes. "She won't bite you and I am fairly positive that you won't drop her."
Remus finally got her comfortable in his arms and then smiled.
"It puts all the other crap into focus." Remus said suddenly. "How can anything else be important while she is around?"
"What else is going on?" I enquired.
"Exams," Sirius answered. "They start in a week but they barely matter now that she is here. My mind is not really on them."
"You said you'd get a good job." I reminded him."You need to study and I'll look after her while you study and try not to bother you. These exams will make a difference to my future too."
He simply nodded solemnly and I chuckled quietly.
It still felt odd to tell him my opinion and for him to listen to me.
